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First things first, this video is in HINDI. So, I wanted to share this here specially because I find this very valuable and I'll explain what he says here, in a model. I am not posting this in high consciousness resources because I want to talk about and share the model he is proposing. I had an awakening last night, the Self-realization(not God-realization) while listening to some music and reading the pinned post on enlightenment by Leo. Just after that, I found this video in my recommended. This video is basically confirmed by the awakening I had before watching the video and another one of God-Realization some weeks back. Now what he say about the chakras is different from whatever I thought about them previously. And also makes it easier for me because he straight up says activation comes through inner understanding of certain concepts(I might've verified this firsthand). So basically contemplating on things. Now, I don't think this 'activation' is same as accessing the 'holy shit' possibilities of the chakras that people like to talk about. Activation means like all blockages removed, and is reverberating nice and good. Like the video is more about how to attain the bodies associated with these chakras. Disclaimer: It may as well be that he is just associating chakras with these to get people to contemplate into these topics for 'powers'. Which is a good strategy ngl. This model isn't supposed to be linear because I personally haven't and most of you here also haven't experienced it linearly. Muladhar (For Material Body): Possibility given by nature(N.P) = Sexual Attraction, possibility achieved through sadhana/striving(S.P) = Bhramhacharya. So basically, through total understanding of sexual attraction, you'll become a Bhramhacharya. Osho throughout the video reputedly says to not suppress, but to achieve total understanding into the natural possibilities so they can be transformed into the striving possibility. An example he gives is, "You are on your path but you see a boulder blocking your way, you get all upset because you think it is an obstacle, but through total understanding of the rock, you realize you can go climb on it and actually the boulder allows you to go on a higher elevation floor like a stairstep. You realize it's not an obstacle but a possibility. The boulder is still there sitting like before, but you realized it's actually a possibility." Swadhishthan (For Etheric Body): N.P = Anger, S.P = Forgiveness N.P = Fear, S.P = Non-fear N.P = Disgust, S.P = Love N.P = Violence, S.P = Non-Violence Again he says here to not suppress any of these or you'll just be stuck in them forever. Key is total understanding which will automatically transform these. Manipur (For Astral Body): N.P = Doubt, S.P = Faith N.P = Conceptualizing/Mental-Masturbation, S.P = Actual Wisdom So, he takes his time to explain Faith here. He says by faith he doesn't mean Dogma or anything. It's something that arises when doubt turns on itself and doubts doubt. When it understands itself, it transforms into Faith. Anahata (For Spiritual Body): N.P = Imagination, S.P = Will N.P = Dreams, S.P = Vision Says these transformations result in psychic powers like looking through walls, telepathy, astral projection, remote viewing, long-distance communication. seeing spirits, etc. By imagination becoming will he probably means very powerful manifestation. I don't have much experience of this one so can't say much on it. Vishuddhi (For Soul/Self(Atman) Body) Activated by: Self-Realization So here is very accurately describes what I felt just before finding the video. Self-Realization, meaning you realize the True Self. You are in bliss and peace. True Happiness for the first time. You see your true nature. But, a person here might still say there are different Atman in different people. Infinite Selves. In this person's mind, they think he/she realized 'her/his' self only. So basically they do see they are one with everything and their true self is infinite and forever, but they still hold the idea of their being other selves in 'other people'. (Though I didn't have this delusion in my awakening last night.) Biggest obstacle here is the Bliss, Peace, Joy. One might stop here entirely and not go further because all this time the struggle was from suffering. Now they got out so they wanna stay there forever. If one's seeking wasn't orignally for truth but for bliss then they will likely stop here only. He says that it might even take several lives to get sick of yourself/ this bliss to then to go further. But it doesn't have to be the case. I think since we know this trap we can just bypass it. Another thing he says is, till Anahata science can explain, research is going on and we can talk about these with language pretty good, but after that, starting here, language starts to breakdown and reaches it's limits. He says science can even reach into researching this too. But not after this. Language can be used to describe this and the next 2 ones but, it's gonna be very probelmatic for those who don't realize it already. Language used to describe this and the next two are often contradictory and don't make sense untill realized directly. Language fucks up a lot and creates a lot of delusions explaining these. Agnya/Agya (For Cosmic Body) Activated by: God-Realization Here he says, one realizes "Aham Bhramasmi". There is no you anymore, there is only Bhraman. Only being. Pure being. One can see infinity. Also idea of an 'experience' or 'perception' also breaks down because there is literally only being. Biggest obstacle here is that this is so full, (since nothing can be outside reality), one doesn't understand how to go further. Basically you can't go more meta than this since it's literally everything, including nothingness. I, actually experienced this one first hand. So during the God-Realization, when I realized I was completely alone as well, I noticed I felt a very strong magnetic field permeating through my head with the center of head as it's center. I remember thinking "This might be the closest I have gotten to noticing the Agya chakra in direct experience and have activated it.) OSHO says that someone here will just straight up deny non-being, because by definition, it is not. However, non-being can also be understood and is infact the next realization. Sahasrar (No Body stated) Activated by: Realization of Non-being He says maybe till Agya you could explain a bit in deluded ways but here it is completely impossible. So he doesn't say anything else about this. Final remarks: I am sharing cuz i find it p accurate cuz of my direct experiences. Just wanted to share cuz I can not find an english version of this video and this just too valuable relatively.

