Kuba Powiertowski

Writing "You" does not make sense. There is no even trace of "You" anymore.

Although I doubt, if any of you, dear friends, have merged with Ultimate Oneness for good. Experiencing / witnessing Oneness may be only comprehend but finite mind as a dream of that mind. Otherwise you become directly aware of infinite realities, you directly and fully experience each single entity in those infinite realities. That means all your boundaries, even those that are still present at higher vibrations are completely transcended. That is how I feel it.

@Inliytened1 erratum - at highest state - if such gradation makes any sense in which I doubt.

Once a full openess is restored, experience of existence is even multi dimensional and sphericaI. Yes, bla bla bla...., It's beyond limitations of a tool of human mind and its subtool - human language. Therfore all pre-experience discussions about concepts of solipsism or reincarnation are somehow... pointless. And even after, it's still pointless😄. You are creator of your beliefs, assumptions, worldviews, your reality.

@itsadistraction don't think linear, think cyclical. From high entropy to low entropy to high entropy to low entropy etc. For pure entertaining of knowing The (No)Self better in infinite ways The (No)Self can imagine. Pretty simple, yet never to be known completely due to Its infinite nature...🤷

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Simply enjoy the freedom of not having any particular worldview, opinion or being right😉. It is a very relaxed state of being. Try and you may actually fall in love with this "relaxed you"🫠.

…these obvious things…🫠

For 100% it’s very tough challenge. But if one succeeds, it may be a game changer for rest of life.

You’re right. Some life’s toughest issues and challenges require healthy spine and cool head.

Problems remain but they become lighter. No more dead-seriousness. More space. Much more!

…as consciousness is everything that is

…and You - Atman - are identical with Brahman

One "but" - this roundabout, this sinusoida of life does not lie on flat, straight line, but on parabola. In larger picture You make progress anyway, "all the time". Even if some period of regression happens, You still evolve. Btw, what else can You do, as timeless, eternal, immortal being in whose nature is to become? And all this incarnation concept is quite innacurate - you don't have a body, you are consciousness?

„Notas Mihi Fecisti Vias Vitae” - You have made known to me The Ways Of Life - found this message over prezbiterium in Salzburg Cathedral Dome a month ago. I still have been contemplating THIS everyday since then.

@Danioover9000 all. But that You need to discover for yourSELF

@Danioover9000 there is no chocolate that description / definition of Love??

Truly beautyfull debate, I really enjoyed it, eating perfect triangle Toblerone chocolate meanwhile??. You are all very loving in your unique ways and expressions. Love wins, as always. Love over gold. Love over chocolate but in chocolate at the same time?. Relax and enjoy life❤️

@Leo Gura ❤️?️❤️

@Holykael You have stuck in your reality which you have been continuously creating by your mind. By concepts and beliefs of your mind. None of these are eternal. They will naturally start to burn out as your process of suffering passes the apex point. Or maybe it has already passed? Only you can know that.

It's not about acting, it's about being. God is selfless, fearless, full of unconditional love, and non-judgemental. This is something we could call God-mode of being. And God's acting is derived from it and undifferentiated in quality. We are the entire ocean in the drop, but an infinite ocean exists anyway. This is a major mistake in understanding that a non-dual state is superior to a dual. Both are aspects of the same divine reality. Being can only know itself through action or, to be more precise, interaction because, by definition, action requires a minimum of two participants or ingredients. But this is often too much for the heavily distorted human mind, which preferably seeks too simple solutions by its own definition, which is not necessarily true. Needless to say, everyone who claims to be solipsistic will soon rediscover the shape of things after leaving this human body.

You know, it's actually quite funny. 99.9(99)% of the people on this planet, and I bet 100% of the users of this forum, are attached to so many things and things that most of them don't even realize it. Unhealed, unresolved personal issues, low self-esteem, and often hidden trauma are shining in the eyes of most posts. Yet many here claim to have attained the absolute, some even to remain in this, I don't know how to call it - a stateless state. I don't know how you have to fuck up your own perception not to notice that you are talking total nonsense, in general. There is usually a very long and bumpy road from theory to practice.

I've found that no amount of awakenings, no matter how deep they may be, will change who you are now. No state will change a stage. It may only affect it in a positive way if you are mature enough to integrate it or in a negative way if you are completely not prepared for it. You are experiencing a very profound process / you are that process, and there are no shortcuts. What will you do with god realization if you have deep personal issues connected to your self-esteem, relationships with your closest relatives, or if you got triggered by a tiny bullshit issue? To drive a car, you need to learn to coordinate your limbs and body-mind reactions and learn about traffic regulations. To fly a plane, you must be able to do the same but in 3D space. Skipping stages will only result in some catastrophes. That is how I see it.

