Breakingthewall

@Ivan D great understanding. in someone 17, impressive. As you say, addiction is something you use to mask a problem. the question is what is the problem. In my opinion, the problem is always anxiety, and anxiety is always a lack of love. in the broadest sense. I don't want to say something like: your parents didn't love you. it is more to feel separated from love, in the metaphysical sense. this creates a very hard feeling of emptiness, very difficult to bear. Understanding why you have separated from love is not easy, you have to put your intuition to the maximum. really how to understand this is to understand the ego, the way of being human, to understand yourself

suffering comes standard with the human. with language he creates a huge imaginary world of thought, past and future, concept and idea, and loses himself in it. To be lost in this world, attached to thoughts, is to a greater or lesser extent suffering. the vast majority of humans are immersed in this imaginary world and suffering. Getting out of this suffering is difficult, since it is the only thing you know, since it's the only thing that can be known. Any goal you set yourself to get out of this will just be more thought. here we are all for this: to get out of the mental matrix. it's not easy, but it's not impossible. The problem always is: you can't get out of the mental matrix because the mental matrix is you

Exactly. how important is reincarnation? One of the most important things that you realize with spirituality is to live in the present, to realize that the past is dead, it does not really exist. You are what you are today, nothing more, nothing less. what you were yesterday is imaginary, ego, what you were in your childhood, even more so. what were you in another life? delirium. only now you are, only now exists

to find what? you just have to realize the infinite that you are. maybe you have not realized. The way that leo propose is quite effective, in fact the most effective ever. then be as disinterested as possible. give all the love you can. and that's it. when you see what you are, the ego seems stupid.

@KatiesKarma have you tried mushrooms? they do miracles

The day will come where all humans love themselves and others in a totally selfless way. where there is no more desire, only fullness of being. where to compare and value does not exist, where infinity smiles through each person. where the human has completely realized himself and is only a carcass of god. that's the way that goes slowly but surely

you are just my imagination. and yet I am your imagination. let's take off the imaginary disguise and recognize ourselves as the same. So lonely, much better that infinite illusion

when buddha said that life is suffering he was referring to the ghostly life of the ego. the life of an animal is not suffering, it simply is. the human by his speaking nature enters the cloud of the ego, and that turns him, by definition, into a mad being. Buddha proposed the cure for human collective insanity. we are trying to cure our insanity. more than everything is suffering, everything is madness, disease of the mind due to attachment to thought

Everything indicates that human life is a learning process. reincarnation would be the logical step to complete the process. this is not to say that none of this is true, but it seems

serious in the sense that life tests you, there are times when you have to give it your all, or you get stuck in a dead end and the game can get very unpleasant. not very serious in the sense that deep down it doesn't matter. it's a serious game, but a game

I took a shot on a salvia extract and at the moment it seemed to me that reality was bouncing, and that I had to bounce to balance it or reality was going to fragment. I started jumping around a very small apartment breaking all kinds of things, my babysitter was a girl and she couldn't make me stop. suddenly everything stopped in a second

in the middle of infinity ... what year could it be? the only year, the only day, the only second

we know that reality is illusory right? a kind of hologram whose substance is nothing. A thought. we are illusion, we do not exist, only like a thought. So if you stay in a coma, they give you propofol, deep sleep, whatever ... what? it's part of the dream too. where did you go when propofol? If there is no propofol, neither you , nor where to go

I would say that all the possibilities, infinite, are right now, and they are all nothing. why are we perceiving something concrete right now and not something else? the eternal question ...I don't know

why would you want to do that?

as a form you were born from nothing, and you as a form will disappear without a trace

I've had that experience many times, it's terrifying. there is nothing, empty. I am not there. only empty, immeasurable, infinite. The feeling when the ego comes back is indescribable. the point is, that's what you are, but it's also nothing at all. neither love nor intelligence in this moment. Void. getting used to that is quite a challenge. it's possible ... more or less, I'm working on it. If I vape 5 meo in high dose that's my experience. All is void. if I do it again, the emptiness explodes, in an instant, it is all that is possible. the infinity of possibilities being in this instant. the two are the same. and it is also the same me now writing. hard to understand. I hope I'm getting used to that void, i feel it's very important

The thoughts are nothing more than you talking to yourself because you are afraid of being alone. You've been depending on others your whole life to live, if they leave you alone, you will pee and poop. so you talk to yourself and you talk to yourself to give yourself the feeling that mommy takes care of you (and me, i can't stop neither). That is the whole mystery

addictions are usually a tool that you use as a patch, to cope with your unbearable anxiety. If you can't get your anxiety levels down, no strategy, method, idea is going to work for you. It is obvious from reading that you are fully aware of what this addiction does in you: it rots your mind. It doesn't matter if you know it, the anxiety is worse. anxiety eats you inside. Anxiety is a horrible hole in the center of your being, telling you: you are not worthy of love. God don't love you. what you have to do is serious, it doesn't matter if you are a teenager, a child or whatever, that's life: hard. you have to understand, solve the puzzle. If not, your life will be miserable, a shit. understand is difficult. First, you are not aware of what has caused your anxiety. you think yes but no. you have to go deep, to the bottom. therapy, psychedelics, real action, honesty, intelligence, courage

have you tried 5 meo dmt? It is not a psychedelic, it is something else. it is a ego killer. No ego remaining. and without ego, only the truth remains

@Karmadhi try to understand that it is not about competition, who is more handsome, or brilliant. it's about connecting. you have to go with your radar open, that is, contacting girls, until the connection occurs. You don't have to force it, just learn to be as yourself as possible, open up, eliminate any expectations, and let the magic happen. You don't want to win an award, be more than the boy next door, and take a girl who is not on your frequency. for what? so that they give you a medal? that is lowering yourself. you want magic. You want things to flow, and if it does, it doesn't matter if you have the most handsome guy in the world next to you.

the ego has no faith. He believes that everything depends on him, that without his constant attention and work, the worst will happen, death. fight, be attentive, anxious. having faith is the opposite. Everything is as it should be, let it go, stop fighting

the prophets were mystics who liked the attention of the public and who were brilliant orators and magnetic personalities, like osho. the question is not how deep they went but the people they reached. imagine that instead of prophets they were singers. There are millions of singers, not so much mystics but a lot as well. Have the best singers endured in time, or the most charismatic? a mix i guess, some really good, some really bad

Happy to hear it . constant anxiety is a condemnation

faith as surrender. Stop trying to be, abandon yourself, have faith in God, reality, merge with it without opposing the slightest resistance, and you will be swimming in an ocean of love of which you were always a part, although due to your lack of faith, you fought, you opposed, remaining separated, walking alone through the desert, determined, fast, believing that there was a destination to reach, when everything was right here, now