Ash55

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  1. How comes a country like the US has so much stage blue in it yet its much more progressive than the middle east ? Will stage orange in me ,merge into higher stages, i do value hard work, productivity, efficiency, creativity, and technology but i am i try to not manipulate my way to the top i try to focus on my muse what my heart really want, do lower stages merge into higher one in a healthy manifestation or is the orange in my is just main stream orange ?, i dont really value gross at all cost but am still in point in my life where i need to focus on success to escape the the toxic dogmatic places that am still stuck in the middle east, if i desire a to be mega successful but point my success in positive in the positive direction "i only want to make world class animation and few more projects" i dont wanna be the wealthiest man alive but i do love working and id love to build big projects doing animation at the level i want requires millions of dollars, i dont wanna be misguided or self deceived and get trapped in the trap of materials but also wanna grow and achieve big projects and ideas, i hope to get @Leo Gura feedback, what can i do if my whole family is stage blue and anyone of they that knows about my world view would wanna gaslight me into coming back to religion, i heard a million time the impression that am a bad person and i should come back to god and repent start praying times a day, go to the mosque to join that cult, is there a way to deal with blue without being effected by them am sick of it honestly i got mentally ill from that (am glad that am succeeding more and more but might take me 2 years before moving out to a better country ) "ill mention again that am form Syria here xd" since my life is brutally hard i had to leen more conservative the past year, i dont wanna be stuck on lower stages of development, how can i watch out for that i feel like the left aka stage green is going to far left on so many things is it true i feel like people should have a healthy degree of conservatism is that true too ? What i should not do while selling my product, and what ideas should watch out for, i feel like i start bullshiting my self on many things lol related to success, i dont wanna live in my own bullshit, its really hard to do conscious business, but its probably doable also if i value the environment and value other people like sometime if i wanna be effective i need to be tough on the people i wanna hire (not now am still dont have a lots of money) because if i lost too much ill end up on the street, but i also care about other human how do i strike a balance should i be super clear with them about how the business works (if i got x numbers of sales this year i definitely need few people to help me out next year), how do i hire in a conscious way am really curious to know, because if i were to soft ill suffer if i were too harsh other human will suffer i dont wanna any of that when would i know if the money am paying is fair since the business nature of things that you are taking risk in that move. also is it true that stage turquoise is somewhat similar to blue since turquoise has the character building and many things that blue want but cant get ? can stage yellow be mega successful ? or will it not value success to much so it tend to be not mega successful can there be someone who is mega successful but also super conscious ? if that is possible i want it but id rather be at budda (oh sorry leo it awake lol well basically mean highest possible levels of wakening but also with being so conscious that i transcend suffering and live my life for someone that is creative and self less thing how i can make people life better "its so easy for me to live in my own bullshit and be self deceived so am asking here to get feedback " ) level than mega successful if both are not possible okay one last one is it true that stage green sometime lucks discipline and character makes it weak unrealistic, i feel like stage green has as much limitation as stage orange but its much more conscious to the people suffering and environments and how comes that many of the US presidents are stage blue but yets somewhat support the democratic system like bush and older ones, how democracy was created not bey stage green but lower stages on the spiral ? and is Europe generally speaking more evolve that the US when it comes to spiral development, i feel like Australia too is already much more green that the average US score is it also a bad things if i kept going with success even after hitting my old goals "now they are current goals" ? since i love work and creating projects or should i stop making money lol then also i remember what families look like at stage green yellow and above ? is there a tangible examples ?are families stables there or its not a matter of spiral development ? since orange pretty much have the most broken relationships cycles should families and relationships last a lifetime or not too and will it usually ? i see many stage green people as well having solid relationships then it breaks (well its much better than orange but still not very stable if someone wants kids) okay okay i also remember this is the idea of communism total fantasy lol or what so i think capitalism and communism should co exist is that true ? what about the idea of a commune that a child doesn't necessary need a mom and dad or with the mom and dad a comminiuty/commune to rise children in a given society is that the future ? with social safety nets (am trying to image what families would look like at green yellow and turquoise )
  2. Can i get the post in my DM ? too see what is it am curious now
  3. I have shades of yellow but am not tier 2, tho we can discuss any topics so can be friends if you want am 23 but a read and learn a lot
