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@Sam hi i am currently a victim myself, I'm going to take one hundred percent responsibility of my life. You can do that too.

@Anaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why are you meditating? what if those states of estacy are real? And the present moment is not?

Trying to escape the emotions is what I do thats why I smoke weed and cigarettes to escape reality,that feeling and there is no difference in escaping emotions, I'm trying to feel the emotions and be okay with it, do nothing..mostly we create thoughts that cause us to believe that an emotion is bad or good or these thoughts are incepted through society. Meditation makes you more aware of your inner demons which you can easily address now I guess you should take this approach too of trying to feel the emotions completely and being okay with it.. Imagine feeling the higher consciousness emotions..

Having a guru means not having to reinvent the wheel.. I was wondering about this yesterday... For me Leo is my guru, in mastery there is a quote which says you should surrender to the demands of the instructor and know when to let go... I am confused if I'm closed minded to other gurus or being disciplined by sticking to one..

@drelamore i know bro but i just cannot understand this i cannot see it

@drelamoreWho decides what is right and wrong?

I'm beginning to realise that everything we do in Life is an escape from what is... And maybe if I somehow escape the escape I might be satisfied.. I just don't understand how I can't see what enlightened people see...( notice how many times I use I)

I've personally tried it many times before I got into personal development I loved this idea... I would even try to sleep in the day to lucid dream, all the times I would become conscious and the dream would break, I'm always confused weather I'm dreaming from the first persons point of view or third persons... I would try to interpret those dreams as I would fail in attainment of lucidity...i've not researched a lot though but the information I got I concluded that each one would have a different interpretation of symbols in dreams... But the waking life has to be externally well structured to give you the freedom to lucid dream is what I feel, so I put this to the back seat...is this an excuse to not pursue my dream? No pun intended :-)

@Niki what is nlp?

Dr. Steve g jones is what I recommend.

Hey Leo, meditation is not helping me sleigh my inner demons, I am mindfull of the various fears and insecurities and my weeknesses and I've been on a false growth journey for so long I realised that nothing has actually changed in my life.. Is enlightenment the only way to fight your inner demons? Can you give us some step by step procedure or is enlightenment the only way?

Ohhhh the deeper issue..

@Simona Ctin living consciously means just being present in the moment to me , which means that we are 95 % times living unconsciously or subconsciously

Does a creator ever experience recession?

@Stelka start dating someone else. Any one who makes you sexually active.

@Ayla very interesting article ayla very very interesting... Thanks for sharing...

@DrMatthewsausage taking baby steps, i'm still working on discipline though...

@Ayla how do i relinquish the attachment to the mind ?

The game by motorhead,rocky theme songs, the rock s theme song,bhag milka bhag,dil se by a r rehman.

@Ruth intrensic motivation vs extrensic motivation. Passion and intution can be your saviour

No i don't care about any of these , just she should be beautiful to me , i would respect her even if she would be slutty with me the very first time..i would love her for that actually... for being honest ...

enlightenment is a concept in which you are free from all thoughts of needing someone and something to fulfill you.

my down fall era and the weed peak era was at the same time .. now 7 years passes since i'm smoking however i had realized that i cannot use all this as an excuse for not studying in-fact in the last semester weed gave me a certain calm and my fear and anxiety would just vanish away in-spite of weed i would concentrate for hours, deep down i know its bad habit but i am not really sure if it leads to self destruction or what? after all its just a plant; a part of nature. However do not use weed as an excuse for not concentrating in class and being lazy, i would smoke a j and sit for the lecture with full concentration .its better you quit now because i feel like i need it now and its very emotionally difficult to quit . spiritual enlightenment can help you leave i guess , just i had started to understand that concept and i was able to quit cigarettes now again I've backslided though :-/ but i'm trying my best hypnosis affirmations maybe visualization might be the key.

My dream is of a loving earth, (where everyone is so loving and compassionate towards me) people not running after money , anger,fear and scarcity not controlling them... i dream of prosperity, i dream of good health , physical vitality, i dream of having that amazing relationship, having amazing sex. i dream of freedom, i dream of being guided by my passion and not my greed, i dream of having great friendships, great relationships, i dream of generating massive value in the world. i dream of pushing the human race forward and to do everything in my power to do it.i dream of being alive i dream of working hard; so hard that when i accomplish my goals i will have tears in my eyes.i dream of creating new contacts not just contacts but connections, i dream of equality . i dream of happiness.

6/2/2016-From today I decide to be a creator . I'm starting off as a victim because its so easy to be a victim.I'm not on the path of mastery yet but I'm aware of this process.Taking the right action is very important ; emotionally difficult...... taking the right action ... just do it ... you are what you repeatedly do excellence is thus a habit and not an act...these are the key solution emotional mastery is also a key maybe to something bigger. 10/2/2016- Updated my LinkedIn profile :-) 12/2/2016- used lot of actulized.org material for my interview however the h.r. lady didn't think that would be beneficial for the marketing job, even though i gave a decent interview. 18/2/2016- I'm going to do the things I need to be doing things that make me happy exercising, meditating, being a non smoker, cleaning up my diet, finding my life purpose, living my life purpose, striving for excellence, striving for mastery... Time to escape the endless climaxes I create in my life cause this is the root cause of my frustration and mysery... I am gonna have to get comfortable while walking on the plateau..... This is my commitment, to self actualizing, secrurity of body,employment,health and pursuing of that infinite energy... 26/2/16-a new presentation has to be created this presentation is a matter of life or death.