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Breakingthewall replied to Gregory1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I see a very projected god in the ego, a kind of delusional yaveh who is alone (i remark the world "who"). parts of mystical journey and parts of acid delirium. did you ask to see god? Well here you have it .... mmm beware of ego traps, they are cunning. Maybe im wrong but i think it's good to have some doubts The report was great, btw -
Breakingthewall replied to QandC's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think that you and I are one, we are the same, but I am apparently seeing one screen, and you, I mean, i, are seeing another (apparent). in the end none of us are seeing a screen, but apparently there are infinite screens. maybe i'm wrong. when the dualities have collapsed, everything has been clear, but after a few seconds, this matter becomes impossible to understand -
Breakingthewall replied to SonataAllegro's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Good goal, probably it's possible. The increase in beauty and love in the trip in my case is being enormous, in a year and a few months my life has gone from being a fight to a wonder ... it seems incredible. Any thing is possible i guess -
Breakingthewall replied to SonataAllegro's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
For me the goal was liberation, that is, to have a better experience. profit in the end. But once you realize that there is a real way to understand deeply, you always want more. When you say you have reached omniscience, I believe it. I think it is possible. -
Breakingthewall replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I read everything, and I understood. what I mean is that you cannot stop paying attention to the ego, because you are the ego. you can try those things for years, it's very frustrating. they do not work. I'm talking about my experience, maybe yours is different. the strategies: don't energize the memories and they will go away. they do not work. you are the memories trying not to energize the memories. It's the frustrating insanity of self-help. maybe it's you who doesn't understand what I'm saying, it's obvious to me. dissolution has to occur. Note that I am not saying: you have to take a step back. because who would take the step is the ego! it's crazy, the dog chasing its tail. that's why only meditation and psychedelics work for me. "mechanical" methods to dissolve the ego. the "mental" methods as you do this, think the other, they do not work because they are ego and perhaps "dissolving the ego" is not the correct expression. It would be more to increase your level of consciousness, since the ego, the mental, is a level, a state, and if you are in that state, nothing you do within the operative mechanics of that state is going to get you out of it. that's why it's so difficult and self-help are just patches. getting out of the ego level is the key If i didn't catch exactly what you wanted to explain , sorry. I think you propose actions of the ego to get rid of the ego -
Breakingthewall replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You cannot let go of history because who wants to let go of it is the ego, which is history to a large extent. You can do a thousand mental tricks but history will return. to leave history you have to dissolve the ego, stop being an image in the past with a future, and completely dissolve in the present. the problem is that the one who tries to do this is the ego itself, and it cannot. The ego should disappear for that, this is the real job, not easy because is the ego itself who is doing the job -
Breakingthewall replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You are being a marvel, a creation from the mind of a genius, a work of art with sublime nuances. But it seems like ordinary nonsense to you because you are not able to take a step back and see what you really are -
Breakingthewall replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
As long as you are an ego, you will be the story, and there is nothing you can do to stop considering yourself the story, except to stop being an ego. -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@RMQualtrough i think it's the same, unlimited is infinite. if it has no limits, it does not end, so it covers everything. reality is infinite, we are infinite, but we pretend to be finite to appear to be something, instead of nothing that is infinity. but we are not something, we are everything, total. Nothing. indefinable. very strange to the mind Well, maybe a definition. want to be, passion to be: love -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You don't understand what infinity means. It's all, totality, infinity is everything, what is to create too, since it is infinite. there is nothing outside. if there was something outside, then it would have a limit and it would not be infinite ... but it is. overwhelmingly infinite. hideously infinite, or wonderfully infinite, depending on how you see it -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Imagine that you print all the books in the world on one page. all those that exist and those that could exist, infinite. It would be a page of black ink. it could change? if everything that can be written is already written there. What change? repeat another book? they are repeated ad infinitum, each one. You could imagine that you read a specific book, in the middle of the blackness of the ink, but nothing would really change on the page. -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It seems that there is constant change, because we are exploring infinity, being finite, relative, but we really are the totality, and the Totality cannot change because it is already all change. when you see the limitless, infinite field, you see ... shit ... it's nothing. the infinite eats the finite, there is no form, there is no definition, there is nothing. but in that soup, we do the magic and imagine what we want, the wonder. infinite wonders to explore, experience -
Breakingthewall replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't know, but I have the feeling that you have to drain the glass until the end -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
because if you are all that can be, infinite and without limits, what change can there be? you are already all changes -
Breakingthewall replied to QandC's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think he means that only he exists and he is imagining you, that you are the only one that exists and you are imagining him. because you are him and he is you, and both, I mean, one, is being infinitely in no time, and all this we are saying is absolutely nothing, a trick of infinity that seems that "he" understands, but "I" really no -
