Hojo

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  1. I would say more of an identity wipe and a identity re upload thats just the term used as identity wipe when people ego death all that is happening is their thoughts are stopping and consciousness can leave out of the back of your skull. all thought algorithms deleted or turned off but I experienced the re upload so they were deleted the soul is like a naked man and as you learn, your naked man puts 1 t shirt on for everything it learns or identifies with ego death or identity wipe is the little naked man taking all of his t shirts off and being naked, when naked he can slip out of the tiny naked man shaped hole in the back of your skull. If he is still wearing a t shirt he cant fit out of the hole. Even one t shirt and he cant leave.
  2. @Razard86 Lets hope he does cause he does put alot of effort into his religion videos and he knows about metaphysics as he decifers them he just needs to realize that he is metaphysical. I think he is a good man he is just very sad like the rest of men. He feels the abandonment of young men in his heart.
  3. I think I am. On my last mushroom trip I ego deathed into another dimension and was there with no body but I was almos6 totally fearless and for what was happening to me I should have been Freaking out. So I hope that remains with me when I die and can stomach what happens. To be okay with death is to not fear leaving your sense organs forever can you stomach never having a sense organ again. And to be really okay with death is to be okay with having no sense organs no identity and no thoughts and to be able to sit as a void forever and be happy with that
  4. Only when its really hot out i feel like drinking after awakening Pre awakening I drank once ever 3 days probably 15 20 beer at a time by myself One day to be hung over One day to do something Then one to drink
  5. Jordan Peterson just misses God and he hasn't found him yet if he did he wouldn't be upset anymore. He's trying to find him but can't quite put his finger on it because like most dosent really know what metaphysics is but he could be close he might be on his dark night of the soul and thats the final step before finding god
  6. 2 people exist in the universe One looks at the two and says I'm the universe looking at itself Two looks at one and says I'm the universe looking at itself Each looking into the universe from the same window they see everything but themselves. That is shiva
  7. @WeCome1 I had similar experience with a tomato I was making an egg sandwich I grabbed a tomato and was looking at it it was the most beautiful thing ive ever seen perfectly symmetrical perfectly shaped so firm its standing strong the tip is perfect then I cut into it and oh my god the perfect symmetry beautiful patterns and colour how did this even happen im trancing out falling in love with the beauty of the tomato for 15 minutes and i burned my eggs I still think about the tomato from time to time
  8. Games do suck go outside and weed your garden
  9. Yea its not dealing with the issue at all. The purpose of spirituality is to become one with your consciousness not create seoerate identities you talk to. Its about stopping the thoughts it seems this will create more.
  10. Fast track to schizophrenic there is no you you are creating another when not even one exists. Keep in mind that people who think there is someone behind their eyes are schizo in a way If you think there are 2 its double trouble and you wont be able to tell who's who cause you are making them up and they can get out of control and take over your mind as you are creating another being with as much freedom as you
  11. They are still inside your head. The 6th dimension is imagination and imagination is where they came from. They are the exact same thing as you are a base slate with algorithms on top. Once the algorithms are taken away they are nothing but themsleves
  12. the only way it will solve your problems is that it can make you not care about them they still effect you
  13. I understand this people get this by doing their best and still being punished/judged by it god gave me the mantra to heal this and everything you do. If something you think you did wrong but you didnt mean to, just close your eyes and say everything i do is perfect over and over and its actually true by metaphysical philisophy You exist therefore you are needed for reality to exist and you dont have to punish yourself for existing You can say this mantra and believe it as a truth because it is because god is saviour
  14. whats deciding you cant ask for truth
  15. the body is part of the background the spirit will form itself to the background and mimic the actions as your feelings. Your hand is the same thing as your chair empty space void Your dream is you and you are on another plane as your lower self. you right now are your higher self of dream you and your higher self died or is dreaming and now you are in the lower self of that but you can realize this and awaken and play your dream out without suffering from it because you cannot die. You are literally immortal I think personally we died as gods and are sent here to deal with something You are in an infinite loop of going high and low on the plane of existence. From god to devil From love to suffering the ultimate goal is to end the game and return to a void of nothing purely neutral. The screen of awareness still remains but you dont care and cant care cause you accomplished the goal of ultimate forgetfulness pure bliss God accomplished its goal of destroying another self
  16. You aren't a human in your visual field you are a spirit that molded itself to seem to fit inside of a human body that you are pretending to be. But in actuality you are the entire visual field and everything in it and everything in it is a void of nothing because you are dreaming it. Behind the dream is a void. It took what seems like years for your spirit to mold itself to the body you just don't remeber because your identity hadn't kicked in yet. I remeber when I was a baby I had a dream of tiny people playing baseball on the moon. I thought they were tiny people but I didn't understand that they were far away from me. My brain was constructing reality and showing me that I am not the moon and there is a behind to the moon and the moon is far away not me. This dream terrified me as a baby as it was completely deconstructing my reality in real time. In reality you are the moon and when you see tiny people playing on the moon they aren't far away they are literally tiny people . When someone is in a long hallway and it seems they are walking towards you thats not what happening they are tiny and they just grow . People can't be far away from you cause space dosent exist.
  17. One time on mushroom it felt like my entire body and even perception was being created by little robot insects . Ones were in my eyes shaking their butts really fast to create a smooth video and they slowed down to reveal themselves as just insects shaking their butts. Then my entire body felt like it was trillions of bugs forming something so that they could experience reality differently cause they are bored of bug world. I am nothing and only the insects live
  18. I am is universal When you dream you dream you are things but you are always you. You might be dreaming you were a dog but you dont question whether you are a dog in your dream you just say I was doing this thing. Life is an I am dream. Next time you dream question am I dog right now. You cant because you are a dog dogs dont question that shit they are too totally involved with the dream This is a level above dream world in a sense and there is another world above this is what god means theres only one being in this world and its dreaming it and its not a human
  19. @Razard86 i just saw this and it talks about being grateful for receiving and how it actually helps you so good pro tips at 9.00
  20. There will be lows and there will be highs keep your lows high and your highs higher
  21. I think you can. Its just mind control. I watched a doc of one of the monk getting surgery without any aids and was fully concious but he was just laying there
  22. Every since my awakening I started a job and I work with 97 percent women. My car broke like a month ago and I need things I say to myself I need this thing and literally the same day I have women from work texting me if I need anything and they are going out of their way to get it for me. They are driving me to pick up car parts they are grocery shopping for me they are giving me free things. This has been going on since I started here everyone is going out of their way to do things for me i have never had people do things like this for me. Just ask God for things and then sit there and wait. My tire exploded and I had a woman text me that day that they will go buy my groceries for me and drive me around to look for a new car. I never ask people for things they offer me non stop When bad things happen don't get upset say thank you God now I need some help to fix this help me god When god touched my forehead he gave me a mantra to say everyday Everything I do is perfect I am beautiful I am perfect Praise god
  23. No one knows if you die you become god. You might be stuck in an infinite game that you cant leave. There could be goals to this lifetime that you let pass by. From my experience it seems like your soul is learning how to navigate infinite dimensions and it remembers your experiences but your avatars dont. So transcending human or leaving earth might be a humans purpose. Humans have the ability to self reflect and spiritual growth with self reflection is unmatched among any animal on earth. Self reflection is the ability for the soul to decipher its self.