Breakingthewall

@Carl-Richard when you are gone, there is no more fear, as Epicurus said. the point is that the ego becomes detached from itself until it doesn't fears disappearing, detaches itself from the form and identifies with the substance. the problem is that the substance is absolutely nothing, just existence. many schemes must change

imagine there is no existence. impossible to imagine, but let's say you can. somehow existence arises, as we know without a doubt it is. this existence that has arisen, has nonexistence as its border, but nonexistence does not exist. so this existence simply exists. no time. It is here, now, always. it always was, since an instant is always. will always be. in this eternal instant. can nonexistence absorb it in some way? impossible as it exists. it does not need to be fed, nor resist, nor pass. it simply is, with no possibility of not being, since it is, if it ceased to be, if it entered the black hole of non-existence, it would continue to exist, because it once existed, and that once is the only thing there is, it cannot escape from there, because there is no later. So relax and enjoy the eternity

I would say that you fear the disappearance of the self. the result is that you, the person, cease to exist, and that to the person seems inconceivable and terrifying

It is really difficult. the voice in your head is you. your sense of identity, of being independent and separate. the other day I did 5 meo and it was not much, but enough to perceive how I was disintegrating. I thought, I'm about to disintegrate, but that's impossible, because if I did ... what would be left? until suddenly the thing happens, you have disintegrated. there is no voice, there is no structure, there is no cohesion. there is emptiness. an unlimited void and full of existence beyond any explanation. there is no voice. it does not make any sense, and it is understood what is the voice, what is the architecture of the self. its pillars, its construction, its total unreality. it is seen that the only way to silence the voice is to give up control completely, to stop being the self. be the empty well without limits.

If something has value, you decide it by comparing it with something else. what are you going to compare your life with? with absolute infinity, then it has no value. the infinite eats the finite and turns it into nothing. If you compare it to something finite, it has all the value. It is the only thing that exists and what makes the rest exist.

Seeing the glory in evil, destruction, corruption ... is difficult. but that does not mean that there is not, exactly the same as in the "good"

I see a very projected god in the ego, a kind of delusional yaveh who is alone (i remark the world "who"). parts of mystical journey and parts of acid delirium. did you ask to see god? Well here you have it .... mmm beware of ego traps, they are cunning. Maybe im wrong but i think it's good to have some doubts The report was great, btw

I think that you and I are one, we are the same, but I am apparently seeing one screen, and you, I mean, i, are seeing another (apparent). in the end none of us are seeing a screen, but apparently there are infinite screens. maybe i'm wrong. when the dualities have collapsed, everything has been clear, but after a few seconds, this matter becomes impossible to understand

Good goal, probably it's possible. The increase in beauty and love in the trip in my case is being enormous, in a year and a few months my life has gone from being a fight to a wonder ... it seems incredible. Any thing is possible i guess

For me the goal was liberation, that is, to have a better experience. profit in the end. But once you realize that there is a real way to understand deeply, you always want more. When you say you have reached omniscience, I believe it. I think it is possible.

I read everything, and I understood. what I mean is that you cannot stop paying attention to the ego, because you are the ego. you can try those things for years, it's very frustrating. they do not work. I'm talking about my experience, maybe yours is different. the strategies: don't energize the memories and they will go away. they do not work. you are the memories trying not to energize the memories. It's the frustrating insanity of self-help. maybe it's you who doesn't understand what I'm saying, it's obvious to me. dissolution has to occur. Note that I am not saying: you have to take a step back. because who would take the step is the ego! it's crazy, the dog chasing its tail. that's why only meditation and psychedelics work for me. "mechanical" methods to dissolve the ego. the "mental" methods as you do this, think the other, they do not work because they are ego and perhaps "dissolving the ego" is not the correct expression. It would be more to increase your level of consciousness, since the ego, the mental, is a level, a state, and if you are in that state, nothing you do within the operative mechanics of that state is going to get you out of it. that's why it's so difficult and self-help are just patches. getting out of the ego level is the key If i didn't catch exactly what you wanted to explain , sorry. I think you propose actions of the ego to get rid of the ego

