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Can we dive deep into her work? What do you resonate about her work? What do you really like about her work? What do you disagree about her work? What do you really dislike about her work? In my younger years when I was deep in non-dual teachings, I didn’t resonate with her at all really. She was too focused on relationships. But now as I have grown out of the whole non-duality idealogy and circle, and gotten back in touch with my humanly body and psyche, I find myself resonating deeply with the human needs that I have neglected all my life due to non-dual brainwashing and spiritual bypassing. And in recent times, I find myself really resonating with her work. Leo’s work is top tier, but too head focused. And also, at this point, I find myself being sick of most spiritual teachers. But I find myself enjoying and agreeing with a lot of what Teal teaches, so I am worried of getting blinded and so I’m trying to challenge my thoughts and look for blindspots. And by you sharing your thoughts about her, that’s one way I can do it. I want to especially hear the ladies thoughts because lots of guys here have a masculine shadow. @Emerald @Natasha Tori Maru @Sugarcoat and the rest! But this is not to say that men’s thoughts are not welcome. Not at all! Thank you.

I can understand this, from the perspective of lower consciousness attraction. But at a higher level, I am not looking for a girl to just fall in my frame and follow me blindly. This is not very fulfilling, and it is very empty. Girls follow any asshole scum blindly, as long as they are delusionally over-confident, which they are. I need her to have her own sovereignity. I want our top values to match and for us to be compatible, and that means that she would be more mature and higher conscious. @Natasha Tori Maru is correct here. I don’t think you should step out at all. Frankly, I want to push this conversation. Yes, most men here just need the basics handled and so pickup advices, and getting her to fall in your frame etc. are important - but then there are a few of us here who has lived through the damn sex addiction phase, and actually are looking for something more conscious and fulfilling. Once in a while there is a member bringing this topic up and it gets shot down by the gravity of the forum’s dating maturity level. As an extrovert who thrives around people and crave deep social intimacy, having only unconscious animals around me is truly hell. It would be so much easier to be deep into consciousness work and to be an introvert. I am constantly struggling with the fact that I don’t have conscious and mature people around me, except people in this forum. But it will never be the same.

Welcome to my life brother.

There's a lot you can do to change yourself but core remains a core by definition.

Verbal game is a legit thing.

Todd was good but I dont think the other two were that good, especially the tattoo guy. Vadim's set was rushed, but he was in a hurry tho. Nowadays I don't really bother much with weak numbers. Unless the girl is chasing me more or less, I don't care to close majority of times. Same with sex close. Especially sex. Sex must be a win for her, for me to enjoy it. If she gave in and had sex with me just because I was solely persistent, then I rather masturbate. That being said, persistency is very important. But it gotta happen in an attractive, high-value way.

@Thought Art There was no insulting. You are being overly sensitive.

@Thought Art You can’t compare a 18 y old and a 25 y old lol. If you think they are same or similar, then you live in delusion. 7 years of adulthood is a tremenduous change at that age.

That’s way too long of a time to learn to run a business. Running a business is anyways one of those skills you learn by doing.

Their body no, but their mind yes. 18 y olds are completely clueless about the world.

Man, I think having sex with 18 y olds as a 30 y old man is just wrong. These are innocent and inexperienced little kids. Let them grow up and learn the ways with their age group. Having sex with a 18 year old just for the sake of sex must be the worst sex ever anyway. They have no skills whatsoever. And the power imbalance is totally dysfunctional. If you want to go for youngsters, 22-24 is minimum. But okay, I get it. We are talking about purely body, no mind here. A 18 year old body with the face and mind of 22 year old, and I’ll feel better about it. Clearly my mind is not allowing me to feel attraction towards the 18 year olds here.

@Basman Yes, at least culturally 18 y olds are kids to me. For example, an 18 year olds and a 17 year olds bodies are virtually the same, yet the other is illegal and the other is legal. How would you feel like having sex with an 17 year old? Probably very wrong. Anyway, all this being said, maybe I’m going to a club for youngsters to pick up some 18 y olds this weekend, just to see how I feel about having sex with them nowadays, to have an honest assesment. Probably just seeing their faces, and I want out of the club. Especially 18 y old males look extra kid like.

I for one don’t think I’m attracted to an 18 year old’s body. Especially as their mind comes with their body. They are kids, and their bodies reflect that. Perhaps it is more so their mind that I am repulsed by, rather than their body.

