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Many of you do not know what the Ego is. You talk ignorantly about it but don't actually have a clue. Now I didn't need to have a deep awakening to what the ego was as I have observed it my whole life, but Leo had a trip report in the past that explains it. Since many will block/close their mind to what I say....why not listen to Leo basically say the same thing. https://www.actualized.org/insights/what-its-like-to-smoke-salvia

Well in truth everyone is good, but from a moralistic/human materialist standpoint yes Jordan Peterson is good. In fact many that demonize him literally ignore the good will that gushes forth from him which is plainly obvious if you pay attention. Jordan Peterson isn't waking up everyday trying to terrorize people, outside of the people he thinks are pushing evil. Since Jordan Peterson believes evil exists, he will attack anyone he thinks is doing harm. Jordan Peterson is very self-righteous and moralistic and he is this way because he believes that goodness is not a natural phenomenon he believes humans have to work to be good. Not only that he believes that to live is to suffer and characterizes life as trying to minimize suffering. This should give you a preview into the inner workings of his psychological lived experience that he actually suffers constantly and has to keep doing things to distract himself from that. Many do not even understand how the constant criticisms he was facing how they were taking a toll on him. He put up a strong façade but they were impacting him psychologically.

If you don't mind don't forget to share your experience on here in a trip report. Best of luck!!!

This is NOT disingenous. When you live from a non-dual awareness the belief that there was ever an outer or inner is hilarious!!! There never was!!! Close your eyes, open your eyes, this is the same!!! I keep telling you, stop thinking in terms of duality. Duality is for survival, ONENESS is for awakening!!! You need to train your mind to break all dualities!!! How the hell you think I awakened permanently? I trained my mind constantly on a daily basis to dissolve all dualities. You are not understanding because you are still living a dualistic experience. Dualism is BULLSHIT!!! There is no difference between a stick man and you. There is no difference between a 2 dimenisional world, 3 dimensional world, and a 4 dimensional world. Awakening shows you that you can get stuck in a specific perspective. But there is an ability to escape that perceptual perspective. Normal humans cannot perceive a difference between dimensions. They are stuck in a 3 dimensional experience of reality. When you live from a non-dual perspective you live from a perceptual experience that defies what science would tell you is possible. In fact I am pretty sure if I can get my hands on some more psychedelics I could permanently change the settings of my experience even more to perceive reality permanently from another perspective. Also stop talking about pointers. Again...if you are not awakened debating with me on the forums is not going to help you. I have already shared how to awaken. 1. Get a proper understanding of your true nature. Your true nature is ONE that APPEARS as many. That APPEARANCE is impermanent, but what you are is PERMANENT so clearly you are NOT a SOMETHING. That SOMETHING is an appearance. Your true nature is NOTHING. NOTHING has no qualia. It is not visual, it is not physical, it is not emotions, it is not matter or atoms, it is not time, it is not space, NOTHING does not even exist according to how existence is defined. NOTHING is BLANK. If you have ever blanked out and I am not talking about blacking out (eyes closed black screen) I am talking blank as in...there is a gap in experience for example before your first memory of your life there was BLANK. That BLANK is your true nature. 2. After you fully understand conceptually what you are. It is time to enter an alter-stated of consciousness. You can reach this through meditation, breathwork, edibles, psychedelics, (be careful with this next one) dissociatives. 3. Sit/lie in that state until your awareness starts to wake up to what it is. Do this continually until that awakening causes a permanent change in your biology. That change will be felt by the whole body from the top of your head to the tips of your toes. The human avatar is designed to experience consciousness through the filter of their brain. If you modify the brain by changing the psychological framework/conceptualization then the body will slowly alter itself to perceive reality through that framework. 4. Understand that awakening is just the rewriting of the original framework you were given early in your life that you live in a physical, material reality. Had you been given the truth from birth you would already be awakened. Awakening is actually very normal, it's only rare because currently within this time period/history of humans they are currently confused. Think of non-awakened humans as still thinking the Earth is flat in this analogy.

This^^^ yall are addicted to duality. There isn't some other God. Look in the mirror in your bathroom. That is GOD. What you are looking at in the mirror, created everything and is constantly generating it. Every single thought, desire, and action you take IS GOD's WILL. Every single thing you are aware of right now IS GOD'S WILL. Whatever happens is God's will. This nonsense it's not for you is a duality. There is literally only you. The entirety of the present moment is you, and will always be you. And that present moment is a present to itself.

