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7 november 2011 - at 5:40AM I was walking outside and saw a light floating in the air. I didn't know what was this light or from what things this light reflects from. I was looking at it while I was walking by and was contemplating what it is. As I was walking by that light, I was starting to notice that that light was like a head of a ghost, I started to notice that that head was moving as I was walking by. Like somebody staying still and moving their head as I was walking by. I saw a face and two fists. Then I had a though. "What if it's a ghost?". And that instant, the being moved for 20 cm down. Then I had this fear reaction and didn't know what to do. I grabbed a stone and threw it at the ghost. When the stone was in the air I thought that with this it Will disappear, the being disappeared down into the ground. I was terrified. The being knew what I was thinking (discovered that after a few years and it made a lot of sense). After that I have researched a bit on the internet about ghosts and came to some strange conclusions. I have told myself that I am not ready yet to accept that reality and that it Will come a time, when I Will understand. Then I leaved all this behind me. After 18 months I went to a birthday party. There I met a girl that recently added me on Facebook. We didn't know each other personally until then, but the same day she invited me to a private forum about spirituality, meditation, cosnciousness. After a while she told me that she was seeing me in her dreams and so she had to add me on fb and invite me to the forum. After I was invited to the forum, I have spend a few months reading a lot of posts on that forum. Finally the time that I told myself would come, came and I was excited. I have found other sources, watched videos and read articles obsessively, started a meditation practice... After a few months I was enlightened. Now I hope I see this being again. I Will get excited.
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AleksM replied to AleksM's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Preetom Yea, It's Quite funny. I don't know exactly how because I was practicing this stuff 4 years ago and it was most probably a combination of things, a morphing process of evolution and transfiguration. That's why I have mentioned all the techniques I have used, but I still don't know for sure what is the exact formula (need to do more contemplation of my past). That's also why I have mentioned some things that don't seem directly related but from my point of view they are. But to answer your question I would say both. Be aware of as much content as possible that's happening in the now moment and don't see yourself as a part of it. Then once the purification process is over you can also see yourself as a part in it and act more paradoxical. Find who authentically you are as fast as possible and boil it down to the essence. Check out this site http://personalityspirituality.net/articles/the-michael-teachings/the-seven-roles-in-essence/ also find your goal, mode of operation, attitude... (all on this site) + enneagram type and your path of stress and growth. The thing I know for sure is that it was extremely effective. It was not like some great teacher told me some secrets in the beggining. I was having a conversation on a forum and the thread I posted there was about the stages of meditation. And then this guy (that was my inspiration at the time, and later became a friend) told me that there are no stages and something just clicked for me. I don't know what he said exactly (he deleted the forum), but from what I remember I interpreted it like I need to pay attention to all perceived light and all perceived sound and to maintain a state of inner silence. To not indulge in the content of those two, to just become aware of those. And to do this you have to maintain a detached attitude. I was walking down the street and was aware of the sounds that were hitting my body ("okay, there is a dog barking on the right side of the road, there is a couple walking behind me, I can hear the automobile sounds.... I didn't repeat these thoughts in my mind but I simply acknowledged that that was happening in that moment )...like I was not a part of it but the totality of it. I had an obsession to find Truth, I had to because the happenings of my past would not be resolved if I wouldn't and I said in the past that it Will come a time when I Will understand and know (note the story about the ghost I mentioned in the first post). So when I realized the totality of it all, that all is being projected onto the now moment, I somehow realized that everything that comes into existence, comes from that silence, So I have started to be this silence more and more by returning all thoughts that popped up to this silence via breath and awareness which transmuted all into silence. After like 3 weeks of "doing" this I was starting to see light orbs all around me, multiple times per day, and I somehow knew I was on the right track. (some say these light orbs are angels from higher dimensions). I didn't know what these are at the time but I knew that something magical was taking place and trusted the process. Yes I have persisted and tryied to maintain the inner silence in amidst all circumstances. The hardest times are also the best times for growth. The school part was the hardest part for me, I Will just quote what I mean from the first post. Whatever you do, do it mindfully, I don't care what it is. You can use critical thinking, contemplation and practice mindfullness at the same time. (be wary of the observer ego trap though, but you don't need to worry about this in the first few years). When you're on ther computer/mobile, usually most people go on autopilot mode, because you are not moving your body, you're just clicking and so it's easier to fall in low consciousness using technology. After 5 minutes of watching TV you go in zombie mode, your alfa brain waves increase and thinking beta waves diminish. You have to become comfortable moving your body without thinking in this case. I think something very similar happens when you're on the computer/mobile to some extent, even if you're just reading stuff on your mobile/computer. I remember a long time ago, I was trying to read a book and simultaneously think about something else, it was not really effective and it was like a nightmare, I had to reread the same sentence multiple times. I don't think now when I read and that boosted my reading speed. So mindfullness practice Will help your reading. So where ever you have a difficulty maintaining a mindfull state, that is an indication of a awarness growth potential. That's not bad, that is good. I don't know. I can dis-identify from thoughts, when thoughts come up, I can return thoughts to pure silence, my mind is 