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both. he's both lol. wisdom and insanity are deeply connected, it's just a question of what kind of insanity. the problem with anti-vax is it's not insane enough

maybe it was the just the misogyny of the era reflected in his thought process. OR because deconstructing reality just takes big balls (metaphorically speaking).

Arthur Shoppenhauer and the Virgin Mary

I want something more clearheaded .

not interested in acid or mushrooms anymore

I love that for you. I really wish I could use cannabis without getting super addicted, wanting to be high 24/7

you’re in a very privileged position. most people going through intense suffering aren’t so fortunate, they just grit their teeth and power through it. If you don’t have a therapist you should really get one. what do you get out of this? you remind me of early 2000s atheist youtubers collectively jerking off their nihilism because it makes them feel like toughguys

@Breakingthewall well said . You wouldn’t have incarnated as a human if you didn’t want the full human experience

lets see meditation: produces peak experiences, insights from peak experiences transfer into daily life after the peak ends psychedelics: produce peak experiences, somehow insights from peak experiences don’t translate into daily life yeah not buying it lol.

Barbie is one of the most pro-men movies ever made. it's so pro-men that stupid, unconscious men think it's sexist! Ben Shapiro and Andrew Tate are not men. they are babies.

Imagine being so lost in the human dream that you engage in culture wars. Facts don't care about feelings. tee hee.

dismissal of testimonial as unscientific, lol! as if that wasn’t precisely what peer review and education are.

learn how to astral project, take psychedelics, prove to yourself that death is imaginary

Leo bitchslapped a lot of my nonduality out of me the other day. and then I had the following insight. for a philosophy that claims to be the antidote to suffering, is nonduality even a particularly beautiful or inspiring narrative? Wouldn’t it be more beautiful to retain your individuality? fuck being assimilated into the singularity. I want to explore the multiverse….

normies quit their pursuit of truth the moment they get a taste of immortality. that's as far as 99% of seekers will go, because that's the ego's primary concern. it's all about survival for the ego...

My thoughts directly influence reality. my emotions influence reality.

everything is cope religion is cope, materialism is cope, spirituality is cope, nihilism is cope, nonduality is cope, addiction is obviously cope. LYING is probably the biggest cope. the amount of lies I tell is disgusting, I should vomit. the first lie I remember telling is when I said my favorite Star Wars movie was A New Hope, even though my actual favorite was Return of the Jedi. I thought my older cousins would judge me for loving the ewoks or some bullshit. I feel like a sewer rat covered in sludge. but I can’t allow myself to fall into self loathing, because that would just be more cope. everything short of taking absolute, 100% responsibility for every aspect of life is cope. I chose this, all of it. fucking all of it is my creation. I am actively creating hell for myself.

most likely you’re doing it yourself. most ghosts are just people’s inate abilities triggering unexpectedly what kinds of inner experiences are you having. is this a period of dramtic chnage for you? so the big You might be giving yourself a sign of sort

who would’ve thought, two of the greatest political blunders , the war on drugs and the war on terror, are deeply interconnected

it seems like my entire generation vapes nicotine and smokes weed I started vaping while I was quitting weed. that was mf stupid. should've bit the bullet and not substituted one for the other I go through this cycle of buying (weed or a vape), using it once or twice, throwing it out, buying another this is the dumbest shit ever. more psychedelics. (just not as a recreational escape from boredom/ substitute.)

today I had an unpleasant acid experience because I basically tripped just to escape boredom. Well, I tripped to not smoke weed but the reason I smoke weed is to escape boredom. anyway, something I've realized about these substances is that they demand respect and my lack of respect led to me seeing all kinds of dark images and constantly worrying about my breathing. I'm not sure if I got anything of value out of this one... only time will tell. I'm beginning to think that perhaps I'm treating psychedelics like a recreational drug and need to seriously re-evaluate my usage of them. the beatings will continue until morale improves.

dude you have like no perspective. go visit a nursing home. tell all those old people they just need to BE HEALTHY. as God your superpower is being limited, so you can learn how to not be a dumbass. eternal omniscience and omnipotence == no growth.