blackchair

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  1. Why did infinite consciousness choose me? Little me? Why do I understand everything? I'm just a person with no special abilities, i have never tried any drugs, but i feel everything. I “feel“ what has to be done. I feel guilty all the time….Leo is “up there“ but we are same….what future is upon me? I'm scared….so much "responsibility" upon me.... Please be gentle with me, i'm very sensitive right now…thank you… Love you all with all of my heart.
  2. look at YT Jeruzalema challenge all over the world and cry your eyeballs out
  3. Matrix 4 this Christmas #blessed
  4. yes, i listen to taylor swift 24/7, it changed my life. lol.
  5. the link doesn't work, can I get a new one? thank you....
  6. @Gabith yeah for me it was scary shit i thought I would die at 33, (now I'm 32) it's not all peachy and roses on this path....
  7. first mystical experience was 6-7 years ago , all of sudden i was high, the air i was breathing was making me high, everything was perfect, it lasted couple of hours , 4 years ago i thought I was Jesus it was terrifying and horrible experience.
  8. i need a penis, be it on woman or man, i don't care....#shallow....
  9. i watched it, his turquoise is graves yellow, but it's was interesting for 6.0 stage and illuminated mind.....
  10. great! i will watch it! thank you ❤️
  11. do you know what shadow is at Turquoise?
  12. yeah, i tried everything trust me, only thing is to go slow, and in my small (but beautiful city) there is no turquoise gay men I'm afraid so i have to play "their" game if i want any kind of intimacy.....
  13. there is point in everything, even in suffering.
  14. thank you, but I'm afraid baby steps for me, I'm single for 5years now and to "get" a normal boyfriend is a huge win for me, and then if he is open to deepen our sex life it will be great, i don't want to scare him with "mumbo jumbo" on our first date (witch will happen this week)
  15. music, dancing meditation (even tho my brain meditates 24/7 if i allow him to do so) movies, coffee with friends and family walking in most beautiful town in the world..... praying to God
  16. god, Jake is so hot in that movie.... I'll get banned from this forum for trolling
  17. no, I'm done with learning for 10x lifetimes my bf will teach me everything, #lazy.
  18. first i need to find boyfriend for this