99,9% silent all the time. I annahilated my self-image on purpose, radically transfigured it and in the following year I Will do it again. The practices I did leaved a permanent state for me but with that I have also realized there is an even deeper and more majectic permanent state of embodiment, and I'm working on it now, but it Will take me a few more years to be completelly embodied. I still have some problems with an addiction to fapping, to which I was addicted for like 8 years prior to enlightenment, it's a deeply ingrained behavior. Prior to enlightenment I didn't even know I was addicted, then slowly after months and months of observing my awareness about it increased. It doesn't have any power when I'm in neutral mode but it's hard for me to not react a few times a month, and a few times is enough to amplify it's habit rhythm and to maintain it. The ideal for me would be once every 2-3 weeks. I also have some destructive sabotaging personality traits on which I need to work on more. So my behavior is not all perfect, I have said that in my first post, when I realized I need to do more personal development and enlightenment simultaneously. I am improving and also I am done. No research done but Will do in the future for sure. I had a lot of experiences with it though, like feeling energy blasts from my body and around my body, feeling my auric field and other more energetic aspects of reality. I think it's an important component of enlightenment. I had a minor one but I don't think it's important to mention because that was not responsible at all for all the spiritual progress. What made me make such a commitment was the obsession to know Truth. And that obsession was triggered by a memory of me seeing a ghost, which I mentioned in the first post, I didn't mention that story just randomly, It was an important component of my awakening. If I didn't had that radical experience with a ghost, probably I wouldn't have made such a commitment. I simply had to know the Truth, all was pointless compared to that. I didn't even know what I was looking for in the beggining, I didn't have a notion of Truth, but I knew I am going to do whatever it takes to know and to get more in tune with the subtle aspects of reality that are not directly perceivable by the human eyes. @Blissout No but I had periods that ranged for a few weeks that were extremely blissful but I am not able to maintain it for more than a few weeks for now. This is the difference between realizing enlightenment and embodying it. Embodiment requires time for integration. Realization is accesible directly in the now moment without changing the behavior and external circumstances. Yes I can but It's kinda funny because I can dis-identify with that mental suffering on a dime, in one breath the suffering is gone. When it happens it happens without my conscious awareness so I need to bring some light to it and then it's gone. "Pain is unavoidable, suffering is optional." Also most of the suffering we experience is mental suffering not physical suffering. Not totally sure what you mean here so it would be cool if you explain this question a bit more. I think I understood your question but better clarify. Of course, I perceive the content of the universe but I became more aware of the context in which it's happening. And that awareness of the context transmuted most of the dualistic patterns, brought greater piece and alignment/synchronization with the universal harmony of existence. -
AleksM replied to Natasha's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Decalcifying the pineal gland is extremely important. The pineal gland releases DMT, which links you to higher dimensions. It is also reffered to as the third eye in many ancient scriptures. I have provided evidence that the pineal gland releases DMT in this posts. Also look into more videos on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=truth+on+sodium+fluoride ... there is a lot of information Also somewhere I have read that fluoride is also used for spraying on vegetables and fruit and it's up to 180x more concentrated, so peel the skin of the fruit if it's not organic. Use a fluoride free toothpaste and install a fluoride water filter in your home. @The Monk @LaucherJunge Lemon juice doesn't remove fluoride from water. Most of the bottled water also has fluoride. @Ricky Walt I don't think that fluoride is also stored in the meat, but regardless it's better to conscume vegetable protein, and you can satisfy your protein need pretty easily and it's healthier. Search on Google: vegan protein sources.
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AleksM replied to Dodo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Link: http://prepareforchange.net/participate/weekly-ascension-meditation/ A big movement with weekly meditations. Check this out. @Sevi @everythingisnothing @Shin @Dodo @abrakamowse @Dragallur @Barna @cetus56 Edit: Also check this thread I have created yesterday. -
AleksM replied to Sine's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Sine Use binaural beats alfa,theta,delta using headphones for meditation. After listening for a few weeks, you Will dive quicker and easier into those states. You can find a lot of those audios on YouTube. -
AleksM replied to Forestluv's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is one primordial awareness. Awarness illuminates all of existence. Consciousness is a reference point (and there are infinite reference points) in which thoughts, emotions, situations, behaviors, beliefs, paradigms... are stored in the field of consciousness. We are one but we are also different because of that. The body has an aura (Google:kirlian photography aura). If we would put different people and did a kirlian photography we could differentiate their aura. DNA emits light. DNA are the instructions and data for the biological organism to come into existence. #Beings of light ...... note that awareness illuminates, just like light. We experience reality inside our energy bubble, aura/ field of consciousness. -
AleksM replied to Joseph Maynor's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Joseph MaynorContemplate that quote. The body is not the mind. The brain is the grounding platform for the mind, for the personality. Mind is the software. Body is the biological hardware. Body= 3 dimensions Mind= 4 dimensions (duality, past-future,good-bad...) The ego(self) is a story line of a character on a timeline of the mind (4th dimension). Linear time is an illusion because everything is happening is the now moment and that's the only moment is existence. I am born and reborn from moment to moment to moment, millions of times per second. You are not the body, you are not the mask (personality) you're wearing. -
