Zeroguy

Maybe you are deluded but it's hard for you to realize it. You surrounded yourself with ego manics , narcissists, mentally ill people etc. Try for 28 days to not listen (and talk about) spiritual content and just do normal human things. Bye bye forum welcome freedom.

Bring strawberries, champagne and ice cream.

I still would wish to be epistemic pervert then to accept "the truth" people were (just 🦜ing Leo) trying to push on me.

See even if it's that you picked just one line you are still using it.

0 % I don't believe I am God. Just random human , thinking and doing human things. I don't need ego bust of Godhood to have self confidence or be effective in this world.

Woken up at 6:00 am. Took a shower, brushed my teeth and made coffee for me and my father. Went to mental hospital to take some documents and reports I need to claim disability. Went to grocery shop. Cleaned bathroom. Made lunch. Talked with J. over the phone.

Started collecting documents for getting disability payments. Right now I am in mental hospital to get some papers needed.

@Someone here Thanks. I understand this place a bit better. So do you believe in solipsism, that you are God? What is your own perspective on things. What is your truth?

I agree . Well put.

Thanks man.

Problem with this path is that anyone can came up with delusional ideas and call them "Truth" or "insights". Look at Razard he now believes Reality is sick mind and that he can talk with God. Clearly stage of schizophrenia but ok. Hard core spirituality comes from people who use psychedelics and allowing insights they get when they are not sober to shape your thinking.

My English is not great but I will improve it . Take care man.

I think it's just a brain state humans are capable of having. Problem with awakening is that it fills your mind with delusions. Don't get me wrong awakening is best experience I had in life yeah it is God/Infinite Love.

Current goal is to get on disability since I suffer from schizoaffective disorder. I've been with my GP to see what of documentation do I need. Haven't called J. these last two days I will call her tomorrow to set up a date.

Nice you transcended all of this too. Chop the wood carry the water.

Yeah it was full awakening but I had no sense of self during it. But now I think I became delusional and psychotic now that I know much about psychology. Wishing you well man.

You should visit psychiatrist.

I transcended all including solipsism and now I am returning to the village. Chop the wood, carry the water.Life from this perspective seems basic and I feel that I completed it. What I am interested now is just survival game and when I got bored with it I will return to spirituality.

Yeah, true.

Please mods give James some points.

What changed in your life after realizing you are God. I personally don't believe I am God. I also don't believe in solipsism and I believe others have experience of their own. Leo may try brainwashing me but he will not succed in it.

Hey @Inliytened1 I was busy with life.

I think James deserves some points.

Sure man keep convincing yourself.

Leo you told us that you will have transformation caught on camera. What happened to your promise?