blackchair

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  1. everything came from God.
  2. tldr yeah I have sometimes scares of apsolute/God, i don't know why...
  3. hm not all day cause i have business with tier1 people all day so they drag me down sometimes,
  4. its about trusting God 24/7 365 days....
  5. Gura is good teacher, now im going to watch music video where I'm entering coral stage. (it's called Dip by stefflon don)
  6. don't think it does matter at all, he's great teacher.....
  7. this is my 4th hospital stay in 4 years. I was sober last 3 time and i know i broke some limits i shouldnt I think the reason for staying this time was my suicidal ideation bc my eyes didnt stop hurting for the past year. So i lost the courage to keep fighting, Im leaving hospital for Xmas, so that is nice, to be with my familiy. Any thoughts? Ideas? Something positive? Plus matrix 4 is in town for chiristmas....
  8. thank you for good wishes, yeah I'm in Zagreb the center of all Croatia for mental illness
  9. god who created all of this. infinity/God/universe
  10. for God, nothing else....and my mortal family, i love them so deeply.
  11. good, but I have cravings for home, to see my whole family, i miss them much. and i miss my little hill where i go to pray to God....
  12. therapy is great (yes yes Marko will use the "N-word" right now) when you are normie (there it is!!!) but then it stopped working.....