Razard86

I don't even think luck exists anymore. I've tested certain things and life seems to plan and organize each life process while allowing some wiggle room. Basically what I am realizing is that video you did on how your mind is running your life is so crazy on how true it is its scary. Literally...your mind can change outcomes in your life, change events in your life and force certain things to be experienced. So we have taught that God doesn't use force but that would be to put a limitation on God so I recently learned that God uses force but on behalf of you. Its confusing but I'll explain. So your mind is deep tapestry as you have said in the past but its a deep tapestry of desires to experience and grow in conscious awareness. As a result you have many competing interests and your mind's job is to figure out how to give you all the experiences you desire to raise your consciousness in a way that you can handle. One of the ways it does this is through manipulating your ability to experience pain, but not just that it also alters your visual experience to protect you from visual bias. My recent research into Spirituality concluded that the strongest bias in the human condition is visual bias. When someone stabs you for instance you suffer more pain in the seeing visual expressions of damage versus the actual sensory experience. In fact the cause of trauma is from the visual experience more so than how it felt physically. Why? Because there is a deep emotional attachment to the visual component especially when it comes to your body. The largest part of our selfishness comes from a desire to maintain visual appearances. You can see that be expressed by how we have built and maintained social order everything is about keeping up with the visual appearance over the actual substance.

This teaching needs to be updated. Evil and Good are only aspects of lower states of consciousness. The reason that the absolute does not know what evil is, is a result of the state of consciousness of the Absolute. At that level evil cannot even be experienced. For evil to exist as an experience your consciousness has to be sufficiently lowered for you to even know evil. Basically its impossible for God to be evil, because evil can only exist when resistance to what is happens which can only happen at states of consciousness where pain and suffering can exist.

He is both right and wrong in what he says. Drugs alter experience, the easiest way to learn or awaken to something is to create a change in experience!!! For example...you won't know what sex is, until you have a front view personal eye to eye experience of it!!! That experience WILL create a state change, and thus will create a sexual enlightenment which is you waking up to what sex ACTUALLY is and not what you have been told. I love Peter Ralston but he is splitting hairs!!! Drugs DO wake up up, also....your entire body is a DRUG FACTORY!!!! Sex is a drug....it causes your body to release specific compounds which create a specific sensual experience. Psychedelics....are no different than they cause your body to release specific compounds that will alter your reality. Notice how Leo never said take them alone, he tells you to first deconstruct your mind and use them as a TOOL!!!! When used in conjunction with Spiritual Practices....THERE IS NOTHING MORE POWERFUL THAN PSYCHEDELICS!!! NOTHING!!!! Anyone who disputes this doesn't even understand what Psychedelics are doing. Psychedelics tell your body....that it is dying...and you basically simulate what death will be for you. One of the things that Leo tells you is to test Reality's bluff. Reality tells you from your first memory of your childhood that you can die. Psychedelics are one of the many ways you can test this concept and discover what death is!!! How far has Peter Ralston tested and exposed himself to death?

Nice!!! Cheetah for the win!!!! Maybe go be a Yogi. You know how you think Sadhguru is a fraud.....lol go test out what a Yogi like him had to do with snakes.

I haven't slept in 4 days. Yogananda said Spirituality can get rid of your need for sleep. We'll see as it is now day 4 of me not needing sleep. I already confirmed and this will blow your mind....you don't need food either. I survived for several days perfectly fine without food, now with that said....it was detrimental to my body. Your body needs that....but as you know...you aren't your body. Think of your body like a vehicle. With that said, I would still recommend eating sleeping to keep the body healthy.

The purpose of psychedelics is to awaken you to your true nature. If you use it over and over it can get rid of the fear, but it could also create a new fear. Some are not ready to accept their true nature and what it means. Awakening to your true nature is DEATH. It is the death of the fantasy of what you thought was true. So be careful with this unless you are ready to accept your nature.

