Breakingthewall

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inspiring. encourages me to answer a question about my immediate future

recent studies show that people with high cholesterol have a lower risk of mortality from any cause. The new theories affirm that the only risk hypercholesterolemia is familial hypercholesterolemia, a disease of genetic origin. It seems that in other cases the cholesterol level is not related to atherosclerosis. chronic inflammation or diabetes is much more.

Yes, as I read later, mercury can block the kidney ducts and cause kidney failure, so you have to start small and see the reactions Yes ,ala lasts 3 hours in blood, but what I don't understand is because it is a problem if there is an hour or two in which there is no ala in blood. But probably there is a reason , I'll try to find. Yeah, it chelate from the blood and organs, so where is the problem if you have the amalgam? Well, sure it's better to don't have... Thanks for your answer and for your post, i didn't know about mercury, i was searching a lot since I read it

anxiety is crazy. The thing is like this: there is only the present moment, what your eyes are showing you, the air that hits your face, etc. this present moment seems empty of meaning but it is deep, full, magnificent. silent but sings a song of joy. It sounds silly but it is. And the anxiety is this: to this movie in hd you superimpose a dubbing of very low quality in which there are many voices that came of another voices that you listen before, shouting that the blue color of the sky should be a little lighter, and those trees there, they are not enough big, what are them made, etc. you believe that stupidity and so minute after minute, totally nonsense, without any meaning, even you think there is a lot of meaning once you get into that madness, it's really hard to get out. First you are a child, happy, you live, you feel life, and little by little you are entering the madness of cheap dubbing, and you believe that that is reality, that meaningless interpretation. getting out of there is possible, going back to what is direct, what is true. of course it generates anxiety to live in that madness, it is the sign that you are still alive. others submit completely and never get out of that trap To get out of that trap you have to put all your intelligence, inspiration, courage into play ... and when you finally manage to get out, you realize that it was idiotic, something very simple, silly. But from inside the trap you couldn't see it ,you only saw the trap to get out of the trap you have to realize something very shocking: you are not real. you are a voice that repeats like a parrot, nothing more. only the blue color is real, the experience that happens. the meaning is illusory, made up, a bubble soap

i think you just have to love them as they are and not expect or need to be understood. who wants understanding, when there is love? who knows if one day you realize that it was you who did not understand

you do not exist. seriously, you think so, but no. there is only the impersonal reality, flowing. absolutely everything we think about is mental constructs. there is no war, no hitler, or anything, only fantasies of our ego that imagines that it is a person who is thinking about war. a trick. all of that is the same as a bunch of flies eating shit. reality in motion and we, the non-existent, making sense of everything, and believing that we are real. crazy?

is not a slug being eaten by ants, that is our egoic vision. there is no "a" slug. there is reality moving, adjusting, flowing. the slug is not an independent being, it is a reaction, an attempt, a movement. It is the way in which reality manifests itself, balances, adjusts. Nature is terrible for your ego, since the ego is precisely a resistance to being eaten by ants. there is nothing wrong with being eaten by ants, except for your ego

there are several things about the protocol that I don't understand. I understand that the doses of ala have to be low at the beginning, and that it mobilizes the mercury of the brain and if it is too much it can cause serious disorders, but the dmsa does not cross the brain barrier, then, because you have to start with low doses, and because can produce side effects? Another, the rounds have to be 3 days, because if you do it for just one day, the mercury is mobilized but not all is expelled .... but what was mobilized on day 3 is not going to be expelled either. What happens if you take ala every 5 hours? Why is it so important that the body is not even an hour without the contribution of the ala? if at the end of each round this is going to happen. Why is it so dangerous to chelate if there is mercury left in the mouth? chelators bind to the mercury that is in the body to expel it, if you have a filling that is putting some mercury in your body, where is the problem if you take a chelator to expel it? If the ala and the dmsa bind to the mercury, forming another inactive compound, which is excreted, where is the problem that the body is without input for a few hours? what is chelated will be expelled, and the rest will be where it was before. Because the body does not have the capacity to expel much, so you have to start with a few mg, but later, in the future, if it has the capacity to expel more, and the dose is increased? if it is expelled in the urine, this does not increase or decrease What would be the problem with taking ala daily, for example every 8 hours for 2 years? If the ala chelates the mercury and then is ejected, eventually all the mercury will be ejected. why can't you just use ala? I'm sure there will be solid reasons for all this, but I haven't found them

@SQAAD you are right to feel that way. we live in a society of superficial, narcissistic and stupid people. but not everyone is like that. truly noble people exist, it is in your hand to have the instinct to approach them, and to stay away from the idiots.

