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I saw God using a past experience. I saw it didn't know what it was then 8 years later I reminded myself that what I saw was God and then I saw it again with my eyes open and concious looking at reality.Its permeating reality. At that moment I awaken too I can't die Cause we are always dead pretending to be alive Myself as God I saw my emotions are reflecting back on me like god has a peice of glass between where you are in your body and reality. I saw a clear light at the bottom of my visual field that I remeber having as a baby. I saw that I was energy I saw reality is a bubble My bubble popped I saw we have a soul which is the bubble I saw God and God unconditional overwhelming love for me and everyone else. We are in heaven permanently. Even typing on a keyboard. I saw the importance of believing in God and how its the most important thing you can have.

@Blood is Life When you constantly give, it shows you are insecure a woman want a man doing his own thing they will test you. You automatically start showering them with gifts you are saying I really need you. That is scary because it results in dangerous attachments later on that woman look for immediately in men. Too say you are in love after being with someone for 2 months shows massive desperation. The identity loves, you are taking your identity and swallowing the woman instantly. It's different if you are a king cause they know a king has infinite wealth. A woman don't expect you do treat her like a queen immediately. We are all commoners. This strategy is like a woman fucking on the first date. The games over before it started. Nothing to base a relationship around. All of this can be fixed by just chilling out and not trying to impress anyone and being yourself. Let time pass between events. It sounds like its happening really fast 2 months is the blink of an eye for a relationship. And you already went honeymoon to resentment to break up. That should take years or decades. Ask why do I need to move so fast. Woman put men through test the man is her survival and they need to make sure he is chill and not threatening you are giving threatening warning signs by doing this.

@Blood is Life No one can answer because you are keeping key information away from what you are asking. How long was the relationship? Define how the person wasn't reciprocating their love? How would you expect a person to reciprocate your gifts as loving expressions besides thank you? These all matter if you just start dating for 2 months and you have bought them 20 gifts and you are pissed they are not doing enough to reflect your gifts back then you are doing way too much and just need to slow down. If you spoil a woman then tell them you are angry that they are not reciprocating they will assume you are trying to pay them to fuck them and they won't do it anymore. If you give stuff with hope of getting something in return you will fail because you are trying to control reality. The act of giving is corrupt before you give it away.

@Blood is Life This entire post is a contradiction 'An important aspect is that one should give without expecting anything in return.' 'I enjoyed giving to her, as I should, without expecting anything in return.' 'after a few months I found myself expecting at least a thank you ,which I did get most of the time.' 'The issue was that I felt like I was giving far more than I was receiving, perhaps 80/20 with me doing the majority.' 'I wasn’t getting much back.' 'I began resenting her' What did you want her to give you? Money or sex? What wasnt she giving you that you wanted? Was the relationship 2 months long? If so this is a wild variety of emotions to have a 2 month period of meeting someone. My initial analysis of what was written is you tried to pay a woman to have sex with you and you got frustrated and left when it didnt happen.

I saw it when I awaken. I saw the entire universe behind my eyes. Its static and sparkly and oddly feels clean. I blinked for 5 second and it felt like 15 of staring at the universe it felt like the slowest blink. Nullify identity to see it via psychedelic or meditation. The answer is always the same. You will automatically get sucked into God mode cause thats your true nature. Stop thinking and you will turn into God automatically.

@QuaderI was very scared of taking mushroom I didn't fuck around I took a tiny dose.I respected what I was doing and the insanity comes from disrespect. I definitely didnt take the easy path. I am still mentally ill my brain is still shitting on me but it gets better everyday. Sometimes I look back and I cry because I feel like the path hurt me more than it needed to. But now I know God and can forgive myself and God and everyone. I cannot talk about anyone else's life, every journey is dangerous that's what makes it fun and real and we will all die. If you die at 19 or 97 you go to the same place and there is 0 time difference. All memories and life are saved then erased. I cant say that what I did was stupid or wrong because I was unconscious the whole time. Life is a tightrope walk blindfolded. Fking up means you can try again. God will save you everytime.

