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I meant intentionally using pronouns to refer to another gender than your biological one. You have conscious and unconscious pre assumptions about a person just by knowing if its a he or a she. The "gender war" is happening in many 1st world countries atm I heard. People find different ways to make their language gender equitable. I watched the Stage Green video from Leo so I roughly now what SG is about. As a human creature with a dick. Whatever that means. It's not really convenient. And that's not the point. It's that people using pronouns make pronouns important which I don't like. By repressing parts of your personality you put it in the shadow. If a boy isnt allowed to cry for example some emotional parts of him get hidden in his shadow, in his unconscious mind. That's how I would put it, idk how Carl Jung would define it. Well yeah.. I am tired though.. Okay if men integrate parts of the feminine side so their compassion and the ability to heal themselves emotionally for example their would be less conflict. Men could instead of starting conflict with another person to deal with hurt for example just cry. And if women a not de-empowered at an early age they would have more confidence, more will to get shit done at work.. It would be a lot to elaborate.

What is a women? Well there is the biological meat suit of a women. But that's not what a women is in political correct terms. Because a biological men can be a women. So a women is characterized by her traits. But it's wrong to say that a women is a person with such and such traits because that's greatly limiting. If I say a women is a person that is charming, empathic, emotional, caring, .. well are people who don't resemble these traditional traits not women? Of course not they can also be women. So a women is not her body and not her traits. So a women is an empty set like in mathematics where a set without any elements in it is still a set, the empty set. You could make the objection and say that just every person who identifies as a women is a women. That answers the question formally but not existentially because there is something an individual has to identify as. When the person identifies as a women they actually identify with something and not an empty set. Here is my definition of what a women is: "A person who identifies as a women is a women. What being a women means for the individual is completely subjective and there is no objective consensus and what being a women entails.

That's what my first magic truffle trip revealed to me

Are you argumenting for a carnivores diet/ highly meat based diet or for a diet that includes some meat? What deficiencies? Well as I argumented there are many reasons for why our brain developed independent from the fact that we consumed meat. Also we could have just grown more intelligent and therefore gotten able to kill more animals tactically and as a result thrived and reproduced a lot. You say that the chicken came before the egg but you don't actually know. But all of this doesn't even really matter because we have modern nutrition now which might be better than any paleo diet. It's good as a side dish instead of rice for example. "complete cereals" lol. Sounds carbphobic. Bulgur is made out of wheat flour so its not really a natural product I am not arguing that cooked grains are more appealing than meat, (although idk if I would like it because I am not used to meat anymore). Anyway let's take a pig as an example. A pig is a clear omnivore we can agree on that right? If you give that pig the option between veggies and meat I think it's safe to say that it would pick the meat. Not because it's healthier or more natural for the pig but just because the meat is loaded with calories and calories are jummi. Well if a deer has badly adapted enzymes for meat but still manages to break up 10% of the meat that's still better then the grass where it can digest 90% from or whatever. Are you sure people like meat without seasonings? I was never a big meat eater so I can't really tell but I always find it funny how bodybuilder grow tired of eating their unseasoned chicken breast so much ? I think you have to compare seasoned plants with seasoned meat or unseasoned meat with unseasoned plants. And even then, as in my marked comment, meat has an advantage because it is high in calories which doesn't mean it's healthy for ya. High calorie foods just taste good for survival reasons but that doesn't count anymore.

Hate reveals love The purpose of evil and devilry is to find out what things are about at the core. If people manage to move through or not move through tragedies you can see what they are really about at the core. How much love do they have to sustain themselves.. I love this picture of the last of us because it perfectly captures how hate is actually love. All the hate in her body is perfectly correlated to the love that was taken away from her. In her hate you can see the love the clearest. But reality is made in such a way that this hate can only be experienced authentically. You actually have to hate. You can’t see that hate is beautiful if you never hated. Notiz 24.04.2023 (2).pdf

I sometimes felt the sensation of weird energies that I couldn’t really name. I don’t know what they are or why I experienced them. What I could say though was that they felt pretty "real“. Some things feel more real then others and those energy felt pretty real. In my mind I just had the picture of myself doing push-ups the other day. This picture (with the felt effort in the muscles) was the basis for the weird sensation I just felt. I could only connect the weird sensation with the push-up because I just saw it directly happening. If not they were no chance I could connect the dots. I experienced it like a black hole sucking in the experience into its essence. This observation was really hard to catch because it happened on a really sensitive level. I hope I can make this observation again.

