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Based on your pictures, no. There is infinity where God is, and we are still within this infinity.

Wouldn't it still be within God then?

I'm only asking because it was in his wishlist to try. https://vorpal.livejournal.com/475681.html I just want to hear of other experiences to see if it's worth it and if it's actually something useful for this work.

Next time you feel depressed or have anxiety, close your eyes. Go into this feeling and realize that it isn't anything other than a vibration. It's not actually depression that you're feeling, it's a vibration. It's not anxiety that you're feeling, it's a vibration. Next time you feel anxiety come, let it come and go head first into it. Literally feel that it isn't anxiety, just a vibration that your mind interprets as anxiety by assumption. I realized this a few weeks ago through a wave, I went head first and felt it. There's not actually any emotion there. Edit: go headfirst into the feeling with the intention to discover what anxiety really is.

What kind of tea was this?

Thank you for this valuable information. This is going to be the topic of my study for awhile.

I would like to describe an experience that happened, and that I can make happen relatively easily given certain conditions. In a dim room with no artificial (electric) lights, when staring at an object with a blank mind, the object disappears. For example: if I look at an object hanging on my wall, the object disappears showing only the wall. Once I refocus or readjust my vision the object comes back. The object kind of fades out of existence. Is this me just reaching for a phenomenal experience or is there more to this?

Is this heart in the same place as where we think the human heart that beats is, or is this a different kind of heart?

Last night, while relaxing with my family I became very aware that the entire scene of what is seen is me looking at myself. It is all me, looking at a mirror to see what I am. I became aware that my wife's face is me, and i am imagining her every action. This entire scene is me talking to myself at a mirror. Then it hit me, oh! In her is also me doing the same thing but seeing this scene through a different perspective. All eyes are projecting into this reality that reflects face. I, we, are reality. I see reality from this body, but all of reality is my face, therefore all of reality is me. Also realized that I dont even actually control what this body mind says. There was a point last night where I was just responding before I even could think of a response. The responding was just happening.

I've been attempting to find this mirror, or bubble that I am, but no luck. No experience of no experience or anything like that. Only these intuitive understandings of what is. Thw goal right now is to realize the bubble that I am, that is within me. Even if i did find, how would i know?

An experience last night: It was dim in the room, just a nightlight on. I was staring off at the bed and objects on the bed. All color faded. It was fading in and out. At one point it faded so that there was no color, just dark. Not black, dark. I could see the outline of everything, but no color. I could see the separation (objects still being were they are), but I honestly cant remember how I saw the separation. I just simply saw no color and no objects just outlines of...dim non colored....not even really silhouettes. it then faded back into color and objects. I saw no color not because of the room being too dim, as stated above color came back. Also I could still "see" everything so this no color was a kind of lumination somehow. It wasnt your typical experience of darkness because your eyes havent adjusted yet. The eyes were well adjusted and already have been looking around the room for a bit. I feel as if I was still in the body. I tried to understand what I was seeing, which made everything regain its color and form. Side note: I smoke weed, and did so shortly before this experience. Never had an experience like this before whole smoking though.

So I was staring at my hand and kind of went into this point of no mind for just a second and it was as if my hand was literally in my eye...like my hand was floating from itself. Then everything came back to normal. Objects floating from themselves have happened before. What does this lead to?

I was watching one of Leo's videos about psychedelics and he made a comment about how one has to be careful not to fall for any beliefs on what you see. For instance if one we're to do some LSD and were to see Jesus or something that one believes, that person would have to go beyond that to reach enlightenment experience. My question, if one has to be cautious not to mistake certain things we may want to see for an enlightenment experience, how does one know that when one sees infinity, that itself is not just a belief of what one wanted to see? What is different about this experience that makes you sure it's not another deception?

You shouldn't discourage questions being asked on this forum.

"I" find that when this unit wakes up in the morning there is tons of monkey chatter and it's actually difficult to get back into ignoring my ego and putting attention on awareness without losing focus immediately. In fact it almost feels impossible to do at first. It's as if its forgotten what "I'm" supposed to be focused on to the point to where I have to put on a video something to actually motivate. Any advice or experience on how to move past this?

What are some everyday exercises that one could use to keep ones attention on awareness while at work and performing everyday activities? Looking for ways to practice and and denying ego and anything for enlightenment in general.

So let's say a body/mind passes on and that's that. Where do the memories and experiences go of that unit? It is understand that this is all an illusion (literally see it when this unit goes nature walking) and memory is as well, but how would this Oneness really experience anything if it doesn't remember the experience. What is the point of oneness creating and being experience if Oneness forgets the experiences?

This is probably nothing to most in here because most seem as if they've had a direct experience of their true self. However, an experience would like to be shared. I took some edibles (thc) last night. I did a little meditation and just focused on my awareness. Suddenly this rush of energy came over me, I felt pressure in my head and starting in my chest. A white light came over me. It left. It was disappointing not coming to direct experience of my true self. It is good to see results though. I've been at this point just a few times now and can never seem to break through.

Ah, Understood. Thank you for the clarification. Honestly makes it more of a headache to understand.

What is a unit's experience for then if it is not remembered? If Oneness is here to experience itself, what is it really experiencing if it has no way of remembering? I really am trying to understand, I know this is all over my head.

I sat on a bench, isolated, and just sat there doing the hand observation exercise Leo does in his "what is actual" video. While looking (I kind of stare more than look) I got a flickering of white light. I was able to see my hand still, but all around was just white light. It happened again after that, just quick flickers. There were no lights around me, it has been cloudy all day.

So once "death" happens, do the memories stick for a bit after god awakens? If the memories disappear instantly at death how can god realize anything? It would just be like waking up to a dream and not remembering. I'm probably working my question wrong. Basically what I'm asking is if the memories disappear, how does god remember that he is god after death?