New one. The writing (caption) this time is especially juicy. @WonderSeeker would probably enjoy it a lot, as we discussed the topic a while back. Please like and comment if you enjoy, as that helps push it into the algorithm! https://www.instagram.com/reel/DRaEPgcgpOe/?igsh=YmNiYWIzYmdyYjM2

Since I spent a lot of time writing an answer to a question from @BlessedLion , I decided to copy-paste the answer here as well. Original question: From: My answer: Thanks for asking. This will be a more in-depth answer, simply because I am very passionate about it + I am not fully 100% clear and articulate about it, so I will probably be analyzing somewhat as I write. Short version: I can't, at least yet, put it into a short sentence. But it is something to do with the combination of art, dance, beauty, film (including acting), story-telling, insights, deeper thoughts, philosophy, writing & speaking. ---- Long version with examples: I want to touch people deeply on an emotional level. Inspire them like nothing else. And get them to FEEL deeply & contemplate deep stuff about life. For now, I want to keep it relatively relatable for the mass, so that I can get traction & traffic - but later as I am financially well off, I will go hard into the deepest stuff (as well). The vision is such that I will be at my peak in like 20-30 years, perhaps even later. My dancing might not be as good then anymore but I believe my peak level dancing will be in my 40s, so in a bit over 10 years - so maybe in my 40s and 50s, I will be doing my best work, since dancing will be a huge part of it (as I see it now at least, because that's the unique thing about me that separates me from the rest. More on it later) Here are some examples to get an idea: https://www.instagram.com/p/CygMx_etst5/ For some reason, the music is out of sync when you listen with headphones on phone, but on computer it works fine. On phone, if you don't use headphones, it is better in sync. I hate adding the music on the Instagram app but I have no choice if I want to use copyrighted music. Notice how on Instagram I can use pretty much any song I want without being copyright struck (Instagram music library, which is pretty much Spotify). And I can also write in the caption somewhat in-depth. On YouTube, music usage is very limited (which is probably 50% of my art lol. Need to think more about how much it really is). Plus, writing on description box / comments just doesn't have the same feel as writing on Instagram post captions. Here are some other raw stuff I shot lately: Watch these cuz they will probably be taken down here soon (copyright music) These raw stuff (emotionally & no edits wise) don't have anything else but dancing and they're shot inside. Shooting outside is probably my main thing, that's where probably my best work will be shot (altho I can def see that there's a ton of beauty to be created inside where you have more control over the environment - just require more budget). One problem with shooting inside, especially in my living room lol, is the limited space. As a dancer, the space I have is way too little before I run out of the camera frame. But just to give an idea what my dancing and music choice alone can affect in this vision. Include the rest ''the combination of art, dance, beauty, film (including acting), story-telling, insights, deeper thoughts, philosophy, writing & speaking.'' - And I believe at my peak in a couple of decades, I can create something so hella beautiful, I can't even put it into words... -- Also, I wanted to share these cuz they were shot the other day so they are my most recent dances recorded. Listen to the music carefully, while watching me dance, otherwise you miss a lot of beauty. use headphones & watch full screen, ideally on a bigger screen than phone like laptop & 4k - my dancing style is very subtle and has a lot of details (I wish I had a couple proper moving videographes to catch all the details of my dance), unlike breakdance which is all about big, power moves: ''And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music - Friedrich Nietzsche'' Keep in mind that my dancing & art is a very different side of me that I have not shown on this forum at all really. (I'm glad you asked me the question so that I got the chance to show this side of me as well, which is where I feel most at home... With philosophy & art. My dancing is mostly freestyling / improvisation (more about it later). And it's definitely a bit rusty, since I haven't dance much the past years (more about it later) but I still think it's very good. I can't wait to get to my peak form and especially to my peak dancing abilities. The next one is RAW. Might require some attention span, depending on who watches, but if you want to see me RAW... it has a proper, slow build-up (like any good stories) - and isn't this Instagram straight to the crazy high energy hooky kinda thing. This next one I love so much simply because of the song being called Line of Sight (by Odesza). And look at that damn line of light / sight in my window! So much fucking meaning and beauty in that connection. Last one. This song always makes me emotional. Not that the other ones doesn't. This one has a softness in it. The first, third and fourth videos are music by Odesza. The second one is by a smaller artist called BleedingXHeart. --- As I become more successful, I will have more resources (money) to increase the production level, by a lot! CRAZILY A LOT! Some key points about dancing: My dancing is a style that I've developed my whole life. It is unique to me. The style is very subtle. It's not like breakdance where you have all these big, power moves. My dance is all about the details. It has a bigger picture to it of course but the details are what makes it. I mostly do freestyling. I find it most raw. That's how I can express the most raw emotions. I hate choreographies because after repeating the same ol moves a hundred times, it has completely sucked the emotion out of it. Heck, even repeating it 3 times gets dry. But I do often have like a structure / idea / outline in my freestyles. And definitely something / some message / some emotion that I want to express. Finally, dancing is extremely effortless for me. All these clips were taken in an 1 hour freestyling session. Meaning, I didn't spent any time preparing any choreos for it. And keep in mind, my dancing is rusty, since I've been busy experimenting with other stuff the past years (more below). And I am also nowhere near my peak dancing ability. Perhaps in 10 years. This is why I would say that this is my most unique strength. Or an unfair advantage if you may. It also doesn't hurt that I look beautiful The Instagram post that I shared first is definitely much closer to the vision than these raw dances. Since it has elements of the other parts as well like speaking, writing (both in the video but also in the caption), an insight that I'm sharing, somewhat deeper thoughts in the caption, editing, story etc... But it lacks for example film and acting, and it's very short.. This vision / life purpose is in a way fresh / new for me as I have been spending the past years exploring other stuff like coaching, public speaking, teaching, pure philosophy (too much influence by my past teachers like Osho, Owen Cook, Rupert Spira, Leo etc. & honestly just a lot of spiritual & self-help brainwashing But I've always been deep into this ''fresh'' vision of mine, as you can see in my dancing skills. I have always been into film and beauty as well. Ever since I was a teenager. I just took a break from all of it for the past 3 years to explore the above mentioned. Now I have been able to deconstruct (thanks Leo) so much spiritual & self-help brainwashing that I'm fully ready to get back into it. Feels like I am finally going back home. For example, I used to think that my emotional side was wrong because of spiritual brainwashing. So much beauty and depth was taken away because of it, especially as I am a very emotional being. I used to think that my ambitious side is wrong because desire is suffering!! I didn't even realize how creative I truly am until recently because of all that. Sorry about all the neglecting... my life purpose. My heart is with you fully this time! Don't get me wrong tho, I have learned a ton of wisdom and grown (to a level I would have never been able to without the teachings) from all of the teachings, that I'm going to be using in my vision and life purpose. The issue was that I took the traps of the teachings to my heart as well. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to write all these and share it with ya'll. I have wanted to but I haven't been sure where - also just haven't been this clear about the vision as well. Honestly, I kinda want to copy-paste this and make a whole new post sharing it somewhere so as many people sees, but I don't know if I can really do it anywhere. Perhaps in the Life Purpose sub-forum. Maybe as an Inspiration (excuse ) for others. But actually, it kinda can be very inspiring! --- --- --- I'll be updating ya'll in this post as I get more material & thoughts! I guess I'll turn this into my Life Purpose Journal!

