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@Roy It is part of their psyche. When you are a narcissist, you cannot but sexually harras women. It comes with the package.

hahaha, if any one tries to kill Leo, he will kill them first with his glock, lol.

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You have POIS bro. "post-orgasmic illness syndrome (POIS), is a rare and poorly understood condition in which individuals experience a range of physical and/or psychological symptoms following orgasm. These symptoms typically begin within a few minutes to a few hours after orgasm and can last for several hours to several days. The symptoms of POIS can vary widely from person to person and may include fatigue, headache, muscle pain, joint pain, skin rash, flu-like symptoms, brain fog, anxiety, irritability, and depression. Some people may also experience gastrointestinal symptoms, such as nausea, vomiting, or diarrhea."

Bipolar type 2 disorder is characterized by frequent and long periods of depression that may last for years and start at an early age before an episode of hypomania occurs. The antidepressants are less effective or don't work at all. It is accompanied by ocd in 20% of cases. In many cases the diagnosis can be difficult considering it can be mistaken for depression. I have all the above. I have always thought that OCD was my probelm but now looking back at it, it all makes much sense. I will discuss this with my psychitrist soon.

You won't believe how much medication can help. NO amount of spirituality or personal development helped me, and I did tons of them. Only medication and psychedelics helped.

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An update: My psychiatrist sees that the diagnosis is very likely, but he cannot make a diagnosis because of my drug use. He already prescribed me drugs for bipolar depression and I am doing better than ever on them. My mood is very stable, no anxiety, and the ocd is gone. Btw, I am honestly amazed by how many people here seem to "deny" mental illness and how spirituality is the cure for everything. Let me say this, I for sure would have killed myself if I could not have some proper medication, no amount of of spirituality have helped me, which I tried a lot of it. Mental illness is no joke when it hits hard.

@Someone here @Hojo It represents the divine "light" that gives everything, and everything coming back to the source, the undifferentiated light.

Ejaculation shouldn't do that. Do you experience any flu like symptoms, like fatigue, muscle pain, depression after masturbation?

Just don't.

Many diseases being autoimmune or not or psychiatric have a very strong genetic component. This is one of the reasons why a minority of people in society, if they adopte a healthy lifestyle, don't develop such diseases and why wild animals develop less diseases than humans. Evolution doesn't create perfect bodies, it creates biological bodies that have the minimum ability to survive (certain percentage of individuals will have diseases) and in humans the development of cognition and the massive development in the social structure and in medicine that are not available to animals allowed for the survivability of weak and diseased individuals and the passing of inferior genes which in turn, ironically, produced more diseased individuals. Autoimmunity is such a severe condition that an aggressive approach using corticosteroids, and other immunosuppresants (these substances are very powerful, and can kill your immunity entirely in large doses) may even fail in reducing the symptoms in severe diseases. I think the idea of detoxing and heavy metal toxicity and how they can miraculously cure autoimmune diseases is overblown and overrated but I still have to do my research. I do see how they can be very beneficial in certain individuals but I also see the other empty half of the cup.

A report claimes that a woman has done like 3g of acid in powdered form thinking it was cocaine without dying, lol.

@OBEler I don't think he was trolling. He used to make some good videos from time to time giving some solid insights. Psychedelics can literally give pearls to pigs, which also happens in many psychonauts too. A psychonaut can give you some really deep insights while living like a failure.

@Leo Gura I was very disappointed when he went back to doing his silly videos again. Did he not learn anything from spirituality? It seems you either do it right or don't do it at all.

There is a difference between me and you. My main problem is not traumas. I healed those a long time ago. My main problem is that there is really something wrong with my brain. You seem to deny the existence of mental illness altogether I had multiple enlightenment experiences during those last 5 years. The lesson I got is not that God will magIcally heal me. The lesson I got is to accept what I am.

@M A J I I spent two years trying to resolve my low mood, my anxiety and the never ending thoughts in my mind using personal development or spirituality refusing any psychiatrist diagnosis and telling myself it is all me. I failed. I am very skeptical as a person and I usually underestimate things and I don't go to doctors generally unless what I am experiencing is severe. My case is so severe, you won't believe it. The diagnosis is so clear that I cannot deny it. I totally understand your point , but I learned from spirituality to trust the truth when it is so obvious and to ignore unnecessary self doubt.

@Oso Like all negative emotions, the solution is simple but hard which is to let go of that feeling whenever it comes, you must prevent the idea of self doubt when it comes from generating doubt in you. This can be hard and it takes months to see any real progress. Leo has some very good video about Letting go, go watch it, it is one of his finest. Also,You must learn to remove your trust from the feeling of self doubt, and give yourself back that trust and authority, Leo also have a video about this topic.

@StarStruck I was just teasing you, no hard feelings. But I still do think (if my analysis based on your posts is true) that Tate is doing you more harm than good, but who knows? Maybe you are smart enough to find the needle in a pile of hay.

Dude, 40% of your comments is you literally defending him I thought being rude is essential to getting girls as Andrew Tates teaches Beware, being so touchy and sensitive is a sign of weakness.

@Leo Gura What are they even talking about? Lol. If you were making a death cult, why are you posting hundreds of videos on various topics from personal development to philosophy to spirituality instead of just explicitly telling people to kill themselves?. The claim in itself is silly.

Just, relax and act talk freely and sponateneously like crazy people do. People will love almost anything when said in a sarcastic manner. Context is more important thean content Don't repress emotions when you talk, let them appear on your face and on your body Talk about anything. Learn to tell stories about silly and funny things.

@flowboy Jesus! This Sarah definitely has some next-level sociopathic skills.

@StarStruck Dude, your defense of Andrew Tate is comical. I didn't even bear watching one video of his. Defending his work is like drinking piss while saying piss is 99% water

I don't know how to respond to this but to laugh out loud. Someday you may be unlucky enough (or lucky) to have a severe physical or mental illness and you will know that all your new agey spirituality is total bullshit when hell itself comes banging on your door. You don't really know how brutal mental illness can be. Go read some reports online, it will be eye opening to you. When Your leg is broken and it is bleeding in front of you and the pain is unbearable, you don't say nah, I am imagining things, I should go to the nature and meditate.