Muhammad Jawad

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  1. In the following video, Osho says: "Even God can not make 2+2 = 5".

    Now what I am thinking is that The One who can make 2+2=4 possible why he can not make 2+2=5 possible?

    If HE can make 2+2=4 possible then he has the power to make 2+2=5 possible as well.

    The way you know and think that 2+2=4.

    God can modify the existence in a way that you will start to think that 2+2=5.

    Maybe I am wrong and missing something. 

    Would like to have some clarification on this.

    Thanks


  2. On 1/27/2021 at 3:39 PM, Hulia said:

    I rather saw it.. but maybe also thought and felt - or alltogether. I think it was the same: a screen of a computer or a screen of my eyelids :) Words or images...

    Great.

    On 1/27/2021 at 3:39 PM, Hulia said:

    I knew it yesterday but today I am not sure. Even if there are no words, there are some images, even if there are no images, there are some shadows, some potentials ready to become images or words 

    Right

    On 1/27/2021 at 3:39 PM, Hulia said:

    It was not quite as soon, Maybe 5 minutes later. I exagertated with a duvet yesterday. It was very thick and heavy, and then the other one, they pressed me against the floor, it was a bit uncomfortable and still too cold.

    But I enjoy the moment I stop breathing and all the warmth coming back into my body like submerging into the warm bath. But then it was too hot.

    Amazing

    On 1/27/2021 at 3:39 PM, Hulia said:

    Because youtube is a video channel and they show some pictures while playing music. :) At first I thought, these are some arabic or sanscrit symbols, but then I saw the mathematical equations. I was overwhelmed. Because I saw that not only words and images are the same but also mathematcal equations.

    Wao

    On 1/27/2021 at 10:38 PM, Hulia said:

    If you think about it for another moment. What is not weird? Everything is weird. I was drinking water recently and thought what I am doing right now is the most weird thing... and not a headstand

    True

    On 1/28/2021 at 6:49 AM, Hulia said:

    I definitely love the bloody shamantic breathing :) 

    If my yoga studio is closed after corona, I´ll look for some shamantic studio...

    Best of luck :-)


  3. In the following video, Rupert Spira says: "From the point of view of Awareness, which is the only real point of view, there are infinite possibilities available at every moment so there is complete freedom".

     

    Q: Does Awareness have Freewill? Is awareness bound to witness whatever is appearing? Can awareness make any changes in whatever awareness is aware of? Is that awareness/consciousness creating whatever is in its awareness? Or someone else?

    Q: Does Screen have the power to change the channel just 1 click? 


  4. According to ramana maharashi this body and world is creation of Subconscious mind.

    What is the difference between concious and subconscious mind?

    Who creates subconscious mind?

    Who have uploaded the formula of creation of the world in subconcious mind?

    What is the difference between mind, conscious mind, subconscious mind, self,  consciousness etc..

    What Is the difference between samadhi and deep sleep?


  5. 10 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    Yesterday during shamanic breathing I was contemplating about duality.

    Were you contemplating during breathwork or after stopping the breathwork?

    11 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    I saw dualitiy melting into non-duality.

    Saw or thought or felt? How? Can you please explain in more detail?

    12 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    thinking and not thinking is the same.

    How?

    12 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    But now I cannot explain it any more.

    Why?

    12 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    opened the eyes

    Why did you open the eyes as soon as you stopped breathing?

    13 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    saw this picture on youtube screen

    Why did you saw this picture on youtube? And What happened by looking at this picture?

    10 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    What music do you listen to during shamanic breathing?

      


  6. Day 12 - 27/01/2021 - 30 mins - Morning -  Done - Good

    I Started Shamanic Breathing while listening following Tribal Drumming: https://youtu.be/BkzA_u9smXU

    After a few minutes while breathing I started to feel really cold. There was a lot of Tingling in my whole body. My arms & hands are totally numb, Tight, hard and I started to feel pain in my hands. My whole body started to become so hard that it felt like it’s made of stone.       