  4. Hi Sabth, i moved to Egypt 2 years ago so i can leave the hellish life of Syria, so i can offer some feedback, Am not sure where you are from, but of you are from the west i suggest you certain places to move to like 5th settlement in new Cairo zamalek "well am talking Cairo here" is filled with westerns too but its supper expensive (these places have tons of English speaking insiders and outsiders) also outside of Cairo, dahab is great, for work there is a lots of work opportunists here if you speak Arabic sometime you only need English, and the best thing to do here to own a business since you wont make much money being an employee unless you have a niche skill that is in demand, working online is great idea too if you know what you are doing Egypt has so much in it like its insanely big both extremes of wealth of poverty and many extremes, Egyptians are extremely nice people but every country have its scammers criminals etc so please stay safe do so much research on the places you wanna visit talk to many people from your own country that been there. well your decision could be an amazing experience as there is a lots to see here but be-careful dont give your trust to people easily this is the middle east i spend a lots of time walking and talking to people in all of cairo almost every city of it if i can help you with any other question you have feel free to let me know ill check this thread later @Phil King yeah but always asking real humans is much better
  5. what is it, is my questions out of this world lol @Spiritual Warrior well i just wanna understand more really that my aim with this post i am only focusing on success and some yoga that is really am just really curious to know and understand so many things and i do read and learn a lot and thanks btw
  6. well yeah indeed, so i guess wont get a lots of of answers here
  7. omg i never seen this, old leo is so cute and leftist careless vibes vs the serious somewhat anal and conservative lol Edit i still love leo the new one but the old one is different
  8. Mindfully observe your mind and thoughts and people minds and thoughts you will find how meaning and value is constructed not discovered, epically when it comes to things like products marketed by humans some products cost shit tons while only cost few dollars to make, in mars currently plants are worthless money is worthless a million dolor on mars is worthless (gonna be meaningless too meaning and worth are connected), i million dollar only has value in the matrix we call human society that lives in the people mind, When something doesn't serve our survival we gave almost no attention to it too lol , life is purposeless ultimately for us we can have a purpose for it, why because having a purpose for life defeat life itself, it will be a race to get to that purpose and ending life lol So we do projection mostly to help us in our survival and copping with life, also we love creating stories and believing in them part of our sense making mechanism. btw, you can see projection clearly when you see someone having really hard time and he is the religious type his belief in god and how there is heaven and angles and if he prayed to god will help him out can help these people quite a lot psychologically
  9. So lately i been noticing each time trying to browser the forum that Leo doesn't like Buddhism anymore as far as i remember he used to speak highly about non duality and Buddhist teaching and so on, am i right ? am i miss remembering, when was the turning point, what did happen, is non duality at the core of god realization, and if we are all nothingness why Solipsism is a thing, if enlightenment is not awakening, wtf is this lol like seriously how can you be enlighten but not awake, i just hope to get an explanation of what is going on well ultimately all ideas collapse why there is a controversy and when is leo's awakening course coming ? and does leo think the budda was awake now lol and why leo language became too harsh with his vlogs ? i understand that leo taking the work to being truth to people very seriously but i dont see that he is communicating that in the right way my journey to self actualization have shifted me as a person and the more i meditate and do yoga there more i can see how am nothingness and reality is non dual what is wrong with that , and in my personality am healing more am becoming more understanding and empathetic in my day to day life i would love to know if am doing anything wrong or there are even better ways to live and self actualized
  10. tbh zen Buddhism rhythm with my personality, but i see it as a tool https://tenor.com/bwBhK.gif (not sure if it will be embedded) do you think now DMT can help you reach awakening ? also: https://tenor.com/bwBhK.gif
  11. lol lol but i really feel like leo have changed,i bet most of us here love him and care about truth i dont think there is a need for harsh language, and no need for bashing on Buddhism and non duality since all of ideas and thoughts and worlds are ultimately nothingness, and any system has it it own limitation
  12. Am glad leo last few episodes are down to earth not up high at alien consciousness
  13. Content vs Structure understanding recontextualization how ideology works what is love and self love the fear ones how To escape wage slavery 65 Core Principles Of Living The Good Life the facets of awakening one mystical tradition around the world am just listing my fav one that had a great impact on me but most of his episodes are really deep except the old ones
  14. So if my partnered even lied its probably over, i dont even tolerate lie, from my experience with girls being in relationship (well it works both way regardless of your gender) if there is no lies in a relationship there is no cheating. in my relationship with my girl we are honest in everything, we are extremely transparent and clear about everything, people in the middle east here would tolerate having a second and third wive without the consent (well basically the first wife is treated like a ghost or as if she has no feeling or value) with is crazy but in every relationship there is a contract and it might be implicit but its there and one of of the thing that is probably there is that non of you should cheat or lie even lie is a red line So to answer your question for sure cheating is not okay So if you have self respect and i think you do you should not even tolerate lies Edit : oh i see you are in Pakistan so ill tell you this in the Muslim world guys will justify a lot for them self the mentality we have is too immature, so please watch out for your own sanity also i dont mean to generalize here amazing people are everywhere i dont really mean to offend anybody am just expressing a point of view