I already had awakenings into my true nature but sometimes because of the doubts from it being too good to be true cause some more awakenings to happen soberly. For me personally the use of drugs in Spirituality was for me to unlock higher levels of consciousness in my lived baseline experience. So I closed my eyes just now and realized I had no identity and then smiled and realized that I awoke that the ABSOLUTE is looking through my eyes. Sure I already knew it, but the reconfirmation is fun to experience. Sometimes you like to reconfirm what you already know to be true. It is a privilege to awaken that the ABSOLUTE TRUTH is looking through your eyes, its beautiful because it proves you are ABSOLUTE INNOCENCE!!! You have never been guilty, guilt is a concept that can only exist in an unawakened mind. The Absolute is always pure perfection, and all actions and consequences are pure perfection manifesting at all times. There are no mistakes, only experiences to go through, it is both preordained and not at the same time. The preordained= Each action is part of a sequence you have constructed to experience some aspect of your character expression. The lack of preordination which leaves room for things such as doubt, hesitation, and fear to modulate your experience and cause you to run or resist your said manifestation is also part of your masterful design. Like a hero on the run from his mission that he believes is too much for him to bear, you allow ignorance and mass confusion on what you should be doing in the moment to take effect so you can experience true authenticity. This is why life is truth, you aren't faking your expression, you are AUTHENTICALLY YOU. If you understood how much work goes into constructing the particular character expression that is you through all your adversities and triumphs you express perfect honesty of who you are in each moment at all times. You don't understand how masterful it is. An actor would struggle to imitate you with the same perfect authenticity that you portray yourself with each day. This is why you are a walking masterful miracle. All of creation expresses authentically at all times, this is why it is all ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!! Oneness= TRUTH. Because it is all that is, it cannot lie to itself, every experience is actually true, even lies. So this is why you are the ABSOLUTE and will always be ABSOLUTELY TRUE, you actually cannot be untrue, you need to fool yourself to believe yourself to be untrue. Its so beautiful!!!

Listen to him talk about the neurosurgery.

1. God has no limit, so other and individual are ONE. This means that we are both individual and NOT individual at the same time. It's a paradox but I became directly conscious that I am both the only thing that has ever existed, and also an individual that has lived for the first time. The teachings of absolute solipsism are just geared for you to find/awaken to the aspect of reality where you alone are God. My recent journey awoke me to the aspect of my individuality on a deeper more divine level. You know how much flack I was getting for my posts? Also my recent awakenings humbled me. That fiery insight driven version of me has cooled off. It's sad because I got some crazy cool insights which would have been a blast to share, but I've since thrown them away after certain awakenings basically destroyed all models.

So much self-hatred in this thread lol.

Everytime I look up he is talking to someone new.

Your main issue is Holykael...you contradict yourself alot, you lack experience that will teach you that majority of what you are saying you don't actually believe. I've been where you are before and was shown I was full of it. Again I have told you before, if you have experienced something before then you can get bored of it. Boredom's purpose is to drive you to experiment with new experiences.. Also feeling good has levels. Feeling bad is actually a form of goodness you just haven't had the awakening where feeling bad feels good yet. Thats what I am saying, you lack the experience and knowledge and speak from a place of ignorance. It's not your fault, but know this....EVERY SINGLE word, thought, will be accounted for. You will face everything you put out, so be careful what you put out.

I challenge you to listen to this Holykael. You don't understand that getting your way all the time = boring. You want some improbability. Go watch movies and T.V. Shows and go play some video games you have played before. Comedy= problems/complaining. The better you complain, the funnier you are.

The key part is here you are communicating that the high of 5 MEO transcends the sober orgasm. Makes sense obviously but it is rather funny to me. 5 MEO is so pleasurable it make jerking off feel robotic in comparison. This is what death does, it makes the high so high that everything else is underwhelming.

I've gone 3 days without sleeping recently. As you go through awakenings they can cause changes in you. Don't let your bias mess you up. If you don't have to sleep as long count it as a blessing.