Yes so know that everything is clear how would you define that?

Relatively physically fucking

I think it's hard to call cuddling and kissing sex in everyday use. I would draw the line further up. Physical fucking.

Fucking

95% plus 1% plus 10-20% = 106-116% ..? Right now relatively few people use pronouns. But I think it will be more and more common for people to use different pronouns than their biological gender. A pronoun unconsciously connects a person with pre assumptions that we have about the gender. Stage green across the globe. I want to be called he without making a statement about it. Its not that because I use the pronoun he that I am implying that I want to be seen as a person who feels manly nor do I want that people think I am not feeling that way. I just don't want to make a statement with my pronoun. But if everybody uses pronouns intentionally then people will think that I am using mine intentional as well. Which I am not. I want that he and she loose their value in a sense. By using pronouns intentionally it becomes important again. For lower developed countries I don't see this as too important. But for first world democracies the gender topic is important imo. People who integrate their shadow are a lot more functional. I think men with integrates female traits are way less likely to start a war and women with integrates male traits get the economy and development going a lot more. Plus it makes people happier. So I think it's very important to find strategies on how to remove stereotypes.

It's like 5 to 7 months ago when I first got my first small insight into god. A few days ago I remembered some of it again. I remembered how my hairy leg looked like through gods glasses. Golden, noble, like a lion mane shimmering at sunrise. It was so clear, so true that this leg was made out of god. No earthy material could ever touch the majesty of god. It's like the insights of these trips worked through me for all these months.

You now that you understand a persons behavior completely when you realize that you would behave exactly the same way if you were in their shoes. Anything away from that, anything "but I still would have acted differently in that situation." is ego, is illusion.

There aren't any "things" in the real world. The real world is exclusively made out of experienceable qualities. So truth is an experienceable quality of reality. It's not "1 plus 1 equals 2", because that's not the real part, that's just black forms on white background. The real part is the experienceable quality truth.

I just watched a very well researched video on the question "Was meat responsible for brain growth?" The answer that its just meat is way to simplistic. Meat could be part of the reason but probably not the main reason: -Eating much meat doesn't cause brain growth per se because if that were the case all carnivores would be smart as fuck which they aren't. It needed a survival benefit for brain growth. -One of the main reason might be that we learned how to cook food. Cooking food means our digestive track could get smaller from the easier digestible and more energetic type of food and therefore didn't take up as much energy which allowed for the growth of the brain. Despite us being far more intelligent than most animals, we need around the same calories as an equally heavy mammal. -Another good is reason is that humans developed a body with less muscle and more fat compared to other mammals which is energy saving and would allow for brain growth. -Cooking allowed two new food sources in roots and sweet grasses (predecessor of grain). The extra carbs helped us to think cause our brain runs on carbs if it isn't in ketosis and also gave us more calories which could allow for adaptations. -Our denture is neither the one of a meat eater, nor of a plant eater. It's a unique one that fits the purpose of eating easily digestible (cooked food). But now matter what the reason was back then how does this even matter for today? The question "Was meat responsible for brain growth?" can't be translated into todays question "Does meat grow my brain?". There are enough plant based fat and protein sources today to cover brain health. [6] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19843... [7] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24564... [8] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17439... [9] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26123... [10] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17827... [11] https://www.pnas.org/content/109/45/1... [12] https://www.jstor.org/stable/2744104 [13] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25293... [14] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26591... [15] https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NB... [16] https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19049... [17] https://bit.ly/3BFMhF4 [18] https://bit.ly/3AwY4o0 These are not objective facts that's just your preference. I like cooked starches actually. The whole grain has a healthy natural taste to it. I still like many unripe fruits like bananas or apples. Not necessarily. A deer is very badly adapted to eat steak. But because the stake is SO MUCH more nutritionally dense than grass it will still outrank its natural food sources. Even if only 10% of the steak can get digested, that's still way more than all the grass. But an animal that is adapted to eating watermelon for example compared to an animal which is adapted to eating meat. In this case these animals probably wouldn't switch their food sources because they already have very nutritionally dense food sources so the benefit to change to another less adapted diet for the benefit of getting more valuable food doesn't stand. Do you season your meat? Most people put a bunch of seasonings on their meat to make it taste more like vegetables. If that's not cheating idk what is. "Natural" doesn't necessarily mean healthy as I argumented before. Although I do believe that cooking various plants including grains is natural.

