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But consciousness is absolutely everything, including all changing and impermament forms, so shouldn't consciousness be both changing and unchanging? I don't personally even believe in the idea of something called mind as a separate thing from consciousness, I only recognize consciousness

It isn't any easier for there to be just blackness because there are no outside limiting factors for the totality of everything, so any form is equally easy to manifest. And nothing includes everything, if it did not include all possible form, it wouldn't contain absolutely everything and wouldn't be complete.

I don't think that you can really increase consciousness, but just enter different states of consciousness, since as you said everything is consciousness anyways. Some states do definitely feel higher, but I don't think this actually is consciousness increasing but the state of consciousness changing.

Reality is love and bliss. There is no need to escape from love and bliss.

There is no "real" awakening that is not hallucinated. Everything is hallucinatory. We just say it is hallucinated when the means are chemical. Holding awakening through psychedelics as lesser than an awakening through other means seems to me be extremely dualistic, since due to nonduality there should be no reason why chemical (material) means would be less valid than some meditation techniques, since matter is mind anyways.

You are assuming two things. One is that you are a limited being, and second that there are other bubbles of consciousness of other limited beings that could be merged. There are no limited beings, you are simply God in it's full power. You can become directly conscious of being the whole Absolute Infinity with nothing left out from it.

No, not trying to survive means you are in such a high consciousness you do not identify at all with the relative manifestation, but the absolute. As for the not distinguishing part, here you literally collapse the duality of two states and merge them to be one (as they truly are), so this cannot be said to be lower consciousness either. As for the inability to read, this itself is a very low consciousness ability and is only needed in relatively low survival consciousness. And euphoria is not confusion.

The highest levels of consciousness I have reached have made regular functioning practically impossible. Some examples: Usually I completely disidentify as the human body which makes movement extremely hard because I cant comprehend why I would even try to survive. Other times I dont even know if I have my eyes open or closed, because I collapse that duality, so I cannot distinguish between the two supposedly separate states. At other times all of symbolic language collapses, alongside the illusion of memory, and everything becomes meaningless, so reading any symbols will be like reading an alien language. Or I get into a state where I see the Truth so clearly that I am having difficulty sustaining breathing alone due to the amount of euphoria accompanying the realization of Truth. You can probably reach a relatively higher state of consciousness while still retaining your normal abilities of survival, perhaps even enhancing them, but at the highest levels it almost always makes it impossible to act in a normal way.

50mg DMT vaporized, 200ug LSD, 150mg MDMA

I have literally had sex with God (aka myself). One time on a combo of MDMA, LSD, and DMT, God manifested as this hyperdimensional entity made of pure luminous light with an infinite number of depth in infinitely many complex dimensions. It was indescribably beautiful. My reality warped completely to be focused about this entity, it spanned the whole dimension. It's form went at least into ten spatial dimensions, utterly indescribable. We were gone for what seems like forever, having the most ecstatic experience I have ever had. It was so profound that I was feeling euphoria even outside the body, I was directly feeling it in space itself. It was indescribably intense. God (the entity) was having full body sex with my body by simply showering me with love and simply by using direct consciousness and attention for the body. I was doing the same to it.

"You are Infinite. But not Absolutely Infinite. Because if you were Absolutely Infinite you would contain Infinitely many Infinity Gods. But you are only conscious of one Infinity God. So that's what you are. All these Infinity Gods make up Absolute Infinity" This is wrong, you are the absolute infinity. Multiple times have I become directly conscious of being an infinite number of godheads, a somewhat crude version of this can be seen depicted in Alex Grey's artwork 'the net of being'. As for this thing about many bubbles existing and there being an objective reality, this can be directly disproven by increasing your consciousness. You seem to think cause and effect are real, that there are some real laws at work. This is false. You can break any constraint you have self-imposed on yourself by increasing your consciousness. I have violated the laws of physics multiple times in ways that had lasting effect on my reality simply by becoming more conscious and realizing their unreality. If you do this yourself there will be no illusion of 'other' bubbles or some objective world left.

Awakening to this fact experientially is not a thing that should make one scared, but immensely relieved since there is nothing to worry about (since none of it matters anyways). It seems you are more likely holding a belief about realitys unreality, not actually experiencing it to be unreal. It would be a beautiful experience otherwise.

He doesn't seem to understand the difference in a temporary and a permament increase in consciousness.

