Hojo

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  1. @Mixcoatl I beleive that he answered this as god is nothing and everything. Nothing isnt its default state so being nothing requires just as much energy as everything and it would be just as hard to maintain. Consciousness is separate from the universe and the states that take place do not effect it. It can forget itself for infinite time but there is not infinite like the absolute infinite.
  2. @LSD-Rumi consciousness is immaterial and the universe is infinite, and right now we are consciousness trapped inside of a body. Consciousness doesn't need a body the body need consciousness as its its life force. And life force cannot die it just leaves.
  3. @LSD-Rumi when you enter these states even your body is gone is and you are in different worlds. So while you are there in their world its real and they are real and while you are in physical world physical things are real. If i have no body and am experiencing things then how do I know im real. The problem is the self in all cases not others if I am existing in spaces where I am energy with no body and am talking to energy with no body how can i deny they are real or not I would have to deny my awareness.
  4. it is very sad to realize but if you stay and think and dont let fear overcome you you will transend human experience. Just because you know now does not mean you have completely finished the universe this is just the human experience. There are many different states brand new dimensions of reality god has created for you to explore but we are sent here to learn and to achieve our spiritual goals. We are in infinite dimension thats really a void in disguise but behind everyones eyes is a seperate prick of light that they see you in in their own universe completely separate but existing. You are making others up but they still exist as nothing just as you. We are here to transend fear without falling into madness.
  5. @Bujo i have heard sadguru say that if you are being awoke at 340 am then you need to get up and meditate. He said when we are sleeping the soul is charging outside the body but it charges faster than we are sleeping. So if you are waking up at that time then you are being told to get up and start meditating or doing whatever it is you think you need to be doing. Maybe waking others up in heaven something to do with the moon and sun energy or the first rays of light that hit the earth can be more powerful or something.
  6. @bazera Its always random like a dream playing in the distance. It feels like i need to use a seperate pair of eyes to look at it or just trance out more
  7. @bazera I've never actually gone into it but i can see scenes playing when I really focus on my mind. Its kind of hard because I will see it and try to look at it but I don't think you are supposed to move your eyes. I can see the scene but when everytime I try to look at something it dissapear because I'm trying to use my human eyes not my third eye so gotta work on that.
  8. When we are ill we are susceptible to entering the dream in a dream state. Are you sure you didn't just dream it did you go to bed after that.
  9. You dont understand how important this is. It is the most important thing a human can do. You think getting a nice car is the pinnacle of humanhood? This is the philosophers stone, you gain immortality by recognizing you are god
  10. @meninojiraya change the image of god to an image of yourself and love yourself instead and you will be loving god as well. Picture yourself doing great things and becoming a great person. You are that great person right now just a few miles back
  11. @Sincerity I dont think hes blaming god hes saying all things bad are aspects of gods mind. No sin exists in the physical world. Nothing sinful can happen in the physical world as it dosent exist in the physical world. Sin isnt physical. A courthouse judge will get 2000 years in confinement as karma for making so many judgements on god ! Jesus says love thine debtors as they have a tough role to play.
  12. no but I never say it to anyone so there's no way to know
  13. Stop having an expectation how can you be deceived if you don't have a desired outcome.
  14. @Vibes i am in the same boat since my awakening God has been on my mind for 3 years every single day. It is not something I am doing it is something that is happening to me. I cannot stop it nor do I want to stop it because this is the most important thing to do.
  15. I drank too much one night im college around 26 beers then I took a massive bong hit and 5 minutes after I started having thought loops where reality would repeat the same thing then after the same 5 second repeating 5000 times i could see it was happening and I fell out of my body. I was then in the void for infinite time it was a constant repeating and roiling of sadness and loneliness with no way to express them so they just swell and swell each moment more lonely and sad than the last till it becomes so much that you pass out in the void. Then I would wake up in the void and go through it again. It felt like a baby is crying and it just cries and cries forever it dosent know how much time has passed since it started as babies don't know what time is. This happened forever and ever. Until I slowly I stopped crying and pouting and became the void. Waking state the same as non waking state both were void of emotion. When you are in the void there is no self reflection so it feels like you were dreaming. Then I open my eyes I hallucinate a place where a sea of souls was going around a giant bull skeleton. I looked around me and every other souls eyes were closed and they were screaming and terrifies in their own void. I wasn't scared anymore an the giant bull skeleton saw I wasn't scared and picked me up and threw me into the abyss. Then my eyes opened in this dimension. I woke up only knowing that I had died and not remembering the void because me, my body wasn't there so it must have been a dream. I was already depressed and had extreme death anxiety but this shot it through the roof, everyday I was plagued with the fear of doom looming over me. You can never run from death and it was the worst feelings ever. Then after 8 years of that I was going to kill myself but decided to try mushrooms before killing myself to heal me. Then the shrooms literally told me that i was in the void and I was dead and I came back from dead and they showed me through telepathy what consciousness is. The thing that travels between dimensions, our eternal soul. My death anxiety and fear of literally anything were washed away in one trip. It feels like god was guiding me for him to kill me instead of me killing myself. Sorry for the long post. I have a picture I drew of what it looked like.
