michaelcycle00

What difference would that make though?

What difference does it make when in the end there's only one mind/thing? If you experienced the POV of every person on the planet at the same time it would still be just one POV... the illusion would fall off. The ego is not real so there's nobody to begin with. Just impersonal reality.

I don't know, it's retarded. I really wanna believe it's just a matter of God having no choice on the matter. Since it doesn't think or even have control over itself according to some people who've had awakenings then things just happen on their own, in our case it's the creation of this Universe. Next experience we may have it a lot worse, I have a ton of problems but at least I'm not starving, no one is trying to skin me alive in front of my family, or cut my genitals and make me eat them. And it's about the only thing I can hold on to. Because while my life is absolute pathetic garbage, I'm well aware it could be a lot worse.

Talk about Plagiarism... Don't forget @Razard86 is a fucking Jedi Knight. And next time you see him, he's going to be slitting throats.

His beloved girlfriend broke up with him.

Amen. Infinite fucking everything and this is the shit it comes up with @Holykael idk that sounds like a dystopian nightmare to me. I would prefer a base reality similar to this one but way more abundant and a lot less industrialized with the potential to make the most out of Infinity (so basically making the things you speak of a possibility while still having a base reality that’s not all unicorns and dragons). @Jowblob so we’re fucked forever then? God is just gonna torture its finite selves every time till they either die or wake up? That’s existence?

Yeah I hope he’s alright. He did say he was homeless and didn’t need a house or a job because God and others were gonna take care of him at all times. Hopefully he didn’t run into a serious issue.

Makes sense but the problem with these explanations is that they're all based on logic, which is a limitation. Existence isn't bound by logic. So we could be entirely wrong on everything.

I'm sure you're right but I'm also sure based on experience that in practice it is much harder to choose all the good things "NOW". Or you do for a minute but they creep back up. I think you'd really have to be able to isolate yourself for a few months somewhere peaceful and meditate on all those good things to make a lasting impression and really rewire yourself. So in the end it is a process that takes time and also not everyone can afford to do what I just suggested for a variety of reasons. You can't really just "choose to be well NOW" when your boss is being an unrelenting piece of crap, people are cutting you off in traffic, your family is giving you shit for not being who they wanted you to be, your kids demand that you have more time for them, etc. Choosing your thoughts won't change this. Imagine you're being all fruity and dandy in the middle of a confrontation, the guy pulls out a gun and ends you. Now your kids don't have anyone to take care of them (not to mention the trauma they'll carry for the rest of their lives) because you decided "it's all pure power and light now". We need to be way more critical in this community.

What a poet you are. Sure, there's no evidence that there will be a future but you're forgetting the other side of the coin where there's no evidence that there won't be either... so you're just being biased. So the equation is actually really easy to solve. There's no evidence there will be a future and no evidence that there won't be, AND YET, we are here. And we know time doesn't exist, and we know there's only one will, and that will is Infinity. So the answer is we're abso-fucking-lutely gonna be here for years to come until our bodies stop responding. You're thinking God is gonna pull the plug in the middle of the story which is no less than ludicrous lmfao. It doesn't think linearly, matter of fact I'm considerably sure it doesn't even think. You're anthropomorphizing existence/infinity like it's suddenly gonna go "Oh shit, maybe I don't wanna play this game anymore" but it's already infinite steps ahead like it has always been so there's no room for mistakes of that kind, and there's no linear time to go through to even have that as a possibility. The beginning and the end happen at the same time. If God had the kind of bias you're thinking of the Universe would've already disappeared since every good and bad thing and everything in between has "already happened". One of the few things humans have gotten right is "No matter what happens today, the sun will rise again tomorrow".

When you are able to confidently shove pure 5-MeO up your rectum and not back down at the obstruction of fecal matter… that’s when you know you truly love yourself

Absolutely. If I was told I was gonna suddenly die a week from now without any negative side effects or deteriorating health, quickly and painlessly, I’d be incredibly ecstatic. No joke. Warms my heart and gives me peace just to think about that as a possibility. But sadly there’s no such thing.

You’re just rambling, but who cares why God allows evil? Not gonna change it anyway. It’s here, it’s now, and we’re fucked. End.

Similar thing happens to me. Main reason I wanna be super strong and athletic is so that I can be very violent... I constantly find myself in the middle of conflicts because people are retarded and give you shit for the slightest of things and I'm not gonna bend over to make them feel comfortable because it's not like they would ever do the same for me. But at the same time, I'm not big or physically strong so I have to be careful. Case in point, if they knew I could rip their faces and tear their limbs off like a chimpanzee they would keep quiet and I could finally have the peace I deserve.

@Breakingthewall yeah that's the plan, I'm saving up to be able to afford Psychs but these 3rd-world wages aren't cutting it too well as you can imagine. Meditation is not really a possibility for me right now so I'm just gonna keep on winging it as much as I can.

Don't mind him he's just a shitposter... and not a very good one.

What options do I have?

Been telling you cats all along, things are exactly how they seem and you can fool yourself all you want with "Enlightenment" and whatnot but it won't change a lick.

@UnlovingGod I don’t know how your life was and I don’t think it’s a competition nor do I overvalue my understanding, in fact I was waiting for you to explain where I lack understanding of my situation but you didn’t do that. Now you make a diagnosis off a few texts and say I have psychosis because I seem arrogant and mask it with an “I care” to try to discredit what I said and pretend you’re the bigger man when you just wanna win the argument. Lol, let’s just leave it here. @Yimpa the guy farming posts through silly and useless replies is gonna talk about maturity…

More like be specific so we don’t have to guess. What is there to understand about my situation other than the obvious? Seriously, tell me. My parents are literally abusers. What, do you want me to just forgive them and be alright with what they’ve done and still do to me so I can learn some supposed Godly lesson? Do you let others take advantage of you? I’m not filled with self-hatred because of a lack of understanding, it’s more like I understand it all too well for my own good. And if anything, what I truly hate is the world and not myself, so you’re wrong there as well. Also please don’t come at me with that petty “n-word is offensive” bs, they literally say it themselves all the time. They just turn it into an ego trip to police who can and cannot say it to try to justify violent actions. That’s all it is so let’s not perpetuate this stupidity in a spiritual forum where these low consciousness people and their views have no business in. I mean just take a look at your hypocrisy, you defend the usage of a word saying it dominates someone’s entire life but yet you’ll tell me I lack the understanding of how my father hitting me, forcing me and humiliating me and my mother insulting me my entire life was somehow out of love and for the better. Give me a break…

Have you lost all faith? I kinda have, I keep noticing the futility of everything. Makes no difference whether you're well or not, whether you're a good person or a bad person, etc. Like you, I'm ready for the worst because I don't have the will or the strength to expect or even just enjoy the best. And like every other situation, that is meaningless too.

Swear some of you niggas are way too damn privileged it just gives me the ick, and believe me when I tell you I'm not one to constantly berate others about their "privilege" but my goodness, who are you telling this to? My parents were and are narcissistic asf to this day... and I'm willing to bet a lot of people in this forum also didn't have great families because if they had great lives I don't think they'd be on this forum in the first place.

We don't know that for sure. As sadistic and miserable this creation is you can still notice how perfect it is in its own shittiness. Think about the level of intelligence needed to create a Universe, a human, a planet, etc. It'd be kinda far-fetched to think other creations are then gonna be just completely retarded. Even if possible, I think it doesn't just actualize any conceivable thing because there's no point.

Just drop it.