Razard86

1. If one does not express their anger to its target, they will express it to another target. This is why people explode out of nowhere. There is no being careful about expressing anger. Express it. Being polite and nice...is why people commit murder and suicide. 2. If self expression wasn't stifled people would be more honest. Why do you think comedy and movies exist? Its the one time where people are allowed to see honest authentic expression of the human condition. The irony....is we have people who try to clamp down on that too!!! 3. Do you see animals trying to clamp down on expression? NO!!! Anger doesn't distort the world. If I am killing your family and anger arises....is that distortion? If I am stealing your possession and anger arises is that distortion? You think anger needs to be carefully expressed because you don't trust yourself or others....which is why morality exists. You think people are innately evil and need morality to be good. In my own direct experience I have people not filter and totally express themselves with me...and they always choose no matter how angry they get....to allow themselves the space to calm down eventually. I do not fear the anger of others....but I have seen first hand what repressed anger looks like and what it does. Repressed anger is a much greater threat than the normal anger that arises. With authentic expression allowed repressed anger= resentment will stop being such a common occurrence. Why do you think lately there is such a defiance for authority? All this attempts to be careful is being thrown out the window.

Yep I had this same discussion with my friend today....we don't realize...that we are already aliens and we classified ourselves as humans. If we really knew what humans were...so many humans wouldn't be trying to "find themselves and discover who they are." The irony is majority of them that undertake that journey....never find a fulfilling answer lol.

It could also be described as no Free Will lol.

One of the things you will discover is there are many traps in the development of certain characteristics such as intelligence for example we can use the concept of being humble. Humbleness is a trait that is lauded by many religions and people in society but most are not aware of why that is the case. Humbleness is the understanding that any efforts you produce is not produced in isolation but through collective influence. It is also a form of stopping you from seeing yourself as superior. The problem with misplaced humbleness is it can place a stop gap on your ability to be revolutionary and creative in your thinking. This will turn you into a conformist and stop the world from being blessed by your point of view (WHICH IS THE NUMBER ONE PROBLEM WE HAVE IN EDUCATION, AND THROUGH MASS BRAINWASHING THROUGH THE CREATION OF CELEBRITY CULTURE) and make you think you are not "good enough" and that others are some how "better." If you ONLY KNEW HOW FALSE AND RETARDED THAT BELIEF WAS! This is where arrogance comes in, the belief that you know better regardless of what established scholars, and other professionals say. If you study human history the majority of innovations are done by those who dared to be arrogant. Now misplaced Arrogance can also cause issues because you can become blind to your deficiencies that are inherent in all POV. So how do you bridge the divide? Easy!!! Have a healthy dose of both!!! Be Arrogant enough to believe in yourself when it comes to your strengths, but humble enough to understand that all POV have limitations. Be open to discussions, to learning and researching the things that you struggle with, while being able to stand strong on the discoveries and conclusions you make. Find others who are good at picking apart your arguments and whose POV's can see the blindspots you cannot. Now...this can present an issue as well, as you can fall into an echo chamber, and eventually you may have to reach out to other POV's maybe even your harshest critics to expand ever more your POV. Never get to the point that you think you have transcended humanity in terms of knowledge.....I have fallen into that trap and every time Reality reveals to me how little my human intelligence currently is. To put this plainly....everything around you is profound....you are just too stupid to perceive it and know how to apply it. When I say you I mean ME LOL!!! If me and the rest of humanity were at a high enough level of consciousness....a specific species of ANTS, BIRDS, WORMS, would create a cascade of insights. We have enough data from studying how animals in nature operate to create a ridiculous number of insights into how to do things better, we are just too stupid to see it. So....never think you are too smart for humanity....there may be some small unknown bug researcher in the jungle with an insight he is holding onto that would FLOOR YOU. Genius is found everywhere!! You are walking around INFINITE INSPIRATION, and you think its ordinary. So don't allow ARROGANCE to make you think you are too smart, and don't allow humility to limit you to not being as smart as you can be. A healthy dose of Arrogance and humility, people to bounce ideas off of, and the sensitivity to realize that you are walking around in genius level creativity that is so profound that it is ordinary....and you are on the right path.

