Stoica Doru

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  1. @Sashaj There is no one watching. Personification is of the ego, of the mind. What is watching is what's surrounding you - Infinite Counciousness. Once you grasp this, enlightenment happens, but not to you, reality just wakes itself up in its own movie. And that's what we might call a strange loop.
  2. @CreamCat Leo Gura does not exist. It's an idea. Enlightenment does not exist either. It's an idea trying to describe wholeness.
  3. @SoonHei There are varying degrees to enlightenment. She's a guru, so judging by this fact you could argue she's enlightened. Aa a matter of fact, we are all. The degree to which we are aware of enlightenment is the key.
  4. Ego backlash is represented by a relapse from our disciplined rutine and a return to some old dysfunctional behavioral patterns. I had one of these backlashes during these last days and once it was over I found out that a part of myself was trying to mentain its homeostasis, due to some heavy integration I've done recently and because of the fact that I was forced to break a very important friendship to me, which was more stopping my expansion rather than increasing it. It said that parts of us, not long before they're integrated into our counciousness, fight back heroically, knowing that their mark will disappear soon enough due to the development and autocontrol we're acquiring. Basically, what we're calling an ego backlash it's a part's of us last stand in the front of the unknown we're plunging into. The actions it later makes you take are a way of reminding you that you could live the old way, but it also knows that these intentions are futile, as we are evolving way beyond addictions. So feel proud if you've fallen into the darkness, because that's where you'll integrate most of your shadow, not in the comfortable non-dual equilibrium. Just love yourself and your loose ends and you'll see that this process will only make you the God on Earth you've been sent here to be.
  5. @Charlotte You've built a spiritual ego who thinks it must conquer or own something of his own. Observe the one who's frustrated and you'll intuitively know what's the cause of your agitation regarding your progress, sooner or later.
  6. Here's what I've downloaded from higher counciousness. All that reality is is God hallucinating its own experiences, through what He feels and what he thinks. Taking in consideration the infinite, ubiquos and allexpanding nature of God, nothing exists without belonging to Him, whether we talk about perspectives or events, regardless of their nature. The one who wrote this text is God, and the one who is reading it is also God, inevitably. This forgetting and separation of His into form in entities called humans has the only purpose of knowing Himself in His greatness. If there'll only be one single perspective, that'll mean a lack of imagination from His part, so He'll challenge Himself by extending into multiple beings, forgetting who He really is just for the sake of the game, often times choosing to forget that is a game of counciousness, of Source. So, we're playing on a theater scene marvelously edited, whose purpose is the limiting of God, because, if you are omnipotent, sure you'll have the courage to come down to other fascinating worlds, like planet Earth, for example, to see how splendid, shocking and intriguing you can be. There was never free will. Just be aware as much as possible wherever you are and whatever you're doing. You're watching aside from all your movements and thoughts. All we can do is observe and learn for the greater expansion of The Universe. God knows already what is doing through Us, God being literally You. Everything is predetermined and orchestrated by a Higher Force, we're just marionettes. All is One. There was never a begging and there will never be no end. All that exists is The Moment, the magic of the world we're living in and getting lost in most of the time and the events that show the diversity of the only living existing entity - Creation itself. That's who we really are - magic in form.
  7. As you all should've known by now, the increasing in counciousness makes you more loving, emphatic and sensibile to your detrimental behaviours. You can't keep doing the things you used to do, namely addictions and subtle addictions which are uncouncious, because you are more councious now. An aspect we all agree upon. But there's something more subtle that happens if you slip from your new councious patterns and fall into uncounciousness again - guilt arises. Guilt it's a subtle mechanism, which triggering could be artificially imposed by society, agreed, but it's a great firewall, coming to think of it. I mean, regardless of culture or certain backgrounds, we all fell certain emotions or feelings that are backed up by thoughts and actions, like helping a child who is crying or feeling a certain disgust to the negative outcomes of the world. I'm not saying we should embrace judgementalism, but human beings, their essence, their soul, their core, have something more profound that what meets the eye, and claiming that Good and Evil are relative it's only a partial truth, false in the absolute, but, from our given spiritual mechanics as humans, they're not just ideas, but tremendous gifts given to us by Source, God, The Universe, you name it, to celebrate our uniqueness. Being truly spiritual is about accepting and integrating your humanity and its instinctual patterns, not avoiding your latent nature, or conceptualizing it in ideas in order to deny other domains that require analysis and contemplation. The next time you fell ashamed by certain things you do and totally drawn to honorable actions, just introspect who's the one that has those inclinations. You'll say that the ego has them. Indeed. The Ego it's your humanity, your other part - a part of God who's acting childish (depending on its development). And until you would've not integrated it fully, true spirituality will be an unreachable point.