If by enlightenment you means realization of godhood or the self then I feel like technology will be used rightly, evil and courrption will not be a problem anymore and the world will be mostly friction free. It's like the whole earth will be in the flow state, we will create an environment that will be conducive to further growth. If we as a whole species go even beyond that level, according to the book "Law of One", we will just become one superbeing with all of us connected lol. Idk how valid that is yet but I like the idea of a friction-free and tranquil society.

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This reminds of the time when Leo locked a thread for trying to be cute

Wanted to post this when i watched the episode when it first came out, couldnt find the complete scene anywhere so didn't. Sadly this about the deepest the anime gets

Tbh you first need to contemplate on what is movement. What I have gotten is movement = stillness.

Tbh I am not one who should give advice on this, but I'd say there's always exceptions in one's ways of thinking. I think it's very possible for you to find a girl for yourself that you can connect with and also when it comes to self-actualizations, assuming you die of old age, you still got a lot of good time on your hands. My father is 7 years older than my mother and it was a love marriage. My father met her in his 30s. I don't think you have fucked up yourself by wasting a lot of time. Just a late-bloomer. Gotta assume there might be females in same position as you

How else will you do nothing about something if you can't accept it?

'Trippin' On Sahara' Going through the dunes I have no water Is that heat or is that fumes? My bottle is empty, it just keeps getting hotter. I have been walking, walking, walking, forever am I even going anywhere? Feels like the same place as two days ago How did I wind up here, I need to go. Maybe I should lay down and die The sand is so hot, not a cloud in the sky It just the hot burning sun and it's prey, I. It feels so good to lay down and close my eyes Even though my whole body feels like it's getting fried I am gonna give up, the rays are so unforgiving, and there's nowhere to hide. My childhood, adolescence, adulthood It's all gonna end with me for good Did it even matter? Probably not, whose would? I am dying, I am dying... I am... oh... hahahahaha

I second!

I honestly don't know what Enlightenment is anymore. I thought I did but, it always is not enough. My current assumption of what Enlightenment is, is: those high level realization states as baseline state, because one has realized/seen those high level realizations so deeply, that it is impossible to naturally go back to unseeing that anymore. It would be so incredibly obvious that you can't forget it anymore, unlike awakenings which are probably not deep enough, therefore you lose em.

