Breakingthewall

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  1. it seems that life evolves, learns from itself, trial and error. and his favorite tool to encourage himself is suffering
  2. egotistical delusions? boredom? best to admit: guys, it was just mind. don't enlighten me with a video
  3. very strange. insinuates popular lynching of rebels? and the lgtb issue. only real machos can stay in Russia?....starts to sound like a lunatic
  4. Exactly. you can have all the awakenings you want, but if you're still in the monkey mind afterwards, what's the use? the goal is to equalize, to match the is and the should be , and get stuck in the present moment, then it unfolds and you can go deeper, and this is beyond words.
  5. The thing is that existence exist, out of the time, so it never began or will finish, since begin or finish are imaginary ideas. Seems mystery impossible to understand imo
  6. Perfect attitude to look for a beautiful beach, hang a hammock, and spend the rest of your life looking at the sea doing nothing except the essentials to eat
  7. Mushrooms are the best imo. Personally, it causes me a lot of procrastination, it is never the right day to spend 6 hours on a trip, but its benefits are enormous. It makes you look in the back of your mind like nothing else I've ever did. also meditation, but in a retreat, even if it is a solo trip, camping etc. some days to be with yourself without distractions
  8. I don't know your circumstance, but don't underestimate the mind's ability to hide trauma, pain and shame, unmanageable at a given moment, and that remain in the background, invisible. but to achieve this the mind castrates itself, it restricts itself. The more awake you are, the more of these knots will come to light. if you are clean, without knots, your feeling usually is serene vitality, joy
  9. why do you think compulsively? how can you stop doing it? What do you lack, or what do you have left over, to be able to shut up?
  10. exactly. the kingdom of heaven is not reached with an awakening. on the contrary, awakening is only the beginning of the true path. after it you have to undo every knot, every attachment. I suppose that for some it will be easy and for most it will be very difficult. It is true that it is exactly here and now, but you have a huge obstacle that prevents you from seeing it: you.
  11. @spinderella It doesn't mean that you are that, it is that that and this are the same. what you have done by consuming 5 meo is to stop creating the form. you have seen yourself without form. what is this for? it loosens the barriers of the ego, of the form. From now on, you are different, more flexible, more transparent, less rigid.
  12. everything is perfect, it is you who makes it imperfect with your judgment. fold yourself until you see the perfection in everything, and then you will have it
  13. @thisintegrated following your reasoning, infinity does not begin or end. so it does not follow a sequential order. you are not at the beginning of infinity, or in the middle, you never started and you will never finish, so it can be said that you are experiencing the totality in this infinite instant
  14. Absolutely true. Lately every pain I've felt is revealed to me, how I've blocked it out. How have I been so blind before? I find it incredible. everything becomes clear, it was always obvious and I didn't see it, I was stupid, and the stupidity wasn't a lack of intelligence, but something that came and went, like a fog, and I see the stupidity so clearly in others that make me want to yell at them, but I know they wouldn't see it
  15. God is in suffering, in humiliation, in sadness, in evil and in horror. the true glory of god, in all its depth, is manifested in pain. Blessed are those who suffer, because they will see God. strange but true.
  16. sleep is being in separation and limitation hypnosis, where you're stuck in conceptual thinking, like, I'm a person, or I'm god, or whatever. awakening is coming out of hypnosis and being what you really are without getting caught in the mental conceptualization, the time frame. it has nothing to do with knowing others have their own experience or not. you see clearly that the others are you, but that is indifferent. the thing is that you are and you perceive it in all the unlimited depth
  17. whether you are afraid or not, what is is what is. you can't escape, you can't hide. It's like a child who covers his eyes when he's scared and thinks he's going to disappear...everything will be the same whether you're scared or not, so it's better to look straight ahead.
  18. dissolve your ego, collapse duality and become infinite. and above all, do not conceptualize spirituality, this is useful only to get you crazy
  19. if all reality is one, a torture is just a small adjustment in the mosaic of reality. all life devours itself and is reborn from its remains, for life suffering is indifferent, it is a tool of evolution. It does not differentiate between good or bad, it is governed by efficiency to reach its maximum potential. For the ego this is not pleasant, but this is how it has to be.
  20. You can't refute that argument so from that angle it's true. is the only disconcerting point when you realize that everything is one. because I only have access to my experience? the solipist vision solves it, but it seems to me that it is not true necessarily, it's like a logical solution and reality don't need to be logic. And seems obvious that you have your pov. Can be an illusion, i know, but you can't say it's sure it doesn't exist, you just can say: i can't prove there are many povs. the only thing you can affirm is: existence is
  21. many times i have collapsed my pov and unity has manifested. only I exist, but it is not me, I am the formless existence. the other pov's are nothing, neither is mine, everything is one. then you go back to pov and form. but I don't think my pov is the only one. It is true that the others are a creation of my mind, and I am a creation of his for them, and we are all the same when the povs collapse, but why can't there be many apparent povs simultaneously? They say no because there is only one conscience and there can be nothing outside of it and that is why there can only be one pov, but that seems like a very ego logic, doesn't it?
  22. that is ego and nothing else. It has no relevance, as much as saying, I am Japanese. The problem is that egoic ideas are promoted here and they are called being awake. to be awake is to go beyond ideas. then you can try to explain it, but not in such a concrete way, since words and concepts do not do justice, reality is much deeper and richer
  23. maybe if you keep dividing the particles, you get to a point where they're made of nothing. they are only the relationship of something with another thing, without this relationship, they do not exist, so you could say that they are just an idea