Gesundheit2

Environment is input.

Ummm, lol? Source?

So many things you helped me with, hard to remember them all, but most of them had to do mostly with my feminine side, shadow, and subconscious mind. Here are some: Nihilism and lack of meaning. Integration of my past spiritual experiences. Self-hatred projected both inwards and outwards. Cynicism, lack of positive outlook on life and people, and lack of compassion. Being overly critical of everything and everyone, including myself. Self-image issues, and what people might think of me. Needing to be right and to defend myself and image. Being stuck in perceiving persons rather than patterns of intelligence. Emotional stability. Co-dependency and attachment. The whole soul-mates concept and how humans romanticize romance haha. And let's not forget about my sister who's completely functional now, meds-free, and even better than before. In fact I have another appointment today (she's a dentist). Now we all joke about that period and she makes fun of herself too. We refer to it "the lettuce phase" as a metaphor for being lost inside the grooves of a lettuce, like a labyrinth or something haha! Though, I wouldn't say it's the words that you write create the effects by themselves alone, but in trying to understand you it's more like the words become a portal to your inner truth and a medium to a higher wisdom, same with the images and music. I try ? I actually borrow some of your style because I like how expressive and smooth it is. Thank you, you're as unique and more ?

Not exactly my point, though. You know how spirituality is not very mainstream? Well, we're likely in a similar position from a spiritual perspective.

Facts: Leo provides so much value and information, plus his own experiences FOR FREE. Leo spends a great deal of time answering technical questions for seekers who would otherwise probably get ridiculed, pay tons of money to get a chance to speak with a guru, or worse, not have anyone to even take their questions seriously to begin with, let alone answer and provide an environment for discussion FOR FREE. And all of this happens on a forum that Leo made available and maintains for everyone, again, FOR FREE. Leo teaches you to think for yourself and gives warnings all the time. Leo teaches you how self-deception works and admits that he may be deceived and that you should not trust him. Leo deals with nonsensical and unnecessary criticism all the time. Leo helps thousands of already damaged/suicidal people, again, FOR FREE. But when one of those does something they would otherwise have done so much earlier, Leo gets the blame. Conclusion: Yeah, definitely seems like a cult.

Overconfidence is a defense mechanism that overshadows the doubts and confusions that people have. Whenever you see an overly confident comment without substance, always assume doubt and confusion deep down.

Well, maybe it is. It's not like there's a rule written somewhere in the universe that says spirituality is the ultimate truth. And even if there was, I would still doubt it.

@Loba (Posting here, cuz thread got locked). I honestly don't think I could have ever recovered without your writings. Most of the content out there is in one direction, your contents is in another, and it stands out. It gives me the balance I'm looking for. At a surface level, one might think that you don't have a lot to offer, because you don't often flaunt much logical understanding that most people cater to and consume. But in reality, you do understand logic, better than most as I see it, and at the same time you see and understand patterns/non-logic, which is something not everyone is capable of. Actually, I don't know any people who are capable of the latter, let alone both together. The value I get from reading you is non-linear, so it's not like "Oh, yeah. That makes sense." It's more like "This doesn't make much sense logically at least for now, but maybe it will someday or in some other way." And so with time, it actually does. The alchemical transformation you talk about is legit, it has been since the early days of your older journal. Your writings showcase that in themselves and in others who read them (my experience at least), with time and patience and open-mindedness. You are a great writer, because you are genuine, honest, and have a great mind-heart-body integration. Thank you, honestly. Keep on doing what you love, even if the world is not ready for it yet, as long as it resonates with you. You're a goldmine. And if anyone is lucky enough, they will stumble on your journals and maybe they'll learn something if they are ready.

Hello!

It is quite obvious that there are many spiritual dogmas that go unquestioned and even defended dogmatically. Congrats for breaking that barrier.

Not possible. The best thing to do is to live with minimal ego. And there's no end to how small the ego can get (pun intended). Think of 1% ego and 0.000001% ego and 0.0000000001% ego, and so on.

@Carl-Richard I'm really glad I'm not a mod. What you're dealing with here in this particular case is: A person with personality disorders, victim's mentality, and mental illness(es). A person with personality disorders and poor boundaries. A person with complex PTSDs and mood disorders. I don't know how you could resolve such conflicts, so again I'm glad that I'm not a mod. The other conflicts that happened last week are similar. These things should not happen typically, but apparently when people get to know each other here, they develop some sort of emotional connection and expectations from each other. But since they're all unstable, this becomes problematic very quickly. I know this because I have been caught up in this dynamic before, because I used to have some similar problems. People come here with a lot of emotional baggage, so it's hard to manage them all without them clashing with each other and/or lashing out at you. Obviously, none of them is bad. And actually, from my interactions with them, they're all good people with gentle hearts. They don't realize what they're doing at the time, but after some time it becomes clear and they try to make up for it. This has actually happened to me last year when one person attacked me publicly then apologized in private. It happened recently too, but with another person that doesn't have anything to do with this. Many people are going through hard times, I'm sure some mods even experience this (maybe this is one of those hard times haha). Life may be hard, yes. But one thing for sure is that it doesn't ever stop for our problems and disagreements whether small or big and whether few or many, nor does it stop us from growing. I am sure that someday we will all look back at this thread and laugh with a pure heart filled with awe and nostalgia for the people that we'd wish we'd never hurt in any way.

Blocked users don't disappear completely. Their comments are hidden but there's an option to show each one individually.

Bye.

Yeah, it's tough. Don't listen to those critiques, you can't please everyone. There's this saying: "The judge between kids hanged himself."

Stop attacking me ??? Leave me alone ??‍❤️‍??

Blocking does not prevent people from talking about you. It will only make it less likely for you to read it when it happens.

Oh, my God! I'm having my worst fear realized. My mom thinks that I'm a hippy. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

@Zeroguy Breaking news: Masculinity crisis! A guy gets trolled by a girl, complains about her to another girl. What's next? Preety coerces Benton into implied consent and rapes him telepathically?! LMAO!

-- Joseph Maynor

Well, then. I would suggest looking at the conversation from a broader perspective. Let's say that "genetics" is literally being used as a blanket term for things that we cannot control. How would you make use of that? For me, I would conclude that some people are simply not destined to be enlightened. So then they should stop chasing after God and maybe focus their attention and efforts on things that they're more likely to get. So it ties perfectly with purpose. To me, genetics basically mean: "Look, you're designed to do this, but not that. Know your purpose, and don't waste your time chasing ghosts."

I disagree wholeheartedly. Personally, I couldn't care less about "my personal enlightenment" anymore. I'm just sharing my thoughts for the sake of it. And obviously, data is important, but its absence should not stop us from having this conversation. Maybe someone will find it helpful. Maybe upon reading this convo, someone will decide that their genes are not good enough for enlightenment and then give up the search. Who knows?! Plus, genetics is broader than enlightenment. So whatever applies to it generally should logically apply to enlightenment.