I came across a commenter on Youtube who was replying to some guys who were talking about Black Male and Female Relationships. She claimed a statistic (which I didn't check for its veracity) that stated that Black Men Kill Black Women at a particular rate and that Black Women need to be protected. I explained to her that Black Boys and Men in America die at the highest rate. Her reply? Yeah because Black Men are the ones killing them. I explained to her that everyone kills Black Men in America statistically at the highest rate and if we discuss rape if you include prison rape men get raped more than women. So my point to her is if she wants to play the victim game as a woman, well men are actually victimized more so who is going to protect men. Her reply? Men need to stop killing and raping. I started laughing because she doesn't see her bias. So if a peaceful man who is kind and considerate gets killed by a violent man...its his fault for dying because he is a man, he needs to protect himself. But if a peaceful woman who is kind is killed by a violent man that is the fault of MEN. So when a man is killed by a man its MEN's fault....which actually punishes the man who dies....for being a man. It also makes his life...not as significant from her world view...because when a woman dies by a man....she is a victim, but when a man dies by another man its just something that happened. What she doesn't realize is she has a bias in favor of a woman's life over a man's life which is why she cannot understand what she is communicating. When a man dies or a woman dies regardless of which gender murdered who its a problem for BOTH groups. When you start pointing to one group as a problem....you create bias, and preference, and discrimination is born. What many activists for specific groups don't realize....in your attempt to fight for your group and get rid of discrimination....you become what you fight against....oh the irony!!! Reality is HILARIOUS!!! It reveals so obviously....that discrimination is unconscious....people really believe they are doing the right thing!!! LOL!!

Only pursue this work, when you are ready to go all the way. Spirituality is all about going all the way. Would you talk to a romantic partner you like only partially? Or would you go all the way? Would you negotiate for a car you desire that you can afford and need and then not go all the way? Would you take a test for a certification you desire that you studied for...and then stop before its finished? Spirituality....is the most dangerous thing in the entire world. More dangerous than a nuke, than World War 3, than another pandemic. Its the TRUTH. Its the answer to all the big existential questions....about death, about the building block of reality, about humanities potential next step in their development process, and the meaning of your life. If you aren't ready for that...go enjoy your life in ignorance and bliss!!! You should only do the work.....when you are ready to sacrifice EVERYTHING....and I mean....EVERYTHING!!! Obviously....you don't have too do that....but the will needs to be that strong to go all the way.

Shoot I have a different experience, I rarely ever dream...only recently started having dreams...I usually just fall into deep sleep.

There is nothing new under the sun, only recontextualizations.

So there is a guy I met recently who is really into studying Metaphysics and Epistemology and he is HEAVILY into it I mean this guy could teach it as a Professor if he wanted too. Me and him have talked to each other on and off again and as I have a forceful personality he was taken aback sometimes as we discussed. As I said before the guy is VERY INTELLIGENT but the issue is he is too dogmatic, puts many prophets on pedestals and still sees himself as some work in progress. He believe when he is so called "perfected" THAT is when his life will end. I have been telling him that he is already perfect as he is and he resists that message HEAVILY. He also does not understand that Love= The realization that there is no distinction which is another disagreement he has with me....which is so frustrating because I mean...its so obvious. Like once Leo made a video on that it just clicked...like a bomb went off in my head and it was like OF COURSE!!!! If Reality wasn't Universal Love and devoid of distinction...distinction couldn't exist!! Also if Reality wasn't devoid of distinction...growth, change, impermanence couldn't be an aspect. It has to not be distinct, for it to be distinct. It cannot be ONE WAY, it has to be everyway....or we couldn't even have this imaginary world call life. The more I talked to him he kept telling me I was contradicting myself and I was like...its unfortunately an aspect when pointing to infinity. Anyway....what I realized is his biggest barrier to understanding himself as already perfect is because he was too attached to logic and distinction, and as a result couldn't realize what Love truly was. But one important message I also gained for myself through my interaction with him, is I kept forcefully trying to get him to realize this through various explanations and he was so smart he could talk himself through what I was saying even when I made a good point. No matter how many times I deconstructed his distinctions, he would avoid that and try to create more distinctions. Then he would start accusing me of making distinctions, to which I would explain that WORDS are distinctions so it can't be helped. Anyway it became some silly little egoic game.....but here is what I discovered through interactions with him. I need to start offering suggestions, instead of telling someone directly how they should or shouldn't be because it can come across like I am trying to control them. So I should present my message whenever I communicate as, a suggestion so it doesn't come across as me giving orders or directives. At least that is how he interpreted my message. Its amazing how a person can argue with you that they shouldn't accept themselves as perfect just the way they are. Its proof positive when someone tells you why do I feel inadequate? Because you keep telling yourself you are, and you are very good at believing your own delusions.

