Jannes

Saved it.

If anything this thread is just so funny, I am sorry.

Kinda wanted to write this as well.

I was texting with this girl I found on a dating app, or moreso I got into my A-Game as I wrote a reply. Then she responded immediately. I got completly out of my space unable to come up with anything. What the hell.

Yeah from all the description I teachings I listened to its much more subtle then that, a picture would be very rare and an usually strong read. Can you do remote viewing?

So there is this good looking artistic girl which asked for my phone number. I was texting her and to get a start into the conversation I told her about my recent thoughts about fashion. Now I feel like it seems a bit over the top and tryhardish. This is often something I do, but I dont think it creates a gentle vibe, more one where I want to proof my intelligence to her or something. I dont need to proof shit.

From some people here I get the sense that they think they have it all figured out because they had some awakenings so they can make sense of these phenomena. But in reality they cant actually remote view. Can you?

I voted for the greens over the leftist party for one reason only, which was that the leftist party wanted to cut military budget which I think is a fairy dream with these geopolitical realities.

In germany we have many small parties and when they get 5% they are part of the Bundestag (place where political decisions are made). Everyone there has a degree of power. Either first in line in the coalition or second in line in the opposition. So most votes are represented even if you vote for a relatively small leftist party for example who still takes part as it gets over 5%. In that regard germany has a pretty high degree of democracy. I love that concept of degrees of democracy.

I get access to medications. Theraphy is available but I will have to wait for it for about a year. I can write my argumentations for still getting student loans. And I get some more small benefits like more time for tests in university. ... Looking forward to testing the medications. I need to test medicinet first which I dislike from experience and then get access to selvanse which is also the gold standard besides medicinet. And then there are other medications as well.

Got an adhd diagnosis! The combined type. ... I explained so much through adhd that not getting the diagnosis would have implied that a lot of my sensemaking was wrong. So this feels very freeing.

Everyone giving me remote viewing advice but nobody can even do it themselves.

Please please pretty please.

So this is the first time I considered remote viewing. Its important to remember this because if it doesnt work, this is the whole time span in which this sucked up energy like a tumor. All this time I could have thought about other career possibilites. If remote viewing is real then a formal training would give me the best shot at learning it. So this would be the quickest way to get this variable out of the way.

Tomorrow I finally get or not get my adhd diagnosis fr fr , I thought it would happen earlier but now finally it is happening.

@cetus You were at a nightclub which was pretty dark with music which wasnt too loud. Later you were outside with people while it was getting dark. Didnt use any technique, tell me how wrong I was. ... Actually pulling that off would imply that I am seriously gifted, I dont even need to reach that level to work. Can you remote view btw.?

I am really starting to enjoy my beard. I go for 2mm all around but slightly longer on the mustache. Maybe 3mm. Also a clean seperation between the end of the mustache and chin beard. Below the chin slightly shorter then 2mm and faded into the chin beard. All around clean. Have a few black hairs at my neck which I pluck. Really happy so far. The last things I can think of which would maybe improve my beard would be trimming above my mustache a bit -- heard that this makes it look better. And maybe cutting my birn below my lower lip and above my chin into a certain shape.

Today at impro I also didnt really feel like myself. This will take some time I guess. I already had everything, just need to get back to it.

Honestly I am in a decent level of emotional pain. That I didnt get a goodbye from the club did hurt. If anybody the leader of the club must have understood my position as he got all the info yet he didnt speak to me and then didnt gave me a goodbye. I was angry before, now its a mix with mostly sadness. I reclaimed the moral highground though. Shoud I still say anything.. He always preached to not take the easy way out, this would fit perfectly here .. I really said everything I needed to say, if there was any insentive to talk he would and I am just tired ..

Got a piece of paper in my mailbox on which was printed: Info Book to truth "From shadow to Light" from Ellen White ffs some religious bs book. But its interesting that I got it at this moment in time, maybe someone knows me personally.

Yeah I know, but I think its more of a grey zone. Buying with cash is completly anonymous. Well appearently there are shops in Berlin as was explained in the thread.

So wholesome

Do you have experience with remote viewing?

Sure I can give it a try, not sure what the right method would be though.. Do you know how remote viewing works? If I just use my fantasy about where you are, I will definitely be incorrect. The most vanilla way would be if you made a photo of your location, gave it a code and I remote viewed that place through the code. Thats like cooking noodles with tomato sauce in an infinite kitchen of possibilites but its the only way I am sure about.

I feel very little desire for sex somehow. I rejected so much sex that it definitely created new pathways in my brain, so that its harder for me to just go for impulse. Well but I still have a bit of horniness, maybe its the whole emotional weight that I cant bear.