Time for a little summary here. Lately, I have been deeply exploring Rudolf Steiner's Gnostic Anthroposophy, but not only his. Also, the works of Goethe or Jakob Bohme made a great impression on me. They are imbued with the same spirit of exploration and searching for answers. Lately, German Romanticism and mysticism have been very contagious to me. Perhaps it is related to frequent climbing trips to Saxony, for which I feel a strong affirmation. I often return to it in my dreams and visit places that I know are there but in other dimensions. I have a strong impression of my spiritual connection with this magical place. Yoga Nidra and Kundalini, as well as a lot of my own practice, contemplation, and observation, gave a lot of answers and opened new unwritten chapters. Where will this lead me - to another doom, or this time will I know the freedom of what I am for longer? The only honest answer is always the same: I don't know. Well, maybe one more: Unconditional Love exists. She makes everything. She allows everything, everything, to happen. I witnessed the cosmic diamond matrix soaking up the colors and scents of different worlds. There are countless of them. One becomes Many. The One experiences Itself as the Many. Duality, non-duality, what is real and what is not. Everything is real. Even your belief that you are all that, a god or a meaningless speck of dust in the wind. What you believe will happen, if only for a moment, for a cosmic fraction of a second - not bad, eh? So I ask myself, what does it mean to believe, really believe? The simplest questions turn out to be the hardest: What am I? Who am I? Why am I here? Right here and now? And why is it so messy? And why is Miss Mess so uncomfortably cute? Some light of answers has appeared in this tunnel of questions. Is this experience of being human on planet Earth really a punishment for sins, samsara - a circle of suffering, Maya - an illusion, a dream from which one has to wake up as if from some nightmare? Or maybe purgatory, a place where we purify ourselves from ignorance? Is that all it's about? One night, I woke up in a place I knew well. Kind of like a monastery. I know everyone who lives there. I felt completely drained of energy, lying on the floor, barely breathing. My friends came to me and started to heal me. I got a clear message that I have a blocked solar chakra, and there is no connection between the energy of Spirit with the energy of Matter in me. For a moment, I regained this wonderful state where I was liberated from Matter. The extremely slow and dense Body Matter no longer had any power over me. I didn't want to go back to Matter, but I didn't have much to say. So here I am. After every night trip, and there are weeks when I travel every night and remember everything, the smallest details - I come back here. I started asking myself why? Among the many awakening Spirits, there is a desire to drift away from here and never come back. You often feel such a superiority of spiritual values over material ones, as if this real dimension was worse; it sucks. Sael, Lucifer, and a few others voiced their opposition to what they called: a smelly, muddy experiment. There's something up. Ever since I started to understand something as a kid, where I am, I immediately had this strong desire to run away. I saw people as generally weak and stupid. Ever since I was a kid, I've been totally obsessed with all material possessions. To this day, they have no value to me, and for most of my life, I simply despised them. Despite running his own business successfully for many years and earning quite decent money for the country where he came and live. I did not feel a special attraction towards the sexual aspect of human corporeality - despite a few relationships with women, which you would probably define close to 10. My wife and I do not have children. I knew from an early age that I didn't want them. Only now do I see that this profound negation of aspects of this human experience is at the root of all the mess I have almost constantly? I must also say that Steiner's diagnosis of man being torn apart by two very powerful tidal forces standing in opposition to each other - Luciferic (spiritual) and Ahrimanic (material) corresponds to what I experience here on Earth and what I observe. Anyway, both of these forces meet in each of us - in a sense, they create this human dimension. A dimension that hides an incredible potential that is released at the point of equilibrium. The state of flow, like surfing on big waves, like walking on a slackline over a precipice. A state in which all the potential energy that you are, you, and me is released. Who knows what will happen then? How, instead of using less than 1% of possibilities, mostly for nonsense, creating non-existent problems, and smelling a threat from everywhere, will we give ourselves whole, free, to the max? My intuition tells me that this is what this great cosmic adventure of being human is all about. What one man can do, everyone can. The question is whether we continue to accept this challenge we created for ourselves, or do we get the fuck out of here, and that's all we can afford? This smacks of special forces jargon, but that's kind of how I'm starting to see all the Spirits who have decided to take on this earthly challenge. It's not easy, it's mostly hard / fucking hard, but I also realize more and more that; actually, that's how I like it. The hard is what makes it great. More and more often, I think that in the end, we will succeed, that we will create something here that exceeds our imagination, and we will surprise ourselves once again. Maybe it's all just my delusions, my imagination. But fuck it. I smile more and more to myself and to others. There's a Rangers slogan: Lead The Way; this is what I wish you all. Lead Your Own Way and Shine in the Dark

Freedom means no prejudice against anything, i.e., duality - non-dualism, bliss - suffering. Doesn't matter, just - no bias. Here is the way. Accepting what is. So simple that it's almost impossible to implement. But it's worth remembering this natural state of being. Exactly - being, not acting!