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Oh my God the bunny, I've been noticing bunnies, I always hated that in Monty python, I went down to the stream from the cemetary a week ago and found a fox hole with the remains of a white bunny by it.

@now is forever Too late. Spirit of place awakened me and wants something in return. @Truth Addict Her. I love her. Yes, I forget sometimes.

@Brenzo2 The number 666 applied significance to me. That's the awareness we're all cultivating, so that we can build something great, a paradise without it turning into a hell. Everyone is terrified of becoming Hitler, myself included. But fear never served anyone or anything.

@now is forever Jesus told him, "Anyone who puts a hand to the plow and then looks back is not fit for the Kingdom of God." I'm not giving up. I've never been able to give up on what I love. I have to learn to balance and integrate it with my real life. I will and I am. I don't have to support myself, I already paid off my house and I can be a housewife if I want. It would be easy just to give up and be the well balanced highly effective yet isolated person I was before. This is going to hurt like hell, but it's also what I really really want. It's what God wants and I owe him something still. When my mission is done and my purpose is fulfilled I can leave.

@now is forever You're one of the only ones who mutually understands how to converse nondualy and now you're lraving. This happened too quick and I keep feeling crazy. Everyone I interact with is my higher self or a shadow mirror or both. Please don't leave. We all need to learn to reconcile the dualities of in person connection and real life and our online connections. It's too late to choose one or the other.

@Leo Gura So says the guy I've been listening to for years so I can be worthy of the world's love. I am the punchline of a cosmic joke. Are you laughing? I just went for a walk in the woods and saw a 6 on a tree just like your 666 on your wall in the video I watched today. I thought it was a spiral when I first saw it but it's actually a 6.

AHHHHHH!!!!! My name means "worthy of love" and I've always hated it. I don't want to be a nameless being. Or maybe I do.

Oh, it's because I needed to create them that way in the past, neither very male nor very female. That's all.

@Nahm Holy fuck.

@now is forever I'd really appreciate if you named specifics.

Yes, it's all love but there's conscious love and unconscious love. Some romantic love is conscious love, a lot of it isn't. You can love from a place of ego on varying levels. Stealing something from someone is self love, without any love for the person who you stole from. You can only steal or hurt if you have the belief that there is you and there is another. When the self dissolves, when you truly love your neighbor as yourself because he literally is you, then you can love consciously. We ALL slip back into unconscious love from time to time, and when we do that's just a call for even more love, including loving ourselves in our failure.

@Shin

There's a huge trap in believing that you should be peaceful or loving all of the time. To get rid of dogma in spirituality of the spiritual ego we have to accept and love ourselves when we experience all emotions, not just the ones we think are spiritual or want to experience. Otherwise we can never accept others for the same "flawed" or "unspiritual" emotions.

This question can be answered in different ways and I think they are all true. It's an energy frequency thing, that's how your parents attracted you and you attracted them simultaneously.

@Shin Yes, kindred souls but there just aren't enough of us. Also they hate each other and I love them both. So I'm the reason they even exist. You're welcome.

@now is forever Well love connects, there's no way around it. You will find me to connect with in some other form down the line. Wherever you go I am there too. I thought this manifestation was pretty fun but apparently you aren't feeling the vibe, so that's ok. I love you anyway.

@Shin Uhmm, generalizing craziness and sharing it with the world is my life purpose? I slept in until 5AM this morning, woo hoo!

Do you people actually sleep? We really are a bunch of vampires.

You're missing one thing. Love. Love is the glue that holds us together, it is the understanding that our neighbor, that our enemy is us, and it is a desire not only for us to survive but equally for him to survive too. Everything else is a lie, everything else fades away. Blind trust in the way of love will never lead you wrong. Like Osho says real love is neither hot nor cold, it's cool. You've grown ice cold, and I'm still a little too fiery. Come with me, we'll sort each other out.

Everything is for survival. We survive out of love. We stay out of love. What is the evil in the world is the feeling that comes in after the awareness that says "Yes, I did that thing so that a part of me can survive" and feels bad about it. Or it hates another for doing the same thing. We're here to survive. Might as well hit the ball out of the park.

Read Walden for inspiration and do your own version.

No one can awaken you. No one can awaken. One can awaken.

Are you ok? Seriously?

Sing along with me... It's the blessed belief that baffles the Buddhist way down in the depths of my heart. WHERE??? Down in the depths of my heart! WHERE? Down in the depths of my heart, to stay.