There is definitely much truth to that. But it is still possible that the adoption for diet A accidentally allowed diet B as well. Besides that humans survived with many different eating habits around the globe, some meat focused and some with very little meat. And if there is one thing that accelerated our evolution and brain growth the most it's the ability to heat things up. This paleo raw eating philosophy is completely BS. Our natural diet is a cooking diet. Anything with lots of calories tastes good pretty much universally. You can find deer enjoying stake. Do you think that is natural? Or you can find Tigers munching on watermelon. Do you think that is natural? Also do you think candy and fried food is healthy because it tastes good? I think it's our oversupply of food that makes us delusional to the point where we confuse somewhat boring natural taste with toxicity. In Stone Age you would probably be very happy to munch on some roots and seeds.

It's the argument that paleo people use to argument for their diet. They say it's what we did in the past and therefore we should (or it's "good") if we do it now. It could be however that an "unnatural" diet is actually way healthier. That's why I said "Just because you did something in the past doesn't mean you should do it in the future." We have to actually look what's best for us now and that doesn't have to be the same as what we had to do in Stone Age to survive. Oh interesting didn't know that about fruits and stuff. Although with the honey, the honey that the tribe hunter-gatherer eat is more bee than honey actually. Yeah easy catchphrases like natural diet are way more moving than rational argumentations. Our rational mind seems to be easily overruled by more primitive parts of our brain. I guess you wanted to put this understanding to the show. idc honestly I just got triggered by the title lol.

In mid school I got bullied, in high school to university I was kinda depressed and didn't do much with friends. I definitely went through a lot of adolescence but not when it comes to the social part. In terms of relationship I don't know what age to look for. I am 23. Something in me drives me towards 16 to 18 year old girls because there are parts in me that are stuck in that age but I probably wouldn't like to stay with these people because other parts of myself are very matured. On the other hand I like people that are around the same age as me but I feel like they could already be so matured in some of the social ways that I don't find the chance to integrate these parts of myself around them. I am in a strange situation right now where I ave a lot of options which is why I am asking.

20 -30 plus a lot of microdosing

HAHA Yeah I see. I think it's the young horny teen in me with unmet sexual needs that still desires some 16/17 y.o. pussy. But when I reflect further I pretty much only want people below 20 y.o. for sex and excitement and not anything deep. I am always happy to see people far older than me acting like children. For some reason it doesn't click for me like I think live is over for people at a certain age even though I am constantly getting corrected on this.

Just because you did something in the past doesn't mean you should do it in the future. Lol how are bred fruits, regular large amounts of honey, dairy, leafy vegetables yes but low fiber natural? I don't say it's wrong to eat that but it doesn't really fit into a primal diet imo. If you want to be really primal I would integrate roots, high-fiber leafy vegetables and fruits, insects.. Keto people eat little fruit and carbs in general to stay in ketosis. Do you have a scientific answer why a "meat heavy paleo diet" is good? Because how you would apply it it wouldn't bring you in ketosis and so I wonder where the big difference in how you feel comes from..?

What is better about carnivore than keto?

Obviously muscles help a ton. It's what I did when I got bullied. But martial arts like wrestling or boxing would tackle that problem more effectively.

@Enlightement @trenton thanks for the tips Yeah it's just really hard for me to trust somebody that they won't hurt my feelings. The girl was really into me and I would have talked to the girl about it but I had immense fear that she would tell other people about what I wanted to tell her privately because that kinda happened before or that if I fell for her in a relationship that she would be abusive and that I wouldn't have the strength to get out of there. And so I stopped the feelings I had for her. I hurt myself so much with this (and her as well of course because she didn't know what was going on which hurt me as well because it hurts me to hurt her). Another girl had interest in me recently. She basically threw herself at me for me to take her. But I couldn't do it. The thought of deeply connecting with someone makes me want to throw up. I don't know how to recover from this.

I lied about my feelings for a person for a long time. I felt strong love but repressed it. What does this do to you? How does it damage the relationship towards that person? It might have caused some strong anxiety attacks and depression in me.