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Hell no lol.

Lol found this out by watching the channel that Leo posted of the Executioner Wasp he mentioned that it beat the Bullet Ant so I watched that video and he mentioned the toxin can produce hallucinations so I typed that in and guess what I found? https://themindfulnesscircle.com/bullet-ants-vision-quests-mental-health-recovery/#:~:text=As the ants awaken%2C they,in these hours that follow. The things that exist in this world.

Every thought, sensation, appearance any sensory information is a union. This union is not just love but the pure expression of self-love I recently became aware again of this particular love and it gave in that moment pure self-acceptance This love does not judge, this love only wants to express itself and it's self love in an infinite number of ways This love is everything, the dirty, the stinky, the beautiful, the ugly, and yes even the painful. I watched a porno and then my awareness turned every sensation into that porno. Because there is no difference between anything, getting shot or stabbed is the same as having sex with your most intimate lover. But this distinction that you experience between these two events is just an elaborate ruse, an elaborate illusion. Understand this, you cannot help but have self-love, you are so in love with yourself that you must invent danger, you must invent pain, you must invent fear, you must construct a self, to ever experience other. The price of life is all the things you hate and this is why it must be this way. The only way to die before you die is to uncover your sneaky tricks of deception that hold this illusion of evil and hatred.

If this quality isn't causing harm in your daily interactions I would keep it, this expression you have may uniquely give you a brand or unique identity. But if you feel this expression is harmful, then set an intention that you would like to change this aspect of yourself. If this intention is constantly pondered about and focused upon, your life will create circumstances that will help mold this aspect out of your daily expression. As they say....be careful what you ask for.

She wasn't able to reach the love awakening you had because her self-love has not yet in her personal life been realized. You were able to let go of your ego because you were not too attached. You were able to OFFER yourself up as a sacrifice so to speak. The biggest barrier to accessing these states is being able to let go, to trust, it's like diving into a bottomless pit with the trust that everything will be as it should be. You are very trusting, loving, and giving and thus was able to do what few are able to do. It's not a judgment against them, they just aren't ready yet. Let's say they need more cooking, or nurturing before that stage in their development can be realized.

Where have ya been?

God is also Holykael as well, what's up with all these threats of banning? His complaints are just as valid as any others. In fact his complaints have actually opened me up to higher levels of compassion. I'm actually grateful for his complaints because it opens up another perspective that is foreign to my everyday waking consciousness. I may not agree with him, but I can understand and seek to understand emotionally at ever higher levels his frustrations. His expression is a key part of the infinite expression, I'm noticing these forums are devolving into a house of judgment in which only messages of a certain kind must be expressed. As long as he isn't threatening or promoting hate towards others, let the man vent. Hell you could just create a thread for that particularly and tell him to post his complaints and venting about life in that thread. Or just allow those whose despise God (themselves) to vent. Sometimes God just wants to complain you know? LOL.

Self-Deception is so powerful because you are doing it to yourself and who knows you better...than you?

Even though I'm not a Christian, I do love some Christian Pastors and Dr. Earl Munroe is one of the best speakers I've ever come across. He died awhile back but many are finding his videos because he was good at finding nuggets of wisdom from the Bible. I share this video with the hope that is can light a fire within you. You don't have to agree with his arguments or assertions about God in this video, just listen to the nuggets of wisdom. Sometimes good advice is just good advice.

I've found this happens automatically, in fact surprise and deception is at the heart of everything. You deceive yourself to put yourself asleep and you fool yourself to awaken. Every awakening I have had has been through deceiving my ego, or basically getting rid of it usually by surrender. As we know the ego isn't allowed to access or grasp absolute truth. That illusion gotta go.

