Vibroverse

And ten minutes after i wrote this someone sent a message to me on a totally irrelevant site whose signature goes: "i'm the real life version of a cartoon bunny", wtf, haha.

I watch some talks from youngsters who claim that they shift to, say, to the pokemon universe or to the harry potter universe etc. And, call me crazy, but when i think about it, i think this reality we are in really may not be more real than those universes. This building i'm living in may not be more real than, say, a building from the bojack horseman universe, my upstair neighbors being bojack horseman and princess carolyn, haha.

Well, atoms are an imagination at the ultimate level, but if you are a physicist doing some experiments with the atoms, then they are real for you. Reality ultimately is not made up of atoms, but it is made of stories, so to speak, but the story that includes atoms might be beneficial for you for some reason in some context perhaps, just like the examples that leo gave in this talks which you criticized.

Don't confuse the absolute with the relative. Consciousness appears to itself in the form of space and time at the relative level where language and communation exist. So, perhaps, think of it like consciousness being so empty that it is full, so nothing that it is something, and get used to the paradoxes where it is both that and not that. Existence is a transrational nonexistence, a self paradox.

I don't remember the exact quotes word by word, but here are some verses by paraphrase: ... he is the past and the future, he is the seen and the unseen. ... when he wants something to be, he just says be, and it is. ... he is the creator of both you and your creations. ... wherever you turn, his face is there. ... he is the lord of the worlds, and he does not change your circumstances unless you change what is within you. ... he creates without needing any prior creation, he creates out of nothing, nothing is beyond his power, knowledge and understanding. ... even a leaf does not fall off a tree outside his knowledge and permission. ... everything follows a divine order, he is the most compassionate, and there is no fear to the friends of allah. ... oh my slave who has tasted the fulfillment, surrender to me and join my heaven, i am always aware of all of you. ... he send rules to each tribe that fits them, he is the light of the universe. ... we test you to see how much faith you have in us, so don't get lost in the world because it is just a test place, it us just a playground. ... inside you and outside you, we have hidden our signs, our verses, and those who have real seeing can see our wisdom. ... if your heart is closed to us, then you look, but you don't see, so polish your heart to see. ... we respond when you pray, but you need to surrender to us, so polish your heart to see.

I think universe might be always trying to talk to you, and "it" can use synchronicities etc also.

Atheism doesn't necessarily mean absolute randomness, and it is not even clear what we mean by random. And there are many forms of atheism, don't put them all into the same box.

Yeah, sure. What i meant is you will probably see that it is not really necessary to do that from even higher levels of awareness.

But hold on a second there, it is not that easy. Universe coming into being through random processes doesn't necessarily mean that it cannot be rational.

I would find a frequency of peace first, and then ask the question, because we cannot truly hear the answer otherwise.

If he was so aware, then he would not need to try to manipulate people, he would, probably, simply not need to do that. And when it comes to awakening others, if they are not ready for it, then no matter how hard you shout on their faces, they still won't get it. So, the best is to just allow yourself to relax, and try to see that whole situation from an even broader view.

Yeah, and when you are in a state of paranoia, it is like thoughts within thoughts within thoughts that build a strong seeming structure that makes it feel very real and solid to you, right? Well, that's how mind works, it structures stories and different levels and modes of awareness. You see, as i've discovered, the greatest way of dealing with that is to simply be aware of where you are, allowing yourself to find your inner resonance more and more, and not getting lost in the details of your analyses of your mind. Because when you are in a lower or resistant state of consciousness, that's the direction your mind take you towards more and more. That's why i'd recommend that care more about staying aware as you're doing your shadow work and things like that.

Sure, that's how many people live, believing that they need the approval and support of others to find peace and satisfaction, that's the normal way of things for them. So you were at that level of awareness at some point, but then, somehow, you've found a higher level of awareness. And, as it comes to your boss, maybe he was aware of what he was doing and how he was manipulating you, and maybe not. Maybe he was aware of that, but he was not aware that he did not need to do that. See, awareness is like a fractal structure, in a sense, in that it has many layers and nuances.

You might have visited an alternate world or something like that, but i think that's not your question. However, yeah, you probably have some subjects around which you feel resistance, which you've not resolved yet, and it appears to you in those ways that make you feel uncomfortable in your dream state. You see, you might ask yourself how you are feeling in your daily life in general, and identify your fears and worries, and so forth, without getting too much in the stories around those feelings, and you might get more clarity about why you had such a dream, as a possible answer, perhaps. Don't get so lost in the shadow work though, don't try to resolve your resistance so hard and fast, you know.

