I am in the country, a lonely and beautiful place, the breeze is perfect, after a while of meditation i felt very good, and I decided to smoke 5 meo. Now I realize that I did not want to surrender. you know, here alone, breathing seems not to work, it would be better with someone watching ... ok ok but that's not surrender. I have smoked12 mg aprox, the sensation has been beautiful, but I had not surrender. but I think I'll wait a few hours and I'll do it today. well, I'm not sure. how difficult it is to surrender to me ? I never did but I must to!!!