Solipsism is absolute, all imagination is done within consciousness, which is awareness. Even in Leo's own Infinity of Gods video the concept of Infinity of Gods eventually collapses. Why? Because it is done within his awareness. Even when he states that due to sovereignty he could not know if there are other Gods, he eventually realized he could verify. So once he put out a request.....he made contact and that possibility he imagined collapsed. The reason why Solipsism is absolute is because Oneness is absolute. This means that whatever possibility you attempt to construct that can create an out, or escape from ONENESS will eventually collapse. So no matter how many dimensions you imagine, no matter how many infinite possibilities, all will eventually collapse. This is what is referred to as AWAKENING. So sure you can IMAGINE or DREAM that solipsism isn't absolute and eventually that dream, that imagination will collapse and you will awaken to solipsism. I have already experienced Solipsism multiple times WITHOUT the use of psychedelics, in fact it is my daily experience sober. It's so obvious that any attempts to argue otherwise are seen as silly little games. The proper understanding of Solipsism is that this ONE BEING has the ability to generate infinite personalities and entities. So while they are all one being, their ability to construct conversations, and experiences will feel so authentic and real that it is basically experienced as separate beings. But do not be fooled, if your awareness raises high enough the boundary between you and that other will collapse. You can become aware that their body is your body, all sensations they feel, YOU FEEL, that their voice is YOURS, that their movements are YOUR MOVEMENTS, you can become absolutely aware that you are one being interacting with itself like a self playing video game that plays with itself. Once seen, this cannot be UNSEEN, but it can be attempted to be denied. Again, that one video game could attempt to construct other games outside of its awareness to fool itself....but eventually that finite dream will collapse into ONENESS again. This will happen for all of eternity.

I recently came across the book conversations with God, and as I take in the words of this book I have been getting metaphysical orgasms. When you have a love for truth, when it is presented to you it is going to fill you with so much love. I definitely recommend this book as part of your spiritual process/journey as it does a good job of adding another perspectival vantage point to the wonder work Leo and other spiritual teachers have presented. One of the key principles I have been given as a great expression of God is empowerment. You can go back and watch Leo's video on authority, and you can even link this concept to Leo's Infinity of Gods video as well but what I am referring to is a key component of God's love is to empower or strengthen something. You can even call it healing if you want to look at it like that. When you exercise you damage the muscle, and the muscle is strengthen through healing so healing can be a word that could be substituted for empowerment as well. But essentially if you are a force in your own personal life and those around you that strengthens/heals/empowers, then this would be the greatest act of compassion that you could actualize. Think about it, if you felt like the society you lived in adequately gave you the tools to actualize your highest expression would that not be the greatest love? Anyway what I like about this book is it does a good job of opening you up to the authority that you have in your life and how you squander it away ignorantly. It's powerful, its loving, it's informative, I have only gotten 20 minutes in and the value of this is overwhelming. One of the key distinctions I was given by God was that God corrects without insults. So God will correct you without ever attacking you personally, it is the ego that insults or sees imperfections. Mistakes are part of the design of life, so one of the things we need to learn is to accept mistakes. We have been conditioned to avoid them, but mistakes are no less inevitable than gravity, than breathing, than eating. So do you see the silliness in trying to avoid mistakes? So with all this said, more and ever more in your life seek to operate from love, and less on fear. The book Conversations with God is a highly recommended book, and remember you are powerful, whenever you are not feeling powerful understand that is an illusion of your own creation that is there to test your understanding of what you really are. May you know the joy of your infinite loving nature! Bonus: This video is very funny.

I have run varying tests in consciousness to disprove this and have failed every time. There are no individuals, there are no separate experiences, reality is just a mass hallucination to create an illusion of other. It's very well done, so masterfully done that if you attempt to destroy it, it will actually turn against you. It's weird, you both do and don't want to break the illusion of other and it is this resistance that creates the Dark Night of the Soul, or suffering involved as you break through every illusionary identity that you keep constructing. Finding out absolutely that any notion of other is just pure imagination is a bitter pill. While I do absolutely love myself, and I do love others it is actually so self-evident that it actually would be impossible for others to actually exist outside of you it reveals why both Infinity of Gods awakening Leo had is both true and untrue. It's true you could imagine that possibility, but that possibility is within your own awareness which means by default, it was never separate from you to begin with. People would say but how do I know someone doesn't have experiences outside of me, well they on the absolute level cannot, but you can imagine they do....and thus on the relative level they do. But all relativity is imaginary, there is only one being. Anyone that tells you otherwise is just a plant you created to protect yourself from waking up. You might ask why would I do that? Easy!!! Because when you are fully ready to awaken....your deception cannot deceive you. You need to put people and events in your dream to bind you as a buffer to keep you asleep until you are ready to awaken. When you are ready to awaken, no deception can fool you, and you will venture forth dissolving all illusions/deceptions into the absolute truth of ONENESS. It's a bitter pill if you are too attached to the concept of other.

