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just because it doesn't work for you, it doesn't mean it is so for everyone...

what about tea then?

thanks Brandon, soo, with that point of yours , let's say... i have several mystical enlightenment experiences and along the way... i die. so does that means we get to start where i stopped or do i have to start afresh on a new life..( this is in the light of the belief that reincarnation as a soul exists at the level of duality tho it is illusory and non existent in a higher perspective of non -duality)

hey, all of us have problems bro. it is easy to lose ourselves in them. i know your feeling of being useless and worthless and was super depressed with myself. didn't know what to do, who to become and what the fck was life about...i even dropped out at high school at a point but later got back on a other subjects.. what helps for me to accept the situation and work my way with the facts. also acknowledge that you need to fail and lose sometimes. i can promise that years later, you will be grateful for all the shit that you went through for the strength given by them...

HEY, there is no good and evil of course .these are relative terms. the universe is perfect " as it is" the law of Karma is simply cause and effect and is not a code for moral justice. as a separate ego, we are bound by karma as long as we are identified with our ego and what we do in a sense gets reflected back on us.it is more of a mirroring process than a moral justice. The God is not biased on any entity cause god is both the predator and the pray. in the perspective of the civilization, it needs some code to ground themselves on and then comes the constructs of morality and ethics. these are all constructs and they are all biased towards the sustaining of civilization.

soo, u r basically reducing all kinds of illness into what you call to be spiritual entities and attachments. then what if the most of the above problems can be simply solved in the 3D world just by taking some pills, therapy and meds. does that mean the so called energy channels, spirits, dark forces are affected by the those medicines and they leave the body scared of the pills? i have no doubt that such entities exist but it seems very unfeasible to me that such lower beings with a lower level of consciousness can harm MOST humans who are comparatively higher in the spectrum...

c'mon bro u got this... getting a gf might not be that hard for ya(if it is what u really need) IMO, when we say we want a gf, we are calling forth the things we expect from GF . maybe they might not even be fulfilled by the gf u expect. if u really pursue that , as somebody said, it is worth working on the outer . learn how to get a gf broo!! even i didn't have relationships for years but i was at peace with it. it is relative u know.... @SQAAD 100% brooo ...very true...

thank you alll

of course not dude, you are not at all overthinking. i am quite surprised at the same things I have encountered on my journey. I might not be as advanced as many on this forum claim to be. dunno i u might find this useful but, anyways i will say that what you are experiencing is not uncommon. Even i got into this shit of questioning my own existence and reality around 16 y/o. this questioning lead me into depression and lost my entire view on reality. sertraline ain't the worst med i've taken . intrusive thoughts kept hitting my head every 5 minutes and I even seriously thought about suicide . super intrusive thoughts similar to the ones you describe are the most painful things I've had in my life.. .I believe that u r not having much of an emotional prob but, as i believe a shattering of your self image. I have witnessed a lot of things you say in my own personal life and have asked the same questions too. don't worry mate. you GOT THIS. !!!! i would personally recommend to stop all the mind-stuff you are doing and come back to the REALITY. get to a psychiatrist if you hv to and take some meds and the intrusive thoughts will vanish.