Breakingthewall

It is true that this is so, but I think the problem is more the difference in evolutionary stages between generations. you have to go through a period where there is no place for you, you have to create it, nothing that the previous generation has transmitted to you is of no use to you, you are in no man's land, and this generates great anxiety. If you do not pass the test you will have a depressive and unstable life. you have to conquer your stability, your place. it's not fun but it is what it is, and it's a beautiful adventure

@Aaron p depends. you have already taken 5 meo many times, right? so...if taking 5 meo is going to make your motivation drop, it wasn't real, you shouldn't have started. On the other hand, when you start a business, you first become obsessed with it. you are going to forget a lot about meditating, spirituality and everything that is not the business. It's nice, you give it your all, but it gets too intense. 5 meo can (and will) get you out of obsession. this is very healthy. another thing with the business: sometimes you become obsessed with paths and become rigid when it comes to changing them. a bombshell from 5meo can help you see that rectifying is wise. but, be careful with nonsense like after a 5 meo trip staying with the idea that everything is love, my intuition is the absolute truth and I have seen exactly what I should do, contrary to what my reason dictates. watch out! do not decide anything, neither in business nor in anything else, based on those intuitions. they are false. You're in shock for a few hours. forget the decisions made by intuitions when you are still under the effects of the substance.

I think that an LSD trip with the mind working like a whirlwind, creating suffering, would be much more traumatic. could be useful but very hard, a seriously challenging experience. instead 5 meo takes you away from the mind, and that makes you understand what the ego mind is, at least for me. without 5 meo I think I would never have been able to detach myself from the sticky ego for a moment. the op says that he is very traumatized and suffers a lot. maybe take a step back with 5 meo, look at the painting from another perspective and laugh at how silly he has been. it's just tangled in the maze

The happiest will be the one who is most connected to the torrent of happiness that it really is, regardless of their circumstances. You can be more comfortable, more active, more fulfilled... but happiness is your nature. and your nature is more diaphanous, it feels cleaner the more you evolve ,the more impurity you remove, so yellow will be happier

@Blackhawk if you want to take a psychedelic to help clear up your ego confusion, take 5 meo dmt. It's much cleaner, straight to the point. It will make you see your entire mental labyrinth from a bird's eye view for a moment. then you will return to the labyrinth, but you will not forget that you saw it. In the end, it will no longer have power over you. do it, and repeatedly. I sincerely recommend it

I think that the degree of mental health is inversely proportional to the amount of self-referential thoughts

A stream of pure joy that flowed endlessly, and that was me. It hasn't stopped flowing ever since. it was terrible to live so long with that flow blocked, a real test

I am very grateful to all those explorers of the mind, those mystics, who with their experiences and their brilliant intelligence have helped me escape from the prison of the ego, where I lived imprisoned. I am also grateful to the beauty of the world, fantastic, and to my body, which works like an atomic clock also to psychedelics, true magic in the form of a molecule

by the union of true mysticism and the ego's need to understand reality

because if you are, even for an instant, that instant is eternity, since in your beginning and in your end is non-existence, and non-existence does not exist, only existence exists, there is no begging or end. you are, now eternal, without limits

relationships are like anything else, work, anything: if they are what you really want deep down, they are wonderful and you give it your all. if not, but you force yourself to do so because it is the least bad alternative, they are misery

It seems that is what the universe does. go from the simple to the most complex as possible. maybe creative passion

Evolution?

there is only the present, now. everything else is illusion. your self half an hour ago is an illusion of your mind, the same as your future self. the same as your past life self, the same as your reincarnated self. Same as the others selfs. they all collapse into the now, the real, the existence. the rest is infinite illusion, without substance. does not exist.

reality is heaven, and you create hell. move away, and the heaven will remain. there is no hell, it is an illusion created by the distortion of your mind, which opposes, which wishes, which is afraid. Take a magic pill that puts your egoic mind to sleep, and heaven manifests

A childhood empty of love, where you have only received rejection or indifference, you have been in contact with empty people, it is difficult to overcome. Makes difficult for you to open yourself to love. all true love, all contact with people who really give themselves, is an enormous gift that life has given you. it's good to return it

shame is fear of rejection, nothing more. Would you mind if all your peers reject you completely? If so, you are susceptible to embarrassment, like almost everyone.

life is perfect, but you have the opinion that it is not.

faith means: abandon yourself. let go of the grip of the ego, the false control that does not control anything. relax and trust. dissolve in the reality that you are, indefinable and without limits

obviously I don't know, but it looks like it. very deliberate

life is presented to us as a test. we are immersed in vital situations that we must solve, as a kind of game. Normally we know what we have to do intuitively, but there are obstacles, serious difficulties, that prevent it. in the end it's all about being braver, more selfless, more true. if we get stuck in these trials, as is often the case, our life becomes blocked. we try to go down alternative paths, to avoid facing that, and our life turns into a mess. the tests are difficult and ruthless, sometimes like the horrible story of the Japanese girl you were talking about other day, and hardly comprehensible

@ethanb121 the problem is not hell but obsession disorder. I have lived like this with 17, 18 ... Every morning I woke up and the madness began. If it's not hell, it's whatever. It is your mind that needs to hold onto something. You are in no man's land, without certainty of anything, without knowing who you are, without anyone who loves you, without anyone you love, without a place you can call home, without anyone you can call a friend, floating in not knowing , but with a need to know. So your mind holds on tight to anything If it is not hell, it will be that you have an idiot face or that you played badly at table tennis in. the important thing is to sink your teeth into something and not let go. the solution? is not easy, but possible: conquer the world

Separation

you're going deeper. more clarity, more intelligence, more integrity, more openness. good job

well, a special factor comes into play in porn addiction. the sexuality. You can quit smoking, but you can't stop being sexual. If you try too hard, you may end up reaching out to altar boys in the church. watch out! sex is sex and you have to guide it appropriately. that is, sharing it with another human being, who attracts you, and whom you love. It does not have to be an exclusive one, of course, could be many. So it is not enough to leave porn, you have to go out into the arena, give to Cesar what is from cesar. Or if you won't rot your mind back in the old patterns