I Love Martin Ball, a recent friend of mine told me to go back and watch some of his videos and his concepts on integration and grounding are wonderful!!! But even Martin has certain delusions as well, which is rather disappointing. Martin Ball does not believe that Solipsism exists, but in my own personal experiences I confirmed it for myself. Solipsism is true, so this is proof that even taking many trips on psychedelics and being very intelligent is not enough!! This is why LOVE is the highest form of intelligence!!! It allows you to face the bitter truth even if you don't like it!! You cannot disprove Solipsism!! Go ahead and try, I dare you!!! Really go deep into this work!! Even if Leo came out tomorrow and said he disproved it I would laugh at him. Why? Because I confirmed it for myself!! Martin Ball is lying to himself, you can reach certain states where you will realize this for yourself. The biggest issue you will ever have is your attachment to other!! This is the HARDEST attachment to let go of. So tough, that even when you see the truth you come back and try to justify it!! All of Martin's arguments are EASILY debunkable with LITTLE EFFORT!!! I am finding out more and more...I should just drop all expectations completely for any egos. I keep expecting much for certain egos and keep getting disappointed!!

I recently did that, thought I was going crazy. Good to know I wasn't. It was like I was carving egos into my psyche and could speak and communicate with them internally. Interesting.

Alone= All One. Many and One are the same. I've noticed some people are saying there is a higher awakening, there isn't one. It's all you. Infinity, is not one, so what does it mean. It means it is limitless expression, so of course it can create an illusion of other because it can create infinite expressions. But once you become aware that all expressions are you, and do not have any expression without your presence, then you realize your presence is the baseline or foundation of reality. So if your I AM presence is the foundation....then there isn't an other. This is an absolute. I have been able to change the taste of my food while sober, this revealed to me that all experience I have is created by me. Now what throws me off is I have no clue how it is happening. One thing I have played around with is, you can request your awareness to do things...and it does them. But it is based on how unidentified you are with your EGO identity. It's tricky, because trying to break through the illusion can actually backfire. @Patang The same reason you responded to this post. God wants to share its love, that is the only reason Creation/Universe exists, because of the selfless desire to share infinite love. You could say God is that which gives freely infinitely just for the act itself, not for any purpose but to experience giving and receiving. @ A_v_E I might need to read your friend's quote more than once because I both understand and don't understand them. What I have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt is Solipsism. It's absolute. Anybody that says otherwise is deluded. It actually makes perfect sense when you realize it. You actually start laughing at how you could assume it was any other way. But its really good at playing the game of other. I realized though that the EGO has two greatest fears, death, and being alone so the Ego will never accept Solipsism which also makes perfect sense.

I can give you a guide on how to awaken sober. It can get very uncomfortable because you can merge with others....while still retaining your identity or memory of yourself as a human. Think of your consciousness merging with someone where their breath becomes your breath and their body is recognized as your body...while still retaining your memory of your ego....its highly uncomfortable. I've conditioned myself to be able to do it more than once, but recently my ego has taken back control and judges the hell out of it. You can do it so easily that when someone eats food around you, you can experience the full sensation of eating that food as them without losing identification with your human body. I believe this awareness can be trained further but for now that is the level sober that I am at. I have no clue what would happen if I started taking the classic psychedelics at this stage.

Anyone that tells you that they have a intellectual awakening of spiritual concepts is a fraud. Ignore them, as they are trapped in a web of their own self-deception. Your direct experience is the only way that you can discover truth. You use labels to ground or map out the sea of your experience, but the map is obviously not the territory. Peter Ralston in this video does a good job of explaining this.

As you grow in experience this will ring true for you. Many people may not realize that you are their friend since most do not understand what friendship is. Peter Ralston explains it very simple here.

Well thanks I feel better after that post. I thought something was wrong that I became addicted to exploring consciousness. Good to know it's the same for you. I feel the same way except for the hard to live up to part. You can't help what level you are at presently I had to come to terms with that one.

The Universe sent me this video. So I share it with you. It's long, you don't have to listen to the whole thing. But I would say the first 20 or so minutes really gives you a good understanding about the spiritual path and some key things you should be doing.

I agree that true lasting change is structural. The internal structure needs to change.

His name says it all, Welcome to Reality. LOL.

