mandyjw

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  1. Nahms sessions are an incredible value. My massage therapist is a friend I met through a friend, what should I stop paying her? Friends buy from friends.
  2. @vizual Leo IS actualized.org. All of the original mods, or rather mods that were here just 3 years ago have left. One even changed his/her name to Leopleasebanme until he did. The remaining mods are all relatively new.
  3. Just a reminder, this is not an organization. Anyone can get a .org site. This is solely Leo's forum for the purpose of promoting Leo. The potential for dissapointment is when you start to believe it is a free community or based around community values. It is not. More obviously now more than ever. It isn't unethical, this forum allows self promotion in links and discussion of teachers. I've been on past forums where this was even more often the case than it is here and it actually enhanced the quality of the forum.
  4. Yesterday Nahm was initially banned then unbanned then banned and again (I'd assume) unbanned.
  5. If Nahm was "smart" he'd just make youtube videos, market himself, sell courses and not ever deal with talking or relating actual real life, messy (beautiful) people. But yet THAT is what is so obviously needed.
  6. @Raptorsin7 I sent you a PM back when you were doing sessions with Nahm and you said you could donate a lot because your parents were well off. Why you really throwing him under the bus?
  7. Just for the record I don't think that this is really about the way Nahm writes or communicates at all. Just take a look around this place. @Raptorsin7 You really dont think wouldn’t have spent that with someone else anyway?
  8. I really appreciate the mystery of poetry and riddles and I think the only questions worth asking are the ones that aren't immediately answered. Just because you don't immediately understand something doesn't mean it's worthless or wrong somehow or badly or carelessly written. Quite the opposite. Like a poem or a koan, feel into the words. Why is this... essentially art... being demonized?
  9. It's much harder to ignore and supress from the female perspective. I was terrified of this forum when I first came here a few years ago. Nahm was the only one who somehow made it seem ok or "safe".
  10. You think constantly putting competing teachers and your own students down is social acuity? I'm confused.
  11. @Leo Gura Maybe change the .org ending to this site. It's incredibly deceptive.
  12. Let go of the need to have high quality of anything and the entire "world" is you. What is quality? What is qualia?
  13. Normal is SO overrated and illusory anyway. We weren't making sense before, because what IS sense? Never questioned the very foundation of what we were so concerned with complying with.
  14. Sit with it, feel into it and be open to what comes about. Don't demand immediate full understanding. You want to be fed more stuff you already know? How far down the rabbit hole do you really want to go? We're all mad here.
  15. Suffering and negative influence as caused by brain damage, bad genes, toxins, what is this belief? Did this belief really come from anywhere at all?
  16. It feels horrible to think such a thing, because "it" IS love. If it were in fact actually horrible there would be acceptance of that and it would not feel horrible to think such a thought. The reason that is does feel horrible to believe such a thing... the fact that you interpret it that way and it feels bad when you do... IS guidance from the Love that you are, and is perfect Love. So stop thinking those thoughts. Look for something to appreciate. See the way the light reflects off your water glass, feel how soft your comforter is when you close your eyes and go to sleep. Feels good, because is IS good. There is no resistance in love and appreciation, it's perfect alignment with the Love that you are. The reason you can think erroneous thoughts about yourself (Love) is LOVE. See how that works? How did we mess that one up? You are love, here to love.
  17. Sit down and write out what you DO want to be doing, what you do want to be eating. We are like a GPS, useless unless we know where we are going. Imagine shouting at your voice command GPS, I don't want to go there, I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO DALLAS. Gps: "Dallas, programing... turn left in a half mile." What you DO want is key.
  18. The begging monk? The one we revere, is also that which we fear.
  19. That is just what I was thinking. Just after I discovered her... ??? @kray Allow your own intuition. You know more than you know.
  20. What do you really enjoying doing? Are you currently consuming any caffeine? Another herb you can try in addition to ashwaganda is lemon balm.
  21. @K Ghoul I wasn't there, I don't know. We frame and understand situations by what we expect, and life reflects it back to us, and this member has shared this same experience and expectation about women in the past. Whether she was looking to get something from him or not, he will continue to get/interpret the same behavior from women unless he sees why he is so resistant and protective of it. Seriously, why not be like Jesus, just say fuck it. Buy her a coat. Get taken advantage of and be happy about it. Give the drunk homeless guys $20 for booze. Why not? You lose more life in your concern of getting ripped off or taken advantage of than you ever will have actually taken from you. Might as well just give and live fully.