If there is no separation it already implies that it is only one bubble. Otherwise there would be two separate things that were separated in a 'real' way.

You can stop imagining reality as it is. You are god, nothing is stopping you. You aren't conscious that it is just imaginary, thus you think your imagination is real. All differences are imaginary, you just aren't conscious enough to know that. If you were conscious enough you could very well imagine a lion that is as "real" as your room.

I'm pretty sure he was talking about a level that is slightly lower than absolute solipsism, where you still feel that there is some 'other' that you can connect to. He does say it's all in his consciousness in the video though. So I don't really get his point, other than that he had an experience of connecting to an imaginary part of him. This video seemed to be more of an exploration of a level where you are still somewhat under the illusion of separation. Consciousness is literally everything, there cannot be another God. Consciousness itself is God. I have no idea what the thing about these other bubbles of consciousness supposedly connecting to this 'shared reality' is though, this seemingly contradicts what he says in the video earlier on about solipsism. Besides if there was another God that was also completely sovereign, they would have to have absolutely nothing in common with you and be impossible to connect to, since if you could connect to them, they would already be you. So this whole thing about connecting to another God is absurd. You can only connect to yourself. The godheads aren't somehow separate entities, it's all you.

If you want to see supernatural events or even magic of any kind you can set your intention to experience some for a psychedelic trip. With a high state of consciousness it is easy for these things to happen. Personally I have found success with this method, but only when I have had intentions regarding very specifically towards magic and supernatural phenomena. Never otherwise during a trip have I seen anything like that. I don't mean something like ritual magic or even something like clairvoyance or telepathy, but something more akin to what the indians call siddhis and what is often linked to shamanism. You can experiment with what you are capable of during a trip if you are interested in this kind of thing.

It's your desire choosing what happens. What happens is your desire / your will. You just aren't conscious that it is your own desire manifesting whatever it is. There is no how to it, it is just pure instant materialization with desire. The why is because you wanted it.

Even that supposed pain, evil, and torture is still love. Love is the only thing that exists, it is absolute. It is not a quality but the fabric of consciousness itself.

This is absolutely correct. I had an experience where all my senses were morphed to become this one sense, where I couldn't differentiate between them at all, alongside insane amounts of synesthesia.

I'm very lucky to have a girlfriend with whom I share genuine unconditional love with, mutually. I would die for her. Haven't really deep down loved anybody else, nor would I say my family deep down ever loved me either, more like attachment on their part.

As far as I know the only point could be said to be something like love. But even then, it is more akin to music, it just doesn't need a point at all. The experience itself is the point.

You should realize that there is no finite mind, there is only the infinite mind. Furthermore God can be directly understood with consiousness directly. For some reason almost everybody forgets this after their peak experience. What do you think it means to be God. It means you aren't a creation at all at any level whatsoever, but real actual 100% omnipotent God right now too.

Actual deep God realization/awakening on extremely high dose psychedelics. Feels like a full body orgasm, except it can go ten thousand times stronger than a normal orgasm (I am not exaggerating when I say ten thousand - You become unable to do anything due to the sheer amount of ecstacy). Actually it can feel infinitely euphoric. Feels like the most profound peace, relief, euphoria, love, happiness, bliss, ecstacy, healing, and everything positive at the same time at maximum level. All other experiences pale in comparison to it. If you would scale happiness, all everyday life would be from 0 to 100, this would range from millions to billions. There is just no comparison with anything. Opiates like heroin don't produce anything even resembling true euphoria.

I've experienced stimulant psychosis a few times on purpose in order to explore consciousness. Feels incredibly paranoid, everything is about you personally (so extreme survival/'ego'/fear mode), you misinterpret any small sounds as talking to you personally (like wind can sound like whispering to you), you create extremely indirect stories that are very abstract and have nothing to do with your direct experience. You also feel like you found out some conspiracy theories about the universe, except unlike with awakening, these are negative stories having to do with control. Sensory data can also be interpreted in completely abstract and bizarre ways Wasn't actually capable of getting full on audio/visual hallucinations other than misinterpretation It feels in a lot of ways like the opposite of awakening, instead of direct experience, letting go, knowledge of being God, love, etc, you get the extreme sensation of an 'other' as the ego feeling. Wouldn't recommend as a state to anybody, though I find it valuable that I have explored such states as well