  15. holy fuck am scared now i found teal story quite amazing how she was in her childhood she mentioned it in the beginning of this interview, if anyone is interested
  16. Can you share with me a video or article that has more accurate information
  17. does bread cause mental fog and is bread/wheat actually that bad ? how do i find high quality veges and distinguish them from low quality one ? is tuna bad too ? i found high qualities (also expensive) one here to be good, but please inform me about it am mostly living on grains nuts sometime fruits, other times potato eggs ,and one in a while tuna salad i use tallow as the crappy mainstream vegetable oil and its derivatives (some time olive oil but tallow is much better in many cases) i found it when i eat Rye bread its actually okay but when i eat white bread i feel bad i feel unmotivated and lazy is butter okay too ? and can i consume some milk every-once in a while ? i dont feel my body is struggling with it when i do but maybe am wrong edit: i hope to get some input how sustainable my diet is i take multi victims supplement and few other things like omega 3
  18. hey bob i hope you are doing good :D So here is my take, i think if you have a strong vision for your life and a life purpose you can sacrifice a lot for it, pick up is not for me to but i love socializing and talking to random people imo its much better to be in a relationship for most people than being single, the best way to develop this area of your life to actually have a relationship, and you can divide your time between work personal stuff and socializing there are tons of ways to find your partner building more connection and socializing is probably the best way but its the most time consuming and demanding too Edit something that really help me too is sexual transmutation, well i cant say this would work for you but i would say try it and here is a good resource but if i was honest with you if you can have sex have sex lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAYSxjc-8ro
  19. haven't ignited WW3 yet well i think am okay when it comes to the fat because when i dont eat enough fat i feel fat is missing well yeah i eat vegetables fruits with what am eating too, but really need a bit more diversification to my diet butter is really expensive here so only consumed it 3 times, my problem with vegetable oil that its fucks me up quickly my mental performance start dipping with in 2 days but with tallow i had 0 problem and am using like quadruple the quantities that i usually would use with vegetable oil (also Egypt is much less regulated than probably where you are ) btw check out this edit : the proper name maybe sunflower oil or corn oil am not sure which one is comely used there but we literally call it sunflower oil here but in arabic lool
  20. Well my life is much better without white bread, Do they include on the info on the can usually ? even GMOs ? i already eat beams, lentils, chick pea, am a bit sick of beams after eating it for a while X D but ill come back later well its an interesting category to look into i guess i can make Green peas and carrot soup maybe with some mushrooms yeah seem like it well sometime i eat my magical recipe which is peanut + wheat grain+ coconut powder + dates + bananas +oats + some other nuts ("i eat it everyday i got sick of it now lol' ) well now am alternating between lentils, eggs ,Bulgur ,potato/ sweet potato in these few days sometime i make chicken based recipe , sometime i make tuna salad sometime i eat junk food lol (i cut them now becasue they fucked me up ) 1 month ego i made burger i loved doing veterinarian meals but eating some chicks every once in a while too, doing yoga my diet slowly shifted toward veganism and vegetarianism but i eat chicken breast every now and then i feel like my body need that calories
  21. i was thinking about communism and trying to image how much communism can be actually be achieved , i found that to be much more realistic and achievable than saying everybody should be equal, people natural will have desire to do and make more and grow more, but having conscious business and conscious is a must and creating communities that support anyone that need or want support, but also when people cant do anything they want i think the wealth gab will be much smaller because so much money is created from toxic food for example that should never be in existence in the first place, maybe the future is mixture of best versions of communism capitalism with clear restriction and regulation
  22. I honestly for me actualized is perfect it gives me all the tools i need and then i can be on my own learning and deconstructing my mind, but it would be great if leo can cover basic self help in depth in few video, for some reason actualized attract people with high level of dysfunction in their life that they lack so much of the basics and they dont know what is there missing (well at least that is what i noticed), for me personally all the things i was missing in my life actualized teal and sadhguru (well and yoga) filled that need or gap, i know leo loves mostly to explore consciousness and philosophy which is amazing, but if he did one or tow videos covering all self help basics it would be amazing and few more videos on conscious business/leadership/relationship, but tbh actualized.org is not for everybody and leo can never ever makes everyone happy, and i would love that leo write a big ass book on philosophy and a big ass one on psychedelics, anyway thank you so much leo for your amazing content and your time and the struggle you went throw to build actulized.org i really think that most of us is stuck in the mentality of that somebody should spoon feed us the information but all we need is few tools and concept to get us started tho as i mentioned some people lifes are too dysfunctional they need more help and more fundation.