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Have you ever had a dream and go I really wish I was back in real life? Have you ever had a dream about being at work and then waking up and having to go to work again? Have you ever had a dream and been wow that was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life? The goal is permanent dream they are infinite. God is infinite it dosent want to self reflect it wants everything whenever it wants. It is eternal it wants to forget it exists and just have crazy beautiful things happening without knowing it exists forever or reflecting on past or future forever! Being permanently in the moment like a dream.

I have seen a couple meditation retreat videos and they say they do it for 10 days then on day 10 they have to sit without moving at all for 1 hour and a couple of them have say they trance out into their spine and they can feel all the antennae in their nervous system and they are that. This is how they mapped out the human body and spiritual energy spots. You have a special energy field in you.

@Breakingthewall Its literally the most insane thing EVER! You cant die how insane is that I realized almost 4 years ago and everyday I am MIND BLOWN! I BLEW MY MIND AND IT HASNT COME BACK! Its all I think about ! I have not cared about anything but thinking about God and talking about God for over 1500 days straight !

Leo already answered this because nothing is something. Thats the key to God. Finding out that nothing exists and its not just a made up thing.

I think jerking off keep you seperated. How can God cum thinking about someone else. The first time i cum when I was 11 I had panic attack and it felt like i was dying it was the beggining of seperation. I see a video of someone talking about porn addiction and they said that it was a seperation because its something you keep secret from everyone else and you become dishonest with God.

The only one that might be abusive is the first clip the rest are something else.

Done before you started.

https://packaged-media.redd.it/5buspo1motic1/pb/m2-res_480p.mp4?m=DASHPlaylist.mpd&v=1&e=1708110000&s=fbeaf162870aa6007575dfa53eebe153ef89376e#t=0 Life is a dream.

wear mechanics coveralls and put some grease on it

@Someone here Its just a lyric to the song, the song is a love song to God. About how falling in love with God is the end of you.

Beading the garland of love my beloved's name I myself became God (SHAYAM) (in pursuit of this love I forgot about my own physical and spiritual existence)

Yea i edited my post time is prediction mechanism for survival, like ego. I think anyway but I see in hinduism it is a God so maybe not. I see ego is not a God so it must be before ego and more powerful. In Vedāntic literature, this antaḥkaraṇa (internal organ) is organised into four parts:[3][4] ahaṃkāra (ego)—identifies the Atman (self) with the body as 'I'. The attachment or identification of the ego, also known as the 'I-maker'. buddhi (intellect)—the decision-making part of the mind. The part that is able to discern truth from falsehood and thereby to make wisdom possible. manas (mind)—the lower, rational part of the mind that connects with the external world, and controls sankalpa (will or resolution). It is also the faculty of doubt and volition; seat of desire and governor of sensory and motor organs. chitta (memory)—the consciousness where impressions, memories and experiences are stored; the part that deals with remembering and forgetting. There are three states of consciousness:[5] jāgrat—waking state svapna—dream state suśupti—deep sleep state[6] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antahkarana

Past and future aren't real, we can see that clearly, so what is time without those 2 things? Time relies on a fiction to exist.Its just a prediction mechanism for survival.

Can painting be evil?

Cause God is keeping them asleep. You are cut off from awakening until God wakes you up. Or you brute force it by not being scared

I think it wouldn't matter. I also think they are kinda the same thing.

@Breakingthewall but leo said enlightenment is when you aren't drooling and shitting on yourself.

Do what you want and don't self reflect.

@OBEler If she gets a panic attack from a mild dissociative the chances of having on ultra dissociative is high. Better to do it on a mild one first to see if it freaks her out.

What is death? The cease of existence of you. When you see God you see that 'you' are the fundamental and exist as nothing. It is non existence and by being non existence it means it exists. Making deaths definition collapse and the word death has no meaning.

probably do shrooms or weed first to see if that gives her panic attacks.

@James123 Cause I figured out what God is.

from my experience and made up story about what happened, you enter a void of no thing with no self reflection and just explode feelings, until you wear out all your feelings then you become a void of no thing then you can reincarnate. The feelings shedding can take as long as it takes cause there is no time. 2 days 3 months 100 years.

Think of all the lyrics you can write tho. The words mean similar things but have different power to them. Earned signifies you went out and did it Generated signifies you made something that made the money for you So in stocks yes you did earn the money by putting it in there then you generated it by doing nothing and collecting the money.

I think women who get repulsed by their husband showing emotion is just a reflection of their insecurities. They get scared when someone who is supposed to be stronger than them get scared and emotional as they are like children and need to be constantly reassured that everything is okay.