Breakingthewall

you are here to evolve, not to have fun. it's obvious right? take advantage of the good but you will never be as happy as any bird. you are a soldier, brave and sacrificed who has lived ten thousand lives of suffering to achieve that this very complex being is perfected, is able to transcend the animal, then the man and approach the god. You have a mission to fulfill, a step to climb. if there is beauty on the way, fantastic! but it is obvious that enjoying is not the reason for our existence. If instead of beauty the cross awaits you, no problem! It is for a greater cause, you have chosen it. Neither the torture room nor the psychiatric cell scares you. They are just one more step. do not pursue happiness, you are not for that. chase the truth

this universe seems completely deliberate, perfectly designed, and its tendency is to increase in complexity. the basic pieces are simple, and combining them you can arrive at amazing constructions, like a rat, a miracle of complexity. It seems the goal is to do this, to be. for what? for pure creativity maybe?

@tatsumaru the universe gives you what you need. it may be that you as an ego would have preferred something else

could be, but seeing the abundance of human suffering, it doesn't seem like it. speculating completely I would say: God wants to be material. For that he has created this universe that evolves, increases in complexity, until creating beings that are its complete incarnation. and here we are working on it

@Tim R sorry for rambling. How did you get to that conclusion? Well, if reality is nothingness, but here we are, perceiving "things", would it be that these things are made of nothing ... what else can it be?

@Tim R well, behind that empty well of nothing ... there is something. the singularity, the being that is where there is neither how nor why. the only reality that exists. me. But the problem is that this is so while it is like this. later, in the memory, there is a tendency to doubt, to masturbation, which is what we are doing now

With psychedelics, and lately meditating, and even sleeping, I realized that behind the appearance of "something" is an unlimited well of nothing. I have seen my person dissolve and reach the nucleus, and see that there is no nucleus, only emptiness. I speak according to that repeated realization, which although it is revealed as obvious and real may not be the truth, of course.

@LastThursday If reality is only structure, and structure is just a thought , what is that thought? We are in the beginning again

@LastThursdaysomething is nothingness structured. they are not opposites since they are basically the same, the question would be: is the "act" of structuring something? it is like a thought, therefore it is not something in the material sense, but I would not call it "nothing" either. the only possibility that nothing has a structure is that it really does not have it ... that it is an appearance. But where is the difference between real and appearance? There is not. Appearance became real in the moment that it is Structure is shape? I'd say yes. But there is a difficult question: how the nothing thinks?

@LastThursday structure means there is something rather than nothing. non-structure is nothing. nothingness structures itself in patterns of increasing complexity, forms that create and dissolve, from a hydrogen cloud to a human brain

It is a very practical design, the three forces, the energy creating the matter that from a single and simple base is combined in an enormous complexity, until it comes to life. clean, useful, perfect. the design of a genius

Infinity is what you really are: an empty well of nothing, a horizon of possibilities where all possibilities are possible. they all happen? my mind says no, that's impossible, crazy, all must have a purpose. but who knows.

For me it is obvious: I want to achieve the emptiness in my mind, because that is how the beauty and wonder of life is manifested. It is something purely practical, I don't understand why it is so difficult, but it is

Well meditating is detaching from the egoic mind, right? the problem is that if you are very attached to it, it is almost impossible, a torture of forcing yourself to be still and to try to watch your thoughts pass without clinging to them when it is the same thoughts that are trying to stop thinking ... violence. when you do 5meo, for the first time in your adult life (at least in mine) you really stop thinking and your mind becomes an absolute emptiness, the limits are broken, your reality flattens and you see that emptiness is what you are , Being. this does something in your mind permanently. If you sit down to meditate, it has suddenly become relatively easy (at least possible) to undo the limits of the mind, the words, and feel your mind empty and expand. This to a certain extent, not so easy or perfect, but the job is to get into silence and emptiness more and more, and if the mind has not seen before, in an artificial way, that emptiness is reality, being, what must be approached to really be yourself, you are going to reject it very strongly because for the mind emptiness means death. The other way is to do as gettoelf and have an iron willing, but not everybody has

@gettoefl @Hen Zuhe yeah it's the key, but in my experience meditation it was practically useless hell until a couple of breakthroughs with 5meo. Many people are so identified with their ego that meditation for them is nothing more than a hard exercise of will, like holding your breath. a complete ego break changes the schemes a lot

@Findus imo the best way to control addiction is meditation. if you meditate EVERY day time enough, nothing to do will not create anxiety. If you stop doing it, anxiety will eat away at you, at least in my experience. Arrive to the point where the silent is, many times every day if you can, and the compulsions will disappear. It seems very simple, I see it very clearly and again and again I abandon the practice because I consider that it is no longer necessary, that I can be in a meditative state driving or doing whatever, and no. in two or three days the compulsive mind takes absolute power

True, we are, and we cannot stop being it, but every day we do thousands of acts that strengthen the illusion of separation, which leads to madness. the problem is that it is really difficult to stop doing them. for example, writing here could be one of them

If you want to stop the crazyness and be what you really are, you only have to disappear as a man or woman, as a social being, blend in with the nature of which you are a part, merge and let yourself go completely. blur the separation between you and the rest, abandon yourself. Forget all your opinions, fears and thoughts. it is possible, you just have to give up everything. but that everything is a lie. the human has gone mad. he is deeply sick, absolutely stupid. There is another way without dissapear of the society? I'd say no, the problem is that society has a huge magnetism

My opinion: nothing will happen, the pattern that you are shaping the nothing will simply dissolve. as you say, me, the neighbor and my dog will still be alive, but they are the same as you, simple (or complicated, better) forms out of nothingness. if you do deep you realize that who you really are is nothingness, and that nothingness is. everything will remain the same without you, because when you die your form will disappear. do not worry because I will continue to exist, I am you. Regarding reincarnation, I think that perhaps there is some continuity of the pattern that you have been, an evolution. but what we call identity is an empty pattern. it's the substance of nothingness that fills it

behind the conditioned mind there is still an i that seeks acceptance, security, survival, be it Japanese or Afghan

for me it is something you have to see in real time. knowing it by some concrete experience and then remembering it is distorted. I see very possible to blur the barriers of the ego in an almost permanent way, the more times you have disappeared as an individual, the more you identify with what is not an individual and the more evident it seems how real the absolute is, and how little relevant is the relative, although it is difficult to explain. Its like to live full time in the edge of death

when you change your point of view for another external to you and it's revealed that you are a kind of pattern with a certain shape, completely irrelevant, without real existence, with the illusory certainty of being a separate entity

Hah not so, still to be defined "sacred substance"

gradual elimination of all the psychological attributes that form the "person" until leaving a permanently empty hole in the place of the psychological body, through which the sacred substance of which reality is made is manifested, without being blocked by the shape of the mind

@Leo Nordin Where is the question? It's obvious that you already have decided. Leave is freedom and keep is conformist (in your opinion) so yes. do it and take the first step in being an adult, in taking charge of your life and deciding. For me, something like dropping out of school against expectations involves leaving home. When you are 30 or 40 you will feel proud of yourself for having made such a decision as soon as possible. continue as you are floating in a sea of doubts, is obviously a mistake. what you do will mark your life and it is always much better to sin out of boldness than out of cowardice