I noticed a lot of people look up to this guy not realizing he is very incredibly unhappy. People that are happy don't need to keep acquiring more and more. They reach a certain level of contentment where sharing becomes more joyful than acquisition. Read this article that discusses a quote Andrew Tate made. https://www.animatedtimes.com/theres-nothing-left-to-buy-355m-rich-andrew-tate-claimed-lifes-been-pretty-much-the-same-after-he-earned-his-first-20m-but-his-goal-is-to-make-999m-dollars/ I've shared with people in my circle how there is a correlation between income and depression and how at a certain point depression actually increases with wealth acquisition. https://www.tikvahlake.com/blog/why-being-wealthy-can-make-mental-health-problems-worse/ Now why is this the case? It's because usually what can keep you motivated and satisfied when you are a highly motivated person is the belief that when you delay gratification in the short term you can finally get that gratification you wanted long-term. From your vantage point this obviously seems logical, but when you finally reach it you discover that all that also gave you short-term gratification. So then what is the solution? Your entire life is run by desire, and this desire is constantly temporarily satisfied by these sensations of acquisition. If you raise your baseline as is discussed in the video you can actually get to the point that you just generate happiness constantly. The more you cultivate this through concentration and meditation and deconstruction, the more of this happiness that you are will flow through. It gets to the point where when you have a dopamine spike....YOU CAN BARELY FEEL IT. You see every sensation is felt in contrast, so if you baseline is already high, then a temporary spike will feel like a nudge. Its why the more thirsty you are the better water taste, if you taste something really sour, it strengthens the taste of something sweet. This may trigger some people but the better you feel from temporary releases is really an indicator that your baseline is not very high in comparison to the spikes you are receiving. Anyway this process you guys have no idea how jaw-dropping powerful it is. You acquire something that all the money in the world cannot buy, psychedelics cannot give you this, relationships with other people cannot give you this, sex cannot give you this, NOTHING can you this...because you already have it. Since you are blocking it, you can also unblock it. That clip above I actually discovered what was being discussed before Spirituality, I just didn't know what the process was to actualize it. The funny thing unbeknownst to me I was already doing it without realizing it and Spirituality just laid the tracks for the final parts needed. There is nothing special about me, all you need to do to reach this is to drop all attachments to all stories. I've noticed some people get God Realizations and they come back and get right back attached to their stories. Enlightment/Realization is NOT going to MAKE you drop your attachments, I wish it were so easy lol. The whole point of the REALIZATION is to realize there is ONLY YOU, so if YOU don't do it, it can't be done. I really do think God cosplaying as a human is hilarious!!! God cosplaying as a human looks around for someone else to do their work!!! Lol God doesn't want to do God's work. Very funny!!! Come on you cannot tell me this isn't funny!!! God prays to itself to bless it, and help it do better and be better. I laugh because I've done it before too so its funny!! The truth is, there is nothing wrong with it actually, its no different than talking to a friend or therapist. But prayer, friends, therapists too are only guides, ultimately you go to do it yourself!! May you give yourself the everlasting peace that passes all understanding that you are. You do it....by stop blocking who you are, by just being. Sit still, keep quiet, release all stories till nothing is less. Then peace will flow like a river....and never stop. Your stories are the damn that blocks the eternal river of your being from full expression.

Many people complain about relationships, but this is because they were not taught early on how to build and grow them. The key to every relationship has been said is communication. But people do not know what that means so I will explain. Whenever someone talks to you, give them your undivided attention. Look them straight in the eyes, shut off your mind and listen to every word as best as you can. Every now and then you can butt in but for the most part let the person get out their train of thought. This allows you to be able to observe them and understand them. This builds a foundation of knowledge, understanding, respect and trust. This is the foundation of all relationships. If you ever make a mistake always make a sincere apology not hinged on saving face, nor with the requirement that they forgive you. Forgive you is more for you than them, as you are actually your own toughest judge. Seek to experience relationships for the sake of the experience, and although many couples like to play around with claiming that they own the other during sex as a sexual fantasy understand it is exactly that a sexual fantasy. If you want it to be real, take care of them with the same responsibility of ownership with love, care, and attention. You do that and they will let you claim ownership of their entire being! Always understand the truth of life is always simple, but must be discovered in the complexities of the experience of life. Every teaching should be able to summarized in simplicity but explained in complexity for further detail. But simplicity is key, you aren't going to keep pages of pages of information within memory recall but you can remember themes and know how to integrate them through practice and remembrance of some of the complexity you read. May You Be Blessed In Every Given Moment.