    As soon as I stopped doing shamanic Breathing, I held the breath inside. I felt really deep peace & Healing. The feeling of the body transforms into just a few sensations, flowing energy and currents. My Mind & Body was filled with Bliss, Joy & Peace.

    I had earphones in my ears from the beginning so as soon as drumming music terminated while shamanic breathing, following music started playing automatically in my ears. (I didn't need to come out of the trance to play the music myself using my hands): https://youtu.be/ZdElzvGlZbo

    I achieved the automatic Music phenomena through the following android app: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.muzical

    And it was an amazing experience to listen to music in that state of consciousness. In the end, I was very lightweight and was feeling healed.


  7. Day 12 - 27/01/2021 - 30 Mins - Done - Good

    I did this meditation after Kriya Yoga. I was aware of the very clear sound of silence / Om Sound. It was peaceful. I was not able to locate the feeling between my eyebrows. It was really hard to find bhrumadhya. I didn't know where to fix my gaze. If sometime in between I found the place to focus on then was not able to remain in my gaze there for more than a second. It was a continuous struggle to try again and again etc… 1 or 2 times I felt subtle energy surges running around in my whole body. I started to feel stretching in my tongue. While trying to focus on Bhrumadhya my fingers were trying to twist automatically. I was feeling a little bit of pain in my spine, forehead & top of the head. And at the end my head was heavy and I had a little bit of a headache.


  8. 26/01/2021 - Corrupted Digital Gift

     

    I had multiple dreams tonight but couldn’t recall all of them when I woke up. I have memories of a few chunks of my last dream. 

    I sent a digital gift to my sister as a digital file and my sister told me that she got a corrupt and incomplete file.


  9. Day 12 - 27/01/2021 - 30 Mins - Done - Good

    I Sat in 30 Min Half Lotus Asana

    12 Nadi Shodhana Pranayama Cycles (Successful)

    12 Ujjayi Pranayama Cycles (Successful)

    30 Min Concentration (Attention, Focus & Gaze between eyebrows + Om Sound / Sound of Silence)

     

    Feel like I still need to learn, understand, practice, and correct a few things. 

     

    I was not able to locate the feeling between my eyebrows. It was really hard to find bhrumadhya. I didn't know where to fix my gaze. If sometime in between I found the place to focus on then was not able to remain in my Gaza there for more than a second. It was a continuous struggle to try again and again etc… 1 or 2 times I felt subtle energy surges running around in my whole body. I started to feel stretching in my tongue. While trying to focus on Bhrumadhya my fingers were trying to twist automatically. I was feeling a little bit of pain in my spine, forehead & top of the head. And at the end my head was heavy and I had a little bit of a headache.


  10. At night while sleeping When we have a dream, everything in the dream is me because the dream is going on inside my mind/brain.

    Did I create that dream? If Yes. How? Why? When? Why I don't have the memory of creating it?

    If I didn't create it then who created it? How does all that work?

    Is it possible to remain aware & conscious in all kinds of states of consciousness?

    How and where I can learn all that?


  11. Is there any way to reach the state of your own divinity where you can experience your divinity, infinity at once?

     

    If I do not exist then who is thinking? If no one is thinking and thoughts are just getting born in consciousness and God is aware of those thoughts. Then why there are specific thoughts but not random. Who decides to think something specific? 

     

    Are objects, thoughts, etc... are automatically and randomly getting born or coming out of God? Or God creating them consciously? Suppose if any specific thought gets born did god decided to create that specific thought or it just got came out automatically?  


  12. 13 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    The violet sun, that I saw on the screen of my closed lids, was the same as in your profile picture. 

    Wao

    13 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    Yesterday I did the breathing for 40 min. After 30 min. my body began to become stony, rigid and numb. Beginning with the feet and hands and gaining slowly all the other parts. There was a feeling of sparateness from body. 

    Amazing

    14 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    Another new experience... But so what? It´s still not the awakening.