Law of attraction in action. Each being imagines the other in their own dreams. Each point of awareness cocreates a reality, reflecting each other to each other. However you can't sort it out if you try to understand it from each point of awareness, and so, turn back to your own awareness, and look within to see why you are in such a situation, look within to see what it means for you and why you are having that dream, so to speak.

Reality is an eternal self unfolding and self attuning, in a sense, paradox. You are the paradox, the rabbit that takes himself out of the magician's hat. And within it another hat, and another, and another, eternally.

The void vibrates itself into existence, as a possible story, and from it comes endless varieties and possible stories. The possible story with a possible story within a possible story, eternally, here languageing, hmm.

If you focus on your direct experience as awareness, and let it be a feeling experience instead of a thinking experience, then your thinking will also come into alignment. Everyone is you, there is only one i here, but it seems to, magically, be able to appear as many selves and processes, and so on, but it is one infinite magic, or the void, that is going on. However, as i said, approach reality from a feeling and awareness perspective, instead of trying to find the right mental model into which reality fits, because all mental models are reality morphing itself into various forms, including the mental modes, one of which is you.

The forum can be good if you don't get lost in the black whole of mental masturbations.

Don't try to fix anything, don't try to figure out anything, because it is just a trap of mind. You think you can come to the "true" understanding by thinking your way through it, but it just doesn't work. You need to feel your way through it, you need to surrender, more and more, to your natural and effortless inner stillness your way through it. Because you just turn your life into a hell otherwise, feeling stuck and getting lost in a thought loop. And it is okay to get stuck in a thought loop if you become simply aware of it. I mean the problem is when you are in a thought loop that hurts you, and you are not even aware of it.

Accept your fears and worries, don't resist your pain and turn back to inner stillness more and more. And it is not even turning back to inner stillness, but just allowing yourself to stop being dumb more and more, and the inner stillness will embrace you like a white hole. And stop feeling like "you" are a self, and like even the only self, ah, what a pain it is to feel like you are the one who is responsible for everything. You then blame and judge yourself about everything. You try to find the right way of being all the time. And you try to find the right action, and feelin worried about this and that, and you get lost in your mind trying to find the right model, the right philosophy, instead of simply accepting that you are not the doer and you are not the thinker.

What i'm saying is there is something like law of attraction or resonance, or whatever you call it, and when we are in a dark state, so to speak, things just don't go well, and we may get more and more lost in our stories and fear and whatever it is. What i'm saying is, if you have fears and worries which you believe cannot be solved, you might try to run away from them and get lost in mental modes, spiritual and philosophical stuff, at least that's the case for me. I'm not saying to you that i'm awake, or i'm superior to you, or things like that. In fact i don't even care about being awake etc, those who wanna play that game of who is more awake etc can keep playing that game. I'm someone who is going through his own shit, and trying to find his resonance or alignment, but it simply doesn't work for me by simply letting go of my issues and pretending like i don't have those issues. Trying to do that is just futile, it is just spiritual bypassing, so to speak. That's why i'm completely tired of all spiritual and philosophical talks, and shit like that. I simply wanna turn within and surrender to where i am, as much as i can. My experience is like me falling from heaven to some sort of a hellish situation, and i am where i am. Maybe i am not that awake, or maybe i am in a situation that is harsher than what most people are going through, i don't know about that. I just am where i am, and i've found that if i simply accept where i am and relax into it, so to speak, more into inner silence, so to speak, it seems like i relax more and feel better. I may not be a very awakened being, or whatever, but i don't really give a fuck about that, to be honest, i'm just trying to find my way, really. I got lost in many philosophies and shit like that, but i just wanna be "woo woo", in a sense, i guess, haha.

Yeah, don't try to tough it out or try to act your way into what you want. Simply relax where you are, accept where you are, and let the life force tune your mind and body to higher states effortlessly. Be like a cloud, in a sense, simply sit back and observe without resistance, as you said, and trust that the life force will take care of you, it will flow you, so to speak, like it flows a river effortlessly. And if this sounds to good to be true etc, then simply observe that feeling also.

Yeah, simply allow yourself more and more, gradually, be taken by the inner stillness. If you are feeling, let's say, fear and insecurity, just accept that that is how you are feeling, and relax into and be with that feeling.

Don't try to jump too high to states of ecstacy. Don't feel like you need to be in a high state of consciousness all the time. Accept where you are, embrace where you are.