  16. @Demeter yes I had 2 grams of mushroom the first time I had it. Within 20 minutes my ego had completely dissolved. ( I had an nde in college and visited the void for a night it was not fun and is what started my 8 years of depression) And as I was trancing out my mind starts saying hey! remembered 8 years ago when you died. And I said to myself yes. And then a voice says watch this. Then reality and me begin to seperate and hover. And the voice said to me you are completely safe everything in your mind cannot be hurt and you are making everything up about reality. Then it felt like god touched my forhead pressure was building it felt like something was pushing on it. Instantly I knew what consciousness was and every neuron in my brain stood in unison and it felt like they were throwing a party and each neuron in my brain starts saying I love you I love you you are the most perfect being to ever exist. Love is shooting up my body into my brain and exploding like fireworks or lightning. Each burst bringing more ecstacy. I started convulsing and screaming and crying and laughing for 6 hours then I cry for 6 more days as I grieve myself. The most beautiful thing that God has given me. I don't even have to meditate for more than 5 minutes to see the void anymore its around us all the time. I can just stare at the wall and everything turns grey and then like crunches in then dissapears.
  17. @Someone here the penis or testicle. They are two when you have 2 of something God is there
  18. I was thinking that our minds are neuron inside of God and the little arms that come out of the neuron our are identities and we hold onto things then projected them into the neuron. The center of the neuron is glowing so it might be watching a video and making up stories based around what its grabbers are holding onto. This would mean if you are self aware enough you could choose what you what your feelers to hold onto and then choose what kind of information you leech from them. Creating your reality how you want in the process. Your mind is the little feeler so manifest what you want and grab it and take it as all is not real so it doeent matter. You are just leeching information from other neuron and things you never actually do anything to their neurons beside what they are leeching from your neuron
  19. @Razard86 God is doing the tickle scratch. Sometimes he will do it to unbearable level just so the scratch feels better.Tickle yourself cause it feels good then scratch it cause it feels better . I do it to myself and can fall asleep to it and they say only schizophrenic can do that. I don't think I have schizophrenia.
  20. @Topspin715 the philosophers stone. Immortality. The point of philosophy is to find out that nothing is true except you. And understanding this is worth more than money can buy times infinity. Also to ground your world view so no one can hurt you anymore as your foundation has been made with concrete. You have to understand it yourself in order for to be true so you still have to do the thinking. Build your tower of philosophy to the top grab the philosophers stone and deconstruct the tower on the way down. Then soak everything in. It can be seen as another form of religion and any big religion that is studied and practiced seriously can lead you to enlightenment. Philosophy is like spirituality you can research and practice arguing with others exchange ideas and converse but ultimately it is done by the soul alone.
  21. @Isa on a shroom trip i left this dimension into the 2d dimension and then to the 1st dimension and it felt like alien where there doing weird shit to my conciousness and they mind wipe me after the experience but I remained concious of myself while being mind wiped so it didn't effect me
  22. @tuku747 I'm not sure if they are neferious but I do know that they mind wipe human beings and i don't know why they would do that. My theory is that they need people to not realize they are God so they have created a system on which they are building a society that molds you into something you are not. And to tell you what is bad and what is good so you forget you are god and just a lowly human number. If God thinks he is a lowly number to work forever and die that exactly what it is. So souls end up trapped reincarnation on earth trying to find itself believing in Jesus and God thinking they are greater than them. This is not true you are god and God bows to no being not even Jesus. I do not think the aliens are bad as bad dosent exist but people would have to realize that nothing is bad and they bow to no one in order for them to get out of the soul trap. Its not a hyper strong belief as holding onto anything is senseless but from my irl experiences to me it could fit.
  23. That's a cool thought. Maybe by sitting and not moving for a long time you can hold a pose and form a solid image in time.