Breakingthewall

not over and over again, but a single wave, as a whole. as an individual you inherit your degree of complexity and do your part, but as a whole, the sum of all, little by little the wave is growing and it seems that it would break in a total awakening, in the future. As an individual you are just a movement, a molecule in the tsunami. your purpose as an individual would be to imprint your micron of movement on the tsunami. On the other hand, you are the total reality, but at the human individual level, you are only a particle.

It would seem that the human goes from the simple to the complicated, he is programmed for it, and when he reaches extreme complexity he is driven to break the whole plot, go deep to the core and burst the bubble. like a kind of wave that begins, is created and breaks, and for this hundreds or thousands of generations collaborate. a strange, complex cycle for which suffering is not spared as fuel

Well, you are right that it is not a simple matter, since many people, if you explain the matter of non-duality, psychedelics, etc., will think that you are crazy, or that a sect is capturing you. but the reality is that it is really harmful to your life to hide. I was saying that your parents are probably responsible, without knowing anything about the situation, because the fact that you have not talked about it openly from the beginning and that now it is a secret that you do not want to be discovered, indicates a family dynamic that favors hypocrisy . like you have to appear to be what they want you to be. but it was just a comment, maybe it's nothing like that. anyway, for me the best solution is always to open the curtains and let in the light. everything you hide will weigh on you, it will stole you of freedom, it will prevent you from being you. don't let anyone intimidate you. to hide denotes to be intimidated. It doesn't matter if it's their fault or not, your job is to free yourself, overcome fear, and concealment is fear. It's a simple rule in life: in case of doubt, always choose bravery . far better to regret of having been too brave than the opposite. You are constructing yourself in every decision. Tend towards courage or you will pay the consequences

You will not experience more perspective because the you who is asking is the perspective, the dream.

Let go of the fear of what your parents think about you, don't you think? just the fact of having this concern shows that you are showing a different face to your parents, that is, that you are not free. It will probably be their fault, but the one who has to break free is you. I would leave that notebook anywhere and if they read it, what do you care?

tell her to watch a documentary called magical medicine, where they treat depressed people with mushrooms.

I think because we have seen tens of thousands of hours of stories on a screen and we have read millions of words in books, so we have created a mind that tells stories non-stop. It is not easy to throw back all that conditioning acquired from childhood. The problem is that all these stories are nonsense without any meaning other than getting into the collective ego, and tying us to our imaginary personal history. Only the present is real, and words veil it, although they are also in the present and are the present. what veils the present is the attachment to the meaning of those words. Understand that are meaningless is the key

Why do you want that? Wouldn't it be better to make music in which you give your all and forget about the world?

I mean mental detachment. You can be detached and all day fucking. the question is whether you are attached to fucking or not. if at any given moment the fucking ends, what happens in your mind. But really, if you are not very attached to the pleasure, probably you are not going to fuck all day. btw, just yesterday i watched the latest episode of the osho documentary, and the guy seemed very attached, very bitter and very unenlightened . I think he was a very intelligent guy, a genius, awake in a certain sense, and very asleep in others

Once you have taken the first step, in which you become aware of your unlimited and total nature, you have to take the next step: detachment. here you have to be smart and tenacious, as well as brave, from what I'm seeing. the ego has many layers, and they are all made of attachment. not because you are aware of your unlimited nature, you are not going to stop being afraid of illness, misery, etc. and this fear binds you in the ego. I think that if you want to be truly awaken, you have to be truly detached. If not, the awakening will be no more that a consolation of the misery of life

the first step is to be willing to give up and disappear, without holding on to anything. then you take a good shot of 5 meo and you disintegrate, and you are the total unlimited void. TOTAL. and that indescribable emptiness is a total sweetness and you realize that it is what you are. Total richness. Total existence. Total bottomless. then you think... but then, how is it possible that it's also me, now writing on this screen thinking that I'm late for an appointment? what's this? what's next? Where when how? it does not matter. You will always be what you are, it cannot be otherwise. you are at home

Boxing, complemented with some core and pecs and back, push-ups and pull-ups for example

The way to get smarter is to get rid of more stupidity. you are pure intelligence veiled by layers of stupidity. selfishness is stupidity. it is something concrete, real, that hinders intelligent perception, like a jelly that slows down your processes, that veils your perception. removes selfishness and the mind is a super conductor, it works without resistance

