SamC

Sounds like you became conciousness of how you approach meditation which triggerd an ego backlash. Your meditation literally made you more concious about this.. thats a win. Its fine man, whatever you do. There is Nothing wrong to not meditate or meditate. Take some time off and try to be aware of how you feel when you don't meditate

I honestly belive that they think I am drunk and or on drugs. It had happend so many times that bouncers have asked me, even while Im in the bar/club If I'm okey. Apperntly I also wobbel when walk sometime. Fair point I need a disguise

Thats hilarious actually? Ill do that, Idgf

I might have not been clear enough.. I don't drink.. like at all but Apperently I act drunk, What the fuck am I doing wrong??

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Look up the book Anatomy of loneliness. Its about how to resolve what you are talking about.

Sounds like his way of trying to ensure that you wouldn't do it again... ( go another way) eventhough it just created more problems and fear. Are you also afraid of people that are close to you dying?@Raphael

Anxious/preoccupied

Nothing is to much. The forum is what it is, and will eventually develop to what it can be. The goal should not be to control it being less orange or less green or less anything for that matter. The goal should be to create an atmosphere where we try to understand all perspectives, no matter what they are.

@Danioover9000Yeah, I asked because this sounds connected to tantra and visualization which I suspect some people may be more adapt at then others. Its interesting how some people live a totally " rational" life with no beleif in God or anything like that, while life for others is pure magic! I myself find vizualisation really hard. I wonder why that is and if I would be able to create entities if I get better at it ( and or if it would change my life in other ways) Also, it would be really interesting to investigate if you are highly hypnosible virtuous. ( very prone to get hypnotized). Apperently many people who can imagine vivid images tend to be that. If that's the case, I wonder how that is connected.. many interesting questions! ((:

Healthygamer

@Danioover9000 Why do you think you are able to see and experience Crysty?

Totally agree on this. It is not only vital for understanding but also proper communication which is essential for LP.

I meet a girl at a coffee shop today when she was waiting to go to the bathroom. When she was done doing her business I insta dated her lol. I seeded a sushi date on Sunday and she said she was down. Can I set up the date without sending something in the beginning? Just like " Hey, Sushi date this Sunday at 13 this and this place. Wear something cuite X" or do I need to send some opener before? What should I do, I don't want to screw this up so your tips would be helpful.. especially from those with serious experiences with pick up. @Leo Gurawhat do you say?

As I've shared in a former post I seeded a sushi date with a girl in a coffeshop ( poor choice I know but I'm rolling with it) . Now the question is, do I ask her " sushi this Sunday ? Or just say. Sushi this Sunday, come this and this time. For context - we scheduled for Sunday but not anything specific other than the that I knew a place. I have already got a response from her so that's something. Now I'm just wondering what approach I should take. What do you say? @Leo Gura

Awsome! @Leo Gura thanks Leo

You might have ADD/ ADHD bro. One of the symptoms is that you forget stuff because your attention shifts so rapidly. Check out Drk videos ( healthygamer) on ADHD.

Yeah, doing pick up Is only the cover up

I have that too. What's interesting for me however is that I only hear it when I am out of alignment with myself. If I am on track with my LP it stops, If I stop it starts. Maybe your ringing also is a message someway somehow.

Big sigh.. yeah, I know. You're right. Should I reframe it as grabbing a coffee instead? One way I thought of saving it is to grab a coffee and then bounce her around, then fuck her and then eat sushi from home lmao? To ambitious? @Leo Gura Yeahhhh

Lol, that would be hilarious?

Awsome man! ??

If you dont figure it out tonight, it's fine. Everything is very state depended and honestly pretty random. You can stand there and be terrified af and then 20 minuts later start talking to a girl and kill it and get in the flow. Don't beat yourself up, focus on the long term.

Yeah and it's super beautiful! (:

What do you guys do on your freetime? I find it hard to let myself go becuase I don't want to lose valuable time. How much play do you allow yourself? What sort of play to you do? Any tips that have worked well for you in striking this balance?