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Day 12 Now I recognized that the reason for no progress is that I have been too exhausted and my whole body has been very stiff. To be honest I don't even understand the reason, but maybe couple of days break could do good, but I just wouldn't want to take break when I just started. Maybe I could learn some hand moves or something for future days. Time danced: 6,5 hours

@Prakhar Exactly! Dating and socialization overall show you the things that you can work with spirituality. I wouldn't call spirituality as different thing from "normal" life and what spirituality just means is to do things that make you on average to have more happiness. At least starting meditating asap helps with everything regardless if it is "spiritual" or not. Most spiritual thing is to see divitiny in mundane.

@WokeBloke Don't you understand that both of our perspectives exist, but not in the same time so it is like first night dreaming as bear talking to rabbit and everything around you is illusion and no one else is conscious, but second night dreaming as rabbit talking to bear and everything is illusion again and you are the only one conscious. Trap is to believe that both of these dreams happen simultaneously same night. Hope that this helps you.

@WokeBloke As I told you in discord call I am fake from your point of view and you are fake from my point of view, because actually we don't exist at the same time. It's replay again and again from different "perspectives". So when I am there where you are NOW then in that moment everything is "your" imagination and therefore "others" don't have their own perspective. Also could you finally answer to me why you suddenly started ignoring me. Because I would like to know if I said something wrong, because you left the discord call during my speech. And if you did it, because of your stress then I understand, but if that is the case then as you - as I am actually - I would stop asking these questions, because they lead to the same conclusion I told you before. How long it takes, to that I can't answer : )

@machiavelli I agree that it is little bit sad that Leo suddenly changed his whole youtube channel first to lower spiral dynamics teachings and having this break for couple of months NOW. Thing just is that actually I have been watching Leo's and Frank Yang's content as an entertainment and NOW both are taking break at least for a while. Still what I want to you to understand is that actually all your answers can be found from present moment which we also call as HERE and NOW. Tell me what are the things that you try to attain from the course or from Leo overall and maybe I can help you to reach those goals without Leo's teaching and that way your happiness increases and addiction to Leo or to other spiritual gurus falls away :) -joNi-

@Barbara My strenght in spirituality and life is that I found happiness from action and I don't need anything else, but just to do that which I am doing at the very moment. Based on what I said I suggest just basic mindfulness around the day and trying to close the gap between meditation and outside of meditation (mindfulness). What is the point of doing anything if that which you do does not increase your overall happiness (acceptance).

@Antor8188 To all these kind of questions I would suggest the one who asks to try it for themself and see does it work. Why would you believe that which someone else tells you? Also even if it does or not work for the one who answers then maybe it is different case for you. Anyway if you decide to try it then believe to that which you say and don't just repeat it like mantra without thinking about it.

Day 11 NOW it seems like I am not doing progress, but that may be mental thing. Last 2 dancing hours have felt like the same without too much difference. I mean of course someone could say that at least I am solid. But as I know progress is not linear ever. It would feel better maybe to train once or twice with professional dancer. Maybe it is soon time just to record my dancing and see the things that need fine adjusting. The most important thing is that I having fun while dancing! : ) Time danced: 6 hours

@PepperBlossoms You need to love self-expression, truth and yourself so much that you can't, but speak up. One way is to attain stupidly high amount of knowledge about one subject and then explain that to others and have conversation about that one. When you know you are right and when the topic is important enough then even the most introverted shy guy will open up to speak : )

@Yali We need to make distinction between physically destroying body and experiencing spiritual insight of no-self which means to lose sense of self aka ego, I, perceiver and doer. No one teaches you to kill your physical body and that is not spiritual practise, but plain stupidity and misunderstanding of the teach.

@JosephKnecht Exactly! Thing is that most people think that loving the thing that is benefical to them is the best love, but actually in relative sense you need more effort to love the thing that is harmful for you and therefore you need stronger love to accomplish that. Best life advice is to love present moment as it is and that way you live always in "heaven" instead of suffering in "hell". People just need to understand that heaven and hell aren't just locations somewhere else, but actually the place you live in right NOW. You decide how you want to describe your own golden home : )

@itachi uchiha If you say that this present moment is real and when you are "sleeping" at night and that dream is unreal. What if you just thought that the dream is real one? I am just pointing that you decide for yourself where you "believe" and where not. What is "TRUTH" is that which remains after all thoughts and beliefs have been taken away. There is always battle between good and good. Bad is only the other good that you see as bad, because it is harmful for you, but if you would ask the other good one (s)he would see her/himself as good also and see you as bad. You love your own things so much that you defend them till the point that in other perspective they need to defend themselfes from you. Good example of that is war. You love your own nation that much that you want to make it stronger, bigger, wealthier, healthier etc. so much that it causes problems to another country that is trying to do that exact same thing from their point of perspective. War is just 2 or more countries defending themselfes from each others. Problem is that they don't see that optimal solution would be to collaborate.

@itachi uchiha I don't even understand how this question relates to the main topic, but why would I deny or believe to "god". Just watch present moment and find it from HERE and NOW. Definition of word believe is to claim something true or untrue without knowing. Also what means true is another conversation which outcome is to understand that, that is true which you decide it to be.