Breakingthewall replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
reality is nothing because something to be something, has to be contrasted with another something, have limits. if reality is unlimited it can't be something. it is nothing, or rather, everything, absolute. since nothing evokes non-existence, and non-existence doesn't exist -
Breakingthewall replied to QandC's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I try to understand this. I have had a total collapse of all dualities several times, sober as well. suddenly it has become obvious that there are no bubbles, as nothing is happening. There is only one, and all the others are exactly me, and they are perceiving exactly the same thing, which is nothing, only that by a magic trick, it seems different and it seems something. it's completely obvious at the time, but when you start to analyze it ... it's impossible to understand. Why am I now looking at a wall and someone else is looking at something else? is that the experiences happen consecutively? no. it is in this moment, and it is not happening. -
Breakingthewall replied to omar30's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Regardless of what is correct or not, when you align yourself with consciousness, the flow of events begins to become obvious. If you flow with it, you go downhill, effortlessly. if you move away, everything gets stuck. you have to train yourself is to know how to read this flow, and act according to it. I suppose that Hitler, when he created the Nazi party, would be in that flow, since everything worked wonderfully. that was the highest good for Hitler at that time. Leo's is actualized.org .the issue is to read what your flow is and develop it. I find it exciting, spirituality applied to the world. An amusement park -
Breakingthewall replied to omar30's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No. Nothing is right or wrong in an absolute way, but in relative relative yes. On a relative level, scamming your family is wrong, creates separation, eliminates harmony in your relative being, leads you on a path of selfishness, sadness, negativity. On an absolute level, helping grandmothers alone is the same as torturing children. they are expressions of the possible, made of love. But as we are relative beings there are right and wrong things, for example, smash your finger with a stone is wrong -
Breakingthewall replied to QandC's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
suffering disappears when resistance disappears. suffering is resistance to what is. the rebellion of the ego that superimposes the "should be" on what is and refuses to accept it. if the "should be" disappears ... relax and enjoy. you don't have to be a Buddhist teacher. not having a heavy ego is enough. Life is wonder without the should be -
When there is trauma, there is a defense mechanism that covers that trauma, hiding its influence in your way of being present. to uncover the trauma is therapy. In my experience, mushrooms are tremendously effective, and so is meditation. when you see all that in a fair way, without judgment, suddenly you see the elephant in the room. It is incredible not to have seen it before, planted there, but the mind is cunning.
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Breakingthewall replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@VeganAwake what you always communicate is: there is no self. correct in the sense that the set of attachments and rejections that it seeks to survive does not really exist in absolute sense. or it exists as an empty software with the function of surviving. but it is from here where the story of spirituality begins, not finish. yes, it is very comfortable if you say now: ahhh ignorant apprentice (condescending claps) that you would like, but the last reality is that there is no self. ok ok and all this (apparent) experience that is (apparently) happening?, what? don't you see the divinity here? In the void appearing as "something"? Well, if it's the case, you are asleep, in deep sleep. Better don't stuck and go deeper @The0Self what to say about your peculiar worldview? "God is scared of the black hole of non-existence that surrounds him, and that is why he invents the dream, to distract himself from his terror", "God is imaginary too" It is okay to say this kind of thing if you want, but at the same time You claim to be one of the few fully enlightened people ... there are people who can believe these negative nihilistic stories. maybe you are deceived? I don't know, but it looks like it. ... Maybe you are right but i perceive negativity, darkness, sadness in your "enlightenment". You said : when I saw the bottom of reality it was too late to go back. maybe it was not the bottom and you should go even deeper. -
Breakingthewall replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
your identification with your story is directly proportional to the density of your egoic state. The ego is limits, definition, form, so it is all the time creating a mental image of you, like a running software, and for that there is nothing better than analyzing the past and based on reaching the conclusion: I am this. the slower that software runs, the less need for definition, and therefore, the less analysis of the past. If the software stops, you see that you are the indefinable present, without labels. the past completely loses its strength and its poison. It goes from being a color film to black and white, and you forget it. If suddenly something from your past comes back to bite you ... it is that you have raised the energy bar of the ego state. to lower it I know two things that work: meditation and psychedelics. Since you don't want the latter, meditate, if possible in the morning, in the middle of the day and at night. hours, until your ego gets softer -
Breakingthewall replied to aetheroar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
it is terrifying to the ego because it is totally undefined, nothing to hold on to. total death for the ego, which is definition -
Breakingthewall replied to Tyler Durden's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
For me that is like saying: I know very well that when you die you enter the circle of reincarnations and etc. etc. ideas, concepts, stories. And disturbing, strange stories. what is is what is. Silence the mind, experience it, forget any idea, and you will be closer to the truth. Well, that's my opinion, all those ideas are useless, obstacles