I believe a grass roots movement will eventually be done and will revolutionize the Democratic Party. Until they have a hard internal structural change (get the old heads out of there) they will keep doing their minimal change. I will say at least on the smaller scale the party tends to be more effective. But the higher up you go in scale the more corrupt they seem to be.

Sigh....Leo....NOBODY has been making this argument!! You are LITERALLY arguing with yourself!! It is called LESSER of two evils!!! They are both corrupt, the Republicans are only more corrupt because their party platform is actually designed to be that way. In fact the Democrats are worse in a sense because they actually are LESS true to their values than Republicans. This is why in one sense you can say Dems are worse not in the sense that they do more damage they don't but they are worse hypocrites because they violate their own values more egregiously than Republicans. You keep arguing a standpoint that I'm not arguing. Every time I vote I vote Democrat. Democrats are the only sane party left, but....they are worse because you expect the more mature option to actually be mature!!! I mean we even have Blue Dog Democrats!!! What the fuck is that? They aren't even really Democrats!!!

That's one state there are a whole host of examples I can give you of Democratic majorities literally voting bi-partisan on Conservative Bills that undermine Democratic Party Values. In fact its too many examples it would flood this forum. Also watch the video I posted....it gave some. Second I NEVER SAID THEY WERE THE SAME. I called it the LESSER OF TWO EVILS. They are the same in that they are bought by Corporations and do their bidding over their constituents. Clearly the Republican Party is so extreme that even current Republican voters are in shock. But to act like your SMALL example is pervasive is LAUGHABLE. There is OVERWHELMING evidence to the contrary. So much it dwarfs your singular example. Bernie Sanders ran for a reason.

This. I've never drunk in my life, but all forms of consciousness is just a state change. As such all have spiritual benefits. You can use state change to observe how it impacts both how you experience situations and how you express/react to them. Really good at also training your ability to detach from being pulled in by different stimuli, while also exploring how deep you can get pulled in by different stimuli. So yeah if you use it as a form of exploration it can have huge spiritual benefits.

He's really close....dangerously so. It's why I think he isn't going to awaken. On the path 99.9% of people get right on the edge and spend the rest of their lives dancing on it.

You almost got it....you are close. When the human dies, the whole world/universe dies with them. The appearance disappears until there is a new appearance.

Ignorance. Everything is the absolute. The absolute is the only thing there is. All present experience is the absolute experience. If you do not live in a NON-DUAL state all you are doing is GUESSING. I absolute know everything I said is the correct pointer. Why? Because NON-DUALITY is my lived experience. If you do not live in that state and you are on here arguing instead of being a proper Scientist and investigating then you are wasting your time. For all you know your current beliefs are actually BLOCKING you from full realization. Why not investigate for yourself and discover what is true. I am going to keep blocking people who I think are here just for debate and not here for honest inquiry and investigation. So if you notice I'm not responding it's because I'm ignoring you lol.

Enlightenment is just a reinterpretation. Why? Because identity is metaphysical.

There is no difference, all differences are an appearance. Limitation, condition, these are all appearances. This is why I said you all are too stuck on appearance. Stop arguing and investigate. You are literally wasting your time arguing with me. I live from a NON-DUAL STATE ALL THE TIME. I don't need to watch out for anything because I live in a NON-DUAL STATE. Also if you pay attention to the teachings nothing I say hasn't been said before. The mystic Neville Goddard has said the same thing I just said. Stop creating differences, all difference is duality. As long as you keep constructing differences you will be confused and lost. Stop making OTHER, all OTHER is difference and distinction. God which is NOTHING has NO OTHER. NOTHING can never have an OTHER because NOTHING cannot be divided. It can APPEAR to be divided but that is all it is, AN APPEARANCE. All of Consciousness power is AN APPEARANCE!!! This is what you don't understand. Can an appearance be harmed? NO!!!! You literally cannot be harmed!! All physical and emotional pain is an appearance!!! It can feel bad, but you are NEVER IN ANY DANGER!!! All this talk you are doing is PURE IGNORANCE!!!!

There is no outer, that is a duality. What you consider out is actually within. If you want to awaken just watch Leo's Guided Exercise on you are God in an altered state of consciousness. Watching the Solipsism Video can help too. This can help too. Alter your state, do self-inquiry and sit and watch awareness wake up to what it is.

