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What the hell did Sadhguru even say? Joe asks one thing, Sadhguru starts talking something completely different. I want to scream at the screen when I'm listening to him. I can't take this. Joe is here and Sadhguru is somewhere. It is a waste of air and energy. Just answer the man. How hard can it be?

I'm more inclined to say happiness. If I'm not happy, what is the point of living in truth, but suffering? Just so I can say "I know the truth"? Hard question.

Target how?

Just so that it's official - If I were a woman I'd masturbate all day every day. Thank you for listening. Continue.

By seasoning you mean everytime before I make food or once a month, or? I never had good cookware that needed seasoning.

I started taking it seriously once I found out I have Hashimoto's. I cut out a lot of stuff and I miss a lot of stuff, too.

Also, it's a ritual. Even if it doesn't really wake you up, it gives you at least a psychological feeling of wakefulness. Also - it smells and tastes fucking amazing.

I have a theory my pet only likes me for my food. I might be wrong though, she might not like me at all.

Will I ever make it

What if some of the people who awaken and suddenly see how everything is a big game sometimes just say to them self "fuck it, since nothing really maters, I'm gonna play the bad guy this time, just for fun"

No I didn't accept. I wanted to save myself, just to suddenly start falling to my death. But I did accept it once in a dream I had, about 2 years ago. You know how you always wake up right before crashing to the ground? Well this time I didn't. I was hanging over a ledge of a bulding and started falling. But in the air I just said to myself "This is ok, I'm just going to go into a next life". I feel to the ground and then peaceful darkness. And then the dream ended. This does show to me that I'm growing spiritually. Athough if it happened in real life, I don't know what if I would have the same strength. Also, when staring at the computer screen for long periods of time, it's good for our eyes to look away at something else for brief moments, and, yes, the best thing would be to look at something green. And thus completes all of the color trivia I had.

This. We somehow think (well, because we were taught) that God is only just the nice things and love and light. But in reality God is both sides of the coin. He is the love and light, and he is also the devil. God is everything. People just can't cope with that.

A topic about colors in a diffrent section sparked my memories of some of my LSD trips that seem to have a recurring theme for me, ever since it first started, like I am going back to some place that might have been my past life, or something similar. I remember once - this happened only that time - having an experience of me suddenly flying over some area, allong some road. Something in my gut said Brasil, or South America, just by the looks of the road and the surroundings. After that introduction I suddenly found myself in some kind of a wreckage on some high altitude. Like a car crash perhaps on some high bridge. I somehow cut through the floor to save myself while in that panic, but instead of saving I started falling down a long way on another road far beneath me, to my death. Upon the fall everything went black and then some white light, like a tunnel. Then the trip ended. I had a very strong sensation that this was me in a past life. Or another explanation would be tapping into the collective consciousness and seeing someone else going through that, like I see his memories. But the prevalent sense is that it was me. Before falling to my death, I only remember the color blue, because the insides of that car or whatever were predominatly blue. Blue is now also my favorite color and I was wondering if it could be somehow connected. Like I carried that from my direct past life. This trip was around 3 years ago. But then there are other trips which keep repeating everytime since it first started. It doesn't matter what else is going on in my life at the time, but at the peak of the trip I would always suddenly tap into some unspeakable horror. Some sensation of people in some accident that's about to happen. Either I hear a lot of voices screaming at once, which to me sounds like people on an airplane that's going down, or the other one is seeing a body really swollen up and caught in somekind of a fish net and under water. The body looks as if it was dead for a few days. Really gruesome. It doesn't scare me, but it's more of a curiosity. But I have a sense of something really heavy about that. Like there is something unresolved in me and it keeps taking me back to these places. Part of me thinks it's me dying in some other life or lives. I feel like in that LSD state I started tapping into some higher frequency where everything is connected and I can pick up the different transmissions from that ether. But it's not different things on separate trips, it's always the exact same visions and exact same screams. After these visions first started, every next LSD trip brings me abit closer to solving the puzzle, but still far away from anything concrete. But the visions and screams are stronger. Just unimaginable tragedy and horror. One other time I suddenly found myself in someone elses head. Observing him walking through his house, myself not recognizing it, and seing it hrugh his pair of eyes. Like its his home and he's just walking around. I remember saying to myself "this isn't right, this is someone's personal life, I should'b be peeking in" and it stopped. And another one happened only once, I think, related to the airplane crash and the body underwater above - seing police cars and rescuers at some accident site. I don't know If I'm seing it from a rescuers perspective, like I'm the rescuer who came to the scene, or from someone involved in the accident and dying there. Or perhaps just from some third person perspective. You know the kind of stuff that you KNOW can't be just made up by your brain. Not just random flashing colors and thoughts, but the certainty of it being real is too strong. That strong gut feeling of it. I just wonder if this is me from some other life. Or, if we are all connected, experiencing someone else's tragedy and tapping into those memories.

