Breakingthewall

I would say that it does it little by little. It is nothing, then something, particles, combine, evolve, improvise ... although this is logical. maybe it goes beyond logic

the death of the ego is when it seems that you are going to dissolve, and you think ... it is not possible for this to happen, because if I dissolve ... what would remain? nothing, since I am what there is. and suddenly, you have dissolved, you are gone. but you are, more than ever. there is no mind, there is no structure, there is a black hole of infinite depth, full of being Great report, interesting reading

it's not that it's only you. is that there is no you. the you who thinks that this is just a fictitious construction, and can be completely dissolved, without a trace, in this very second

the only answers that can be obtained appear in the emptiness of the mind and are not articulated according to logic. logic is like a basic calculator trying to solve quantum physics, a silly attempt. the answers to everything are there, but to begin to understand them the mind must be silent

because the infinite is, and as it is, it loves itself with infinite love, and from that love, in an instant, infinite ways of manifesting that love are manifested. All that can be, is. nothing a finite mind can encompass. I, as an ego, think: all have a purpose, all is for a reason, it's too perfect, Everything points to an objective, to increase in complexity, to evolve. God needs to learn from himself. but that's how it is? do not know

This moment is the dreamer . This moment is you

we are the movement, the apparent experience that occurs. like a flame that dances, without any attachment, without inner life, the external mixes with the internal, there is only one thing, the moment that happens. and it is pure magic, an inexhaustible source of life.

Who are this people? there are very few enlightened people in the world, they are an anomaly. Leo says that he is not enlightened. He has psychedelic-forced enlightenment moments, and he has tried pretty tenaciously to make the enlightenment permanent using them, but it hasn't happened.

@johnlocke18 how was the trip? How many mg, roa...have you done 5 meo many times? an explanation about the trip?

Yes and maybe when you were writing that sentence an abiss of non existence "happened"

think: it is not that you, johnlocke, saw the nonexistence, it is that you, God, reached a state of absolute emptiness. where there was no where or when, nothing. except one thing: you. If you had stayed longer, maybe the focus would have shifted to that you, and nothing would have opened. The thing is: non-existence can't be.

@johnlocke18 the nothing you speak of is non-existence, and you cannot be aware of it because it does not exist. If you realized it, it is that it exists, and if it exists it is existence, an aspect of god

There is no evil, only sense of separation, low consciousness, stupidity if you prefer

enlightened for me is that in your mind it ceases and in its place an unfathomable empty well opens, the void that is god, the inexhaustible source of love. If that is so, if you are completely happy, the small you that remains perceive the glory of being ,the flow of love

Yes, you are existence and there is only one, there is only you, nothing else, but! you are existence dreaming a dream, a universe. not one dream, infinite dreams, simultaneously. and those dreams interact with each other. so I am a concrete dream. It is true that only a dream, something that I can transcend and be aware of what that dream is dreaming ... but I cannot stop dreaming, because I am the dream, just as I am the dreamer. well no, since the dreamer is not an "i", the one that is an i is the dream, an unreal "i" that can dissolve at any time without leaving a trace

I understand you very well! I hate that feeling of being a bitch looking for approval. for me the trick is to look very carefully. as soon as I say or do something designed to elicit approval, admiration, etc., I detect it, it produces a cloying, humiliating feeling. like: how much more are you going to lower yourself, bitch? in exchange for? that they think you're cool? Can you be more pathetic? clown .... haha it sounds like a lot of self-punishment, but if you don't correct those behaviors, where is your self-esteem? What are you? a total idiot. as you detect more and more of those micro / bitch behavior, you find them less tolerable, until you prefer to be quiet before falling into it

what prevents you from realizing who you are and keeps us in the ego is the fantasy that there are others. the ego is contrasting yourself with others. when you meditate and you see thoughts arising, that there is no total stillness ... those thoughts are the idea of others. you talk to yourself in the absence of others to talk to, but what you do is the same, contrast yourself with another. To stop this you have to come to the certainty, aberrant to the ego, that there is only you. you only exist, there is nothing else, nor can there be. but you are not you, of course. As long as you have the false certainty that there are others, there will be no empty mind

yes, in opposition to the emptiness that underlies, there is the richness of what is perceived. this leads to the realization of: emptiness is, I am.. although if you embody emptiness it seems (to me) that I am not. courage to accept being it is becoming possible

I am awake at night and I realize that I am looking for company, I am looking for love, to escape from that emptiness, but life clearly tells me: look for solitude. immerse yourself in it. loose any tie, any support. Really, totally. It's not easy ... can I do something so serious? It is not: do it, that glory awaits you, not at all. is: do it and enter the empty well where there is nothing you are going to get, you are going to lose everything. but everything is nothing, it is total fake

Honestly many times I have had this realization: beyond God, there is only unlimited emptiness. god is a fiction. I am God, and I am a fiction, the reality is that I am empty without life, absolutely nothing, a kind of dead that seems alive. but on the other hand I see the opposite. I am pure vitality, existence. I don't really understand it, I'm obviously not enlightened, but I don't adopt any other people's ideas. I continue to deepen, although that empty nothing where God is revealed as something fictitious, futile, is terrible, desolation in an absolute degree. Of course those are ego projections, there is nothing bad in the infinite void without life, but for the ego is horror

Another idea of why we need others: our minds create the illusion of separation. we perceive ourselves as separate and that causes us a huge feeling of isolation, unbearable. We mitigate this by constantly interacting with others. deep down we speak to ourselves. This is a palliative, but there is always a wall in our mind that cannot be crossed by many friends, couples, children, the wall that isolates us. If we remove the company, it is like removing the drug from the drug addict. Suddenly he realizes the horrible emptiness of his existence, and he is not able to bear it, he looks for more drugs whatever.

I would say that love is the will to be, but maybe its something broader

What would be your explanation that God is love?

Solipist Spiritual Ego Conjecture: ok, the idea about oneself acquired after spiritually realizing that you are god, the only existing existence, etc. now he is conditioning through his own spiritual bypassing: he is now proposing possibilities based on the deviant concept, like any concept, that others are a hallucination ... for example.

It's impossible to understand ?. You read it and think: ufff it's too deep for my understanding, i give up. But really it's a tongue twister