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@Reciprocality The essential element would be not what you are focusing on. It instantly becomes not what you are focusing on when you look for it. So you have to pay attention and one by one put all your perceptual activity in front of you and say thats not me. Do this with everything and then you realize that everything about you is in front of you and you are nothing, merge with it and the you, you thought on the outside was actually the inside pretending to be the outside.

God is nothingness, consciousness, base of reality, its flying around planets not thinking and then suddenly it starts to fall asleep ohhh noooo, not here.... It puts its dreaming blanket on, it starts to dream. Then it puts various blankets on these blankets are deceptions It puts a nervous system blanket on, its now deceiving itself that it can feel it puts an organ blanket its now deceiving itself that it has organs it can sense anything the organs can sense it puts a grounding blanket on, its now deceiving itself that it is on a planet anywhere it puts an emotional blanket it on, it can now feel good or bad it puts a language blanket on, its now deceiving itself that words are anything but sounds it puts on personality blanket, its now deceiving itself that it exists as something it puts on monkey mind blanket, it now has a voice talking to it that can deceive it further morality sin concepts logic all follow this to further you into dream its infinite deception. Your body is a 3d object in reality there is no consciousness in it. Its like a toy that God can play with. Consciousness cannot be spontaneity its before spontaneity its eternal. Its a sphere of consciousness and light that is inside itself pretending that its outside the sphere and separate from it.

When I felt my burden was too much to carry I ask God for release or I would end it and I took a risk with psychedelic and it felt like it instantly took all my burden off. It was the only time in my life that I ask God for help with something as I did not believe in God and it saved me. If you are honest I think God will relieve you but not guaranteed either. I think I was just doing spiritual work without actually knowing what it was doing and I came to the end of something metaphysically and blew my third eye open. If you feel like your burden is too heavy take a risk. Maya can only crush you as much as you can handle because it needs you to pay attention to it. If it becomes too much you die, you will kill yourself or end it by not moving. Maya does not want this. Anything in Maya needs you to pay attention to it to exist and everything is trying to get your attention. If you stop paying attention to maya it will dissapear.

@Bazooka Jesus

10/10, I have left my body many time on weed. ripping a massive bong and starting to breathing insanely heavy and long will let you see your energy field. And shadow work on weed is very good cause you become ok with just sitting there.

@Bazooka Jesus so is commenting

The way I do is instantly get out of bed the second im awake without even questioning it. Im up before my brain even turns on.

The further God slings itself into negative the faster and and harder it slings back. Fear and hell are God trying to love itself more. God says I want to live in purgatory peacefully how can I achieve this? By going to a place worse and then the rock dosent hit bottom and it gets worse infinitely down. But what goes down must come back up with equal force. God lives peacefully on all levels because it knows it literally is the worse thing and cannot run from itself.

No you won't remeber, you won't even know that you are there. You will have eyes but can't see lungs but can't breathe mouth but can't scream a mind but can't think, logic will loop reality will loop your memory will collapse and will experience the same 5 seconds over and over till time stops and your in a void of nothing wanting to scream cry and get out but having no way of doing any of it. Just don't struggle struggling is another deception.

we all have different perspectives on what the elephant looks and feels like but its the same elephant.

Stare at mirror for awhile close your eyes, feel the feeling of you still being there looking at yourself. Keep eyes closed, walk out of bathroom open your eyes.

@Princess Arabia Mirror towards face

@RightHand Its useless to think about and will only make you scared and possibly go there. Its just made up until its happening.Figuring out this will end your suffering. The ego can literally be scared of anything it a survival mechanism of the personality. To make up that anything negative will happen in the future and get scared of it is a mistake.

You were a black hole then you twisted yourself to look at yourself Sadhguru explains. You are still the black hole but you twisted to seperate half of you.

@bebotalkyou are cringe smiling isn't cringe.

@bebotalk ur cringe bro. You are too scared to smile at random people cause it makes you feel uncomfortable. Keep closing doors of opportunity i do not care im just telling you how it is.

@bebotalk I'm not talking about you personally at all. You are in a simulation the simulation deemed the smile to mean friendly. Other people are in their own simulations they are not awake they don't understand programming of the sim. When you smile at them the automatic programming in their mind is friendly. The only reason you don't is cause you made up a long backstory that its cringe. To the simulation it means friendly. You are cringe itself Revealing itself within you. Other people don't feel the cringe only you do. When you smile they feel friendly. You are actively hurting yourself by fighting the cringe. So stop cringing and start smiling or you are just putting yourself in nonsense story. Once you understand yourself you understand most people because its a simulation. It works in a specific way for everyone.

@bebotalk why wouldn't you smile at them? You are cringing at yourself and now you are getting defensive about cringing to yourself. We can conceive the views that we had prior to new views and as someone who never smiled at someone im telling you its not cringe and it will only help you. I'm not projecting I'm telling you how it is. I have done both and found that smiling at people just gets you free things and people that are nice to you. Its how the universe works. Keep cringing at yourself I do not care. You do not need to only smile at friends God gave you a face to smile and improve your life. You find it cringe for a reason and you cringing is showing something about you to yourself.

@bebotalk the only thing that can happen is it makes people like you more for no reason. You think its cringe cause you care about what other people think of you and that in itself is cringe. You will get free things from smiling at people.

Advice cry as hard as you possibly can about this. You are focusing on certain neurons in your mind and when you cry its a hidden ability to disconnect them. It will make you feel better and forget. Your body is trying to do it automatically but you are stopping it by not going full force crying. If you dont do it when your body starts crying its going to turn into anger. Crying will release your anger and will give you a clear mind to figure out why woman are not wanting to be with you. As you cry realise its not you crying and watch.

We live in an era with infinite information at your finger tips there is something out there that will teach you exactly the way you need to be taught you just gotta do the time looking for it. God is giving us a free information pass.

Learn how to be a void here and reincarnate faster without forgetting who you are.

@Razard86 how can you know if you've never been in a negative state like this? I never said it was evil its only evil in the sense it can trick you and cause you do do evil or feel evil. It is a tool and can be used for better or worse it depends on the person weilding it and circumstances they find themselves in. To force children to create this tool in their mind and give them no instructions on how to weild it is like giving them a loaded gun and say play.

@Someone here I have drawn a picture. IMO from my understanding is, mental illness can be defined for me anytime you think you are something other than God. But since thats not possible in this world I will define it as anytime you think you are the voice inside of your head. You start off with no voice in your head. Then you learn language and then school forces you to sit there and think inside your own mind, you cant do it because it dosent exist but you literally create this voice out of nothing. Then as you mature you forget you never had the voice and you start to think the voice is you, then if you are in a negative state you literally program the voice to turn against you. Then you get scared and start to silence the voice but you cant do it you created it but you cant control it cause its not you. Thats when you get into mental illness that normies define as mental illness. But all mental illness stems from this voice because the voice is mental illness. Here is a good video to watch, this clown accurately how he describes his mental processes and says he knew he could stop it but kept going until he forgot he wasn't the voice and fell into mental insanity. God curses itself to be here and language is witchcraft. There is no voice God is just a silent ball existing. The only reason I know this is because I did it to myself with panic attack and fear of death. When I see God I realized I wasnt the voice and it felt like 1 million burdens were lifted from my soul. To prevent any feeling of suicidal for mental reasons see that the voice is not you. Ask why are you killing yourself? without using words.

Always smile at strangers, there is no downside and only upside. I have learned this your life will get better just from doing this.