Elton

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  1. @dboyle no mastery is a process, no matter what your values are you can follow this process
  2. I just read the psychology of man's possible evolution yesterday and I need to read it in bits for 5-6 days, but the quotes that Leo had psyched were still fresh. However I realised that Actualized.org is a school, a multilevel school, a different type of school.. So the point of my post is that we can make the best of it,and ace it. All the best.
  3. @Carrie there is a video on actulized.org on how to study.
  4. My dear actualizers, I just keep falling back again and again to tabbaco addictions,I am aware of how homeostasis works,I am mindfull about the triggers that causes me to go back to it,I practice self acceptance its hard to love this part of me most of the time, but still I try to accept it as much as I can. It should happen this way because it has happened, I want a support system, please help me, give me some love and compassion,I'm not afraid to reach out I feel lonely sometimes I feel empty, I know its the root cause but I want to take full responsibility and I want a support system,I want some true friends, I want some connection, I know I'm asking for too much in this orange world all I want is some green.
  5. Ayla... Is it necessary to get panic attacks after initial seeing? I'm scared of enlightenment work too now.. Isn't there a rosy way to get enlightened like meditation for decades and then you realise that you don't exist? And no attacks and all?
  6. Its been over a year I've been meditating missed a handful of days but in the last 100 haven't missed a single day, however I just noticed lately the negative dialog man o man its so devious I hadn't had a clue of how negative my thinking was positive thinking! Positive thinking was taken so lightly by me a few years ago but not any more, tabacco has any link with negative thinking? Cause I've experienced alot of shit in the psyche when I smoke, and Upper limiting I cannot understand how I can Upper Limit every day to be Upper limiting you need to go up I cannot see any progress in anything. And man starting a small business shit, I'm sooo scared after seeing leos latest video had under estimated that too, Homeostasis, fuck! Today I realised the higher consciousness homeostasis, my mom calls me a hermit cause I quit seeing tv and news and dad says I've gone mad performing self hypnosis every night, my good friend says that my attempt to gain emotional mastery and accept things the way they are just because they exist says thats it is a problem in some part of my brain the frontal lobe, tabbaco is an obvious homeostatic point...people wonder how can I work for only 8 thousand rupees being so qualified that too I don't get 2 thousand from there cause only if I complete a year I will get it. Detachment from money becomes so difficult when people look down at you and I'm not working in a passionate job so it becomes even more difficult. But I guess I'm obsessed with self improvement, and if by my love it means to burn through the eternal fires of hell I accept that too.
  7. take a three fingers distance index,middle and ring at the end of your palm and press that point immediately after the distance 100 times on each hand for 3 months .
  8. You read new things and try to see if your memory has increased. I would do this every week when I was small I think my memory power has increased after that.
  9. @Wind try restructuring your life so that you can have a sleep cycle of your choice.
  10. @Juan Cruz Giusto how to research what the market place needs? What factors to consider while starting a business. Can you give some resources like an ametures guide to start a business?
  11. Dear Leo, in this hell that I'm living my family won't just give me their money and let me just be and do nothing. I will have to do the doing to earn money, develop my self through affirmations visualisation reading and exercise...and my nine to five drains a lot of energy ⚡ it would be really benificial if you could come up with a technique that combines meditation and enlightenment work cause I find it difficult to find time for enlightenment work...
  12. @Katiee see one video a day and try to implement that in the week; if you are seeing many videos a day write down important points and review them every day till you grasp it.
  13. So today is the 25th the day I'm going to take full responsibility, used awareness as an excuse to let myself loose smoked a lot since last time I wrote the journal, didn't read bookd didn't exercise nothing much but all this will stop from now looking forward for the next exciting month going to do self actualizing work I'm done with backsliding going to feel the emptiness head on. Going to feel the emotions head on, going to lean into fear these coming weeks and months will be great ones.
  14. Practical techniques for accurate and clear thinking.
  15. I'm talking about getting rid of all confusion I wonder what the root cause of confusion might be@DizIzMikey
  16. We should not be now that seems more real
  17. @Gone when you pay for a product you value it more.GGuess what this forum gives us New friends with self actualizing drives which is very rare Compassionate people, loving people and helpful people which are very rare Insight to new solutions for problems from people gone through the same shit. Book reviews, public journal facilities which are very rare and powerful. So many self actualizing videos which are free no adds on YouTube channel.100% commitment to release vedios every week even when not well. So much value is being provided, so bro thats the law of gravity max value = max profit, you can't accuse him of spreading higher consciousness values just to make money.
  18. @Toby are you Enlightened?
