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I know for certain you said he was stubborn and egotistical. Not certain about reactive. You said neurotic. But still very similar. Anyways..

@Gesundheit2 You said that Joseph Maynor was reactive stubborn and egotistical. Which is what Leo said.

@Gesundheit2 Call me paranoid but are you sure you're not Leo? I ask because you said something that only Leo, myself and my partner know. Otherwise, it's a mad coincidence

That's the spirit. Also self love is the way. And don't take anything too seriously.

If you have love of truth you are bound to the path and bound to service. Even if you suck or aren't brave enough or what have you. The path will drag you kicking and screaming. How much do you love truth?

Am I enlightened? Yes and no. I enter enlightened states of consciousness. My usual state of consciousness might be thought of as enlightened if you define enlightenment as having a deep love of truth.

@nistake Definately. I'm still a witch in training.

The dark side to my enlightened states People can also be very controlling and threatening and want to be as close to you as possible. I've experienced being spiritually sacrificed, akin to wicker man, where the beings wanted me to be reborn so that 'spring' could arrive (My new vessel) ). Not fun. Wanting to be as 'close' to you as possible can involve some messed up stuff (canabalism, rape).

The dark side: people can also be very controlling and threatening and want to be as close to you as possible. I've experienced being spiritually sacrificed, akin to wicker man, where the beings wanted me to be reborn so that 'spring' could arrive (My new vessel) ). Not fun. Wanting to be as 'close' to you as possible can involve some messed up stuff (canabalism, rape).

My state of consciousness and others To varying degrees: People become 'wanting' when I am in an enlightened state Almost like a deep craving. It interacts with my other qualities such as femininity, vulnerability. They're very helpful and protective. They make up for my weaknesses rather than criticizing them. They think in the long term, and want to assist in my development. They can also be threatening and controlling.

To varying degrees: People become 'wanting' when I am in an enlightened state Almost like a deep craving. It interacts with my other qualities such as femininity, vulnerability. They're very helpful and protective. They make up for my weaknesses rather than criticizing them. They think in the long term, and want to assist in my development. They can also be threatening and controlling.

I always knew I was a Queen @ivankiss Ffs let the boy be 'king'

Self love Self love and an enlightened state can almost be thought of as one and the same. They feel exactly alike. When you love yourself you are doing the work.

Enjoy it

Self love the ultimate 'cheat' Self love is a cheat in terms of value. Your light is brilliant and it can help someone think in less shallow, more long term ways.

Using positive delusion to manifest At the heart of positive delusion is positive delusions of grandeur. Use self love techniques to create a sense of grandiosity. Spontaneous channeling will create a sense of positive grandeur as well. Relying on technique alone will not suffice. Spontaneous channeling occurs in a healed space, where boredom, playfulness and sense of safety can blossom. You will recieve visions, premonitions and other positive delusions as a result of sustained positive delusions of grandeur. Take advantage of so called delusion to manifest. It's only delusional in the eyes of the closed minded. Reality is shifting and your true identity is magnificent.

Tips on how to manifest ime Be in a totally healed space to where boredom and contentment can blossom within you. Allow your mind to run wild with possibilities, no limitations. Be playful and feel safe and secure. Alternatively, if you have trauma, then use suffering to your advantage. Become insane. Yet again entering that headspace of running wild with possibilities with no limitations. Focus your mind around possibilities involving Love, the highest good, Goodness, love of truth, the will of the divine etc. Feel a mounting positive expectation and belief. Be fully free. Not held back by others beliefs or by logic. Anything goes. I had false beliefs while I was manifesting, but I didn't let that stop me. I didn't bother getting caught up in it or analyzing it all too deeply. Just completely free.

Siddhis and Manifestation Its possible to manifest things into reality. It might look a lot like schizophrenia or psychosis though. If you happen to snap out of it (which is very likely) it will appear to be all made up and that you were deluded. I've manifested entire buildings and neighborhoods. It was very much like cut out figures. I was at the blueprint level of reality. You'll also be hit all at once with all your negative beliefs and fears. As well as psychic attacks. Everything will surface. Very difficult to sustain the 'new' reality while in a state of terror. You'll snap yourself out of it.

@Alfonsoo You'll also be hit all at once with all your negative beliefs and fears. As well as psychic attacks. Everything will surface. Very difficult to sustain the 'new' reality while in a state of terror. You'll snap yourself out of it.

Its possible to manifest things into reality. It might look a lot like schizophrenia or psychosis though. If you happen to snap out of it (which is very likely) it will appear to be all made up and that you were deluded. I've manifested entire buildings and neighborhoods. It was very much like cut out figures. I was at the blueprint level of reality.

Yeah. The vanity shows

Exactly <3 @Zeroguy You are loved.

@Nahm I don't think he is intentionally being insulting. I don't think he is well.

It wears you down to the bone until you go 'insane' (sane) and then everything amplifies. And then you take an antipsychotic to calm it all down which slows the psychic attacks but leaves you in no state of channeling.

More on psychic attacks Mystical experiences/ channeling amplify all and any spiritual interaction. I've mostly blamed myself for the psychic attacks in the past but I'm done with that at this stage. It's a combination of things. I used to self harm while under attack. I thought there was something seriously wrong with me. I have a hormone imbalance and physical illness. It has an impact on the spiritual realm and what manifests. It's cyclical and not really in my control. I have yet to know how to deal with it. I try not to take it personal or assume it to be a 'reality'. But sometimes it gets the better of me.