WelcometoReality

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  4. FYP. ?

  5. Energy

    WelcometoReality replied to Telepresent's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God

    Sounds like you are onto something @Telepresent . So if the emotions are like waves that come and go have you tried look for the ocean that the waves come from, are in?
  6. I'm going to conquer the world and make you all my slaves.
  8. @cetus56 I also start my day by listening to a youtube video or sitting and looking out through the window. A good way to anchor myself for the rest of the day.
  9. @cetus56 mm yes good one. ☺
  11. Yes, there are different levels of ego and these can contradict each other. Just to be clear, the one trying to get rid of the prejudice and criticizing the ego IS ego. It is just a different level of ego. What's happened is that you have broken through to another level, and you have started to see some of the lower level ego, more is likely to be seen. There really is nothing you need to do get rid of this lower level of ego, but this will gradually fade away by itself once you get aware of the different ways it works. as @All_Around_Me said. Take your time. No need to rush things. You have your whole life ahead of you and all these development stages have their place and time.
  12. Thank you @Natasha for the link and your explanation. @Corte Is spot on. I felt lonely and misunderstood during the transition. At that point I didn't know that it was a transition. I didn't know anything about spirituality back then. You knowing about this during the transition is truly a gift! People in general will have a hard time following you the way you think. They will not appreciate your complex systems and sometimes it might feel like your banging your head against the wall. With that in mind focus on learning peoples language. It's a lot easier to make yourself understood if you now how they think, because you can adapt to them and their way of seeing things. It will also be easier to mediate between different personalities or levels as leo describes it.

  13. Grace's Whisper

    WelcometoReality replied to Ayla's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Nothing
  14. @Natasha Can you give a brief explanation about the spiral dynamics and the color scheme? I can't seem to read through the big texts that tries to explain the theory and the brief explanations about the colors are pretty general. How does tier 2 relate to enlightenment?
  15. @Josh What do you mean by shredded? Are you talking about enlightenment?
  16. Thank you. ☺
  17. This dilemma of yours is more thoughts. We love to create problems to solve. We feel good when we solve them. Like we are one step closer to the truth. That in itself is illusion. Instead embrace all emotions that come up. The loneliness cannot hurt what you truly are, it only hurts that which you are not.
  18. @electroBeam If you dive down under the waves you'll find complete stillness and how stormy it is on the surface does not matter at all. ☺
  19. @Jan Odvarko Yes this lack of motivation will eventually subside. Be careful not to force things though, this state will disappear of itself, any action to make it vanish will be egoic based. I sense a subtle suffering of not suffering in your text. Rather embrace your current state of uninvolvement and unexcitement until there is no problems left.

  20. Opening Of The Heart

    WelcometoReality posted a topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I've had an awakening experience that has been deepening over the last year. On this subject I feel like I need guidance. I thought I've been opening my heart but I just realized I've been faking it. Just writing this gives me heart ache so that must mean I'm on the right track. Feeling really vulnerable writing this. Do you have any suggestions?

  21. Opening Of The Heart

    WelcometoReality replied to WelcometoReality's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    It seems like no time has passed since the realization that took place 2 months ago and yet it feels like a lifetime away. A steady flow of life without any effort. There's been a heartache that's building up and tonight there was a massive release of energy radiating from the heart and outwards the body. Alot of changes going on. No longer interested in watching tv and gaming takes up less and less of my time. Instead I enjoy being out in nature and just be. A new interest in gardening, what a joy to see life flourish by using my own two hands. My wife and child seems to enjoy gardening aswell.

  22. Opening Of The Heart

    WelcometoReality replied to WelcometoReality's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Can a moderator please move or copy this thread to the self-actualization journals?
  23. @reflectivist I don't know anything about taoism but parts of the same teaching can sometimes seem contradictory. That is because that these different parts are true at different times in the enlightenment journey. The quote you are refering to seem to point to the "final" stage of enlightenment where ego has fully fallen away. The chase is more when ego is trying to get enlightened. The constant attention phase is when the first realization has been made and ego is trying to get back in control.
  24. @username Like @Arik said it is common that ego will attack to try to gain back control. Also these past traumas that is resurfacing is ego falling away. There might be past experiences that you thought was resolved that is resurfacing, ego has a way to really hide these things. As these things come up notice how they are stored as tensions in the body. Usually in various parts of the belly. As you focus awareness on these parts the tension is loosening and they resurface as emotions and thoughts. It can be quite overwhelming but stay as awareness. It will stop once it's run its course.
  25. In lower levels of consciousness wealth is considered synonymous with happiness. A rich person is happier than a poor one, because they can aquire everything that they desire. In higher levels this illusion is seen through. Wealth and status is just a tool that can be used just like any other tool. Wealth is no longer synonymous with happiness. Wealth is not pursued but if wealth is aquired it will be used as the tool it is.