But I'm glad you noticed...what few ever will...that is why....there are no levels...levels...progression, is just more story. Destruction of levels....kills the ego, because the ego is always searching for more and more levels and meaning. Nothing wrong with that....but enlightenment is like being DeadPool.....you recognize that you are in a story and poke fun at it. https://www.cbr.com/deadpool-breaks-fourth-wall/

I already made a post about this....its just a story. Reality is a story that tells itself a story. If its not telling a story...then it doesn't exist. When no perception is there (Deep Sleep) there isn't a story...but once perception arises...the story begins. So yes everything is a dream/imagination/story. That is all there is...the story. Even Deep Sleep is a story...its the story of the absence of story. You could call it the Intermission if you will lol.

Honesty= The accurate, unfiltered expression of your state of consciousness. If you feel anger, you express it, if you feel sadness you express it, if you hate something you express it, complete authenticity of every state of consciousness. By what level you filter...is the level of dishonesty you are it, notice we are conditioned to be "polite" and "nice." This creates levels of dishonesty where you try to convince yourself of something that is not true for you. Its why feelings are truth, they reveal where you are at in your development. Some people try to pretend they are something...but your feelings always reveal where you are at. The more you catch yourself trying to convince yourself of something that doesn't resonate....the better you can see through your own B.S. but this takes a willingness to accept the pain of your EGO as you continually kill it of its hold on your life. There is nothing more powerful than the TRUTH. The TRUTH of how you feel about yourself, others, life, everything!!! Be BRUTALLY HONEST WITH YOURSELF!!! Hold nothing back, hide nothing back!! Peel off all the layers!!! You must have noticed...that pretending to be happy, and ok, doesn't work. So why keep doing it? With this honesty....don't judge what comes up, but if you happen to judge it, don't judge the judgment!!! You need to be totally and completely naked, to see clearly. The Fall of Man symbolically is they ate the Fruit of the knowledge of Good and Evil which made them COVER themselves. They covered themselves with LIES!!!! Because they became self-conscious, noticed they were naked...and didn't like what they saw!! So they cover themselves with LIES!!!! Because they judged what they saw!!! Judgment= Knowledge of Good and Evil. Thus mankind fell!!! The animals...didn't fall, ONLY MANKIND!!!

We are also Infinite, don't act like you don't debate your own thoughts, and sometimes get conflicted....what do you think contemplation is? We are all just thoughts made into form...think of all interaction....as God's contemplation. A bias against conflict, and confrontation, is still a bias. Sometimes conflict is necessary. Sometimes the truth should be spoken no matter if feelings are offended in the process. Why? Because it always comes out eventually, its why there is no use hiding it. There are 3 types of people who reveal the truth with no filter, Angry people, Little Children, and Drunk People.

Really Smart Comedic Analysis on how silly we communicate and use the tool of time in language.

I agree completely...but sometimes...those POV's need to hear....what many believe. Do not assume my message just now was from one POV...let's just say...many POV of God....was just expressed on that particular POV. We are all mirrors...there are a long chain of mirroring that led to that response. Conflict is apart of infinity...confrontation is inevitable and is a part of infinity.

^This one belief system will set you up to be a needy, neurotic, unstable and unhappy man. I hope you realize one day that your very existence is love and you can give it to yourself.

If anything....psychedelics would probably make you more horny lol.