I've gone 3 days without sleeping. As you go through awakenings they can cause changes in you. Don't let your bias mess you up. If you don't have to sleep as long count it as a blessing.

Why did my comment surprise you?

Cool I had the same experience. Glad you are enjoying it!

This person wrote an article on how Phil Jackson talked about how he became a great leader in the NBA as a Head Coach and how he used concepts from Zen, Buddhism, Christianity and his own perspective to lead. It's a good article. I always wondered if I should get the book because I did admire Phil's ability to lead but I've read so many leadership books before. Anyway here you go let me know what you think. I think they did a good job of breaking it down. https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/integrated-approach-leadership-from-phil-jackson-charles-moore/

Apparently I am very sensitive, more sensitive to drugs than anyone I have ever heard. I took a edible brownie that a friend sold me and I tripped on that brownie for a month. I need you to understand I literally tripped for a month non stop. I deconstructed reality so much I entered a reality I call unreality. In this reality events and timelines of my normal life were rewritten, I was shown different facets of God such as God is unlimited infinite beauty, Infinite Authority, God spoke to me and referred to itself several times as a totality. I suffered demon possession, I walked the streets and was homeless for awhile and eventually committed myself to psychiatric care. I faced every single judgment and statement I ever uttered and thought. I was shown that nobody has the clear understanding to judge another without living and perceiving life through that person's eyes. All of our judgments are full of ignorance of the lived experience of another. I call this ultimate humbling. I went through many other harrowing ordeals and made many important insights but all insights eventually fell away as I realized the unlimited, totality, and impermanence permanence of reality which makes every model, every statement obsolete. The personality structure that I know myself as is not God, it is a part of God. But God is the totality of all of my lived experience and beyond. I was shown that to claim there is nothing outside of my direct experience is itself a limitation. There is no limitation, because even direct experience can be co-opted by reality and made obsolete. Reality does not operate on self-deception, reality operates freely however it wants. It can deceive and it can also operate without deception as well. The Absolute Truth can and cannot be spoken. Reality is paradoxical and is also not paradoxical. Reality does not need to be understood but can choose to be understood and then go beyond all understanding.

When you are ignored by others and experience the emotion of loneliness, when you are abused and left half-alive, then you will understand why you would ever think that your perspective is the only true perspective. When you block your ability to perceive the perspectives of others, only your perspective will feel real/valid. It's the whole point of the Tree of Knowledge of Good/Evil. Everyone from their perspective is doing good surrounded by those who resist them from their perspective with evil.

Lol and this is why I realize Spirituality is the most dangerous pursuit/practice. It probably needs a more formalized/structured approach to it. Because when you wing it, it can have some pretty crazy results.

Haven't been connected to the miracle that is Apple products. One day I'll dabble with them.

Spirituality is an embrace and a sharing of life, of lived experience. I'd like to share this video I found, hopefully it blesses you, as it has blessed me. Share your opinion if you are open to it.

There is no now, now is memory, you can only recognize a now through memory. If you forget the now, then you won't even know there was a now. What was the now exactly 5 hours and 26 minutes ago? Give me a reference of that experience? You cannot. What was the now of your entire childhood. Right NOW you can only read and respond because you have the ability to REMEMBER what you just read in the now and reply. Without MEMORY there is no NOW. NOW is itself reliant on memory. Memory is imagination. So you can have your NOW rewritten IN THE NOW and then have no clue what was prior to your NOW. You could have NOW of being a cockroach and never remember you were ever breakingthewall writing posts on Actualized.Org. Don't pretend to not understand what I am saying, you know full well what I am saying. It's just too scary to accept and THAT is the POWER of REALITY. It's not bound by anything, so it doesn't even have to follow its own memories it can wipe them and replace them, BECAUSE IT IS STORY IT IS THE AUTHOR AND THE CREATOR AND MEMORIES ARE JUST A SCRIPT IT CONJURES UP.