    Don't worry. Keep it up. The Day will come. Enjoy the Ride :-)

    14 minutes ago, Hulia said:

    Though it might be a help for a normal life. I think, I have now less tension in the chest and can better breath. Deeper and freeer. It´s easier to jog now.

    True :-)


  13. Quote

     

    There was once a newborn lion whose mother died giving birth. A herd of sheep found this newborn lion and adopted him. As the lion grew, he believed in his heart that he was a sheep. He grazed like a sheep. He fled like a sheep. He even bleated like a sheep.

    One day an old lion attacked the herd. When he saw the young lion fleeting with the sheep, he was puzzled. He caught the young lion, who immediately cowered and bleated. The young lion pleaded, “Please don't eat me! I'm just a little lamb!"

    The old lion couldn't believe his eyes. He rebuked, "What’s the matter?! You are a lion!"

    The young lion insisted, "No sir, I'm just a little sheep. Please spare me."

    The old lion had an idea. He dragged the young lion to a nearby lake and held his head to the water.

    “Bleat, bleat, bleat. Please let me go” wailed the young lion, eyes shut in fear. The old lion gave the young lion a powerful shake and commanded him to look at the water. As the young lion opened his eyes, he was astonished. His reflection was not a sheep’s, but that of a lion’s – exactly like one holding him.

    The old lion continued, “Look at our reflection. They are the same. Now, stop bleating and roar!”

    The young lion tried, but could only produce bleat-mingled roars. The older lion continued to exhort him, shaking the young lion each time. With each successive roar, young lion felt something change. His sheep persona faded and a dormant power awakened.

    At last, the young lion let out a bellowing roar that echoed across the savanna. He had found his identity. He was no longer a fearful, helpless sheep, but a brave and strong lion.

     

    The above Story is an incomplete story. Is there anyone who can complete it?

    Here is some of the story I know after that:

    Quote

     

    After that awakening the Lion (who once a sheep in his understanding) says Now I know that I am not just a coward and week sheep, I am a Powerful, brave Lion, The King of Jungle. But I am sorry I can not leave my normal regular life and my family members (Sheeps). I would like to live with them but I will never forget that I am a Lion and I will live a Brave Life of a Lion. Other Lion Says Ok. Great. No Problem. Go Ahead. 

    That recently awakened lion goes back to his herd of sheep and in his mind, he is really confident that now he doesn't have any kind of fear and he can live fully. He starts to live peacefully & happily but deeply in his subconscious mind, he is totally conditioned and trained as a sheep.

    One day He was with his family (herd of sheep) and was eating grass happily and peacefully. Suddenly any other Lion appeared from the bushes and attacked that herd and the Lion who recently got awakening, in that situation, he forgot that he is a Lion and got panicked and start running with fear and he suffered a lot emotionally till the situation got normal and then he realized that Oh how and why I forgot that I am also a Lion.

    Every time in normal time he thinks that now he is awakened and now there is nothing to fear and every time when his herd is under attack by a lion his conditioning wakes up and he behaves like a Sheep.

     

     

    So That Lion is still suffering even after awakening because he has got the glimpse and knowledge that He is Lion but deeply he is not able to become a real Lion.

    That Lion wants to come out of suffering and live an awakened life in all kinds of situations but He doesn't know how to reprogram his conditioning which he got in his whole life through his birth.

    After awakening now He needs reconditioning and training so just not know that he is a lion instead he can become a lion and live a life of a lion not of a sheep.

    Now that lion (sheep) is wandering around for help.

    What do you think? How can he become a lion instead of just knowing that truth?

    Thanks   


  14. In the following video, Osho says: "Even God can not make 2+2 = 5".

     

    Now what I am thinking is that The One who can make 2+2=4 possible why he can not make 2+2=5 possible?

    If HE can make 2+2=4 possible then he has the power to make 2+2=5 possible as well.

    The way you know and think that 2+2=4.

    God can modify the existence in a way that you will start to think that 2+2=5.

    Maybe I am wrong and missing something. 

    Would like to have some clarification on this.

    Thanks