Sigh......I think I might just throw a bridge into the sea. How the hell am I NOT DIRECT? It's like you guys....choose NOT to see. I answer everything direct its just your objections are fragile!!! You said how can I love everyone on the forum? First of all this reveals you don't know what LOVE is. I mean what kind of question is this? Love is literally the BUILDING BLOCK of reality. But I think you want a HUMAN answer so I can give you one also. I know in terms of the Human Conception of Reality....Batman and the entire world of Batman is fiction. I can still LOVE Batman. I can GEEK out, wear a costume, study the world in its entirety, even get angry at certain events that happen in the world and take it personally. Hell I can even use Sports for example. We all know Sports is just a game, fiction. Yet people take it seriously!!! We can even do Wrestling!!! People literally know Wrestling is fake yet it still makes tons of money!! Also you just said they don't exist!!! As long as they exist within my awareness...then they exist. What you call existence is SOURCED BY YOU. Since you are truth if you say they exist...then they exist. Since I say I exist, because I am existence itself then whatever arises in my existence also exists by default! What you are NOT understanding is what is being stated is when someone leaves your awareness....then it no longer exists. For example if you close your tab....Actualized.Org ceases to exist. If you leave your room, Actualized.Org ceases to exist. YOU are existence. Whatever isn't there does not exist. This isn't hard!!! If I tell you that your awareness is ABSOLUTE then there can be not be anything that can exist separate from you since ABSOLUTE = TOTAL. You are TOTALITY. Can something exist outside of TOTALITY? NO. If it could...then it couldn't be total. Contradiction ONLY EXISTS IN DUALITY!!! You see contradiction because you keep trying to hold onto things. You mention I said ""The only reason humans suffer is because they keep creating filters" yes within the dream there are humans!!! There is no Batman here, but within the dreamed/imagined world that Bill Kane created there is a Batman. It's the same thing!!! There is no difference between a human imagining the world of Batman and you as God imagining humans!!! To understand what is being communicated stop trying to find ways to be confused!!! Look....can you know something outside of direct experience? Answer this question honestly!! Don't beat around the bush. If you answer honestly you will realize anything OUTSIDE your direct experience...has NEVER been experienced. Really think about this. REALLY think about this. What you will realize whatever wasn't in your direct experience....an other told you about it IN your direct experience. Until you can accept there is nothing outside of your awareness and there never will be, you will never understand what is being communicated. This is OBVIOUS.

Notice how....this was never up for debate? What in my communication ever raised this as an issue? To say one is the lesser of two evils is not different than saying one is more openminded and tolerant. I can have two corrupt government officials who want me to support them, clearly I would choose the more openminded and tolerant one. THIS is a simple analysis. You make it seem like realizing that the Republicans and Donald Trump are off their walker is some profound discovery, it's not. What you miss is the fact that the only reason why Americans fell for this shit is because Americans are not interested in politics and many in the minority racial camp see them as the same. In terms of corruption Democrats are not that much different than Republicans. Sure you can play the nuance game here and there but they still refuse to support a system that will allow more viable candidates (which allows more ideas) to gain circulation. As such those at the bottom of the food chain won't see difference. This is why both Trump and Bernie were able to appeal to voters. https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/2020-election/sanders-voters-helped-trump-win-white-house-could-they-do-n1145306 Many angry Sanders voters, voted for Trump in the past. As I stated before....the Democrats have an image problem when it comes to their core voter base. While I do get anoyyed by TYT's bias on a lot of issues what I have always found funny is TYT is pro Democrat and even they have no patience with them. Hmmm looks like they see the same thing I see. It's sad because the Democrats could easily make the distinction between them and Republicans fairly obvious but they refuse to out of fear. In the future I do believe the Democrats will eventually focus more on campaign finance reform and clean up other conflicts of interest related issues. But until they do...we will constantly have this jumping back and forth between Republicans and Democrats getting elected and little CONSISTENT progress being made.

Great post. Dignity can only exist in the world of duality. Dignity is a concept rooted in comparison. Once you create dignity, it's opposite is immediately created. If you turn dignity into an absolute you could say everything is dignified, which is no different than saying everything is love, everything is accepted. As such from this paradigm, lack of dignity never existed, which is equivalent to when you say WHO is there to be dignified. Because if a lack of dignity never existed, then dignity also cannot be experienced.

You can make that your baseline experience. Why not aim for that. Also one interesting thing that happened to me on an edible is I became aware that I can create cartoon masterpieces. I'm not normally a funny person, but your awareness can expand to the point where you realize that all comedy and creativity is you. I mean its really cool to drop that human identity, that limited character you constructed, to really explore your infinite creativity. I became aware that as God I can infinitely entertain myself forever. As God you are the greatest stand up comedian, greatest animator, greatest everything....lol. Humans don't even compare or come close.