  8. @Leo Gura Human beings are not robots, however. You people tend to greatly dismiss your humanity, with all the nothingness experiences that lately, paradoxically, transform into a philosophy by themselves. I once heard you in one of your videos saying that we should aim in becoming decent human beings. Humanity, along with its faculties, it's an inevitable fact of our existence in this body. No matter how much you're trying to spiritual bypass, formulating excuses and arguments that move you into other places of yourself (nothingness), while denying other vital parts that require healing (the ego, the human perspective), fragmentation will inevitably appear. Along with it, comes the ego backlash, which happens not because of spiritual progress per say, but because other parts of ourselves require our attention, parts that can't be dismissed by spiritual dogma. We fell goosebumps, huge amounts of admiration and feelings in our heart chakra vibrating through our whole being at the sight of heroes and people who fight and persevere against all odds, trying to change the world for the better, not because we're some delusional robots with a programing called morality, whatever you want to call it, but because we're a part of God itself, but people around here tend to have only awakened the mind, while neglecting the heart, and the retoric is that there's something more divine than something or that living purposefully is stupidly or egoic, which is a huge shame and a common problem I see in spirituality. I'm not pointing fingers. No person can be entrenched in a single philosophy, but that's how I see things happening for the most part. Spirituality, at its most potent and expanding version, should be about having the good will to take care of your specie, all people, "good" and "bad" as a whole, like Jesus used to preach. It shouldn't be something you do in the dark far away from others who are in need of your light. We are more important than we think in awakening others and sharing the experiences a human being can achieve. A fully integrated God would care about its other parts (people) as it they were himself. That is what we should aim for. People now will reply to me that that's just ego and I should just sit in a cave, because having an ego it's some kind of a danger or that I'm in a trap. I hope this dogmatic ilussion will end soon. The lives of Gandhi, Jesus and many others show that a fully integrated ego and spirit cares about its world. The isolated spiritual ego isn't considered being one, for example, well, because loneliness and living by yourself seems cool for some reason. Having certain mystical experiences of my own and experiencing Oneness more and more often, I can say that being God is the ultimate thing. But being human is even more brilliant than that. Just think about it - you try to convince Yourself (others) about your existence and the rules and feelings yourself created in this ilussion while typing on a phone which is still You. Creation it's the most brilliant and captivating joke that exists, because there's nothing else that it doesn't contains.
  9. Morality is egoless - that's why enlightened and fully developed begins are full with compassion and benevolence, while stil being out of their separate self. Reality is loving. I hope you'll reach and embody a potent level of enlightenment to see that. Everything it's God, and its taste it's pure love and expansion - nothing else. We are built with moral conducts. Just take a look at the babies who cry at the sensing of conflict or feel other's pain as their own, wanting to help or stop other's hurting. Regardless of race and other distinctions, they still love and befriend each other. Mortality can suffer mutations, that's for sure. But human beings have something unique and the basic mechanic of our species is cooperation, not survival of the fittest. This is the mentality that brought us on and on to war and to all the stupid segregations we see happening now and throughout history. God is expanding and all loving. That's its core intention. Mutation may arise, but the essence remains, maybe latent, maybe very obvious, it matters not.
  10. @fireworld Your consciousness will depart from the body and you'll go to the higher plains of existence, to the other dimensions. Call it Heaven, if you want to. However, the laws of those places are known by the initiates for the most part. Death doesn't exist in This Universe. It never existed and it never will. Everything it's an ever-flowing cascade. Perfection Itself diving into infinite aspects in order to experience its beauty - that's the whole game.
  11. I've recently contracted a pretty annoying digestive issue, but I realize that that's just right, because, holistically speaking, everything is. Enlightenment also shows us this thing - that everything is as it should be. When we were children, everything seemed this way, but, as our egos expanded, we started to tagg reality with "good" or "bad", "beneficial" or "detrimental", as we have any clue what serves our higher purpose and through what means and challenges it'll succumb. Nothing is heading the "wrong" way, everything flows by the laws and the mystery of the universe we are invited into. So, stand back, relax, watch the amazing show that is "your" life unravel right in front of you in this mystical and everlasting theater. You're in the first row. It'd be a shame not to.