Why must you deal with it? Maybe you identified yourself too much with Leo and his content. Maybe you think unconsciously that you know him well. You like his stuff, but more than that, you have identified with it. Just like how a Christian identifies with the bible or being a Christian. If the stuff works for you, that should be enough, why must any criticism of the stuff you love feel like an attack? If the criticism makes sense, you correct your ways, if it doesn't, you don't take the criticism seriously. This is similar to Sadhguru's following getting defensive af when he is criticized, even though Sadhguru says his advice is to be taken only if it is proven to one, else keep open to it. It's because they identified Sadhguru as some symbol himself and a emotion of hurt just pops up on it's own when that identification is criticized. I know because I have been there and it is very common to identify with your Gurus. I was so attached with Leo that it took courage to just click on the video of his criticism or the rational wiki on him. I didn't want to click not because I didn't wanna waste my time, but rather I was scared to have my 'home' or belief system of 'him knowing it all' attacked and lied to myself as 'I don't want to waste my time watching it.'. Furthermore, I told people about him not for their benefit and growth, but rather to validate my belief of him 'knowing it all'. This was all a sneaky mechanism I didn't notice until I realized it. This could be the case with you too. Nowadays, no feeling of hurt or defensiveness arises in my chest when I see Leo criticized, infact I am curious if I might get to know some truth or if it's another set of self-biases. Afterall, I wanna know the truth, not stay with Leo.

Just make a journal in your notepad and update it with the date and time every time you write in it.

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I intentionally delved into something similar, YT Shorts(with lots of clips taken from tiktoks) and TikTok Compilations, for 4-5 days and got straight up addicted. I don't resist it or watch it anymore. Now the urge is gone. From what I have noticed is that, it robs of your free and clear way of thinking. It instills fake values into your mind and gets you to act in unconscious ways. Even if you find things you are interested in, it could be a good watch, but it just robs you of so much including time. You could definitely grow from watching these things but I mean, you could def go without it and grow much fast too. Honestly, I would recommend to quit that app. Still, it depends on who you are. For me, TikTok aint the thing, atleast right now.

The most radical shit I have realized on some level is that anything exists at all(or not exists), it has existed forever, is eternal, is perfect, is a strange loop, is ME and that all that makes too much fucking sense. Everything else that makes sense, doesn't make full sense, there are a lot of leaps of faith made. However, THIS, This makes total sense.

Well, I know I am judging but I do what I am about accuse you of a lot so I can't help but ask. Why did you make this post? Did you want us to tell you 'Wow well done! you are definitely having a kundalini awakening' Sorry again for this rude accusation. This is more of a projection.

Been teaching myself Japanese for the past month. I already speak Hindi and English.

Amazing read. Thanks.

I have done some experiments on my own, and from what I have observed, you can completely change 'who you are' and your personality to a point you don't feel like the 'former you'. It's very strange and you feel like a whole new person. And to be able to do this, one needs little to no attachment to their personality. So fluidity. This also allows a personality to change and grow more often and easily take criticism. Personality and preferences aren't any separate object, but rather behavior that you label. However, the ego is a entirely different matter. It is much more rooted. And it is important one knows difference between personality and the ego. When I changed my personality, it happened with ego as the background. A different personality is just identification with different things. And to fully understand what I am talking about, you gotta delve deep yourself and see what makes you, you. Without the idea of "I am infinite conciousness' and all that in your mind. Ego is like the whole sense of 'you' while personality is just different ways of expressing that sense of 'you'. more on ego I wrote here

I have had the experience with thinking who is behind the eyes too. It went to a point, I felt literally gone and that I was an infinite nothingness behind my eyes from where I look from. Strange daily experiences for me would be like: Looking in the mirror and not feeling it's me. Just some body. I really find it handsome though. Every now and then the 'lucidity' pops up. Where I am suddenly lucid of reality and am like, "What". It happens multiple times a day. I consider it as practice and try to pop it up whenever I can.