Mind is sensory perception. All sensory perception is mind. Also Someone here its not about subjective idealism or objective realism....forget these categories. All you should be focused on...is what is actually true. When they say you are dreaming...you are dreaming. I like to use the VR Simulator model personally, you are an infinite VR Simulator that runs itself, currently this VR Simulator is identifying as a human. This VR Simulator from their POV is the only REAL thing....all sensory perceptions are illusion in their POV. So your body, your memories, all sensory perceptions are illusions that you created to fool your POV and give you a life. Whether those "quote" on "quote" others have their own POV you will never know unless you have Leo's Infinity of Gods Awakening. Why? Because no matter what substances you take....it will always show you that you are alone. For example...on certain states you will hear the thoughts of others, in certain states...others will move in synch with you, in certain states...everything will collapse and you will become Infinite...and will be ALL ALONE. So outside of Leo's Infinity of Gods Awakening...your awakenings will always show...that there is only ONE BEING, that ONE BEING...is YOU. This is why...all arguments and criticisms are illusion and delusion...there is only ONE BEING. So who is arguing with who? If someone is murdered...who murdered who? Life is just a silly identity game. There is no purpose, or meaning, no levels to attain, absolutely and completely meaningless. Only an EGO creates meaning. Its why that sucker is so hard to let go cause meaning is FUN!!!

Thing is just a perception, a sensory perception which you can just shorten to the word Sense. As a result a more direct pointer is to say Reality is NON-SENSE. It is NON-SENSE, that creates illusions through sense making. This sense making is done elaborately, through not just sensory perceptions but also crafting stories which provide meaning and purpose. So nothing is not the most direct pointer, the more direct pointer is Nonsense. If all sensory perceptions collapse....there is no reality. All reality is just sensory perceptions, through which storylines are crafted to create a life. Reality is a story.....the interconnected web of SENSE-MAKING. This is why....if you are attached to logic...which is SENSE-MAKING you will NEVER awaken to yourself as God. You are a magician, which creates illusion upon illusion through the senses, you have to drop all attachments to senses completely and reverse-engineer/deconstruct your magic tricks/illusions. Once you figure out how you are fooling yourself....you have now realized yourself as God. Now you can rest in the knowledge that you have been guiding yourself the entire time....all of the infinite parts of you. Free Will is an illusion you offer yourself by creating a sense of separation, once you realize you were never separate you offer up that free will to universal will which is the highest form of freedom....complete and utter detachment. You also realize that your previous opinion of free will was an illusion, because selfishness is not free, its clingy and needy, whereas complete lack of self is the ultimate freedom. Infinity is so free its total and complete, it can only experience its freedom through the illusion of the finite. So what you discover when you completely awaken is that all you wanted to give yourself is unconditional love, which is true freedom. Your life when truly realized= ultimate freedom. With the ILLUSION of danger, why? Because you are immortal.

Well everyone's process is different but I will tell you how it worked for me. I use to try and meditate and it didn't do nothing for me. What I didn't know at the time was my energy was contracted and as a result I was tense and felt disconnected from reality instead of the ONENESS that is all around us. When I took a mushroom psychedelic https://www.google.com/search?q=Jedi+mindfuck&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&sxsrf=ALiCzsYdySLcdowiIFWeA1adfjC8zEogdw:1668095134511&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjQr8bP-qP7AhUQmGoFHVuaCo0Q_AUoAXoECAMQAw&biw=1163&bih=560&dpr=1.65 took 5 grams of that one. It released that contracted energy, it also modified my brain and quieted my thoughts. You could say it released what was already there. After that....and another event later on about 20 hours later (I died) these processes opened up my body energetically which now makes meditation enjoyable because I can sense and connect with my being naturally now. So you might need to take some psychedelic to loosen up your contracted energy stores in your body. You were born happy, and through socialization and probably the stuff in your food and water you energetically became contracted and feel tight, stressed, and physical. The purpose of this work is to get you back to that natural state you were born as so you can experience the freedom you had as a child once again. But if psychedelics are not something you can get at the moment, I would say you should practice meditation, and contemplate daily on the nature of unconditional love. Really attempt to see your ego and how it interprets reality. I gave some pointers in this thread. Let me know if it helps.

