Elton

Hey,anyone who just wants to make a connection for no reason?

I am my greatest enemy, there is no such thing as difficult and toxic people it all comes back to me, I am the cause of all my emotions not anyone or anything.. The I has to die and it will.

@IraMendoza sweetheart ... because you gave up the bad habits that made you feel full you are now feeling empty ,just let that feeling flow through you , that emptiness is a void that everyone has but they try to fill it with drugs,sex,money , life purpose etc but it can never get filled that's the secret curse of humans; however what you can do is change your perception , you can see actualized.org latest video to help you understand about this ...and even at first if you don't understand son't worry you are not alone but stick around ... have patience you will get used to this and your life will transform...

@Selena@step1 what you need is intrinsic motivation , motivation from the inside , money, sex or friends ain't going to give you anything of true value, these are all extrinsic motivation and they tend to fade away with time or as you acquire them ... visualization is a good strategy you could apply.

@Rocky when i would smoke weed and meditate i would notice my head spinning and i would not be able to meditate i would feel very very uneasy more of something pushing my head not spinning exactly.

@Eli nothing is good or bad but thinking makes it so. Which means that from the time we are living we are labelling emotions good or bad and thus when we experience it we feel good or bad.if you do the exercise Leo mentioned in the master your emotions you will notice that your moods will change temporarily but as soon as you stop you will realise that those emotions will come back because of years and years of conditioning.when you are passive about the emotions you would want to practice feeling it completely without any judgements be mindfull of the negative conversation in your mind while feeling the emotions and just surrender to it because thats the only thing you can do to a emotion. Resistance causes pain let go of resistance. However if you want to deal with emotional issues then practice meditation. And perhaps enlightenment I don't know much about enlightenment.

Uninvited pain is at its peak, I'm speechless but I want to speak, Against the crowd, but on my feet All I can do is hope. I'm trapped in this open cage, With beasts who are full of rage, If death is near before its age, All I can do is hope.

I've dropped my religious beliefs last year, yesterday out of no where this golden nugget entered my mind Ask and you shall receive ( ask the right questions to your self and you will receive the right answers) Seek and you shall find(your life calling) Knock and it shall be opened to you ( knocking is like taking action consistently, massive amounts of action)

@charlie2dogs i don't know.

@Kelley White thank you kelley

Maybe it's not to late, to learn how to love and forget how to hate. Mental wounds not healing, life's a bitter shame I'm going down the rails of a crazy train.

Actulized.org is the map. Leo's videos are the cake. The wisdom he shares is the key to jail brake from the prison of your mind

@BHL_20 each time you control your impulse you are building your willpower up. Letting go of control is doing nothing.

@Maccoy you don't really know it bro you just understand it intellectually an affirmations is to set a Grove in your mind your act is a symptom of whats going on in your mind..enlightenment is an extestential truth but most of us are blinded by the illusion which we can break with years and years of meditation and enlightenment work or it can happen by chance also I don't know all this but I've been learning all this since some time.

Last week also 0% but I have faith that it will happen for me...

Last week 5 out of 7 100 % success... And I don't think I will be uploading my pics..

Really really productive week in soul searching, saw a lot of videos took a lot of notes reading a book too but I'm dam slow just can read 5 pages in 30 min.. But this pace will want to continue in the future today could focus more on some concepts being a holiday ????

17/4/16- a really good week none of my bad habits indulged me, getting some sort of freedom from all these.. Few more habits I need to shed are junk food and negative thinking thats like the next level after I've successfully sustained these...

@Murtaza lol ? just by sharing your fear they are going to become weeker than I would be a guy with absolutely no fear.. you have to face your fear eye to eye and descend in the belly of the beast whatever that means to you it takes tremendous amounts of courage to do that. It takea preparation it takes strategy. I know how powerful it would be to get rid of them but I don't agree that just by sharing your fears the demons,the monsters the tibitian dragons ? will get weaker...

@Voltman what do you feel like she is your soul mate? That you've got only one soulmate? Well if that would be the case what would happen if you would mess up loose your chance? move on.. Learn about attraction, don't be a pussy who is stuck on one girl go on and make love with a 100s of girls mabe than you will find a soul mate, stop being needy, worthy candidate????!!! You have to know your own worth and stop wanting validation, create more sexual options...

@Flower practice mindfulness, self acceptance, buildwillpower

@foninjaJust do it, take massive amounts of action... Thats the only thing that seperates successful and unsuccessful people, massive amounts of action. So get the action habbit act tualized.org

@raheem according to a enlightened person everything is a sham including any career... How to stop backsliding should definitely help you.. If you feel you lack friends and have no one to talk to this is a right place for you, you can meet like minded people here.

Somehow I sense that some part of my motivation comes from being vindictive like because someone said something to me I'll do something really big in life and ya then he will realise who he was talking to.. Or if someone threatens to physically assalt me, I would want to make a really muscular body and learn martial arts then he would know who he was messing with or if a girl rejects me I would work really hard to be an alpha male and then she will know whom she rejected... it was Very sutle for me to realise this but I don't want this shitty type of motivation. I do have a vision but not something greater than me yet, but I feel that it would be good if I could shed this type of motivation, it is little similar to being a competitor...

Find a seed of equivalent benifit in this experience.