I never got started understanding spirituality until psychedelics so I feel like I did it perfectly. I didnt know anything about it enlightenment or ghosts or conciousness and anyone who said stuff like this i would call them retarded. 1st time taking 1.5 gram of shroom 20 mins later I see that I am God. My spiritual path was not knowing anything about it until the end and I surrendered at the right moment cause I was going to kill myself. It felt like god saving me. Obviously my life is not over but anything I learned after was not spiritual as learning about spirituality is not spirituality. It can help but its better not to know anything and not to strive for anything and just live life with complete abandon until it happens. That means don't worry about dying and just do what you want. You cant not walk a path. If striving for immortality is hidden behind something like a fear of death it is better because then you are REALLY looking and you have a time limit and the fear will grow and crush you. Then you can blast off.

@Carl-Richard I never said he needs to drink 6l to get drunk i said 2.5. The reason you won't quote is cause you are lying. I said he had 1l that won't make you drunk and you wont experience being drunk you will be buzzed. I said if you drink 5 you will probably black out. There are many people who can have 5 1l cider and not die. Including 120 pound skinny men. Now pushing boundaries on the littlest a human can get to try and make it seem like I'm trying to get someone killed with negligent advice. I'm telling him the limits. As I stated you have to try really hard to kill yourself with cider and beer. It rarely happens. Getting drunk is being poisoned. You want to get drunk you have poison yourself and let the spirits work through you. Getting buzzed does not give you the same experience as drunk and you wont get the lessons or fun wacky crazy times. You will sit there and say im giggity but still holding back. People don't ordinarily die from beer or cider because its not as dangerous as you are making it sound. Millions drink everyday. I could go the opposite way and say there are huge people who can drink 50-60 beers and are fine.

@Carl-Richard You are making things up where did I recommend a lethal dose? Quote me. And tag someone who has died from drinking 15 tiny European beer.

@Something Funny I drank for 15 years. im a master drinker. You guys are treating alcohol like psychedelics. The minute details don't matter you are not ingesting it all at one time. You are ingesting it over 6-8 hour periods normally. When people drink they don't go oh this alcohol is .33 percent of 8 that means that if I drink this over one hour I can predict my blood alcohol level. No you can't alcohol isn't like that as you are not ingesting it all immediately. Its not a psychedelic. You aren't drinking 6 l of cider in 1 hour you are drinking 6l of cider in 6-8 hours that not deadly. And I didn't say drink 6 I said if you drink 6 you will black out I said drink 2.5 to 3. I have drank well over 15 beer it won't kill you. Its hard to die off beer as they are low alcohol percentage. Sometimes its hard to get drunk on them as you cant keep up with the amount of liquid you need to ingest and your stomach hurts. Your body is constantly fluctuating with alcohol as you drink and stop and drink and stop. You need to worry about hard alcohol not beer.8 percent is not hard its barely above beer.

@Never_give_up I'm gunna say you want to say something. You shouldn't let people talk to you like that. You need to stand up for yourself. He says something to you your body says react you say no I'm better than that. You are not letting your body do what it wants. You don't want people to talk to you like that. You are letting the persons words make you feel what they say, they are being bullies and are lying and you are letting them lie about you. If someone trash talk you, you need to say something, not saying anything is making their statement true, and your body is telling you, you are not at the stage where you can let it go. I have had times in my life where this has happened and you look back and think you should have reacted. Sometimes speaking your mind leads to altercations and that is the path. These moments are defining you, it will stay with you. You can use this as a story where you look back and say I told that mf off instead of I didnt say anything and I still remeber it.

@Carl-Richard No one has ever died off 6 beer. I dont think 1L of 8% cider equates to 6 beer. Its like 3-4. If I were to tell someone whats a good number of beer for a 1st time drinker to get the feeling of drunk I would say 6-8. Or 2 -2.5 ciders. 4-6 is probably a little high, I dont know if he could drink 5 or 6. But Im not sure you can die before you pass out on cider. I think you will just get sick and black out. I wouldnt suggest hard alcohol to anyone as I have seen people come close to death. This is just all speculation as no one knows how it will effect the person until they do it. I do not think a first timer drinking 6-8 beers is dangerous. The body is not just going to give up and die 99.9 percent of the time. Did he do anything he wouldnt normally do? No he didnt do anything he wasnt drunk he was buzzed and drank too fast. If you wake up the next morning and say I just sat there and was giggity you arent drunk. Being drunk means waking up the next morning and saying what the fuck did I do last night. You are surrendering to the drug the same as any other psychedelic.