  12. @Prabhaker You don't get my point. I'm not against change at all, I'm quite all for it. But there's nothing that it should be otherwise that it already is.
  13. @Prabhaker You're judging for a moralistic paradigme, not from an impartial and absolute perspective like I do. Sure, we might call that a bad thing. But traumas can also be uplifting, and by the wrongs the psychos do, we can bust them, so we might see the most evil events as somewhat beneficial. Some causes led to the act of rape and that's perfect (not morally - the act it's horrible), in the sense that everything flows as it should. I'm not advocating for rape or other kinds of assaults, but I hope you get my point as objectively as possible.
  14. You're a fragment of God wandering around mechanically. You do not make choices, Life does it instead. You only get to watch the play in which your character is in, that's all the power you'll get.
  15. Do you guys think that music could potentially open our chakras or interfere with our spiritual journey? If so, do you think it does so in a bad manner, simulating neurosis, or it heals and helps us grow emotionally. After a session of meditation, the following piece of music would make me come alive in a great manner, other than the stillness type manner of meditation.
  16. @Monkey-man I already do. It's just that I'm grateful for these things, not clinging to them or thinking that I own them somehow.
  17. As a twenty year old human being, I can say I've come a long way in my life as far as achievements and blessings go. I'm tall, handsome, more councious each day passing by, I'm going to become a police officer in two years from now and it's cool. Now, I want to know a particular thing, in order to cope with further backlashes during my journey. The question is as follows: Should I just be aware of the madness going on, as my ego is taking full force, applying the awareness alone is curative principle, or should I just take brute force and struggle to defeat the low councious behaviors, assuming that I have free will in the first place and "I" can "do" something. I don't want to eliminate the responsibility of the journey, but I feel like everything is predetermined and destined, and I'll experience what I'll need to be experiencing no matter the action I think I can take in the first place. Every opinion is highly appreciated.
  18. Why not? Good and evil don't exist, so, for the sake of experience, Existence is impartial.
  19. Free will can't and doesn't exist. From an absolute perspective, all the advanced esoteric spiritual teachers basically say the same thing: before we reincarnate, we choose all of our live experiences and circumstances, including our parents and relationships through something called soul contracts. In a higher vibrational dimension, before taking form - that's where we place our cards. After birth, the dices are thrown. The only purpose of this phenomenon is the need for Source to discover Itself, through a huuuuge spectrum of perspectives and opportunities, by dividing itself into an infinite number of holograms and entities that, while in the game, most of them, think that are "other" or "separate". However, the law of attraction is true, but I'm not claiming a paradox here, because the frequency you have at an emotional, mental and spiritual level significantly alters your reality. But what I'm claiming is that those choices aren't yours, they are of the actor you witness yourself in disguise. And even if you say you are making choices, or "he" is, determinism wins, because free will, if it existed, would've made us choose things depending on what happened to us and our psyche, genes and so on (the deterministic factors are many - like unfulfilled wishes or desires). From an relative perspective, yes, it seems like You do something, rather than Life is doing something through you, but it's not true if you zoom out on yourself through meditation and see yourself as a Divine puzzle piece, so to say. Life's one amazing movie that polishes and enhances Itself through the TV show characters we are all. We are the children of the Eternal Imagination. We are Its plan.
  20. We all did this or continue to do so, unfortunately. Integration is key. That's the ultimate word for acceptance.
  21. Meditation it's famous for making things come up to surface and also making the body go crazy at times, due to the Kundalini energy, that is rapidly transforming us holistically. I wish to know if any of you know any health advantages, mainly in the healing/cleansing direction, as I find it awesome that something that can make us escape the illusions of life can also heal us optimally. I'm asking here only in regards to meditation, not to Yoga or any other type of mystical approach. Just the simple act of Being.
  22. You should've seen how I was feeling last night, while sitting in my room, and while outside was raining hard and the thunderstorm was really nasty. I was in a state of being so profound and simplistic, that, from a certain point, I started to enjoy every movement seen outside, like a four year old at the sight of a toy. I really didn't need anything, and this state of unconditional joy grows each day passing by, because I realize deeper and deeper that everything that I'll ever need to be content is The Present, The Moment, and nothing more. It's just miraculos and ridiculously funny how this thing is right under humanity's nose and yet people fail to see it, because of the wrong growth direction and education.
  23. Pisces are known for their romantic and sensitive nature. You're very sweet, thank you! I wish I could get to meet more open-minded girls, they are quite rare.