AleksM replied to egoless's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@egoless Lucid dreams is reffered to when you realize you are in a dream (you become awakened in the dream)while you were already dreaming. Astral projection is consciously leaving the physical body. -
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If you try to change what you are being in the now than your totally missing the point. "Energy cannot be created or destroyed it only is able to be transfered from one place to another" Understanding exchange vs. change making What is exchange and what it's not How exchange changes everything How this correlates with different being expressions (another video prior to that one may be also listing different being essences (under the column Levels) as the Picture below shows)
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AleksM replied to AleksM's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Speaking of reminders. These insights are a good daily reminder, a way to program the subconscious. -
AleksM replied to AleksM's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm Thanks and Thank you for reminding me. -
AleksM replied to Brimstone's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Brimstone Memory. A story line in a timeline of the mind. -
AleksM replied to WaveInTheOcean's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@pluto No I didn't, sounds interesting. I don't normally watch movies but sometimes I do. Especially when there is some hidden meaning behind the movie. I like the movie Jupiter Ascending in which I decoded the message, that we'are souls experiencing a temporary body-mind. There are probably more messages in that movie but that was the main one for me. -
AleksM replied to AleksM's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Thomas Razzeto That Picture reminded me of the Picture true, true, Truth. Yea, probably not but intuition is in my opinion closer to oneness than logic nevertheless. Intuition is a communication mechanism from the higher self (that is abiding in oneness). However it's possible that it also points to awareness, the Picture points to the sun. Light is revelating and awareness is also revelating. So light=awareness and we are childs of light? Hmmm. Yes I agree. But I would like to add a point to that. From my point of view and experience essences can vary. Every essence is oneness but we are not all the essences. We embody essences separatelly. This in my opinion are examples of different essences: I have just cropped a column from a Picture on this post. BTW: watch the movie Jupiter Ascending. If you read between the lines it's obvious what the subliminal message was in that movie, we are souls experiencing a temporary body-mind. A few new downloads: We are children of light. Light is revelating. Awareness is revelating. Nothingness -> Awareness -> Consciousness -> Matter ->Universal mind ->Personal mind We are self-aware field of consciousness. -
A lot of people say it's the same, But I think there is some difference and I'm not totally sure what it is. If someone has a good answer, post a reply. What is the difference between being awareness and being consciousness? Some pictures that are in my opinion correlated to awareness and conscioussness and some of my current thoughts. Awareness - flat screen on which everything is being projected on. When someone experiencess samadhi, one merges with this screen and is being it. If you are the screen then switching perspectives is more conductive -> resistance drops. Consciousness - related to the vibrational frequency of being.
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AleksM replied to WaveInTheOcean's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AleksM replied to Bufo Alvarius's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Max_V This is the observer ego trap I mentioned above. -
AleksM replied to AleksM's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Visionary I don't know but the information is there for sure. It's hard to find it though and collect and reassemble the missing puzzle pieces. This is not a topic to skim over superficialy, this is extremely deep, so determination and a lot of information to process is a must. http://in5d.com/the-14-tablets-of-enki-the-anunnaki/ https://ancientexplorers.com/blogs/news/sumerian-texts-do-these-tablets-reveal-secrets-about-alien-life http://www.ancient-origins.net/human-origins-folklore/origins-human-beings-according-ancient-sumerian-texts-0065 Found the some info mentioned by RA on YouTube. -
AleksM replied to WaveInTheOcean's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Supreme download decoded Watch the Westworld movie series Read all the mentioned books in the beggining to understand what RA is saying @Morten @WaveInTheOcean I have found some resources mentioned by RA and posted the YT videos in this post. -
AleksM replied to Bufo Alvarius's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Bufo Alvarius Yes. There is no one to have control. Control is based on time. When the ego thinks it has more power then the laws of nature. Like for example: "I Will write an entire book in 12 hours, without taking a break, I swear that I Will write this book." Then reality strikes and you have to go to the toilet. However, one can respond in the now moment (the only moment in existence is now) . Respond = ability to respond. Yes. One can be a Devine creator. Because one is not identified with the mind or body complex, one can use these as tools and not be their tools (by unconscious identification with those systems). Synchronization with the Devine bliss is accelerated and established when the Devine creator is embeded in the 3D human vessel. Mind and heart is synchronized. The two brain hemisferes can function as one. If one is simply observing, one is stuck in the observer ego trap. One can fall into this trap if one does mindfullness meditation for a lot of time and can stay stuck in it forever. I mentioned this in this topic. -
@Serotoninluv If this knowledge would come to the mainstream society a radical shift in consciousness would happen and so people that have a lot of power and money supress these new research evidences. Truth Will eventually come out. Spiritual masters have told us for 1000 of years that the mind= duality, heart=oneness. Of course. But the same is true for the people who reject science. Watch this documentary. It was deleted from YouTube a lot of times btw. Also Watch this video from Dan Winter that I made a thread about today. BTW: you can try this yourself.
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AleksM replied to Cesar Alba's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Cesar Alba I have seen a ghost, extraterrestrial light ships (also made telephatic contact with ET's), seen light orbs (some say these are manifestations of angels), energy beings (different light colors). So yes, of course.