You need at least 2.5-3 L of that to know what drunk is. You were buzzed. Drink 4.5-6 liters and you will black out. If it was your first time you might have gotten drunk off 1L I dunno.

Are you willing to murder trillions of babies for immortality? You are stopping other souls from coming to experience earth because you are too scared of the greatest thing to ever happen to you. This is a playground play and then go home. I used to be terrified of dying and was thinking my entire life about how I could stop dying. I always wondered why are the rich people not researching this? Why is no one talking about dying? This is the most important thing to look into. Then I see God and I see why. This is a mini game you want to play the same mini game forever? Possibly be made immortal then enslaved forever? You actually don't like people as much as you do and being around them forever you would want to die. Once you stop trying to gain acceptance from people you will see no one will ever accept you for who you are except God. The search for immortality comes with lack of faith. The contradiction is you must search for it to find it so God must lack faith to gain it faith. You have another body that is in space and you can fly around to different planet and do the crazy shit you see when you are dreaming. The fear of death is high intelligence coming into action. Its the one thing that is a complete lie that people and reality trick you into thinking is real. Your mind sees this and registers it as an unknown force that leads to fear. If you are smart you will focus on that fear. That is where immortality is. When you die its not permanent lights off. The lights will come back on.

You can identify as God as its the same thing.

@AION Ken Wilbert isn't an argument. State what he says in your own words it might make it an argument. You cant argue against something by stating a man's name its not an argument or a rebuttal.

@AION Ken Wilbert is a fraud. You can make your own metaphysical wheel whenever you want. Its malleable. You can let Ken Wilbert dictate your spirituality but he dosent exist in mine and his theories are trash. I am new age and I will do what my mind feels right with or without Dilbert. My metaphysical dick is rock hard.

@The Crocodile It felt like if you were leaning really hard on your leg with your arm for like 10 hours and you suddenly lifted your arm off your leg will start going up automatically. Like that but your whole body.

@The Crocodile when I awaken i got so happy I felt like I was going to levitate or fly. The soul becomes like helium for the body.

If you want to fly you have to get really happy. Like REALLY happy.i.agine getting happy like your soul getting lighter. You can make it so light it starts to make the body float.

Why do you care about them? Would you care about them if they were mean to you?

This also is not an answer to the question. Leo says you should love a man raping a boy because its Gods love and part of reality then turns around and says trump is Satan. No one has any idea what is happening God can do anything. Your outlook on people have an impact on your reality. Reality happens in moments not long strings of story lines. Those are constructed by something else.

@Salariatu I think this is just wrong. The ego is agent Smith. The soul is binding you to your reality and is there before your identity is constructed and will be there after your identity deconstructs. Its your bliss body. Its always happy and can contort its self like saran wrap. It can get crinkled and that skews your world view. God loves something. Your soul is Gods best friend. It needs it to exist. When I awaken I see how much God needs the soul, without the soul which is you, God is nothing and it has nothing to love. Once you see God you see God is nothing but love but it dosent have anything to love it makes you the soul to visit reality and be Gods friend. If someone thinks the soul isnt real to me, is saying nothing is real. Ultimately true but the second you make the threshold between soul-God there are 0 concepts. So to me by talking you are saying the soul is real. And using it and its limits to say its not real. It dosen't make any logical sense. God cant talk to itself. You are using language to talk to say you cant talk. You exist in another dimension before God as you, and you can explore it, as you, and you cant die. God created your soul to love it forever. This is like if we were in the matrix and asking is the matrix real? Yes its real. It is reality and it exists as you can see it and interact with it. Its an information system and the body is an information gatherer. Your soul takes metaphysical concepts and applies them to itself to act as an actor on the planet and believe it to be real. If God did this to itself everyone would be that same personality and saying the same thing at the same time. A dream is real the matrix is real its just another extension of something ultimately not real and completely spiritual.

@Salariatu Occult is real the information can work. If reality was nothing a soap bubble and inside the soap bubble is reality, your soul is the soap.

@Salariatu According to your theory once the left side of the body makes a decision, it can never go back and see that there is a problem in its programming. This can happen I have experienced it. There is something else there that is not nothing and not reality.