Blue. I don't know why. I love it. It speaks to me. It pulls me in. I once had an LSD trip which looked like I was in some former life. All I remember was being in a wreckage, because there must have been an accident. It looked perhaps like inside of a car. I was trying to save myself by cutting the bottom, but I was suspended somewhere far up, so I just fell to my death. The vision ended with blackness. But the insides of that "car" were blue and that's the last thing I saw before the fall. Random trivia: Blue color has the most names for the different shades than any other color. While green is the ones that our eyes can distinguish the most shades of, that's why night vision goggles are green.

How did you detox? @Epikur Is the tinnitus strong now?

I'm searching for cookware now. Is Carbon Steel the same?

Yeah, they say food loses it's pranic energy after 4 hours when cooked.

Microwave - not even once. Edit: But I'm basing this purely on me not trusting microwaves for some reason and I once saw a guy on youtube watering plants with microwaved and regular water. The microwaved one died in a short amount of time.

Why didn't he answer it the first two times? And did he give a concrete answer in the end?

Too bad. Because she has a really interesting take on life. What we're all about on this forum. But I understand.

Watch the interview. Please. She never missed a day. She carefully calculated her nutrients and got the same ammounts from plants. This went on for 20 years. Until her health started failing her. She lost the ability to have babies, it destroyed her uterus or something, can't remember. Besides all other stuff. All of that got fixed when she finally went back to eating meat. Why? Edit: But perhaps there are exceptions who could do whole life without meat. But I seriously doubt it.

No, I already said I don't lke meat that much. If it were up to me, I wouldn't eat it at all. But from learning about health problems in vegans and what I have mentioned I had to accept things as they are, as they've always been. Before we started meddling with things and lost ourselves. Listen to that interview, please. And tell me what you think, if it really is this crazy.

I don't want to suffer but at the same time I have to accept that this is life, too. It's a tough game. But my goal is to not be angry at the dynamics of life, if it happens to me. No one wants to die, but at the same time, we all will. This is the hardest part to come to terms with. But If I deny myself meat, I'm suffering again and destroying myself. I just can't win. So what should I do now? Either I kill something else and be judged that I don't love it, or slowly slowly keep destroying myself and with that, not love my own body, myself. So when I think about it, it doesn't make any sense. There is no logic in this. That's why I had to strip all of the thinking and go to point zero again. To the source that made me and makes everything else live and go on. Like it always has. The circle of life. Everything we do is because it serves us in some way or another. I can't escape this game. Why was I made this way if I'm not allowed to live through it. To me this is the point of being human. To accept everything. I will hurt and I will be hurt. It's not hurting others because of some sick fantasy, but it's literally to survive. This is the difference. Of course if you believe you can really live normal life untill the end without meat, then we won't come together. But I'm really curious at how many healthy vegans there are, who have been vegan for decades. I'm willing to bet there aren't any.

This argument would be valid if raping others was needed to survive. I think meat IS needed. I don't know if there is a single healthy long term (20+ years) vegan out there. And if there are, it's an anomaly, a somekind of exception, or that person won't be healthy much longer. I did, however, see results on people's bodies from long term veganism. Men growing boobs. Or looking ill or just weak, or just off. Totally different from our perception of a healthy body. I think you can delay the effects for years, but sooner or later it starts taking its toll. Check the video I posted earlier. The woman did everything to supplement missing nutrients, did everything by the books, without exception, religiously. Tracked her macros, everythin, the whole while nine yards. In the end her body started failing her on all levels and she had to come to truth with herself. It's an eye opening interview.

Yeah. There's people eating just and ONLY meat and have been curing their autoimmune diseases and having really good results generally with their health, and saying they never fealt this good before. The carnivore diet. I was pretty shocked when I learnt about this. Total opposite of what I was taught before about meat.