You cannot let go of history because who wants to let go of it is the ego, which is history to a large extent. You can do a thousand mental tricks but history will return. to leave history you have to dissolve the ego, stop being an image in the past with a future, and completely dissolve in the present. the problem is that the one who tries to do this is the ego itself, and it cannot. The ego should disappear for that, this is the real job, not easy because is the ego itself who is doing the job

You are being a marvel, a creation from the mind of a genius, a work of art with sublime nuances. But it seems like ordinary nonsense to you because you are not able to take a step back and see what you really are

As long as you are an ego, you will be the story, and there is nothing you can do to stop considering yourself the story, except to stop being an ego.

@RMQualtrough i think it's the same, unlimited is infinite. if it has no limits, it does not end, so it covers everything. reality is infinite, we are infinite, but we pretend to be finite to appear to be something, instead of nothing that is infinity. but we are not something, we are everything, total. Nothing. indefinable. very strange to the mind Well, maybe a definition. want to be, passion to be: love

You don't understand what infinity means. It's all, totality, infinity is everything, what is to create too, since it is infinite. there is nothing outside. if there was something outside, then it would have a limit and it would not be infinite ... but it is. overwhelmingly infinite. hideously infinite, or wonderfully infinite, depending on how you see it

Imagine that you print all the books in the world on one page. all those that exist and those that could exist, infinite. It would be a page of black ink. it could change? if everything that can be written is already written there. What change? repeat another book? they are repeated ad infinitum, each one. You could imagine that you read a specific book, in the middle of the blackness of the ink, but nothing would really change on the page.

It seems that there is constant change, because we are exploring infinity, being finite, relative, but we really are the totality, and the Totality cannot change because it is already all change. when you see the limitless, infinite field, you see ... shit ... it's nothing. the infinite eats the finite, there is no form, there is no definition, there is nothing. but in that soup, we do the magic and imagine what we want, the wonder. infinite wonders to explore, experience

I don't know, but I have the feeling that you have to drain the glass until the end

because if you are all that can be, infinite and without limits, what change can there be? you are already all changes

I think he means that only he exists and he is imagining you, that you are the only one that exists and you are imagining him. because you are him and he is you, and both, I mean, one, is being infinitely in no time, and all this we are saying is absolutely nothing, a trick of infinity that seems that "he" understands, but "I" really no

reality is nothing because something to be something, has to be contrasted with another something, have limits. if reality is unlimited it can't be something. it is nothing, or rather, everything, absolute. since nothing evokes non-existence, and non-existence doesn't exist

I try to understand this. I have had a total collapse of all dualities several times, sober as well. suddenly it has become obvious that there are no bubbles, as nothing is happening. There is only one, and all the others are exactly me, and they are perceiving exactly the same thing, which is nothing, only that by a magic trick, it seems different and it seems something. it's completely obvious at the time, but when you start to analyze it ... it's impossible to understand. Why am I now looking at a wall and someone else is looking at something else? is that the experiences happen consecutively? no. it is in this moment, and it is not happening.

Regardless of what is correct or not, when you align yourself with consciousness, the flow of events begins to become obvious. If you flow with it, you go downhill, effortlessly. if you move away, everything gets stuck. you have to train yourself is to know how to read this flow, and act according to it. I suppose that Hitler, when he created the Nazi party, would be in that flow, since everything worked wonderfully. that was the highest good for Hitler at that time. Leo's is actualized.org .the issue is to read what your flow is and develop it. I find it exciting, spirituality applied to the world. An amusement park

No. Nothing is right or wrong in an absolute way, but in relative relative yes. On a relative level, scamming your family is wrong, creates separation, eliminates harmony in your relative being, leads you on a path of selfishness, sadness, negativity. On an absolute level, helping grandmothers alone is the same as torturing children. they are expressions of the possible, made of love. But as we are relative beings there are right and wrong things, for example, smash your finger with a stone is wrong