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I've been in support of this I believe this helps level the playing field in both opportunities and the exploration of ideas. When you have 2 parties diversity of ideas is hard to be explored, now the flip side with more parties continuity of function becomes an issue. Do you know how complicated politics would become in America with more parties? So while I support it, I don't even know if America is ready for a multi-party political system even though I think it is what they really need. 1. I never said that corporate interests aren't important. So notice YOUR SELF-BIAS!!! You claim I made statements I never said!!! So in actuality LEO YOU ARE TOO STUPID because your SELF-BIAS closed your mind and made you CONJURE UP SOMETHING that never happened!!! If I said corporate interests didn't matter....POINT TO IT!!! What you haven't noticed is you REACTED to an opinion that you PERCEIVED as different than your own, and instead of QUESTIONING for more clarification you ASSUMED points I never said!!! Notice you didn't even address some of the points I made and you did that because you were IMPATIENT!! Impatience creates self-bias, ASSUMPTION on what the other person knows and doesn't know, IS ALSO SELF-BIAS!! You are so got damn self-biased and egotistical you don't even know how far up your ass you are. Why? Because many of the points you make about politics I already agree with BECAUSE I KNOW HOW SOCIETY ACTUALLY WORKS!! YOUR problem is you don't see the ADDITIONAL things I point to, because you deny that you have a limited perspective and ASSUME that you know all the answers!! Maybe just maybe there is value in exploring and questioning here? But of course Leo...continue to think you know everything. What I said stands. Democrats have to cut ties to corporate funding if they want the American public to see them as any different than the Republicans. You see I have the benefit of being around minorities and HEARING THEIR INTEPRETATIONS of events. It doesn't matter what YOU OR I THINK it matters what the PUBLIC thinks. Again...majority of minorities DO NOT SEE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS they also don't have party loyalty. They literally vote based on who can provide more economic opportunities, and sometimes they do REVENGE VOTING. Which means they will vote against their own interests OUT OF SPITE!!!! This video right here....= Your biggest bias Leo. This is the biggest fear you have.

Stan Lee is the creator of the world of Spider-Man. If Stan Lee judged evil, he couldn't create heroes and villains, create trial and tribulations, and thus Spider-Man could never exist. What Leo is saying you can awaken from the world you created and release yourself from the identity of the character and realize you are the creator. But is is very hard to break character, because you have taken your role as the character as REAL. You are in a story that is a creation of your own mind. Since everything is your own mind, the only way you can realize you are the creator is you have to let go of the entire storyline of your character. Since your character is a psychological construction no different than being on the set of a movie as an actor and playing a character, you need to psychologically kill the character by admitting it isn't real. If you can let go of your fantasy of what you are, then you can discover what you are.

You can think of awareness as sensitivity if you want. Your ability to sense expands, since awareness and senses are one, your ability to experience expands so your sense of what you are expands. When things you never could sense, feel the same as things you only sensed as a separate individual you become aware that high or low consciousness is just an illusion. You are creating this illusion by blocking your ability to sense. It's like watching a movie and turning down the volume. You can see what they are doing but you cannot hear what they are saying. Then you turn on the volume and now you can sense what they are saying. By being able to hear you have raised your awareness to sound. You are aware of sound, can sense sound. It's as simple as that. Awareness is just the ability to sense what you are, so to sense an expression is to be aware of it.

Recontextualization. Picture going to sleep at night in a dream, waking up to the fact that you dreaming but the dream still persists. Enlightenment is the end of all privacy. Everything is intimate, everything is direct. The separate experience you have lived creates the delusion of privacy, of different beings enjoying a shared experience, this falls away and all is you just expressing differently. That's it. Now the intensity of this intimacy, and the variation of its expression, well that...is ABSOLUTELY INFINITE. But you won't even be able to experience those deeper levels, until you let go of your need for a stable, consistent, separate, private experience which you cling to because it's opposite you call insanity and death.

And that is why Holykael is here, he is part of the diversity and entertainment. He is the most honest ego, egos only love life when it gives them what they want. Funny thing is if life gives the ego too much of what it wants, it will complain about that too. So if life is giving the ego from its perspective a decent balance of what they want and don't want it will be happy. But the funny thing is, the ego is NEVER satisfied. It will chase more and more diversity of experience, in an attempt to hold onto and possess everything. So all Holykael is doing, is being very honest about his current opinion of how his Dream is going. Honesty is great!!! He will eventually tire himself out and act on said honesty.