I said boredom a bit paraphrasing Leo putting an ?, since when I read that idea I thought it was nonsense but now I understand. more than boredom, variety, creation, passion, depth. the unit is equal, without difference. multiplicity requires selfishness. it is selfishness that creates it. a proton is selfish, or a bacterium or a tree. there is nothing wrong with selfishness. only in humans, when the ego mind is created, selfishness becomes a cancer that makes the individual attack himself. the message of christ you speak of is: turn the other cheek. accept your pain. love him remain selfish as an individual, but dissolve your ego mind, stop rebelling against what is, and enter the kingdom of heaven...if you want to stop suffering. If not, continue suffering. At the end, the only important is the creation, the multiplicity, the manifestation of passion Me too, there is truth explained masterfully and profoundly in Christianity

God create evil , and loves evil. evil, struggle, corruption, are necessary. without them reality would be an undifferentiated unit. the moment there is time, evil appears. evil is selfishness, and even a proton is selfish, otherwise it would stop being a proton. enlightenment is accepting and loving evil. You don't need to forgive god, only understand. everything negative that has happened to you is a gift that brings richness to your individual existence. Jesus finds glory being crucified. being one with everything, eternal pure happiness, is very good, but is it... boring? God likes to party, to give all of itself. and suffering is essential for it

individual existence is evil in itself. since to exist it must exclude what is not it. even the trees of a forest compete for light, and the one left below does not prosper. To be born a human, one sperm must succeed and the others must die. and from here begins the egoism. God creates evil in order to create division, since without evil, everything would be an undifferentiated soup. the problem is in humans. animals have their exact dose of evil. the predator kills, the deer fight to mate, etc. but in the human there is an enormous range of possible evil, until you reach the limits of almost total selfishness, and complete unhappiness. total happiness is unity. total unhappiness is complete separation, because it is the absence of happiness. he who is separated is unhappy and spreads unhappiness to the extent of his separation. Is a devil, that is no more than a separate individual, and the engine of his evil is the fear of ceasing to exist but on the other hand, evil makes the individual strong insofar as it preserves his individuality. the absence of evil blurs individuality, and creates a feeling of helplessness in the individual. that's why enlightenment is difficult. it is not enough understanding. first you have to conquer the world

If you are completely indifferent it doesn't matter whether you are slave or free, or torturing children or whatever, but as a human, slavery is extremely selfish, have slaves will increase your ego and take you away from the truth and plunge you into suffering. so it is impossible to be completely indifferent while you are human, so you can say that good and evil are absolute from the human point of view

It's normal friend. you say hello to a girl in a club, and then you go to fuck. If you are a minimally sensitive person, this situation is not going to excite you at all. It's not that you're impotent or anything like that, it's that sex is an intimate relationship between two people that has to flow naturally. It's okay to have experiences like this if you want to, but you'll only get great sex if you practice great interpersonal relationships.

Well It could be said that the ideal is to create an artificial moral system based on natural morality. and understand natural morality as the subjective tendencies of justice that occur in the completely disinterested person. It's selfish. you can not care about survival but prefer the truth to lie

the question is not whether slavery is wrong or right. it is what happens in you if you witness it in a completely disinterested way. You may see it as something indifferent, it was just an example. but probably when you see how children are separated from their mothers so that an owner can sell them to a brothel and thus buy jewelry, as a dramatic example, something in you sees it as wrong. Except if you are totally selfish and you can't see nothing beyond what's positive or negative to your situation in the world Yes it is, but subjective is objetive at the end

Im not saying that kill is wrong. And there are degrees of selfless. 100% selfless is impossible except if you are dead. so it could be said that the only good human is the dead human. but it can be, for example, 70% selfless, which is very different from 2%, 98% liar, vicious and narcissistic. The thing is that's it works in a counterintuitive sense. the closer you get to selfless, the happier, the more selfish, the more unhappy. so it could also be said that the true egoist, who seeks real happiness, tends to be selfless. or put another way, the smart one is selfless, the idiot, selfish

for example, you know deeply that it is wrong that there is slavery, so you denounce this fact. You do not do it to elevate yourself, nor for any ideal of how a saint should be, but because something really yells at you: denounce this injustice. you know that by doing so you will most likely be killed, but you do what must be done without worrying about yourself. this has happened in innumerable cases and circumstances, and it is what makes human society not total rubbish

not always, and there are degrees. On one side are the saints who completely renounce the ego and do what must be done without considering their interest, for example allowing themselves to be crucified, or tortured. it is something that has always existed. At the other extreme is the total egoist, who only pursues his interest, corrupt, vicious, deceived and deeply unhappy. good and evil, anywhere and at any time.

the false morality dictated by society is about survival. the true ethics that springs naturally from a person when he is selfless and integral is real

I don't think morality is relative. I think there is good and evil. On the one hand, there is integrity and disinterest, and on the other, falsehood and selfishness. You notice it clearly if you are open to it, and it is not something learned, it is innate.