blackchair

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  1. Matrix 4 this Christmas #blessed
  2. yes, i listen to taylor swift 24/7, it changed my life. lol.
  3. the link doesn't work, can I get a new one? thank you....
  4. @Gabith yeah for me it was scary shit i thought I would die at 33, (now I'm 32) it's not all peachy and roses on this path....
  5. first mystical experience was 6-7 years ago , all of sudden i was high, the air i was breathing was making me high, everything was perfect, it lasted couple of hours , 4 years ago i thought I was Jesus it was terrifying and horrible experience.
  6. i need a penis, be it on woman or man, i don't care....#shallow....
  7. i watched it, his turquoise is graves yellow, but it's was interesting for 6.0 stage and illuminated mind.....
  8. great! i will watch it! thank you ❤️
  9. do you know what shadow is at Turquoise?
  10. yeah, i tried everything trust me, only thing is to go slow, and in my small (but beautiful city) there is no turquoise gay men I'm afraid so i have to play "their" game if i want any kind of intimacy.....
  11. there is point in everything, even in suffering.
  12. thank you, but I'm afraid baby steps for me, I'm single for 5years now and to "get" a normal boyfriend is a huge win for me, and then if he is open to deepen our sex life it will be great, i don't want to scare him with "mumbo jumbo" on our first date (witch will happen this week)
  13. music, dancing meditation (even tho my brain meditates 24/7 if i allow him to do so) movies, coffee with friends and family walking in most beautiful town in the world..... praying to God
  14. god, Jake is so hot in that movie.... I'll get banned from this forum for trolling
  15. no, I'm done with learning for 10x lifetimes my bf will teach me everything, #lazy.
  16. first i need to find boyfriend for this
  17. every fetish is some kind of "escape" from reality, contemplate about it, and reality is that you want to be loved and love and build real intimacy with someone, i know this doesn't help at all, but my english is bad sorry.