  19. @MartineF hey thanks for the concern I've been following that awareness alone is curative, didn't hold my self back from sunday ohh man I'm so aware of tabbaco going in my body have been smoking 10 smks per day its really tough to be aware the whole time while smoking but my head hurts every night, my body pains in the morning, today I wonder where sooooo much of negative thoughts on my job and my family came from I doubt it came from nicotine though.. But man I'm hurting really bad today even yesterday I was hurting but even after I was hurting like one eye was just closing yesterday because of the nicotine why am I continuing to hurt my self and why I put the cigarette in my mouth today.. Fear of emptiness? I don't know... But I don't think I'm going to smoke tomorrow.
  20. @ModernArtist life purpose is a very important element of life, do realise that you have to spend most of your life working, so it would be good if its your life purpose, something you’re passionate about... Spiritual enlightenment is all about being happy in the present moment without needing anything or anyone to fulfill you.
  21. So today is my first day of my preliminary preparations for 25th June, preparing for the actualized life. I have already failed as I smoked my first cigarette of the day, its okay, I've been very mindfull while smoking it and I felt worse not better after. As I'm writing this I'm pouring some love on this part of me the love I feel while driving, while making out with my girlfriend the one I get from my mother I'm just pouring it on this addicted side of me. I accept that I'm not mentally strong yet to overcome this addiction but I know that I will get really really mentally strong. I know I've failed, but failure is good. I do have the ability to respond to this situation in a positive manner and I do realise that just because I smoked one doesn't mean I should more, now and forever. Future mindedness is my top strength and I will use this superpower to project my future and the benifits of being a non smoker. This one cigarette that I smoked can be viewed as a negotiation I had with my cravings. Now as I'm writing this i feel a lot of negitivity like I shouldn't have smoked it and now more cravings have arised but I'll just feel it completely.
  22. End of the day and I totally fucked up but hope optimism and future-mindedness is my top strength.. I hope tomorrow things will be different.
  23. @Mostafa Kibar why did you start your course? What aspirations did you have before starting... Get in touch with that, don't just study for grades or anything external. If you think this is not the right degree for you change it do what you love, follow your bliss find the courage to do it I'm searching my purpose now after i completed a degree I'm not really passionate about.
  24. @Elton Its so hard I’m around this kind of addictive substances all the time cravings just won’t go away I have an addiction I just have to give in to the cravings Shut up who the hell are you to whine to me shut up already stop boring me with your story don’t give me your little stories like how your around these kind of substances all the time do you think you’re the only one buddy everyone I know and everyone that’s around me and everyone that’s related to me does all this all day these crappy things are everywhere I look I’m no different from you except I don’t give in. DO I have super human powers? No Do I not give in because my muscles and arms are bigger than yours? No Do I not give in because I can bench press more than you? No Do I not give in because my body fat is lower than yours? No Do I not give in because I’m physically better and stronger than you? No I do not give in because I’m mentally stronger than you? That’s all there really is it’s only mental and for me to give in and for you to not give in only we can assume that I’m mentally stronger than you. How does that make you feel? I don’t know a dam thing about you but I know that mentally I can do something that you can’t do. It sure makes me feel good though. In fact it only motivates me more so thanks for being so mentally week cause it only will make me work harder during my next work out. Next time your little food craving tends to come out think about this look at that substance and think what do I want more 5 sec and pleasure of enjoyment that I’m going to get on taking this in or the enjoyment of the fact that 24 hours every day 7 days every week I will have the body I want to have that’s what it really comes down to; let me tell you no thing is as good as that feeling feels; your reward to sticking to your commitment are all the results you will get so stop giving in to your cravings and your cravings will go away its really simple as that; now I know what you’re probably thinking… you’re thinking right now who am I ? Who am I to be telling you this? like I never cheat or I never give in or I do not have any cravings…… no I don’t; not at all , not a little, not in moderation , not in anything; the thought of doing anything like that doesn’t even enter my mind . I don’t need those 5 sec I’m stronger than that , call it will power , call it mental strength my goal is my result getting the result doesn’t have the 5 sec of chewing pleasure on it, I live for purpose not for pleasure. I give my body only what it needs to let these results happen. Does my body need 5 sec of tobacco to get the results? No Does my mind need it? No My mind is way too strong to need it and that feels much better than any cigarette whatever taste I love knowing that so it’s exactly as hard it is for you as it is for everybody else you’re not a special little flower The amount of will power it takes for you to succeed it’s the exact same it takes for everybody else. What’s the difference ? I have what it mentally takes and you don’t