Proserpina

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  1. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    When the cork floats Wellbeing (source) and wellbeing ('relative'- world of objects and form) 'occurs'. Passive principle, yin. Through passivity default state of things occur.  

    With service  Wellbeing (source) and wellbeing (relative) 'occurs'.  Active principle, yang. Through activity default state of things occur. 

    Pathway to healing. It's how to heal the body and others.  

  3. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    It's not a coincidence that AH says source is Wellbeing. 

    Any kind of Wellbeing will pull us into source.  

    Just like a beautiful painting pulls us into source. 

    Service to self is the wellbeing of the self and service to other is the wellbeing of the other. 

    Service to other- Realizing Wellbeing (source) promotes wellbeing (investment in the self) which promotes realizing Wellbeing (source).

    Service to other- Realizing Wellbeing (source) promotes wellbeing (investment in the other) which promotes realizing Wellbeing (source). 

  4. Posted

    Love is the natural state of our world.  The default. 

    "When you stop thought, you stop resistance and you naturally float to the top" AH

    The body feels amazing as love. You are more likely to invest in the body if you know it is love. 

    The body is Love. Others are Love.  Stop thought and the nightmare ceases and Eden appears. 

    Its only our resistance and fear that stops it. 

     

  5. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    If you know Love, you know that sucking in, consuming,  indulging, savouring all result in an awakening to the Body being Love. As well as simply mindful attention.  Investment in the self. 

    Masculine typically does this.  

    Uplifting, giving, loving all result in the awakening of the other being Love. As well as mindful attention. 

    Feminine typically does this.  

    You can see this play out in real life between the masculine and feminine.

  6. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    "All of life boils down to fear vs love. Either you will side with fear or you will side with love. If you side with fear you will become a devil and if you side with love you will become God." Leo Gura.  

    Polarization results in siding with Love from two different positions,  eventually siding totally. While still holding a preference. Its an alignment with God.  

    It is a way to see awakening in practical reality,  in relationships.  Everyone already has degrees of awakening.  

  8. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    The masculine and feminine symbolize that fractured awakening.

    Service to other comes with a host of awakenings related to 'other' like infinity of Gods, sovereignty of the other.  She struggles with seeing her body as God. Just as the masculine struggles with seeing her body as God but has no problem seeing his body and ego as God. 

    A woman's gaze is powerful. 

  9. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Service to Self and Service to other are like fractured awakenings that become whole.  Neither is superior.

    I prefer Steven Pavlina's take.  Neither is superior and polarization remains even when full awakening occurs. 

    Thats my best explaination, yet

  13. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Service to self videos (to grasp the energy):

    Service to other: 

    Service to Self sucks in, consumes,  indulges, savours. Grimes is Service to self.  

    Service to other is expansive, uplifting and giving.  Maynard is Service to other. 

  14. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Service to Self awakens more and more to God through the body.   Recieving service. 

    Service to other awakens more and more to God through service and illusion. 

    This guy is service to self. He explains really well in one of his videos how he awakens to God through recieving service from the feminine. There is this 'image' that is his religion. And the feminine supplies him with it. Or something. 

     

  15. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Continu'd

    Cleaning up what I wrote.  

    1. There are two energies.  Polarization. 

    2. Spirituality and philosophy influence these energies subconsciously within the psyche of humanity.  

    3. Illusion, the feminine, is as vital as service to self. 

    4. 'God' - Service to self.  'Love' - illusion (infinity of Gods) service to other

    5. Some have to come forth to remind humanity of its value (which is what happened during the ascension or downloading of the message of Love to humanity). Just as service to self is valuable.

  16. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    @Preety_India I'm sorry *hugs*. I'll support you.  One of the people in question has been extremely cruel to me in the past when I was in a vulnerable state. The other has consistently made me uncomfortable on purpose.  I know some of these people, I've been on the forum for a very long time and put my heart and soul into it. You don't seem like the kind of person they describe.  Seems like projection.

  17. Posted

    28 minutes ago, Gesundheit2 said:

    Facts:

    • Leo provides so much value and information, plus his own experiences FOR FREE.
    • Leo spends a great deal of time answering technical questions for seekers who would otherwise probably get ridiculed, pay tons of money to get a chance to speak with a guru, or worse, not have anyone to even take their questions seriously to begin with, let alone answer and provide an environment for discussion FOR FREE. And all of this happens on a forum that Leo made available and maintains for everyone, again, FOR FREE.
    • Leo teaches you to think for yourself and gives warnings all the time.
    • Leo teaches you how self-deception works and admits that he may be deceived and that you should not trust him.
    • Leo deals with nonsensical and unnecessary criticism all the time.
    • Leo helps thousands of already damaged/suicidal people, again, FOR FREE. But when one of those does something they would otherwise have done so much earlier, Leo gets the blame.

    Conclusion: Yeah, definitely seems like a cult.

    Leo has high emotional mastery considering everything. 

    I don't know why people consider it a cult.  Leo is very detached. Anyone can see that. He has high standards for himself and others. Sometimes his followers may appear cult follower like, but that's not his fault. He's dealing with many people who are mentally unwell and who have found a kind of 'father figure' in Leo. 

  18. Posted

    Hello? (Hello? Hello? Hello?)

    Is there anybody in there?
    Just nod if you can hear me
    Is there anyone home?
    Come on now
    I hear you're feeling down
    Well I can ease your pain
    Get you on your feet again
    Relax
    I'll need some information first
    Just the basic facts
    Can you show me where it hurts?

    There is no pain you are receding
    A distant ship smoke on the horizon
    You are only coming through in waves
    Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
    When I was a child I had a fever
    My hands felt just like two balloons
    Now I've got that feeling once again
    I can't explain you would not understand
    This is not how I am
    I have become comfortably numb

    I have become comfortably numb

    Okay (okay, okay, okay)
    Just a little pinprick
    There'll be no more, ah
    But you may feel a little sick
    Can you stand up?
    I do believe it's working, good
    That'll keep you going through the show
    Come on it's time to go

    There is no pain you are receding
    A distant ship, smoke on the horizon
    You are only coming through in waves
    Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
    When I was a child
    I caught a fleeting glimpse
    Out of the corner of my eye
    I turned to look but it was gone
    I cannot put my finger on it now
    The child is grown
    The dream is gone
    I have become comfortably numb

  22. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Long siesta.  A life time siesta. 

    The treatment order is here to stay.  Stage Orange. Sigh. 

    I'm not allowed to breathe or grow in this society.

    Are mystics supposed to be perfect straight out of the womb?

    I'll focus on my alignment with God and polarization during my long siesta. 

  24. Posted · Edited by Proserpina

    Realm of God is alignment with God, polarization. 

    Realm of voices is the back and forth between the alignment with God,  polarization until finally choosing your destiny and reaching the realm of God. 

    When I first started I was aligned with God and polarised, releasing spiritual gifts from an awakening on Weed. Then that gradually faded. 

    ............

    "The realm of voices humbles you.  You know nothing. 

    The realm of God lifts you up.  

     

    The realm of voices works on baseline. All your demons are aired. 

    The realm of God is a peak experience.

     

    The realm of voices forces you to learn through no teaching.  Sink or swim. Character building. 

    The realm of God teaches you directly.  

     

    The realm of voices is the heroes journey. 

    The realm of God has no striving. 

     

    The realm of voices is meat for an adult. 

    The realm of God is milk for a child. And also the land of milk and honey."