^ Oh really...my posts are egotistical? Really? Again.. I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you...since you don't seem to understand. The EGO= Meaning. Meaning only exists in EGO. The moment you call someone egotistical....then you are in ego. The ego is a character...which has a POV, and creates meaning. The act itself of criticism is EGO. The difference....between your ego and my ego...is I AM AWARE OF IT!!! You are so asleep its laughable!! WHO IS CRITICIZING WHO? If I criticize you...I AM criticizing myself!!! And vice versa!!! Do you see? I repeat...THE MOMENT YOU CRITICIZE ME AND SAY I AM IN EGO... YOU ARE IN EGO. Its why I told you, you cannot escape ABSOLUTE LOVE. The highest truth, is everyone is you!!! So how can I be posting egotistical stuff.. WHEN ITS YOU POSTING EGOTISTICAL STUFF!! Are you blind?? Are you deaf? Are you getting this message? Right now...this is you telling YOU to wake up!!! Right now you are arguing with yourself!!! I am just aware I am arguing with myself... you aren't. So here is a fun fact Breakinwall....do this exercise!!! Take your entire post..walk up to a mirror...and read it!!! Because I AM YOUR MIRROR!!! Are you listening? You don't even realize how blind you are!!! You are literally talking to a mirror!! RIGHT NOW!!!! LOL!!!! This is so funny!!! You don't even realize this!!! The interesting thing is...this lets me know you lack Self-Love for yourself because all you do is critique everything that doesn't agree with you....so now we all know how judgmental you are of yourself. You give yourself away. P.S. You don't post anything man, we don't need you telling lies now. Nobody looks at you on the forums as a poster, your designation is a commenter, that is the role you have chosen to play obviously because its a safe role. Its easy to be a commenter, posting something publicly actually takes courage because it can be ridiculed. You don't post or share because you are scared to be ridiculed. But you sure love to comment long comments and go into depth, when you could take those opinions and really flesh them out in your own posts....but why do that..when you could potentially face criticism. Why not take the easy way out? The desire to criticize and critique comes from a desire to teach, to spread one's POV. But most critics are scared of criticism so they play the role of critic in the spectator seat. I understand not everyone has the courage to share their thoughts...maybe one day you will.

^ Its not like that you say, again... notice you claim there is the joker, but if there was a joker there would be laughter in your posts. You want to be a teacher so you are always trying to correct others. All you do on the forums is bounce around and critique because it is safe for you. Of course you will say what you want and I will say what I want. You say blind? It is you that is blind. Again all you do is bounce around and critique. You don't share or post anything yourself. Because you would rather play the spectator than be in the arena. You don't even observe your actions. All you do everyday is play the role of critic of everyone's posts....but don't post anything yourself. You also love to claim something is ego. Here is something you don't understand...all meaning is ego. There is no meaning in the Absolute. So you recklessly throw the word ego around whenever your ego gets rattled and then play the pretend oh I was joking. If you were playing the joker....you would employ laughter in your posts. There are no emojis, no LOL. Just direct observations and accusations. But now when your behavior gets called out you claim you are joking? If that is being the joker...you need more practice Also this bit "get used to people being able to give their opinion about it" reeks of arrogance. You love to give it but you cannot take it. You are quick to critique but cannot handle your own medicine and you claim I'm blind? Please buy some glasses.

What you call abuse...is again a perspective. If someone invade your Country....what you call abuse....would be needed to train your soldiers. Same with Police Training as well. You just have a bias thats why you say its abuse. When a Lion tears through a deer is that abuse? When a hurricane tears through a neighborhood is that abuse? Reality shows itself in various ways...if you look at human history it cycles through itself. That abuse you claim? Will be revisited and welcomed again.

Every single definition you just gave...was just a perspective. If you talked to previous generations in Sports for example Condescension was considered Tough Love. If you ask current generations they would view it as Condescension. For example in the NBA rookies are required to do favors for the veterans on their team, and veterans talk to rookies differently than they do their fellow veterans. The respect of the veterans by the rookies have to be earned. Here is a funny illustration of different era Coaching Styles.