Hey everyone, I'll write down my insights on happiness following this, please read and point out any holes, loops and places I missed to explore. Tell me where I can go deeper, and just your insight on happiness in general. Thank you. I feel that Happiness is deep satisfaction that lasts. The feeling of being whole and complete. When you feel that you need nothing to complete you. When all your needs vanish, and you are truly ready to die. Really freedom = Happiness = Love. Then what prevents us from being happy? Worries and Wants. Why do we worry? Because of our desire to maintain, which is the same as attachment. We have the desire to maintain, because we fear the collapse of whatever we are trying to maintain. Collapse into what? Into pure nothingness, pure potential, infinity, death. We are scared to die. I think to stop this fear, we will need to realize, we are which we fear collapsing into, the pure nothingness, pure potential, infinity. Why do we want? Because we want to feel complete and whole. Well, that's an assumption that we aren't actually complete and whole. Let's question that too and test the assumption. Am I actually not complete and whole? Well, to question that, I need to know who I am first. And well, turns out, I am the pure nothingness, pure potential, infinity. Which means I am actually complete and whole. So complete and whole that I contain the non-complete and non-whole. Assumption was wrong. Therefore, there is no need to want. And you are truly free for the first time. So, true Happiness and actual freedom comes from realizing our true nature. Who would have guessed. Took me a whole 1.5 hours of contemplating and running into loops to come to a conclusion that I have been told the whole fucking time.

I am aware that this notion of 'reality being far-fetched' is very relative, but let's think about it relatively for now. I was thinking about all the different awakenings I have had and lumping them together. And man, honestly, it's literally unbelievable what reality is, or atleast what I gather from my awakenings. To think that it all existed forever, and that to make sense! See it's weird enough to think something existed FOREVER, but to see that reality existed forever and it to make TOTAL sense? Like it couldn't have existed not forever, and I can see that, atleast on some level. And it's so... unbelievable you know. I know it, it's true, the 'proof' is right here. But it's still so hard to believe. It's all me, infinite, nothing, eternal. intelligent, beautiful, acceptance, truth, love, mysterious, etc.... You wonder how did this all come to be? But then you remember it always was. And that's what blows my mind once again. Really then I got nothing to question. I get my What, Why, How, When, Where, Whom, Whose, Who answered. There is honestly nothing left at that point for me to question and my mind is unable to pop some question up. And I feel so complete. But... It's so unbelievable. I take a little dose and just come back because it's too whole. I am aware I can go deeper. Realize much more. But for once in my life, I feel truly one, whole, perfect. It's so unbelievable. It's right here but I can't believe it. And I know, or rather being, no self and true self on some level. So I know, there is no one who believes, and that when I say unbelievable, I really mean very hard to accept and embrace. And what acceptance is, is death of me. I just wanted to share this for some reason. Any advice you think I need is welcome and please do tell, harshly or softly, if you see me falling in a trap. Thank you.

Maybe we mean the same thing, different words. But I'd say it's a peace that gives you joy for just being.

I would like to tell you that, that book doesn't explain HOW to do bhakti yoga or anything about it. It just explains the pastimes of krishna for bhakti yoga purposes. I think point of bhakti yoga is to love so much, lean so much, that you end up falling over and surrendering yourself onto whatever archetypical energy you worship. I tried bhakti yoga with Ganesha, by singing a Mantra. And really feeling into it to a point, that I really was calling Ganesha, asking him to dissolve me into him. I think if we do that consistently, there might come a point where you actually end up tipping over and die. Which is liberation I suppose From what I have gathered so far, it is purely feeling based and skips over all the thinking and contemplating. It cuts right through the bulllshit inside of you and goes straight for that ultimate dissolution. I guess this is what Sadhguru meant when he said that Devi burns away all your nonsense and cuts right through it. However, problem I see with this, is you dont really comprehend much and end up just dissolved. So even after you are liberated, you won't be much of help to someone else who also wants to be liberated. I mean it won't really matter to you I suppose. But you'll still hold dogma and other traps if you want to help someone else. It's just that, feeling wise, you are now liberated and dissolved.