@Natasha Tori Maru Butoh dancing looks very interesting, thank you for sharing. I can see how my dancing style can incorporate Butoh! And oh, I know the feeling of ”loving to dance” way too well haha. I think I healed a lot of my traumas via my dancing. I’m sure I even were able to embody and integrate a lot of my masculinity, and especially femininity via dancing. It’s hard to say at this point how much dancing helped me in these areas and in healing & self-help in general, as I’ve always danced. Are you still practicing Butoh dancing, or are you doing / also practicing something else?

Honestly, the past 5 years of my life, especially the past 3, could be titled: Shredding Of Spiritual Fantasy. And really, it has cultivated into the recent 6-12 months, where I've had to properly accept how bad it truly is. It's so bad I don't even want to write about it. I've lost most of my human motivations.

Of course not, we are all different. Some people can be completely happy with a simple 9-5 life. For me tho, one of my highest priorities is to break free from wage slavery in the next 5-10 years. Having complete freedom and autonomy to work on my purpose is one of the most important things for me.

If you want to be a leader at that scale, then yes you need to be ruthless. You don’t get that huge by being a conscious and a loving leader. It’s survival on steroids up there. That being said, Obama was a more empathetic leader. And the good thing is, no one really needs to be a leader at that scale to be a ’world class’. It just depends on how you define it. Sadhguru to me is a world class leader. But so is Leo with his tiny following base.

Reminds me of myself. In the past year or so, I’ve started to shred tears more often. Whether it is something integrous that I am experiencing, or sadness & hopelessness, or beauty and the magic of reality. I always thought I was quite in touch with my femininity but I feel like once I turned 30, I unlocked a completely new level of femininity (just fully realized this now as I’m writing) I broke off from my long-term relationship that was misaligned despite loving each other dearly, and that freed up so much time and energy for me to just be with me, and get more in touch with my femininity (find deeper alignment in myself). In the past 5 years, I’ve grown so damn much and had to face, accept, and let go so many damn painful lessons and harsh truths that I feel like it’s finally catching up integrating and reaching into my being. Of course the breaking up makes me tear up due to sadness, but lately I find myself tearing up almost daily from also seeing integrity, hearing beautiful music, touching the depth of life etc. It is to the point where my whole dancing style has transformed from aggressive hip hop to a soft, graceful, yet powerful style - it is a completely unique style that I am gonna develop further. I have yet to give it a name but something along the lines of ’Majestic Dancing’.

Bruh I’m eating

You are twisting my words brother. I said masculinity is attractive but femininity connects.

He has said that for 10 years. It’s a marketing technique to create scarcity.

Until the point you are too horny. Then you look like a dog fucking a tree