@itachi uchiha Its not only about looking from non-dual perspective, but just pointing that maybe that which is said in that video and what you seem to share on this forum may be just only thoughts and more thoughts. What if they just made ad without thinking too much about these little parts and then watcher sees it as evil, but actually they didn't even think about it. For example the part where kids were "hypnotized" watching these snakes and other animals may just be idea to show how good that metaverse is, because you can't stop thinking about it.

@itachi uchiha @vizual My question is that why people all the time try to twist, generate and combine meanings, because what if there was none, without your mind first imagining them. Of course you can NOW come in conclusion that I am the evil itself, because I try to cover these things. My suggestion is that maybe you should focus more building your life, normal spiritual work and enjoying the life. Top of that - like Leo has made video about evil - evil doesn't exist, but only in our minds. That which is harmful for our survival, thoughts and values is seen as devil. Without your mind first coming to all possible conclusions you could be very calm and knowing that everything is absolutely perfection and good.

Day 9 & 10 I learned that I need to point my shoulder same direction where I am dancing with my feet. That gives dance more style and energy. I tried also implement my hips little bit more to my dance. Also I have tried to eat more and that have helped with my energy levels. My feet are constantly little bit sore so maybe I could go to sauna and that could recover them faster. Nothing too speacial these days. Time danced: 5,5 hours Dance moves learned: I won't count anymore, because there are so many own moves so I can't keep a record of them.

Add on to my answer is that it does not matter what teacher courses you take, because everything is still about your own knowledge of the thing. So personal experience is the key word here. If you want to be teacher for big audience or even just 1 on 1, you need great voice so you have good authority. As I said taking action is the most important thing and therefore you could just NOW start practising confidence and clear commucation. Clear communication comes when you know exactly the topic you are going to teach. To that you need to explain the thing couple of times to other people so you see what are the common misunderstandings and responses. Also top of that you should order the mind illuminated book, because it may have new insights to you. Still I say that just explore that field for yourself so well that you can guide others on the way by ease. Guide with map in his/her mind is always greater than guide with a map.

@Matt23 What spiritual background you have? What practises have you done and how much? What is exactly the thing that you want out of meditation teacher training courses? And NOW when I read the thing again I got thougth that did you mean meditation course for you or course to become meditation teacher.

Day 8 This day was the most intense till NOW. Learned different t-step variations and got insight that you should always focus on the foot that is doing pivoting and having your weight completely top of it. I am really thinking that I need better stamina, but I trust in the process and I think that the required stamina will develop in time. Because I am already doing 30min dancing + maybe another 15 - 30 min that I don't even calculate to practise new moves so I think that adding running could be overkill, but who knows . With this speed I need just more fuel into to engine (eat more calories), because that what I am eating is still not enough. Also changing some juices into water could help to have more refreshed body. My body weight atm is about 59 kg and I am like 175 cm tall so I could maybe have little bit more mass on me. Time danced: 4 hours Dance moves learned: 24

@WokeBloke Point is not to convince I that there is no I. Point is to change the movie that is playing - there where movie includes this text - to play it so that it is not presenting "I" anymore in any way. And the point of that is just to see that "I" is something that is not needed in order that movie to be. Sorry, but can't say it any simpler still having this exact message in it unchangeable. ps. check DM

You guys are just hilarious ;D It's fun that self-defence mechanisms are so strong that even when "I" is not possible to be found it is still believed to be somewhere. What word glass mug means is something which is not located when it is broken. You wouldn't call the glass pieces as glass mug, because that thing does not exist anymore as it was. Same way when "I" is not here like it is defined then it simply is not here. Get over it

Day 7 Now I have been learning dancing for a week only and I feel very confident dancing so I am just waiting what will happen in month or 3 months for example. I am thinking about adding jumpstyle moves to my dancing so it gets more interesting and airy. Would be nice to see my own dancing from some mirror or from recording so I could fix "problems" and have cleaner dancing. Time danced: 3,5 hours Dance moves learned: 21

@Matt23 You could try yoga if there is place close to you, because there they teach you to let go (That also helps your physical well being). Most important thing is to go somewhere, if you want and during that time you can search for new places. Thing is not to find the best place first, but get you to take action. Otherwise you would just wait till your dream life comes to you and that will never happen. 10 day vipassana retreats are pretty powerful, but I haven't personally been there. There is link to search vipassana retreats close to you. If you just have time to spend 10 days I would recommend this a lot. In vipassana retreats you are completely in silence so you are not allowed to talk with anyone here and that helps you to just focus on meditation alone. This retreat can be so powerful that you could get dark night of the soul after it.

@John Paul Actually I have made full essay about how this forum should work. And anothter one about building dictionary and having limit of threads we can open.

@Spence94 Thing is that you get things when you don't actually need them and that time they are even incredible more enjoyable. If you need another one when in relationship you will lose her/him, because of your neediness. They will start to find new partners, because you are constantly jealous and they lose interest in you. After that you will be thinking that yeah I was right about that (s)he will cheat on me. They cheated on you, because you thought that they will cheat on you and that is called manifestation, bro : ) So actually what you are doing right NOW is right thing to do, because you need first to notice all your needs and self biases and then work these things and when you actually don't need the partner, that is the point you will have the best partner that you could have ever imagined. Try to find happiness within you and not outside of you, because when your happiness comes from the outside you will "need" these things and that causes you suffering when they are not here. -joNi-