Aiden grannen

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  1. Thank u you finished my quote I had IT, for a moment everything slipped & melted. I Realized prey to aliens more
  2. I absolutely love this clip!! What a true man. These are the type of men I can’t wait to develop into. The confidence !!
  3. Thanks ill get the courage eventually.
  4. Hello I’m coming here to vent/ look for words of encouragement and advice. I’m 18 years old and my mom is deciding to divorce my step dad. I never looked at him as a father figure much just as a guy that provides for me but, I still appreciate him a lot.(we never had an emotional connection ). I could of seen this happening from a mile away just never seen my mom actually doing it, I don’t resent her or anything because I want her to be happy and I don’t have any control over what happens. I’m mostly concerned of my own survival. I live in an upper middle class family but, now that it’s coming to an end I’m gonna be living in a lower quality form of life which sucks. I always dreamed of moving away eventually my plan was 25 and if things didn’t work out I could always fall back on my parents and move back with them. the thought of moving into an apartment scares the hell out me, I haven’t lived in one since my dad died when I was four. I can deal with the new living situation and it only motivates me to create something wonderful so I can live the life I desire, but it’s scary and sad af. I feel like I’m truly on my own and I have on ones help. Life kinda threw this shit at me. I know I will get passed this and that I will grow and evolve from this situation but, it’s scary in the present. I have a feeling I will look at this in the future and understand why I needed this to happen. Right when I started to appreciate everything I had in life it gets taken from me. I’m scared I won’t make it in life and I always felt like I could fall back in my parents. I guess this will push me to really take life seriously. I can appreciate the growth this will bring me. Life is quite different from where it was a year ago. I dropped out of college to pursue being being a car salesman at my current job, which I feel like is the right move for right now. With that skill I can make some good money for my age and hopefully have an advantage to beat wage slavery. I’m just scared of not having anyone to rely on which I honestly think is best for me. Thanks for reading I appreciate it if you have any words of encouragement please write a comment. Thanks
  5. @Judy2 I’m going to try and be honest with my mom. It’s just hard because she’s having a hard time as it is and I just don’t wanna make her suffer more. thank you for reading and taking time to respond
  6. I know that they’re worst situations in life but, it still sucks.
  7. I did some tester doses and then slowly worked my way up to 12 mg. The 12 mg dose was fine, I just melted away. Once I got up to 15mg the body load was too intense and I haven’t done it sense. Besides snorting. I’ve been waiting to trip again idk if I should plug some 5 meo or do 3 grams of mushrooms.
  8. Hello I just have a question for anyone that has snorted 5meo malt . So whenever I snort 5meo no matter how much, I always have a clogged nostril after. It feels like it’s swollen and I can’t breathe out of the nostril that I shorted in. Dose anyone else have this problem? Am I allergic or something? I don’t rinse out my nose after so that could be the problem. Also when snoring, do you want to have drips or dose it wastes the substance?
  9. I guess I’ll boof. I just find snorting convenient in some situations. I kinda scared myself the last time I plugged. The body load was too much for me.
  10. Thank u she’s feeling much better.
  11. Hello so today my girlfriend planned on doing mushrooms. She did 1.5 grams of golden teachers and handed them pretty well she didn’t freak out or nothing but, after doing them she feels a bit depressed. Her intentions were to be healed but she feels like they didn’t really work that way. She told me she had closed eye visuals and that it was a really weird experience. She’s currently feeling anxious and worried that something is wrong with her. I’m Looking for any advice on how to make her feel normal.
  12. What made me feel loved as a kid was when id sit on top of my grandmas lap playing patty cake with her I remember playing this with her over an over id sit there and die of laughter. Another time I felt love was when my grandparents would let me come into their restaurant and let me make/give me whatever I wanted off the menu. The first thing my grandma would do when I walked into the restaurant was giving me a huge plate of French toast drowning in butter and syrup I wouldn't even have to ask for it she knew exactly what I wanted. My Grandma would also literally buy me whatever toy I wanted as a kid id come home with a new toy every time I went to see her. One of the ways my grandma made me feel sad as a kid was when I asked her who was better looking me or my dad? I remember her saying " your dad was vary handsome" that memory as a kid always stuck with me.
  13. I’m hear for your guys advice. I want to do some psilocybin with a girl, but she has never done it before she has smoked weed before so I know she can handle an altered state. This girl has a lot of baggage/trauma And that’s exactly why I want to introduce psilocybin to her I want to show a way to heal her trauma and show her a new perspective on life. I’d plan the trip something like this. First I’d take her to this nice hiking spot near my house I’d bring everything you would need for a couple hours outside. I’d make sure I bring a blanket so that we can lay down and meditate together I’d guide her through the whole trip to show her how mushrooms are used properly. I don’t know why but I really want to do this with someone I feel like It would be an amazing experience for the both of us. I’ve told her about this idea and she is completely down for it just asking you guys to see if it’s realistic or some fantasy of mine. also if you guys agree with this plan of mine how should I go about dosage ?
  14. Just to make something clear me and girl have a sexual relationship
  15. I will not proceed with my plan. Thank you all for your prospective on this topic.
  16. I’ve had the same thing happened to me with the same dose. What I found out is if you stare at a object long enough you will see transparent visuals all around the object you are focusing on.
  17. Me and this one girl I have been talking to for a couple days are gonna finely link up together tomorrow. I added my ex girlfriend back on Instagram with intentions to hook up again. When we used to date I was a needy little boy but now I’m kinda a attractive man . She texted me today telling me we should get together and catch up ?. I know how to escalate with a woman but I’m open for any tips\advice to help me.
  18. Hey guys what kind of grooming products do you use? shampoo/conditioner bodywash toothpaste ect
  19. What would you guys tell your parent’s if they found out you did psychedelics?
  20. It was about 1 gram and I felt absolutely nothing. Is this normal? Also should I be concerned of trying other psychedelics?
  21. My advice is to just keep watching Leo’s videos. Practice what’s he speaks, just being in these forms alone at the age of 13 is impressive, u have lots of potential have a nice day bro
  22. You are God. You are Love. You are Infinity.