Elton

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  1. @ChrisZoZo how long do you think this negativity should last ? I remember when I had done the Vipassana course it had lasted for three days and then there was a feeling of peace of tranquility something which I never experienced again or had not experienced before too.. But now this is real life this is not a closed room with air conditioners where you get your meals for free. I have the bills to take care of and have to do a job. So using the hypnosis suggestions/aka affirmation I'm trying to rewire my mind to high self esteem, confidence, self acceptance, peace, radiant health, etc. etc. with the idea that maybe with all this i would feel better and get really successful in future. But I am feeling that I'm getting overly sensitive these days after quitting addictions, (I quit long ago but backslide from time to time) but it's really easy for me to quit it as compared to 10 years ago when I had started on this journey or any regular smoker.. @Applegarden8 I am just doing the basic practices anolum venolum, diaphragm breathing, reciting om in the chakras and pranayam.. I don't think I'm in higher states but I'm going into lower states is what I feel. Also in meditation practices I'm completely lost in thought and don't even listen to the guided audio on headspace but with hope that the subconscious will absorb everything someday.. I end up in doing nothing and strong determination sitting @ExploringReality oh yes thanks for reminding me i used shamanic breathing every week years ago now I'm planning as I write this post on combining shamanic breathing with forgiveness meditation by leo every week to add to this routine.. I don't know guys I think I am being bruce lee in self actualization combining various techniques.. Maybe I need to do just one thing but do it right instead of doing so many things without concentration.. I don't know what to do 😔 I just wish I had a gene and I could wish for all the riches in the world half of my problems would get over .. I wouldn't have to work and make my boss rich there would be no stress and there would be peace automatically...
  2. Can 41 days of only 20 min of kriya yoga, 20 min of meditation and 40 min of listening to hypnosis suggestions can make you overly sensitive and leave you with almost a stagnant bad feeling ? I know the time frame of 20 min only for 40 days is very less.. but I feel like this a lot... Not sure maybe because of the lack of weed too for last 41 days I'm not sure...
  3. @Jodistrict there is no drugs in these techniques
  4. @Leo Gura for last 40 days I have been listening to day time affirmations by dr. Steve g jones. I'm doing listening to it without concentration it about 20 min long with visualization and affirmation. Do you think listening to it unconsciously would have any effect ? Every 21 days I'm changing to another topic.. but it doesn't seem to be working... Am I doing this wrong? I was of the opinion that the subconscious mind will just absorb the words without me knowing consciously but I doubt this is working.. because the results seem to be opposite like last 21 days I tried radiant health and positive attitude, current 21 days I'm doing inner peace and acceptance (acceptance from your guided meditations) but the results is negative mental attitude, no peace and no acceptance... Luckily I have not been sick for a month... Can you give me some tips ? Should I just try a one line affirmation for 5 min and 5 min visualization on one lined theme instead of the recordings ?
  5. @Leo Gura how it this progressing? Is there a chance of releasing it soon ?
  6. What is meaningful to me, what inspires me? What I would bleed for ? Well I don't know anymore what I am ready to bleed for, I'm stuck deep into wage slavery and I can't get out now.. As of now having a vision is my vision.. I remember around 10 years ago I was so passionate about life and had discovered actualized on you tube, I was so passionate about the possibility to change myself and create the best possibility for myself. But now I'm stuck in a rut, doing things that don't excite me. I don't even see personal development videos or learn new things from books anymore. All my motivation is dried up, the corporate slave state is my new normal. My best excuse was that I had to earn money for a living and can do my passion as my side hussle and eventually my passion becomes my career... but now its 10 years of me working as a wage slave, the side hussle remained in the side only..I earn a decent amount to survive in India but that is the best achievement.. that I worked for 10 years and earn a average amount to survive.. Watching jfk we will go to the moon speech in hope of having a vision for myself soon and fast.
  7. @LifeEnjoyer haha... yes I've been promoting his course way before its launch.
  8. @Davino only one thing can save us brother. The missing piece in the puzzle. @Leo Gura the greatest subconscious mind training course that will help us embody the missing piece of the puzzle deep in our minds.
  9. Does this represents fairness ? I feel it does...
  10. @PenguinPablo yeah need to reprogram my mind.
  11. I won't have any regrets. Because the truth is that I am doing what I can do best. I'm working a job. I can't do anything better, life coaching is impossible for me to do and I'm not even good in sales or marketing so just doing a 9 to 5 is the best thing I can do. I'm lucky to even have this job that's paying me decent enough for being not so good at what I do! If I visualize my self iny death bed there is nothing better i could have done.. I couldn't get super rich, couldn't make a difference in the world! I'm lucky that I even graduated from engineering college 9 years ago !
  12. @LastThursday nice words .. thanks it inspired change in me..
  13. @Zigzag Idiot I would like to connect with you....
  14. @Sugarcoat fundamental change.... I'm trying that through affirmation and self hypnosis. Im Going through the life purpose course again to get some motivation..
  15. I'm suffering from the UAD. Symptoms are as follows 1. Not motivated to go to work. 2. Back slided into smoking, weed, porn and masturbation. 3. Over sleeping and lazy to do anything. 4. Just doing the bare minimum to survive i.e. wake up go to work eat and sleep. 5. Eating junk food and feeding my self all the processed garbage. 6. Not reading or interested in seeing any developmental physiological videos. 7. Only interested in stocks and thinking that the stock market will lead me to riches instead of living my life purpose. 8. Not taking any action on my life purpose which was identified years ago. 9. So lazy that I'm not even programming my subconscious mind. 10. Popping pain killers in the slightest headache/migrane triggers. 11. Not socialising Help me diagnose myself helf me feel good, help me heal, help me get my life back again..
  16. @Infinite Tsukuyomi wow this is something very put of the box and I never came across this suggestion but it sounds good, maybe it has one of those paradoxical effects. I would like to try this.. However I would like to tell all you wonderful people who spared some of their precious time to give me some advice that I have been meditating and doing kriya yoga and going for walks daily for last 3 days... Thanks a lot for your support..
  17. @Aaron p yes it would be cool. But not everyone has the calibre to have a legendary death.
  18. @vibv thanks for pointing out about the low quality question I'm asking myself.
  19. @integral just went for a walk outside it felt good 😊
  20. @integral thanks integral. My job requires me to travel often so taking membership in a gym would waste my money. I have a freeletics app membership though but don't want to start, my hotel doesn't have enough space nor a gym. Nevertheless I am glad to tell you that I haven't smoked today until now and I feel a little better.. did kriya yoga in the morning maybe that helped me a little with mood and self control. But need to build momentum on this and continue to take the right actions.. Thanks a lot for your advice though I will start working out too in a couple of days or week once I start feeling better, I feel weekness now a days and always low on energy and sleepy and not motivated but this may be due to smoking.. I feel I need to work on Stabilization of kriya yoga and meditation in my life first... But yes I would like to thank you again for showing compassion and replying to me same goes for all those who replied to me too.. sometimes I feel like no one even cares if I post something here.. but really good to see you guys try to help me out.. 🙂
  21. I'm unable to get back on track 😭 i just feel like crying but tears are not coming out..
  22. @integral yes.. going back to basics.. Going to use this principle today 1. Awareness alone is curative.
  23. @OBEler I can't find them easily in India.