Instead of committing suicide, why don't you lie in a hammock between two trees on any beach, and wait to get old looking at the sky and the sea? In the end you will die anyway, there is nothing to lose or gain. I know that it's very difficult to lie in a hammock and look the sky and be happy, there is you creating unhappiness

life is basically a war between some beings and others. It would be said that God loves war, more than allows it

No. It's being a fast evolution. It is clear at practically all times that the voice is a parrot that says empty things, to which it is not necessary to pay attention. I identify with what happens, the experience, and the moment takes on richness and depth, great beauty. it cannot be explained because it is the opposite of explanation. interpretation, and sharing ideas with people who interpret everything, is sterile, meaningless. I still do but i see it's emptiness. Only be is fullness

1 h in the morning before doing anything for me is the key. a whole hour because for me it is after 40 min when it is real meditation. then it is very easy to sit for 30 min at any time of the day, even in the street, and remain silent again. If I don't meditate in the morning, the day is very different, full of thought, of ego.

I think that the issue is not to make psychedelics or not, it is the reason why you do them. I do psychedelics because I want to deactivate my ego, I want my mind to be a mirror when I'm walking down the street, just flow without interpreting. This is a divine experience, no more is needed. psychedelics have greatly helped me understand who I am, as an ego, and as infinity, and thus be able to take a step back and shut up. Another thing is that with psychedelics you look for experiences. then you are strengthening the ego. You can become god 100 times that later you will continue to be your ego, only inflated by interpreting that you are God, that you know things that others do not, etc. what matters is to flow in the present without hindrance. well, what matters to me, you can also feed a spiritual ego if you want, but you will continue to suffer

I ve read your post of 2019. very interesting! I understand your point, you have been in spirituality for 8 years and your ego is still intact, no matter how much you have temporarily disintegrated it. my idea is that the goal is to weaken, or disintegrate the ego, to live in this world with joy, enjoying every smell, taste, pleasure and pain. that is, the truth is a tool, not an objective. the goal is freedom. I believe that deepening in the truth the ego weakens. mine at least does. but I see that yours does not, even with the most serious combined practices. What else can you do to stop identifying with thought? It is not enough for you to know that the depth is infinite so there is nothing to know, nothing to think about, just be? It is very difficult! but it is possible i think, it is a true game. Quite exciting, a challenge, you need all your intelligence and passion...let's see

seek awakening. When you are as fucked up as you say you are, you are cornered, there is no way out, things were twisted from the beginning and no matter how much you straighten them they will always seem crooked. When the idea of suicide crosses your mind, it is time to seek awakening. do your research, you are in the right place. If you awaken to your true nature, your problems will be fixed, since they will not be a problem.

sorry for the way i said it but i think op is a guy who is very serious about this and what you are saying is totally wrong and seems destined to sow confusion. I'm not saying it's intentional

you just talk nonsense, one after another. try to say something constructive

you are completely wrong, I speak of direct experience, not belief ... but it is your choice. people are afraid of becoming nothing / infinite, because it is the disappearance of what they deeply believe they are, of themselves, their reality, memories, their entire world. it's normal, right? You said that we want futile illusion...Look, I wouldn't even answer you because it is obvious that you only want to show how smart you are, but the op is in a delicate moment, which I know well, and what it does not need is that they come up with enigmas of what it is not and other nonsense . the death of the ego is real. the awakening is real. It is nothing you can imagine so it is better not to talk about what it is, but about how to surrender the ego, and that's it

Obviously it has never happened that your ego really dissolves, and the infinite that you are is revealed. otherwise you wouldn't say that. the ego are limits, if the limits disappear, infinity is revealed. This is not even remotely an idea or a belief, it is something inconceivable to the mind. infinity is scary because it reveals a truth: "you" do not exist, you are an illusion. what you are is totally impersonal and accepting it takes time. I'm on it

anxiety, insomnia, discomfort with life. In my case, the solution was to go on a trip by myself in South America without a fixed idea. I left the weed and entered a kind of depression from which I saw no way out. making that trip symbolized a before and after, a break

how do you know? because others have said it? for you god is an idea, and as such, it is ego. we are trying to dissolve the ego, so that idea is a hindrance that you surrender your ego without asking God in return. asking for something in return is ego. I have tried with mushrooms. it is something of incredible beauty but there is a lot of confusion. 5 meo is absolutely clean. just ego death, no more. have these near ego death experiences, meditate, contemplate on them. understand what is resisting and why, see the ego and understand it. little by little be willing to let it go

you are loved because you are. the fact of being implies that you are loved. you are loved by yourself, infinity, and that is why you are

When you seek ego death, seek that: ego death. not god, not infinite love, not the source, not anything. give yourself without asking for anything in return. For me the job is not so much to know, as to be able to let go of the ego. the suitable substance for the death of the ego is the 5 meo dmt. for me it is a huge challenge too. it has happened sometime and not others, always for a very short time, but when you became infinite, it is. keep in mind that every seeing that your ego screams on the brink of dissolution reveals itself. You take a giant step in understanding your ego, that is, you. the more conscious you are of your illusory nature, the more possible it is to let go. Your ego, now, hates the infinity. he sees it as death and recoils in horror. he has to educate himself to accept what he is